A little of what I like

Pulling Fresh Meat

Tre was an 18 yr old college Freshman who I met on Jackd. I don’t fuck with young niggas, but he was cool so I kept chatting with him…I️ felt safe, chatting with him. He wasn’t Greek and he didn’t seem aware of fraternities or the reputations of men in these organizations on campus on our campus. He was also DL like me so there wasn’t a ton of risk involved when it came to revealing my identity to him…it also helps that he kept begging for the dick.

A lot of gay niggas wanted to mess with us Que Dawgs and I️ couldn’t blame them. Luckily, he wasn’t concerned with all that shit. To him, I was just a tatted, sexy nigga who fucked with other men on the low. He just wanted to fuck with me because he liked our vibe but I️ just wanted to be friends for now.

I resisted his advances for two months, spending most of fall semester ignoring his advances (via text and whenever we hung in private in my apartment) but then he caught me during a period of blue-balls. My usual side-niggas weren’t giving me the time of day.

Tre came to my apartment the Friday before midterms looking like a fucking meal and I️ knew that I couldn’t hold out anymore. The next time he flirted with me, I️ was finally tagging that ass.

Tre is a medium complexion 6'1 180 pound skinny nigga. He’s sexy as hell in the face with his dark lips, nice size ass.

So anyways, he called me that following Friday night doing his usual flirting and he began asking me to scoop him. He stays on campus with a cousin so I ghost through and he sneaks out. He thought we were going to my apartment but I️ decided I️ wanted our first time freaking to be exciting.

I️ told him I️ wanted to hook up in a secluded spot outside and he said “bet”. He directed me to some dark abandoned dorm on campus (it was located in an area that was getting renovated soon) so we were going to be able to do the damn thing uninterrupted.

We got there and I didn’t waste no time getting that ‘lil nigga out of the car. He backed me into a wall, and dropped to his knees. Tre wasted even less time, unbuckling my belt, unzipping my pants and getting my dick down his throat. I️ couldn’t believe that I’d wasted two months trying to be the “wholesome” bruhs. This nigga’s done game was FIRE. This blowjob was feeling so good, the way he goes all the way down to the root of my dick and holds it his throat for a minute was driving me crazy. Then, he would come back up and tickles my dick head with his tongue. This young nigga had mastered the art of dick sucking at only damn 18. I can’t help but wonder who taught him so well…’cause you don’t get that good off raw talent. That wasn’t even a concern of mine at this point….lemme focus on busting this but down his throat. He been begging for this nut and I’m going to give it to him tonight.

I start forcing his head deeper down on my dick, thinking I’m a throw him off his game (so I️ don’t bust fast.) Tre wasn’t phased - he just started moaning and sucking my dick even harder.

I started talking shyt, “What you doing boy…tryna make me bust down your throat? If you make me bust you better swallow every last drop of it nigga”…

Tre continued to deep throat me and I️ could feel my control slipping..I️ was going to bust this nut soon. I tried to get him to just focus on the head and instead, the nigga goes all the way down and just slurps and sucks and licks and blows hot air all down my dick..that was my breaking point. Before I️ can warn him, I️ began cumming, sending my nut directly down his throat.

Not missing a beat, he clamped his lips at the base and let my hot cum spray into his mouth and throat. I could feel him swallowing it all with my head in his throat.

While I shot, he moved slowly back up my shaft. He coated his mouth lips and chin with the last few drops that came out and then came off as if he was done.

Before I️ could even speak, he licked his lips (not missing a spot of my cum), stood up and kissed me on the lips. I️ normally didn’t kiss niggas but after a blowjob like that, why not?

After a minute of swapping tongues, he broke our kiss. He smiled and said “Thanks for that. I️ always wanted to get down with a Que Dawg.”

Disclaimer: These stories are purely fictitious and the events and scenarios are as well. I try to touch on some real, meaningful experiences of Greek Life but the sex in these stories are based on fantasy with some realistic scenarios involving Fraternity Life for context. Make of that what you will. I don’t own the photos and videos featured on this story and I do not represent any official fraternal entities in any official capacity.

This story serves as a follow up to a previous story, Pulling Fresh Meat! Make sure you check that out before proceeding!

I was so happy that it was finally Friday! This week had been a long one, and it marked one of my last weeks of freedom before the Fall semester began. Between working as a freshman orientation leader and serving as the Vice President for the Black Student Alliance on campus, I was always busy. It hadn’t been much of a break to be honest. The one thing that made this summer bearable was that I had an unofficial standing ‘dick appointment’ Friday evenings. I only had a few hours to get all cleaned out. As I walked through Walmart searching for the aisle where they kept the enemas, I thought about how I’d chartered new territory with Torrance this summer. Torrance was the President of Omega Psi Phi Fraternity Incorporated on our campus and he was a known ‘hoe’ around the campus. Torrance was a sexy redbone nigga with tattoos, a nice body, charm and dick for days so I could see why he got so much action on campus. He often had women fighting over him, ranging from his actual girlfriend Olivia (the President of the Black Student Alliance) and a bunch of other women that claimed that they’d had a piece of him. Seeing these women fight over him made me laugh, because they were so focused on being his ‘only’ woman, that they never realized that he already had a ‘one and only’ – I was the one and only man that was getting that dick.

