important notice
i’m coming right out and say this, i’m taking an indefinite hiatus.
recently
well, a while tbh, it’s been becoming increasingly harder and harder to want to log on and do any activity that doesn’t involve me liking, lurking with a occasional reblog sprinkled in between.
there’s several factors to why, several i’m not disclosing, but the major factors are, i feel burned out from writing and i barely have a drive to do so. at times i kinda don’t want to…. honestly i don’t have any energy to do much, despite the number of drafts and starters i owe. that’s not fair to anyone.
truth be told i can’t maintain multiple relationships, i do love the ships i’ve gained, but it gets hard to maintain and juggle and i’m not good at it at all. it’s easier to talk about them, then to actually make an rp thread or multiple of them and honestly that isn’t fair to my partners.
i need to fall in love with writing again, and i don’t have that right now.
if i do come back… i don’t know about my all of my muses but i may move noctis to his own blog. but if i do, there’s a 50/50 chance that i may reset relationships he’s gained?? i don’t know just yet, i’m weighing the pros and cons of resetting and not resetting, but i’ll cross that bridge when i get to it should i want to rp again down the line. but i’ll make that a single ship blog
i don’t know if i’ll put a hiatus notice on my other blog, but I don’t have much of a muse for her than i do for this blog. surprise :/ i dunno
i’m sorry to let everyone down with my muses, with my inability to keep promises, and my lack of activity
even though some of it refers to my multimuse, i will put this blog on a hiatus notice as well, despite being a recently moved blog.
my muse for velvet is already kinda low. i have no drive to write. i’ve been doing what i’ve been doing for velvet what i do on my multimuse—lurk, like posts, and occasionally reblog
with that, i’ll see ya’ll later
