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also i definitely did NOT forget about Simon's radiation poisoning what are you talking about
Simon (Present Tense)
I tap Ryland on the shoulder with my marker, Ryland startles slightly and turns around to look at me “Simon! It’s late you should be asleep” he says sternly, I squint my eyes at him a little and he laughs quietly “I know that’s hypocritical of me but I have to stay up late, you don’t have enough time left for me to be slacking off”
I shake my head and turn to the white board and take the eraser and wipe the board clean “Wha- Simon why would you do that!”Â
“Ryland stop it, I know you want to save me but you can’t, the Eridians are already working on it the best they can so just leave it to them, If I die then I die, there’s nothing either of us can do about it.”
Ryland sighs as he reads “Simon I can’t just-” I turn around and shove him lightly and shake my head before turning back to the boardÂ
“No. You need to stop, I can’t stand watching you work yourself to death everyday just to save me when it’s not worth it. I love you Ryland and I can’t just let you do this to yourself.”
“Simon…” Ryland mumbles from behind me, I turn around and hug him as tight as I can with only one arm and Ryland wraps both his arms around me and sighs sadly “If.. if you want me to stop so badly..”Â
I nod, “then I guess I will” he wipes at his face a bit and then buries his face in between my shoulder and me neck, I pat his back gently as tears start to gather in my eyes,
Oh how I wish it didn’t have to be this way, If only I wasn’t eternally cursed to constant suffering like I seem to be me and Ryland could have been something real, if only we had the time…
Part two of my dumb garbage bloodymary fanfic ig idk
Timeskip
It's been months and Ryland’s health has been getting worse and it’s all my fault. He's been super stressed trying to find a way to save me.
I've told him time and time again that it's not worth it, that I don't want him to overwork himself like this for me but he doesn't listen.
I wish he would just listen, I can't stand seeing him do this to himself, I don’t even care that he’s trying to save me anymore.Â
I don't care about dying, I’ve made my peace with it, I just want him to take care of himself.
I don't care about my health and mutations getting worse anymore.Â
Every day I become more and more of some freak creature and less and less human. The mutations are starting to take over my body. The Eridian's say that I probably won't survive much longer if my mutations keep getting worse this fast.
Question for fanfic writers, how do I write angst because I am struggling rn.
I need to kill some guy for my fic but I genuinely don't know how, it was supposed to be just some thing where he is old and dies of natural causes but I don't know how the fuck to write that.
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Iron Lung/Bloodymary idea for a fanfic or something.
Simon says/asks at some point during the movie "what's more likely? that the entire universe vanished in a single second? or that a couple of space stations went missing?"
what if he was right? I know he isn't but it's a nice theory, it makes sense, it is a lot more likely for some space stations to go missing then an entire universe.
To add PHM or Bloodymary into this you could also say that the PHM universe and the Iron Lung universe are one in the same just taking place incredibly far away from each other as two separate but extremely similar worlds that at some point branched off and became different creating the quiet rapture and the project hail mary.
While on the Iron Lung side of things people had been on in space for a long time already and their sun had already dimmed enough to make their earth unlivable and causing them to move to Mars and the space stations on the Project Hail Mary side of things their Sun was just starting to dim.
Idk if this is any good I thought of it in the shower, if anyone wants to try and fix this mess or add to it please do and tag me in it or something because I wanna see it =P
OH I' abselutly adding onto this, hold on one sec-! Just wanna state real quick, for this I'm treating canon as a suggestion and ignore the entire timelines or time setting of both movies.
Now; I love the idea of both universes originating from one and that they are just branching off from it or even one another.
Let's say PHM is set before IL for this, because as op said, in PHM the sun is only starting to dim whereas in IL it's already dimmed enough to make earth un-inhabitable (gotta say though, this is new information but I'm rolling with it!). The branching could happen somewhere during the Project itself; instead of doing what he does and surviving, Grace fails somewhere on his mission, either dying or the beetles never reaching earth in time. Whatever it is, he doesn't manage to save the sun. And so in this universe, humanity turns to the stars instead, making it their home. And then the Quiet Rapture happens.