Tremonte ‘Tre’ Jordan (Me)

It’d taken some work on my part, but I’d befriended him during my first semester on campus after meeting on Jackd. I initially had no idea that I was talking to him but when I assured him that I was also on the DL, he revealed his identity to me and I was shocked. I’d seen him around (since I was a freshman volunteer for the Black Student Alliance at the time) so we kind of clicked and we began to hang out in private. For the next few weeks, we hung behind closed doors and got to know each other. I’d been flirting with him in most of our conversations and one night, he finally took the bait.

Torrance Brown

We ended up hooking up on a deserted part of campus where a dorm was being renovated – I found myself kneeling before him on the hard pavement as I sucked his dick with fervor. I’d looked forward to having the opportunity to see what all the hype was about, and Torrance didn’t disappoint – he coated my tongue with his thick, creamy nut and as I swallowed his load, I thought to myself “I’m going to need this again soon.” When he allowed me to kiss him afterwards, I knew I had him.

That was ten months ago – we’d been hooking up on and off since then, having gradually begun fucking when we both were selected to be Freshman Orientation Leaders. Our situation worked because I was a lowly freshman when we met – he felt confident that I wasn’t trying to ‘out’ him, and truthfully, I wasn’t. I was just looking for good dick and I was receiving it.  Every Friday night, he made it a point to drop by my apartment and get a quick fuck in before his girlfriend Olivia left her shift at her job.

Speaking of the devil, as I walked into the self-check-out area with my cart of full items (concealing my enema), a girl with a poorly blended sew-in weave greeted me.

“Good evening! Self-Check-Out Station #1 is available!” I recognized that voice and I laughed to myself as I looked up.

“Olivia, how are you?” I said as I smiled and pushed my cart past her. Olivia was grinning ear to ears. She looked rough, but she seemed like she was in great spirits. I was SO confused.

“I’m great, how are you?” She said as she continued ushering customers to the available check out stations. I felt so bad, purchasing an enema so I could ride her man’s dick…but I also hated that I’d even come here tonight. I typically avoided coming here on Fridays to avoid the slight feeling of guilt that I encountered whenever I saw her.

“I’m good, just getting some necessities.” I said, facing the check-out station as I felt her looking at me. Olivia was a sweet heart, but she was also crazy. I’d seen her fight bitches over Torrance and I only thought to myself what she would do to me if she knew that I, one of her casual acquaintances was riding her man’s dick.

Olivia continued to point to available check-out gates as she replied. “I hear that! I just got in not too long ago so I’m just working, gonna be here until 2AM. You know I stay working!” she said as she tried to remain positive. I played dumb, although I already knew her second/third-shift schedule. My dick appointments were scheduled around her schedule. Poor girl.

“I hear that…you’re securing your bag!” I said as I finally scanned my enema discreetly. I inserted my card and paid for my items as I gathered all of my bags and placed them into my cart.

“Aw, thank you Tremonte! The bag may be smaller this check though. I’m exhausted, I may leave work early today.” Olivia said, letting out a yawn. “Why would you do that? Your bills must be paid up to date if you’re willing to cut your hours short….” I said, trying to not sound disappointed. I needed this girl to work her entire shift, so she wouldn’t interrupt my time with her boyfriend. “No, I need the hours but I’m tired. I’m sure someone will need someone to cover them over the weekend, so I’ll get the hours back. Plus, I want to lay up with my man tonight, I’m always working long hours every Friday night. Only God knows what Torrance been spending his Friday nights doing.” Olivia said, instantly making me uncomfortable.

“Of course. Well, let me get out of here! I’ll catch you later.” I said as I began to push my cart towards the exit.

“Of course! You have a good day!” Olivia said as she focused her attention on other customers. I quickly took that as my queue to leave, not wanting to endure another second of dialogue with her. I quickly left the Walmart and pushed my cart to my car, where I threw everything in my backseat.   I got back in my car and turned up my music. As soon as I’d reversed my car and began to leave the parking lot, my phone began to ring on my car’s speakers. I looked at the caller ID and I instantly answered it when I saw Torrance’s name. “Hey, what’s up daddy?” I said jokingly as I began to drive.

“Yo, what the fuck did I tell you about calling me that?” Torrance shouted into the phone. I called him daddy knowing he’d feel a way, but I gotta admit it – I enjoyed pushing his buttons.

“Chill, ain’t nobody around me, I’m in my car by myself.” I said, hoping to calm him the fuck down.

“Oh, damn…my bad. You know I ain’t with that ‘daddy’ shit though.” Torrance said.

“Whatever Torrance, you only have issues with it when you’re not fucking me. When you’re up in this ass, you don’t seem to have an issue with me creaming ‘daddy’.” I joked. I knew I was pushing it, but Torrance was hooked on me. As much as he tried to deny it, he always hit me up and he was always trying to get down.

“Man, you gotta shut that shit up, you keep making it more complicated than it has to be. We just fucking, nothing more and nothing less. Just let things be how they are, or we can stop this shit right now.” He whispered through what seemed like clenched teeth. I could tell that I was annoying him.

“Yeah, whatever Torrance. Anyways, I saw your little girlfriend at Walmart. Her weave was busted” I said as I turned onto the street where my apartment was located. Torrance laughed to himself.

“Yeah, I noticed. I fucked her hard before she went to work so she didn’t have time to fix her hair.” Torrance confidently said as I entered my apartment complex’s parking lot.

“Ah, so she had that good dick glow?” I asked him.

“Yeah, she sure the fuck did.” Torrance said confidently.

