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@blainelegendary
So I went golfing today
Well, I could accompany you to the gym and help you get talking to people and then Iād retreat like a gentleman! What do you think?
Of course you get one, come here!
Okay, sounds good. That way I would have a chance to show off my very attractive boyfriend to everybody!Ā
Can I get a kiss too?
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So I went golfing today
Well Iād say I come with you but that would be against the rules, wouldnāt it?
Yeah, it would, but that wouldn't stop me from missing you so much and the way your arms feel around me.
I need a hug.
So I went golfing today
Good, Iām glad you do.
How was your day, AB?
Well, as usual, nothing exciting happened. I talked to some people at the gym but I haven't really connected to anybody yet. I guess this whole making friends thing takes time. I was never good at making friends anyway.
So I went golfing today
Oh, thanks. You look always cute, by the way.
Yes, we went on our morning run and later grabbed a bite for lunch. Why, you said I can spend time with her. I didnāt flirt with her, I swear! Sheās like my sister.
I do don't I.
I know you wouldn't flirt with her Sam. I trust you enough to know that you would never go back on your word.
So I went golfing today
Duh of course. All sports were you get all sweaty from are real sports. Golf is like taking a walk.
Why are you grinning like that?
Nothing, it's just you look so cute when you complain like that.Ā
Did you spend anytime with Rachel today?
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So I went golfing today
Not really. Itās totally slow because you just play once in a while. The rest is walking around and talking to boring old men who think golf is like a real sport.
And I guess Football is more of a real sport than golf right?
So I went golfing today
They really have the biggest golf course in like the whole universe here.
How was it? Was it fun?
Forgive me II Blam
"But Blaine, you can also find a male friend, really", Sam said. "How would I realise that you wonāt leave me for other hot men if you donāt speak with them? And itās only fair because with me you can never catch a break no matter if I talk to female or male people."Ā
Sam had his arms around Blaine and felt weirdly calm and comforted just because they shared body contact. Another reason why he was jealous pretty fast was because Blaine was really important. He was the best dude ever and Sam hoped they would never break up. But if they would he wouldnāt stop loving him, that much was sure. He stole a few chaste kisses from Blaineās lips to calm further down. Yes, he was sure everything would be good again soon.
Blaine bit his lip and nodded with a sigh. "Yeah, you're right," he replied. "Only then would we learn to trust each other." Blaine had to admit, it was a good suggestion. Now all he needed to do was find a guy to befriend. There was this guy in gym he had a small conversation with, but the guy didn't really seem like a regular, just somebody who was stopping by so he most likely wouldn't see him again. Sam had already found a friend in Rachel so hopefully, he too would find someone.
"You know what would be better?" Blaine beamed, staring up at Sam. "Cuddling in the dark." They then took out the lights, sneaking in a few kisses before Blaine finally felt himself falling into a deep sleep.
Forgive me II Blam
Sam breathed in with relieve and held on to Blaineās hand. Looked like the break-up had been avoided. He nodded quickly because whatever Blaine needed, heād do it.Ā āYes. I will not flirt with her, or anybody, Only you. And we can spend time with other people, seperately. Just donāt choose Jonathan for that, okay? Although, wait, you can if you want to. I will not be jealous, too. I trust you.ā
He smiled at Blaine because it was true. He did trust him not to do anything with another man. It was just, again, Samās history of dating and most of the time having been the one left behind that he at some point had started to think everybody would do that to him sooner or later. But maybe Blaine wouldnāt.Ā
"You can be friends with Jonathan if you want to just like I am with Rachel. Only friends. We can do that. But Blaine, we still can spend the nights togehter, right? Iām already used to sleeping next to you."
Blaine giggled. "No, not Jonathan," He said. he was pretty sure if he wanted to talk to Jonathan, he wouldn't speak to him anyways, knowing how pissed he was when he broke up with him weeks ago. Blaine was shocked that he can actually hold a grudge. "I joined a gym today so I'll probably find some friends there. A girl friend." He added the girlfriend part when he saw the worried expression on Sam's face. Boy, they had a long way to go when it came to trust, but Blaine was sure they would get through it.Ā
"I love sleeping next to you too," Blaine whispered, running his thumb through Sam's hand. "Especially when I get to wake up to you the next day."
He then pressed his lips against Sam's soft ones, gesturing him to lay on the bed where they both ended up cuddling.Ā
Forgive me II Blam
Sam puckered his lips. āI already told you yesterday I wouldnāt leave you for any girl or boy, not for anybody in the whole universe. Well I know people say that all the time and then leave each other after all butā¦ā He shrugged. He didnāt know how else he should express his feelings for Blaine, he had pretty much used all the words that there were in his head.Ā
"Do you think weāre moving too fast?" He said, thinking of how they had been best friends for so many years and now basically had jumped into the deep waters of romance without taking a breath beforehand. Rachel had thought that, too, but he sure wouldnāt mention her now. "Do you think weāre expecting too much of each other just because we know each other so well already? Like if it was any other relationship you wouldnāt freak out about the possibility of getting dumped after three weeks."
