HELLO yes okay so. i don't have as many stsg fics saved as i thought but here are some that destroyed me (affectionate) - some are angsty and some aren't necessarily angsty but were so good they destroyed me anyway

things long gone by hiraethia 4.8k words, curse!geto au

also by kai: one more august day (also i have not read the sequel yet but i'm sure it's phenomenal. also i'm just gonna rec all of kai's fics even though i've only read these two) 19.1k words, mostly canon compliant relationship study

asymptote by meruemsthighs 1.7k words, geto struggles with not being able to touch gojo now that he has infinity up all the time

love is all I ever yearned for; not this affection carved in stone by getoswrongs (juyang) (don't read the series description for this. just trust me. you have to go in blind for the full experience) 15.2k words, potter!suguru, and astrophysicist!gojo pining

like best friends do by yuki_MXIVo 6.3k words, aromantic satosugu

shoko's memories by hella1975 17.1k words, not exclusively satosugu but oh my god. this fic rewired my brain chemistry i'm literally not kidding. it's an au where kenny gets kidnapped in shibuya and gojo tries to revive geto by subjecting kenny to watching the compilation of videos taken on shoko's camera when they were students

i am yours forever, and i'll always feel at home with you by leavesandcurses 3.2k words, also not exclusively satosugu but also so so good. this is geto-gojo family and geto observing his family's routines

for a new world to begin, the old one must fall by thatwasanticlimactic 7k words, after slaughtering everyone in the village, geto kills gojo's family too. (okay so technically i haven't read this one yet but i know it's good bc corey wrote it <3)

aaand here are a couple more that i haven't read yet but have either heard good things about or just think look like they would absolutely shatter my soul:

Not a single one:

Soldier Boy: I taught her how to jerk off.

Andre, Marie, and Jordan:

they're so evil because you can feel the difference too. in their fem!form their fingers are soft and teasing as they pump them in and out, mouthing at your neck to suck marks into the skin. you'll be clenching and moaning, already close to that edge, your pussy spread and wet and leaking all over her fingers, the ring catching on your clit with every drive back inside your tight heat.

her voice low and hot near your ear sending tingles down your whole body, "you're so fucking hot like this - you're gonna cum for me, yeah? gonna give me what I want?"

it isn't till you tip over that edge, her thumb swiping over the swollen bud of your clit, that they shift forms. and you're already half gone, the immediate stretch of your hole around rougher, longer fingers, had your eyes rolling back. you hear their deep masculine chuckle ringing in your ears as your legs spasm around his hand. they're so much deeper now, his fingers, you can hear the wet squelch, the wet gush your cunt makes as his fingers go in and out, in and out, in and out. you have to clutch onto his forearm, shaking as you feel the muscles there under the skin, moving as he works his hand to break you apart.

"j - jordan!!"

As someone who is a bilingual but never left my home country, I’ve never thought much about this “dream” thing before this I read this scene… (note: and yes, I mostly dream with my native tongue)

Also the parallel between Robin

And Griffin

From the start, we never get to know Robin's name, the last thing he thinks about before the end, and this is his story, which makes the loss even more staggering (even though Robin remembering his mother at the end is also hopeful and tender, because he didn't lose that memory). Despite all the pages spent describing the tale of all those Babel and white people don't believe they're human deserving of rights, their stories are incomplete, lost, and not only because the book is written following Robin's perspective. It's the English fault if we never get to know more about the Hermes Society. Anthony is so important to the story, yet we only know a little about him: as soon as Robin dares to believe in creating his path with the Hermes Society, Anthony and the others are brutally murdered.

Griffin is–I could talk hours about Griffin. He is Robin's foil, his brother, the incarnation of where the story is heading. Since the beginning, he is there to remind us the golden years are just a dream. He is the Cassandra telling everyone that violence is the only way to change things, and he's right, but at what cost. We don't know anything about him. We only have scraps. His last words –which were of comfort, of hope, not a recrimination like Robin thought– are never showed to us. We'll never know the impressive work he did all his life to make way for the revolution. Sterling, Evie, Griffin and Anthony were probably as intertwined as the main quartet: what is their story? What happened between Griffin, rejected son, and Sterling, who calls professor Lovell Richard? Did they love each other before and while hate consumed them? (Of course they did.) What happened in Burma? How much of Robin's cohort is a terrible replica of Griffin's? How terrible it is that we never get to feel the depth of Griffin's grief when he learns Anthony is dead? We only see the moment Griffin and Sterling manage to kill each other, ending their portion of the story once and for all.