Wake Me Up I'm Falling..

The cutest…next to me, of course. Would you like me to say it again? My love, my love, my loveeeeeee. I’m a perv, I’ll admit. Not even ashamed.

Oh, of course.. Indeed! You can say it as many time as your heart desires. I love the way it sounds rolling off your tongue. Ha, well at least you admit it.. and you shouldn’t be ashamed. We are pervs deep down, babe.

Well all the stuff just kinda adds up. The tickets aren’t necessarily that bad, but when you have to add in food, gas, hotel rooms … I’m just glad we didn’t have to take a plan or anything. Oh, I think as long as I can get to do what I want and go to all the panels I want. Time away is always good. I’ve never been to San Diego before so I’m looking forward to seeing the sights a bit. Eh, sometimes it doesn’t really matter, but I think in your field it can only be a good thing. Or your situation. Sometimes you don’t really have an option other than to just jump in. I was, but seriously it’s not a big deal. I mean it was rough at the time, but I got past it, so it’s all good now. It really does. Of course you don’t know it at the time, but it does turn out to be worth it. I’m happy you found your passion too, and I seriously hope that it works out for you. I will definitely do that and just wait until it gets more and more rare. Maybe I’ll use that to sponsor my Europe trip! That’s understandable. I try to avoid that. Usually can’t help it though.

Right, right.. I understand that. Everything is getting so damn expensive anymore. It’s horrible. But, as long as you have fun that’s what counts. Oh? I’ve never been to San Diego either. I’ve been asked to play a gig there about a month or so ago but, at that time I couldn’t get the time off of work and now with summer coming it’s going to get even harder, It’s a constant struggle but, well worth it for sure. Oh yeah, definitely. If it works in my favor or benefits me in anyway I’m totally down for it.  But, like I said.. Jumping in can be exciting too. I mean, if it’s something you love ya know? Well, I am glad to hear that. Not many people come out of those kind of situations on top if you know what I mean? Thanks, I just want to inspire people, give them a voice to follow. If I can change at least one persons life or help them through a tough situation than I’ve done exactly what I set out to do, ya know? Awesome, I hope it ends up being worth millions for you. You could definitely hit up Europe then and maybe even branch out your comic store. You’ll be on a whole other level. We definitely wouldn’t have to worry about bucket lists or procrastinating then.

Exactly, it’s nice to see a different crowd in Besame. Oh. Well..I guess so. Don’t know how good it will be, but if you need someone I’ll go.

I bet.. A town full of jocks would get a bit boring after a while. It’s not really my scene. You’ll be great, no worries. Maybe we could duet or something. It’d be fun.

I do. Hope’s gotten me nothing thus far. Yes, you are, but you’re a cute sucker, so it’s okay. I called you what? My love? I’ve said it before. And I’m going to assume you’re touched in your heart…unless you’re touched in your dick, which I wouldn’t be surprised by. Me neither.

Ah, alright.. Well, as long as I’m cute. Mhm.. I know you have but, I just felt the sudden need to call you out on it. Of course it touched my heart you perv.. Haha. Good.. Let the count down commence.

Not since I’ve been back. There were more wannabe jocks than musicians when I left for school. Um, no…I kind of had a whole plan and everything for once I got out but things went different than I expected and now I’m just trying to figure out what’s next.

Well.. that’s kind of sad. What is life without musicians? Ah, I understand. Maybe you could accompany me to an open mic night sometime?

Unfortunately I think it is. I hope so too or else I wasted a lot of graduation gift money that I should not have. You should. It is hard to save that money up though I’ll tell you that. I just hope that it’s worth it even though I think it will be. That’s got to be good for your future. Learning about all that stuff now should definitely help when you’re on the road yourself, right? Hey, maybe you’ll even make some connections with this job that will help you in the future. It sounds like that job will be a good stepping stone though. Eh, and when your kinda homeless those opportunities are even less. I’m just glad I got out of that situation, and yeah, I’m glad I ended up doing something I love. It makes everything worthwhile honestly. Oh, I’ll make sure to remember to frame it and hang it up somewhere until it’s worth millions. You don’t, so don’t go doubting what you might get to do. I should really write one though. I feel like that’s something I should already have.

How much does it cost to go to Comic Con? I really hope it’s not a waste.. that would suck. I definitely should..  Even if I’m not into it I could really use the time away, ya know?  Yeah, for sure.. It’s better to learn the tricks of the trade before hand but, I think that’s the case with most things. Although, just jumping into things can be quite interesting as well. I guess it all just depends on your preference ya know? Oh? Were you in that situation? I’m sorry to hear that. Yeah, doing something you love definitely makes up for all the bullshit in the end. I’m happy you found your passion and that you are doing better for yourself now. That’s what counts. Ha, alright.. you do that and make sure you get riches for it someday. It will make me truly happy to know I have helped you achieve fortune one day. Alright, I won’t. But, I just don’t want to get my hopes up to high. Yeah, me too honestly. I’m such a procrastinator sometimes.

Thank you, Blaine darling, you’re a lifesaver~ Hey, hey, it’s not my fault you’re unlucky and your prince is an asshole. 

No problem, doll. Ha, I was just messin’ with you.. no worries.

Yeah, I would like that. I’ll definitely give it a listen. Nice to meet you too Blaine. I don’t remember the last time I met another musician in Besame.

Awesome! Really? I know a couple around town.. I’m sure you’ll bump into them sooner or later. So, do you have a band or anything?

This is true, yeah, human nature is weird. Oh no no no, I have had drinks before, I’m not that much of a loser. I just never have the urge to drink until I can’t walk or think straight, you feel me? Like I mean, yeah, I’ve thought about it a couple of times when things were really bad, but then I also thought about how doing that doesn’t change anything and the relief is only short term, so I decided against it. Excuse you, sir, I am a very responsible driver who has only gotten in like five minor bumper incidents. Ok, maybe ten, but I was only at fault for six of those. 

It definitely can be. Ah, I gotcha. So, you do drink just not very much or often, right? I understand that completely.. I’m quite the opposite but, I definitely understand. Hopefully I will acquire that way of thinking one day myself. Are you? Hm.. Maybe I’d trust you then. Oh... I see.