Blaine felt relieved when Sam told him he wasn't going to leave him for another girl. He had told him this already though but Blaine wanted to hear it again. It only made him believe that what Sam was saying was true. That they weren't going to break up. Blaine didn't know what he would do if they ever break up. Honestly, he was prepared to spend the rest of his life with Sam, but Sam said something that made him wonder. Were they going too fast? Sam had a point. If it was anybody else he wouldn't freak out about being dumped after three weeks, but that was just because they were going through trust issues.Ā
Reaching for Sam's hand, Blaine intertwined their fingers and stared intently at Sam. "No, I don't think we're moving too fast," He answered. "But I do think we need to give each other some air. We have been spending a lot of time together, planning dates, hanging out. Maybe, we should try spending some time with other people. That way we can learn to trust each other."
He had thought about it the day they had fought, when they had spent some time apart and concluded that that was the most reasonable solution. If they spend too much time with each other, soon the other might feel suffocated or maybe become too dependent. They had been best friends for a long time, and always did stuff with the other but now that they were boyfriends, things had become different. "I like Rachel, so I wouldn't get jealous anymore if you spend time with her. Just don't flirt with her okay? Flirt with me."
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Forgive me II Blam
Sam stared at his hands and tried not to cry. Already now? Couldnāt they first cuddle and then break up? He managed to nod and swallowed down the lump in his throat.
"Is it aboutā¦ that it were so many or that is was just girls?" he asked. "Because if you doubt that Iām bi you shouldnāt. I am. I just didnāt act it out before because, well, I apparently look very straight and most of the girls asked me out first and I just said yes, you know?"
Maybe he should not mention āall the girlsā.But what should he have done? He had been looking for love all tose years and it wasnāt his fault that he had attracted all the wrong people or that it hadnāt worked out with the nice ones, was it?Ā
Blaine nodded in understanding. "I don't doubt that you're bi," Blaine said, moving closer to Sam. He didn't doubt that at all, especially when they almost went all the way the last time. "and I know it's not your fault that you dated all those girls. I'm just worried that...that you might leave me one day for a girl."
The thought had always been on his mind ever since they began dating. He had just chosen to ignore it until now. Sam was bi. He knew that, but the fact that he had dated more girls than girls still bothered him. Maybe he just needed reassurance from Sam that he would never leave him for a girl, then maybe these feelings of worry would go away.
Forgive me II Blam
Sam didnāt really know what he had to expect as he went to Blaineās room. He couldnāt shake off their fight from yesterday. He had thought that it was it, Blaine would leave him. And he still wasnāt sure if that wouldnāt happen soon. Blaine had said he didnāt want to break up, yeah, but he also had said he didnāt trust Sam and he couldnāt see that happening soon. So Sam expected the worst. But as long as they were still together he wanted to be close to Blaine even though they werenāt at their best state of mind.
He took a deep breath and knocked against Blaineās door.
Answering the door, Blaine allowed Sam in with a smile. He already knew that they had a lot of talking to do, especially about their trust issues. Blaine had spent most of the day just thinking about the fight that occurred between them the other day, about Rachel. He was the one who started it so maybe it was him who was going through this trust issue alone. They both went into his room and sat side by side on his bed.
Sighing, Blaine locked eyes with a worried Sam. "Okay, so we already apologized to each other so lets not apologize again," Blaine began, puckering his lips. He took awhile thinking over what he wanted to say before he said it. "I just can't help thinking about the fact that you've dated many girls and I know I shouldn't be bothered by that but I am."
Oh my God, he was sounding like a bad boyfriend wasn't he?Ā
Hard work out
Do you also want to be alone or can I come over? Cuddling helps with sore muscles.
Yes, you may come over. I can use some cuddling from my boyfriend. Have you gotten over our fight yet?
Hard work out
My body is killing me from that long day at the gym today. Going to spend the rest of the day now in bed.
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I donāt really feel like going out.
Oh...uh, okay. We can do something else if you want.
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private blam
Yes, yes you do deserve me! Iām glad youāre staying with me. I will not flirt with anybody ever againe, I promise! No, donāt think of it, I mean I did date a lot of girls.
But it was still wrong of me though. How about I take you out? My treat.
private blam
Are you kidding me?Ā IĀ am the one constantly wondering why someone like you would want to be with me. And to answer your question: No. You donāt satisfy me like all the girls Iāve been with. Because you do so much more. You make me feel loved and welcome and whole! I never felt that with anybody, boy or girl! Youāre likeā¦ my personal superhero. If you want to leave me because I also am attracted to girls and you canāt trust me, go ahead, but I will not stop loving you. I would continue being your best friend because I promised you that will never change, and it wonāt. But I will also love you with all my heart.
I'm so happy you think that about me. I don't deserve you. You're like the best boyfriend I can ask for. I don't want to break up with you either. Not in a million years and I love you so much. I don't know what I was thinking, over reacting like that. I promise I won't do it again. Ugh, and I practically called you a man whore. God, I'm so sorry Sam. I do not think of you as a man whore. I promise. Sometimes, my jealously just gets the best of me.
