replying to random trans women posting a random selfie with "fishhhh" seems odd to me

who else knows that feeling when u find out ur grandma (moms side) was a serial cheater who fucked the local priest (who for some reason always felt like a step grandpa to you before his death) at church and got caught by her teenage daughter that shes emotionally incestuous with to this day, and abused her husband to the point he got a stress-rooted brain aneurysm and died. and ur great grandpa (dads side) was an untreated schizophrenic who murdered his 6 year old daughter via fire (bc she stole an orange from the neighbors tree) in front of his other daughter. and you learn all those things bc papa thinks its a normal conversation piece to have over a random coffee

u know how parents tell you you look better than u do. my dad took one (1) single good photo of me and sent it to a modelling agent he knows lmfao hes gonna be so disappointed

there's a lot of things where me saying "i struggle with this because of my adhd/autism" would be correct and the actual reason. but i dont say that anymore bc when you say that now people just call you annoying, woke and performative/pretentious while rolling their eyes with a big sigh. so i just shrug and let them think im lazy and "dumb". what happened with Anxiety/Depression currently repeating itself with ADHD/Autism

i always feel dysphoric about my nose being "too feminine" and my nose job desperation is reaching insane levels when im in germany but then i go back to crete for a week and 80% of the men there got the same nose as me and i calm down. at least until i go back to germany and the cycle starts anew

my father has an interesting version of april fools where he sent us a video of our mediterranean home village and all you could see was orange red skies & wind as if it was completely on fire. but it was just fucking sahara sand dust

i want trans actors to be able to play cis or unlabeled characters without the audience going "oh so this character is trans"

lately i cant go outside without immediately being filled with thoughts about my bones breaking, tearing my nails out, slipping and twisting my limbs etc etc #whatdatmean

i hate when i comment on fics and see the ai shit in the comments section. especially when the authors reply in a genuine manner bc they think its real. makes me very sad