“Man, whatever. If that good dick glow that you speak of leaves your sex partners looking like struggle, I don’t want any parts of it.” I said as I smiled. For someone that was a serial fuckboy, Torrance had a TON of charm. “I’m trying to give you that good dick glow too if you’re down.” Torrance said, flirting with me. I knew Torrance well enough that this was his own special way of saying that he wanted to fuck. As annoyed as I was that he couldn’t just ask me for some ass, I appreciated the sentiment. If his ego required him to act as if he were doing me a favor by fucking me, I could allow it. The dick was that good.

“I don’t know, Torrance. I don’t really feel like getting fucked tonight…” I said, feigning disinterest.

“Nigga, you a goddamn lie! You know you want me to come through and make sure your pipes are all cleaned.” Torrance jokes, switching to making poorly executed plumbing puns. I decided to entertain it.

“You trying to make sure my pipes are clean? If anything, you’re trying to clog my pipes with all that dick that you got.” I said. Torrance immediately laughed.

“Okay, but you always want MY pipe up in you, so why are you acting shy today?” he rebutted. I laughed.

“Man, Torrance you’re a mess. Give me an hour and a half and slide through.” I said, laughing to myself as I could feel him smiling on the other end of the phone.

“Bet. I’ll see you soon, shorty.” Torrance said.

“See you soon, daddy.” I said as he hung up the call. I quickly hopped out of my car, grabbed everything from my backseat and I practically ran to my apartment. I only had but so much time to get all cleaned out.

Before I knew it, it was 7PM and my ass was as clean as a whistle. I walked through my clean apartment, making sure nothing was out of place. Everything seemed clean, as I liked it whenever I had men come over. I returned to my bedroom to get dressed. As I put on a pair of Black underwear that fit me just right.

I heard a specific set of knocks on my apartment door – I knew that Torrance was waiting for me to let him in. (It was his idea to have a distinct knock, so I would know to expect him.)

I quickly grabbed some cologne off of my dresser and sprayed a bit of it on my chest and neck. I then grabbed my lube and condoms (Trojans for Torrance) and I went into my living room. I placed the condom and lube on my coffee table as I heard Torrance’s special knock on my door.

Not wanting to keep him waiting any longer, I walked over to the door and I opened it, quickly ushering him in before anyone could see him. Without warning, Torrance flipped me around, so I was facing him, and he pulled me in for a kiss! His tongue fought its way into my mouth as his hands found a place on my ass.

I moaned as our lips smashed against each other. I loved that Torrance really wasn’t with the small talk – he typically came over, ready to fuck and we usually got right to it. I fumbled with the drawstring of his sweatpants (trying to get him naked) as I tried to nudge him towards my bedroom. Torrance pulled his face back, separating out lips for a moment.

“You trying to get my dick wet first?” Torrance said, gripping his bulge in his grey sweatpants. Knowing that this was as ‘poetic’ as he got, I obliged.

Torrance sat on my couch and I sank to my knees and I pulled his sweatpants down to his knees. His dick flopped out and stood tall. His dick was at least 9 ½ inches long and thick. I grabbed his dick with my right hand and not wasting any time, I brought my lips to the tip of his dick, licking around the head then engulfing the entire head, in my mouth.

“Oh shit, suck my dick just like that!” Torrance moaned as I went deeper on his dick and felt it hit the back my throat. I smiled on the inside as I felt Torrance’s knees bucking as I kneeled between his legs, giving him the best head. I was pretty sure that I’d ruined his perception of Olivia’s head game with mine. Torrance was always amazed that I could deep throat his dick. It took a special throat to be able to relax enough for a dick like his. MY throat was special.

He continued moaning as I sucked him hard and good, working my throat around his thick dick. He grabbed my head and forced my head all the way down the length of his dick. I gagged, wanting him to feel like he was controlling things, but I wasn’t affected in the slighted.

“That’s it nigga, suck this dick.” He moaned, throwing his head backwards. I sucked on it for a few more minutes before removing my mouth from it. He looked down, disappointed that I’d stopped.

“Why’d you stop?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Because I want some dick. I know we got time, but I want some dick, Torrance.” I said, standing up.

” Actually, we don’t have a lot of time. I gotta get up out of here soon, Olivia let me know that she was getting off work at 8PM and she needs me to pick her u [p.” Torrance said as his dick bobbed in the air.

FUCK. I thought back to how Olivia had mentioned possibly getting off work early when I saw her at Walmart earlier. I was pissed. I looked at my clock and it was already 7:20PM. Damn, we really didn’t much time.

“Damn, you didn’t think that this was something that you should tell me?” I said, getting annoyed. Torrance rolled his eyes and replied with a slight attitude.

“I’m telling you now. We can either fuck or not, it’s on you.” He said, staring at me with a raised eyebrow. I was so annoyed, but he was right.

“Fine, let’s take this shit to the bedroom.” I said, turning to walk towards it. Torrance grabbed my hand and stopped me in my tracks.

“Fuck that bedroom nigga, let’s do this shit right here! I need to get up in that ass as soon as possible.” Torrance said, standing up and turning me around. He quickly stole another kiss before lifting his Omega shirt over his head, revealing his tattoo covered chest. I was annoyed that my dick appointment was going to be a quick one, but Torrance wasn’t my man, so I couldn’t trip. As he continued to get undressed, I followed his queue – I stepped out of my underwear, now standing before Torrance completely nude.

The two of us began to move quickly as we didn’t have much time.  Without words, I crawled up on my couch and Torrance followed suit, kneeling behind me on the carpeted floor. His hands slowly went up to my ass, feeling and grabbing it. I could feel him staring at my ass. I pushed my ass back towards him, wanting him to get this shit started. Torrance got closer to me and with the palm of both hands, he finally spread my ass. I could feel his warm breath on my asshole. I could feel my dick starting to get hard as I began to grind against my couch, anticipating Torrance to do more.

