Blizzard’s Box

Send my asks and stuff or just look through it, it tells a lot about me too

I doodles it before I actually love this og concept I mqfe

it’s a peak au guys

Didn’t add cooldowns cuz I’m lazy, also might look rushed cuz it is! Thought all of this on just a whim so ain’t perfect

main group is leafy, lightning & remote

An object that suffers trauma from the loss of their partner, this trauma develops into a form of narcissism to cope with the loss by detaching love from other people, in fear of getting too attached and being hurt when they pass too, and instead placing that love in themself into an extreme degree, thinking only then will that protect them from the same pain.

Maybe throw in an objectum element of being drawn to an inanimate object that looks exactly like them. See it’s “fine” to them as this inanimate is completely like them so is an extension of themself and thus is them so can be trusted to be a holder of their love

Wait until they deal with the situation of losing that cherished inanimate then they’re going to feel like losing a part of themself

so for starters i had consumed like r34 of adults in school uniforms again, I’m presuming they’re adults cuz they’re not tagged as underage

and also interacted with a lot of r34 of MLP, mainly with anthro versions

I went back to do erp with the person whose also my age (17) both late 17, and I did share 3 well-received ideas that took place in like American college with like students or a teacher and a stupid but also there was another planned idea still in American college with a sapient quadruped, an Espeon, shamed and treated like an animal. Two ideas were supposed to include the submissive character being cut open.

Think there was also discussion over who’d be the character before deciding on an Espeon, lot of me being open sapient quadrupeds. First started out with object-taurs specifically an object dog taur like a husky, and then moved on! Of course I stated “preferred not any real animals” when asking for suggestions, got suggested Eevee but was iffy on that.

Some sexual talk too.

Uhh then there was the 18 year old person who I suggested erp with. After some discussion, then decided on an osc erp that included a sapient dragon, a Minotaur, a bunch of freaky objects including a guy that wanted their innards eaten, and also like this mount, a steed, a Felski that was sapient of course. It did start but then by the end eh…

Uh there was talk over what extreme kinks I’d been loosen up to (though with hard limits set in place)- it went from like fences, parasites, organ fucking, unbirth, sapient quadrupeds, other things. A lot what I just mentioned I was into or kinda into. Don’t feel like that’s true. Also discussion about including any of their favourite sapient quadrupeds into a further rps that never happened, those were like felskis (did search r34 of that up), the birds from final fantasy, seikrets or rain world liszards. Also include dragons. I said I’d be up to do rps including either seikrets, those final fantasy birds or rain world lizards. All sapient of course but ya know…

Think I also messed around with looking up crotchboobs r34, preferably on anthros

I was going so well for over a week and I tossed it because I was feeling aroused last night. Fuck. Yeah this was more of a dumping ground of what happened, like I’m sure I missed something or I know I’ve been vague about stuff.

Traffic Cone:

And yes I know it’s been around for a while and probably had been used before for like flashback scenes in earlier episodes, though now applied to present Citrus

like I know I have in my bio (16 or under DNI) and people should’ve seen that and followed it

and what’s more is this guy is so weird such a freak like eldritch horror type shit that I might need someone on the same level of insanity to fw it!

right now I met someone who was acting like an NPC, and I ended up acting like a character between her and then this other guy

it got uncomfy when the other guy talked about seeing something inside idk I think that’s just me being paranoid

uhhh my character I ended up just acting out was like a guy that lived in a lake and had a beef with a fish, I tried to tell a story of beating the big fish but it kept on getting sidetracked. Also talked about having my dorsal fins broken by the other guy, who was green. Apparently also my character was involved in the explosion at the factory the green guy worked at and it was for a coupon for free fish sticks.

also got called a fish lover by the green guy tho corrected that the blue guy was a piscivore, eats fish. I also called the green guy both a snot glob and a mucous membrane.

also some interaction with the “NPC”, she was mainly talking about her abusive husband who wasn’t around anymore, think got shot, and also she probably grew up in a traditionalist family. It probably should’ve been taken more seriously by me, I mean I did get serious though it kept on being sidetracked by goofy talk with green guy.

I mean it just doesn’t interest me. And yeah sure it’s a canon ship and I can find it cute a bit, it’s just I prefer other ships really?

So like I got too in the mood after talking about doing a dissection rp with someone who I learned was 21. I already assumed they were older than me. So yeah I am being a bit vague but like I explained after they asked that it was for a kink thing.

They also said they were ace and would be like uncomfortable in some sexual situations

so yeah! RP gone but that’s okay, they did suggest just continuing to talk about biology headcanons but I didn’t want to after all that, didn’t feel comfortable specially given the age gap. But like it’s my fault cuz I engaged the convo first and it’s not like they were wanting to do it if it was for pleasure, I did say it was for pleasure beforehand but like they didn’t know if it was just simple like or actual arousal.