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now im js shyt posting.. 🥹🥹 oh how times have changed

also kinda confuzzled as im able to post and access tumblr but not ao3..?? whatEVERRR ill probs have reg internet by the end of the month anyways.. 🥹🥹

“nooononoNOONONOO !! Evb can see i was liking smut 😭😭 and nsfw art 😭😭 its over.. evb knows im a goONERRR!! 🥀”

started doing drafts where i js jot out the main plot points and it makes it easier as i was js writing shyt down before wo any real idea where i was going (or DOING bru 😭😭 oh my daysddSSUGGHH)

it says “laah” cuz i was trying to come up w a ship name and i dont think larsaiah was coined yet at the time 🤔🤔

lwk think i mightve been the first larsaiah shipper (or at least the first recorded larsaiah shipper) if smb was shipping them before me i wanna knowww brah

gonna tag this w #bridge kids and #larsaiah cuz yah

>be me

>13/14 years old scrolling on da tube

>sees thumbnail of some fat bird looking kid in a pumperkin costume

>ignore

>days pass and i keep seeing the fat bird looking kid thumbnail

>okay whatever ill just keep ignoring it because it doesnt look interesting AT ALL

>days turn into weeks and i keep getting recommended the video

>okay. whatever. ill just click on it so youtube will stop recommending me the video.

>wwatches

>okay this is kinda funny and cool

>checks out channel and sees that this mike carf guy has other episodes in the series, feels good man

>watches rest of series and yaoi brain goes haywire when seeing isaiah and lars interact

>MAKETHEMKISSMAKETHEMKISSMAKETHEMKISS

>fast forward a year or so

>now 15

>hey ive written a fanfic before why not write one for lars x isaiah ??

>writes all of chapter 1 of the larsaiah fic

>did it all in one sitting, still not sure how i was able to do that shit

>okay that was fun. probably going to just leave it in my notes app to rot with my other fics

>fast forward to end of year

>december 2025, now 16

>bridge kids fandom pretty active on tumblr

>hey theres quite a few other larsaiah fans on tumblr, maybe theyll like my fic

>and as chuddah once told me, “nothing ever happens”

🤤🤤