I rested my head on the back of my couch as I felt Torrance begin to softly run his tongue against my asshole. I moaned as he lightly slapped my ass and unexpectedly, I felt a finger probing my ass hole alongside his tongue. I began to push my ass back at him, wanting more than his tongue or a finger.

“Torrance, you said we don’t have a lot of time, I love that tongue, but I need that dick!” I fake whined, trying to get him to really get things popping. If he were going to leave me to lay up with his girlfriend, he was going to do so only after fucking me.

“Ah, you want that good dick glow?” I got you, Tre.” He replied as I felt him remove his finger and rub his hands down my hips and. I felt him stand up behind me, so I looked over my shoulder. I could see him reaching for the condom and lube that I’d set on the coffee table and in less than a minute, he had the condom on. He was lathering hid dick with lube before handing it to me, so I could place some on my asshole. 

As soon as we were both lubed up, it was on. Torrance pulled my hips back slightly, lining up his rock-hard dick with my ass.

Feeling his dick was surreal - it was rock-hard, and I could feel his hands rubbing all over my ass cheeks. I don’t know what it was, but Torrance had admitted that I had an effect on him. Before me, he’d never considered fucking around with other men. I felt proud, having effectively turned him out. He’d never admit it to me, but I knew he was hooked.

I came out of my own thoughts as I could feel his dick trying to search for my opening, trying to pry me open. As the tip of his dick finally made contact with my hole, I felt his hot wet tongue licking my ear. Fuck, that was my spot! I turned my head, grabbed his head with my right hand and I began forcefully kissing him. Torrance’s dick began to sink into me as we made out.

Our bodies pressed together as Torrance began to pump his dick in and out of me. I continued trying to kiss him as he began to feed me the length of his entire dick. It’d only been a few minutes, but before I knew it the both of us were dripping in sweat all over my leather couch.

Torrance dug his nails into my hips as he began to truly get into the fuck. We finally broke our kiss (as my neck was hurting) and he said, “You missed this dick nigga?”

I moaned (as his dick hit my spot) and said, “I get this dick weekly, how can I ever miss it?” Torrance ignored me, still grinding his body up against me.

“Keep talking that shit and I’m going to cut you off!” Torrance said, slapping my ass and stroking me even harder. I loved that he thought that he was in control of our arrangement! Little did he know, he was only in my apartment fucking me because I’d turned HIM out. His denial was cute.

I began to throw my ass back into his lap, meeting his thrusts as I replied “Nigga, keep threatening me and I’ll cut YOU off.” I said as he tried to regain control of our fuck. Not wanting to concede, I began to throw my back into his crotch even harder, tightening my hole with each stroke. I could feel him shudder each time I tightened my hole. I knew that he was approaching his orgasm.

“Fuck Tre, you tight and wet as fuck!” Torrance yelled as I felt his pubes scratch up against my ass. I felt his dick penetrating as deep as he could, signaling that he was indeed controlling our fuck again. I simply leaned over the couch as he began to literally ram his dick into my depths. I couldn’t keep up anymore – Torrance was putting it down on me!

“Fuck, keep doing that shit!” I moaned as I pushed my ass back at him.

Torrance didn’t reply, he just continued to throw his dick deep into me. At this point, I was panting, moaning and gasping for air as Torrance fucked me hard and deep. I hated to admit it, but now I could see why bitches were ready and willing to fight for him – Torrance had a weapon of sex between his legs and he made people fall in love with his dick. I refused to fall in love with him because he was a hoe (and he was convinced that he was straight), but I was determined to continue getting this dick at my convenience.

I felt Torrance’s stroke begin to increase and before I knew it, he sank his nails into my hips one last time. I felt his dick expand before he yelled “Tre, I’m about to cum!”

I simply moaned as Torrance exploded deep inside of the condom. I could feel each shot of his orgasm shoot into the condom. I moaned as he continued pumping his nut into the condom, filling it to the brim. For a few moments, I rested on the top of the couch as he lay behind me with his face buried into my neck. His hands were still wrapped around my waist as he caught his breath. The two of us were covered in sweat as we came down from our sex high.

After a few minutes, he climbed off of me and I turned around and sat back on the couch as Torrance began to pick up his clothes from the floor. As I sat on the couch, I couldn’t help but feel good. Yeah, it wasn’t the sex marathon that I was used to, but Torrance still managed to dick me down. I looked over to the clock and it was only 7:42PM…in 22 minutes, he’d given me that good dick. Not bad,

“I got you glowing over there, don’t I? I told you my dick was good!” Torrance said, bringing me out of my train of thought.

I smiled as I tried to play it off. “Man, whatever. So, are you going to go pick up Olivia like that?” I asked as I watched him pull his shirt over his head (still naked from the waist down.

“What do you mean?” he asked, stopping in his tracks.

“Torrance, you smell like sex. You think your girl won’t question that?” I asked him.

“Well, I fucked her right before she went to work.” Torrance said with a sheepish smile.

“Yeah, but you smell like FRESH sex right now. Just pick her up a bit late and take a quick shower before you leave. If you go pick her up now, she’ll kill you and then I won’t ever get that dick again.” I said, trying to help him out. I knew that Olivia was crazy over him, so it wasn’t smart for him to go pick her up smelling like dick and ass.

“Yeah…you right.” Torrance said, removing his shirt and running towards the bathroom.