Following this worldbuilding, I think it'd give the Bloodymary ship in particular a really interesting spin; Simon wouldbe teleported not only in space, casually shifting from a failed timeline in the one that was victorious, but he'd also timetravel. Most importantly, he'd timetravel to the man who was more ir less responsible for Simons universe to go to shit. If that was by Graces fault or not- well, that's to be discussed, but how would you think that revelation go? Simon finding out he is talking to the saviour of this universe and the man that doomed his own? I see so much more angst potencial and potencial slowburn as Simon more and more sees just who Grace is. That he tried his damnest to save the stars, that either he thought he had succeeded but the beetles never reached earth, or that he died trying.
If people really felt like it, Simon could be the reason Grace succeeds in this universe, saving him when he would have technically died or whatever.
Anyways-- I love the idea of branching timelines and raise you; Iron Lung is the aftermath of a failed Project Hail Mary.
This! Imagine Simon holding a small grudge from seeing how well things could've turned out for him and his universe after finding out about how Grace managed to save the sun in his own timeline but not in Simon's, or maybe when he first meets Grace he recognizes his name or something and is mad at Grace at first for failing to save the sun in the IL universe.
I also wanna add I'm not sure if the sun dimming thing is true for IL (probably not) I just heard it somewhere and went with it lol
Iron Lung/Bloodymary idea for a fanfic or something.
Simon says/asks at some point during the movie "what's more likely? that the entire universe vanished in a single second? or that a couple of space stations went missing?"
what if he was right? I know he isn't but it's a nice theory, it makes sense, it is a lot more likely for some space stations to go missing then an entire universe.
To add PHM or Bloodymary into this you could also say that the PHM universe and the Iron Lung universe are one in the same just taking place incredibly far away from each other as two separate but extremely similar worlds that at some point branched off and became different creating the quiet rapture and the project hail mary.
While on the Iron Lung side of things people had been on in space for a long time already and their sun had already dimmed enough to make their earth unlivable (*Edit wanna mention that this isn't cannon confirmed and just something I heard somewhere) and causing them to move to Mars and the space stations while on the Project Hail Mary side of things their Sun was just starting to dim.
Idk if this is any good I thought of it in the shower, if anyone wants to try and fix this mess or add to it please do and tag me in it or something because I wanna see it =P
For a while I was scared that meant he would die before me and I would have to be the only human on Erid at some point,
I was wrong.
I underestimated the consequences of what happened to me on the SM-13, my fault really.
I'm not a doctor but I should’ve known that there were more severe consequences of almost drowning in an ocean of blood and getting your arm ripped off and being exposed to an extreme amount of radiation.
Armando says that I have severe radiation poisoning, says I need to be medicated but I'm starting to get concerned.
I don't know if there is enough medication, I've heard Ryland talking with the Eridian’s about trying to make more.
I don't want Ryland to worry, he’s getting older and I don't think it's good for his health to be so stressed all the time.
It's not worth it anyway, I wasn't expecting to live this long anyway so he’s already done more than enough for me, I don't need him to spend his time worrying about me.
My mutations are also starting to get worse, the second mouth on the side of my face has grown and is now connected to my original mouth which has made it a lot harder to talk.
It’s made Ryland even more worried about me, he’s been working at all times when he's awake to try and fix it but I don't think he can.
He’s been really tired lately, sleeping a lot more, I'm worried about him.
“...Ryland?” I struggle to say, he turns away from his whiteboard to look at me “What’s up Simon?”
I walk closer to the whiteboard and grab a marker to write down what I want to say “you need to stop working so hard, it's not worth it”Â
Ryland frowns as he reads the words, “Simon I'm not just going to give up on you” he says as he grabs his cane and gets off his chair,
“Ryland, please, I know you don't want to but you need to stop” Ryland shakes his head and grabs the marker from my hand “I can't just give up on you Simon, I just can't”
I wrap my arm around him in a hug, I want to say more but I can't, even if I could talk, or if I had the marker, I just don't know how to put what I want to say into words.
I feel horrible for making him feel like he needs to help me when he's already done so much for me, I sniffle a little as tears begin to gather in my eyes, I don't want to die but I don't want Ryland to overwork himself like this, why can't I just live without some horrible thing happening to me, I just want to live, why can't I just get to live for once.
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I just found out that apparently in the book epilogue Grace estimates that he's fifty-three years old and it has been seventy-one years on earth for sure since he was born.
I didn't think he was that old! I thought he was like early 40s by the end not in his fifties.
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