teenage dirtbag

It's revelation, celebration, graduation || Event

Bla-

Cat got your tongue? 

Whatever, if that was my secret, I wouldn’t have told anyone either. Hell, that wasn’t even my secret and I didn’t tell anyone mine. You’re leaving with Ashlee? Really? Wow, so you guys really are that serious then. Weird. I mean good for you, but…weird.

Secrets are secrets. It's the one thing that has potentially screwed many things during this senior year, but shit happens. We move on. Your secret? Well if it makes a difference, your secret doesn't define you man. Uh, well.. I've got no where else to go, to be honest. And yeah, things are serious between us. How is it weird? 

Loving you.

Proud of you.

Honestly, this whole confrontation thing could’ve been a lot worse. Trust me on that one. But uh, yeah, it’s okay. Like I said, this is weird, and I don’t like it, but I’m sure you like it less than I do. Just…yeah, I’ll totally help out raise money. What’s gonna happen to you though? Now that it’s out? Are the, uh, are the cops involved or anything?

It's weird. Very, very, very weird, and I'm sorry that you have to find this out from Simon. It was.. bound to happen, actually. But right now, the fact that we are graduating, and I'm going to leave this place soon. I have no fucks given. Thanks man, I appreciate it. I'm leaving town with Ashlee, Grayson. That's my future, as of right now.

'The task got out of hand'- yeah, that's one way to put it, Jesus Christ. I don't know what I want you to say either. I'm not like, I'm not okay with this. I don’t think I can be. This is fucking crazy, Blake. You’re Blake, you don’t kill people! But…I guess it counts for something that you’re trying to make up for it. Uh, I don’t have a ton of money, but I can donate or help you raise funds or something, if you want…?

I'm... Sorry, man. I just don't want you to think that because now you know this -- I wasn't the normal Blake that you'd speak to a few weeks ago. I know I don't kill people, nor do I ever want to be known for it, but then again, people make mistakes. I'm pretty sure everybody's done something here that they regret, probably as much as me, but the regret is there. If you want to, man. Totally up to you, but I appreciate it... I'm sorry that you have to face this kind of... confrontation. 

…dude, that’s kind of a huge thing to ask me to just fucking ignore.

I'm not asking you to just ignore it, but like... -- You know what. You're right. I have no reason to keep anything away from you guys, nor do I have anything to lose, considering graduation is around the corner, but yeah, I did kill someone. Something I'm clearly not happy about. I don't know what you want me to say, other than being straight up with you, but it happened. I was stupid, shit got out of hand, and It wasn't in my intentions. The task just got out of hand. I've decided to fund raise though, do something within repayment.