I contemplated joining him in the shower, but I knew that would only make him even more late for picking Olivia up and I didn’t need to have that on my conscience. I’d already turned her nigga out, I didn’t want that on my conscience.

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           For the longest time, I never understood why my girlfriend’s ex-boyfriend Shamar Hastings had a problem with me. Him and her broke up on pretty amicable terms and even though they didn’t really talk to each other anymore, they were cordial with each other whenever me and her ran into him around campus or at a club. But when it came to me, he was always giving me weird looks or talking shit. There were times where he’d be a complete dick to me for no reason. I’d gotten used to his attitude towards me but I couldn’t lie, that shit was annoying as fuck. Then again, I had my own secret reason for wanting him to be cool with me.

           “We need one more guy, Keith,” my friend Cordell said as we were about to play a game of touch football.

           I looked around and quickly spotted Shamar talking with a group of dudes. I ran over to him and asked, “Bruh, you wanna play some touch football with us?”

           He gave me a side-eye and replied with a quick, “No.”

           “Come on, man. We need one more player.” I laughed a little and teased, “I know you ain’t scared.”

           “Nigga, I said no. Step the fuck on.”

           I shook my head and pointed to one of the dudes he’d been talking to and asked, “What about you, big man?”

           “Yeah, I’m down,” the dude replied.

           “That’s wassup,” I said before taking my shirt off and shaking my head at Shamar. “At least somebody over here ain’t bein’ a lil’ bitch.”

           Shamar looked me up and down and smirked as he said, “Whatever, nigga.”

           Me and the other dude ran back over to where my friend and some other guys were waiting and started our game. It was a hot night and we were all at the park for a cookout that was raising money for a program ran by our college that helped young black men get into college or trade school. I knew Shamar was going to be there because he was in our black student union just like I was. As usual, he was being a dick and putting up a front like he was too cool to do anything but walk around shirtless and flirt with girls.

                                              Me (Keith Townsend)

           “I told y’all I’m too fast for you,” I said with a laugh as me and the other dudes finished our game. “You lucky we didn’t play for money.”

           “I know that’s right,” Cordell said with a smile as he gave me a high-five.

           As they stood on the field talking, I ran over to a cooler and grabbed a bottle of water. I turned around and literally bumped into this tall and slim pretty girl with long braids. I smiled and told her, “My bad, beautiful.”

           “It’s okay,” she said this cute smile on her face. “You’re Nikki’s boyfriend, right?”

           “Yeah.”

           “She must not be too bright. What kind of a girlfriend lets her man come to a cookout by himself and walk around all shirtless and sweaty?”

           “The kind of girlfriend who trusts her man.”

           “Oh, you’re one of the rare ones, huh?”

           “Yep.”

           She rolled her eyes and said, “Thanks for giving me another reason to hate Nikki’s uppity ass.” She flicked her braids off her shoulder and stormed off like I’d just cussed her out or something.

           “You lame as fuck for that,” Shamar said as he stepped over to where I was standing.

           “I’m lame for not cheating on Nikki? Damn, no wonder why she dumped you.”

           “First of all, me and her broke up with each other so she didn’t dump me. Second of all, it’s not cheating if you girl is out of town.”

           “So, I’m supposed to dog Nikki out just because she’s out of town? That sounds like some raggedy ashy ass nigga logic to me, bruh. There’s nothing any random woman got that I want.”

           “Man, there ain’t shit better than new pussy and you know it. You can talk all that bullshit about bein’ faithful all you want, but that shit is clearly an act. I can look at you and tell you don’t only smash Nikki.”

           “Bruh, you don’t know anything about me. You don’t even have a single clue.” I took a sip from my bottled water and stared down at his crotch for a millisecond.

           He smirked and licked his lips before rolling his eyes and saying, “Yeah, bet.” He climbed up on a park monument near the cooler and asked, “Why you always talk shit whenever I’m around?”

                                                  Shamar Hastings

           I gave him the craziest look and responded, “Nigga, I know you are not talking! Man, you’re the one always on some bullshit. I don’t have any problems with you, Shamar.”

           “I don’t have any problems with you either, bruh.”

           “Okay, but you’re the one who acts salty all the damn time. Don’t try to flip that shit on me.”

           He laughed and said, “Okay, damn. You mad now?”

           “Man, whatever.” I drank more water before asking, “How did you know Nikki was out of town?”

           “She tweeted that she was going home and added an airplane emoji the other day.”

           “Oh, okay.”

           “You ain’t gotta worry, man. Me and her don’t text or hit up each other’s DMs or anything like that.”

           “Trust me bro, I ain’t worried. I’m secure with my shit.” I looked at my phone to see what time it was. I then put it back up and told him, “I guess it’s time for me to go.”

           “It ain’t even been nighttime that long yet.”

           “I gotta work in the morning. I need to get home, take a shower, smoke a blunt I rolled up earlier and get some sleep. Well, first I need to play some Madden NFL 18 and then go to bed.”

           “You got Madden NFL 18? For what, PlayStation 4?”

           “Yep.”

           “Shit, can I come? I can help you out with that blunt, too?”

           I gave him another look and said, “Man, I don’t know. You be trippin’.”

           “Bro, it’s all good between us. For real.” He climbed down and shook my hand before asking, “Your roommates don’t trip, do they?”

           “Well, only one is still in town for the summer and he works security at a club for older people until four in the morning. The other two won’t be back until the week before classes start later this month.”

           “Shit, cool. Let’s go then.”

