blain is sober art

at you know who! you honestly cannot say  “you only blame yourself” for what happened and then go right on around to say “i only hated you because youre mentally ill”

no i hate you for the years of emotional manipulation. 

you say “we were just kids, what were you supposed to do?” how am i supposed to FEEL.

you have forced me to feel and not feel a certain way for YEARS. because IF ANY OF MY FEELINGS WERENT WHAT YOU WANTED, YOU WOULD HAVE A MELTDOWN and itd be MY FAULT.

god “hating you for being mentally ill” god get the fuck over yourself and accept that there are consequences to your actions. 

also did all of your online friends “abandon you” once i left or did you just...not bother trying to keep in contact with them in a healthy manner? or are those two one in the same?  DONT TELL ME cus i dont care! 

lmfao and who tf says “i wish you had blocked me before i got attatched to you”  right! so its ***my*** fault for this getting as bad as it was cus i didnt block you. right. sure. cool.

look. i do feel bad for you, and hope you get better.

but i dont feel bad for how i feel about you and how much i hate you. i will never feel bad for feeling my own damn emotions. dont even try to guilt trip me into forgiving you for what you did.

also wow thnaks i didnt even name you or @ you in my post but thanks for referring to me by my IRL name when i dont put that online anywhere at all that was very cool of you.

and all that shit happening to you doesnt like. make it so i cant hate you lmao. i can still hate you for what you did this aint some anime where you get redeemed for your tragic ass backstory. be better than this.