           “Alright. Follow my car with yours. Oh, I need to stop by CVS first.”

           “Okay.”

           The moment we got into our cars, I knew it was going down. I wasn’t too sure about Shamar at first but I knew he was DL when he licked his lips after catching me staring at his dick print. When it comes to DL dudes, you have to pay attention to both the subtle and not so subtle shit. I’d thrown as many hints as I could like saying no woman besides Nikki had anything I wanted. I also had confirmation when he asked if my roommates would trip; which is code for asking if they’re always around. Still, I’m glad he stayed in the car when I went into CVS. I could’ve easily been wrong about him and there’s no telling how he would’ve reacted if he saw me buying condoms and a two-pack box of Fleet. When we got to my apartment, he’d already changed up his demeanor. I knew he wasn’t gonna put up that bullshit front anymore.

           “You sure your roommate will be out until late?” he asked as he followed me into my room.

           “Yeah, bruh,” I replied as I sat my CVS bag on my bed.

           With no kind of warning, this nigga stepped up to me aggressively like he was gonna punch me but instead he kissed me and squeezed on my ass through my fitted sweatpants. I have no idea how he knew I liked to be manhandled but I wasn’t gonna ask any questions. My dick went from soft to hard automatically and so did his. He pulled his out and I did the same. Our dicks were about the same size which meant he had about eight or eight and a half inches.

           “I been tryna get up in that ass,” he said to me in between kisses, “but you never caught on to my hints. I caught yours tonight though.”

           “I figured you did,” I said back with a laugh. “How long you been on the low?”

           “Shit, since back in high school. You?”

           “The same.”

           We started kissing again and playing with each other’s dicks. I was ready to give up my ass to him right then and there but I needed to clean it out first. I grabbed the Fleet from the bag and turned to try to go to the bathroom but this nigga pulled my sweatpants all the way down, squatted behind me and started licking on my asshole. That shit felt so good that I almost fell over. I had a feeling he was a freak but I wasn’t expecting him to start rimming my ass before I got to make it smell fresh. I probably wasn’t that funky since I’d showered before going to the cookout but still, I’d played touched football and gotten sweaty.

           “Damn, that ass is good, nigga,” he said while rubbing my now wet hole with his thumb. “I’m fuck the hell outta you, Keith. And I ain’t on that bullshit.”

           “Is that right?” I asked.

           He smacked my ass hard and licked on my asshole a few more times before standing back up. He followed me into my bathroom. While I used warm water and a little soap in the Fleet bottle to clean out my ass, he watched and jacked off. I’d never had a dude watch me clean out my ass let alone get turned on by it. He was loving every second and beating his dick harder and harder. After a good while, I was done and ready to take a shower. He joined me and couldn’t keep his hands off me.

           “You gonna let me wear that ass out?” he asked me while fingering me with his soapy middle finger.

           “Hell yeah,” I replied.

           “I’ma fuck you like I used to fuck your girl when she was mine, nigga.”

           Hearing him say that shit turned me on even more. I wanted him to fuck me as hard as he could. I rarely hooked up with dudes so whenever I did, I always wanted them to fuck me good. I prefer to bottom with dudes because for me, getting fucked was a different type of pleasure than fucking and I got enough pleasure fucking Nikki and I wasn’t really interested in being a top for a guy. I’d be vers with the right dude but with a dude like Shamar, I was strictly a bottom.

           “Put that ass up in the air, nigga,” he told me as he pushed me down onto my bed after our shower. I arched my back for him and he smacked my ass hard repeatedly. “Damn, that shit so fuckin’ tight.”

           He kissed, licked, sucked and slurped on my hole like there was no tomorrow. I hadn’t had my ass eaten that good before so I had to bury my face in my pillow to muffle my moans. When he slowed it down and softly slid his tongue deep into me and sucked the outside of my hole with his lips, I broke out into convulsions. I was on the verge of busting a nut because he was also gripping my dick hard from the back, so I had to stop him a few times. I wanted to save that nut for when he was fucking me.

           “Let me suck that dick, bruh,” I said to him when I couldn’t take anymore.

           He pushed his middle finger deep into my asshole one more time and then sucked on it as he laid down on my bed. I grabbed his hard dick and started sucking him all the way down to his balls. None of the dudes I’d been with were ready for my head game and Shamar was no exception. I had him squirming and stretching his legs out and grabbing his dick to keep it from busting a nut too soon. His dick was a little thicker than mine so I gagged a few times but I still managed to suck the soul out of that sexy caramel dick.

           “Suck that dick, nigga,” he called out. “Ah fuck!”

           Every couple of minutes he’d stop me and make me kiss him and swap spit with him before making me suck his dick again. That shit was so hot that I almost busted a few times while I jacked off. After sucking him for forever, he pushed me back and started sucking my dick while fingering my asshole. Other than him, only one dude ever sucked my dick before fucking me and it wasn’t all that. Shamar knew what he was doing. He was sucking my dick better than any girl had, including Nikki. It was still hard to believe that I was doing all of this with my girl’s ex-boyfriend.

           “Nigga, I’m ready to fuck,” he said while reaching over to grab the box of condoms.

           As he was taking a condom out to use, I hopped off the bed and ran over to my closet to get my bottle of lube. When I got back to the bed, he’d already slapped one of the condoms on his dick and was waiting for me to climb on top of his sexy body. I wanted to start licking on his big pretty feet but he was ready for some ass and I was more than ready for some dick. I squirted some lube onto my hand and spread it all over his condom-covered dick and squirted a little on my finger to put around and inside my asshole. I then sat the lube down on my nightstand and climbed up on him.

           “Are you gonna let me fuck all the time?” he asked as I was positioning his dick to enter my ass. “Because I wanna fuck you after tonight.”

           “We’ll see,” I replied.

           I got the angle right on the first try and I swear his dick head entered my tight asshole smoother than any other dude’s dick had ever entered me before. There was a little pain but it wasn’t like how it usually felt. When I came down on his dick more and felt pleasure from the stretching, I knew I’d come across some good dick. My dick was already hard but it was stiffening and pulsating like crazy because of how good his dick felt in my ass. It wasn’t long before I was dripping precum all over his abs.

           “Ride that dick,” he called out while clenching onto my sheets. “Damn, bruh!”

           “That ass feel good, baby?” I asked with a smile.

           “Hell yeah. I’m trying not to nut too soon. You gonna have to let me take control in a few minutes.”

           “Alright, let me ride this shit for a little bit.”

           I pinched his nipples as I started riding him harder and faster. He smacked my ass a few times before grabbing my butt cheeks and squeezing on them. He didn’t let me ride him too much longer than that. He sat up, kissed my lips, flipped me on my back with his dick still inside me and started fucking me missionary style. I held my legs back and let him go as deep as he wanted to go. There was a little more pain but it still felt more pleasurable than painful.

           “You better let me fuck again,” he told me as he stroked my ass hard. “If you don’t, I’ma take that shit.”

           “Ah, fuck! Fuck me, nigga!”

           “I should fuck both you and Nikki! You’d like that shit?”

           “I’d love that shit, nigga! Fuck!”

           I put my hand on his abs to get him to ease up a little but he slapped it away and said, “Keep yo fuckin’ hands down, bruh! You touch me and I’m gonna fuck you harder!”

           The pain was increasing but I was getting hornier because of it. He was fucking me harder than I’d ever been fucked and my ass was begging for more. I left my dick alone because I didn’t want to cum and risk messing up the intensity of it all. He was digging deep in me and all I could do was put my hands on his firm muscular ass and squeeze. When my ass started making these wet squishy noises, he lost control and pulled out of me.

           He snatched the condom off and hollered, “Fuck!”

           I’d never seen somebody shoot that much nut from their dick before in person. Hell, I don’t think I’d ever seen it in porn either. His creamy white cum was all over my stomach and chest, and some rolled down my sides and onto my bed. He tugged on his dick until every ounce of cum had rolled out of it and then he relaxed and tried to catch his breath.

           “I needed that shit bad,” he said with a laugh. “I need another one.”

           “Are you for real?” I asked while rubbing my sore and gaping asshole.

           “Yeah, I gotta get another one. Look how hard my dick is. Besides, you ain’t busted yours yet.”

           He reached over and grabbed another condom. While he put the condom on and lubed his dick up, I turned over and arched my back for him. I was already jacking off as he reentered me from behind. This time he didn’t fuck me too hard but he had me getting creamier and creamier by the second. My ass usually didn’t cream that much so I don’t know what was going on. All I knew was that I felt like I was about to have one of the best orgasms ever, and I did.

           “Oh shit,” I said softly as I hit that orgasm hard. “Nigga!”

           My dick never shot out cum that hard before. It sounded like I was pissing on my bed and the cum just kept shooting out. My ass and dick pulsated at the same time and I tightened up on his dick each time. I then started shaking really bad and he gently pulled out of me. He took the condom off and shoved his thumb into my asshole while jacking off. I was still shaking when I heard him starting to moan.

           “Here I cum, bruh,” he called out. “Ah fuck, Keith!”

           The way he said my name while shooting his second load all over my lower back and butt cheeks was so damn sexy. Since he’d gotten a second nut, I made him keep fingering me while I jacked off and got my second nut a little while later. I swear if weren’t exhausted we probably would’ve used all the condoms in the box and fucked for hours. However, we were done by that point. We took another shower together, put our clothes on and he helped me clean up. We then smoked some weed, ate cereal and played Madden NFL 18 for a couple of hours. He left because I needed to get some sleep before I had to work the next morning. After that night, we became buddies and fucked around all the time. Nikki had no clue and neither did anyone else since we both hid it so well. I’d finally found a balance to this whole DL way of life and a long-term partner to experience it with.

[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.

© D.A. Morrison 2018

           August 25, 2015 was the third anniversary of when I met my boyfriend Damien. We had finally gotten over the one time he’d cheated on me and decided to celebrate our anniversary by going to the bar where we met three years prior. It was all going great until he got a text and didn’t want to tell me who the text was from. That sparked an argument between us and in the middle of it, he got up to go to the bathroom. I was still angry but decided that I was going to apologize once he returned to our booth. Sadly, he never returned. I never saw him again.

           Three years went by and the authorities had long given up searching for him. His family didn’t care because they’d disowned him for being gay. I was all he had and he was all I had. It just didn’t make sense and I couldn’t make it make sense. How does someone go into a bathroom and then disappears without leaving the place? I looked at the camera footage over and over again and Damien never left the bar. He went into the bathroom and never walked back out. He vanished.

           Needing answers, I decided to go talk to a specialist that I’d been referred to. Her name was Erica Breaux and according to the person who had referred me to her, she could communicate with the dead. I didn’t want to believe it but I knew in my heart that Damien was dead. I needed to know what happened to him and who did it to him. As I walked up the walkway to Erica’s big house, I stared at the last picture I’d taken with Damien on the night of our anniversary.

                                         Me (Rafael) & Damien

           “Come on in,” called out Erica’s voice before I even stepped onto her porch.

           I walked up the steps and then entered the house. It was a very old house but the inside had clearly been renovated recently. I closed the door behind me and as I approached Erica—her back was to me—she began to shiver and quickly turned around to face me. She was an older black woman with big green eyes. Judging by her accent, she was most likely from the islands.

           “I need your help, Ms. Breaux,” I said to her. “My name is…”

           “I know who you are, Rafael Jameson. I know who you are and I know what you are.”

           “How?”

           “I have a way of knowing all sorts of things. Please, have a seat.”

           I sat down on a nearby sofa and pulled out my wallet because I’d been told that her work was expensive. However, she put her hand up and shook her head. Confused, I said, “Your services aren’t free. I was told that they’re expensive.”

           “Not for you. You’re here for something that money can’t buy, my dear.” She smiled as she sat down beside me on the sofa. “You’re here about Damien, aren’t you?”

           Tears immediately filled my eyes as I answered, “Yes.”

           “Tell me, have you been feeling like no one listens to you? Have you been feeling invisible lately?”

           “Well, not really. I mean, I still do things with my friends but…”

           “Do they ever bring up Damien?”

           “No, but probably because they think I can’t handle talking about him.”

           She stared at me for a long time silently before smiling again and saying, “I’m sure that’s the reason, dear. So, what do you need me to do for you?”

           I took a deep breath and then asked her, “Can you communicate with Damien?”

           “I could but there is a lot that I already know.”

           “What do you know?”

           “I know that your heart is broken. I know that your spirit is also broken. Rafael, I am so sorry.”

           The tears rolled down my face as I looked into her beautiful eyes and asked, “What happened to him?”

           She was silent again for a while and then she simply replied, “Nothing.”

           “What?”

           “Nothing happened to him.”

           “But he disappeared. He went into that bathroom and disappeared.”

           “No, he didn’t. And you know it. You just refuse to remember. I can help you with that, Rafael.”

           “What the hell are you talking about? There isn’t anything wrong with me.”

           “Yes, there is. And I can help you. But you have to want the help, dear. I can’t help you if you won’t let me.”

           “All I need is for you to explain why my boyfriend went into the bathroom and never came back out. Was it something supernatural? Just tell me, I can handle it.”

           “Rafael, you have to first remember everything about that night. You’re only focusing on the argument and Damien going to the bathroom. I need you to remember.”

           “That’s all I do remember.” Without thinking, I blurted out, “It happened so fast.”

           Her eyes widened as she asked, “What happened so fast?”

           “What?”

           “You just said it happened so fast. What are you referring to?”

           “I…I don’t know.”

           “Can you try to remember? Close your eyes and try to remember.”

           I closed my eyes and after trying to remember more about that night, I blurted, “Look out, he’s got a gun!” I had no idea why that came to my mind nor did I know why I blurted it out, but it came from my memory.

           “Who has a gun?”

           “I don’t know. I just remember it. I’m not even sure if it’s from that night.”

           “Try harder to remember.”

           “I am trying! I don’t understand what this has to do with my boyfriend disappearing.”

           “He didn’t disappear, Rafael. If you try harder to remember, you’ll understand what happened.”

           I closed my eyes again and tried harder to remember that night. All that I could remember was hearing someone say that a man has a gun. Feeling like my session with Ms. Breaux wasn’t going anywhere, I stood up and told her, “Thank you for trying, but I should get going. It’ll be dark soon.”

           “Rafael, you’re lost and I may be the only person who can help you.”

           “You’re not helping me! You won’t even tell me what happened to Damien! I need him. I need to see him or at least hear his voice one more time before I…”

           She stood up and asked, “Before you what?”

           “I don’t know. I don’t know what I was about to say. What’s happening to me?”

           “The answers are all right in front of you. You have to realize it for yourself. That’s the only way, Rafael.”

           “Isn’t there some other way?”

           “No. Well, there may be another way to help you remember.” She grabbed my hand for a quick second and then asked me, “You know of a place that’s special to you and Damien, don’t you?”

           “Yes.”

           “I want you to go to that place and on the way there, I want you to think about Damien. Think about him and only him. Try to say everything you’ve ever wanted to say to him on your way to the special place.”

           “Why?”

           “This may be the only other way for you to learn the truth. If Damien is your one true love, this will work and you will be provided with all of the answers you seek. I guarantee it.”

           Needing to learn the truth, I hurried out of her house and then drove to Smithfield Creek, the place where Damien first told me that he loved me. The whole way there, I thought about that day and all of the time we spent sitting on a bench by the creek. When I arrived, I made my way down by the creek and sat down on the bench. Tears filled my eyes again and when the first one dropped down onto the bench, I felt someone’s presence behind me. I turned back to see Damien standing there.

           “Oh my God!” I jumped up and moved around the bench to hug him. The moment I felt his arms around me, I began sobbing uncontrollably.

           “I’m here, baby,” he said to me. “I’m here.” He pulled back and wiped my tears. “Look at you. You look just as good as you did the last time I saw you.”

           “I feel like shit.” I laughed and told him, “You look great.”

           “Baby, I don’t have a lot of time so I want you to focus.”

           “A lot of time? What do you mean? Damien…”

           “Rafael, something happened that night and…”

           “Yeah, you disappeared after going into the bathroom. Now that you’re back…”

           “I didn’t disappear, baby. Do you honestly not remember?”

           “Remember what?”

           “We were arguing and then I went into the bathroom.”

           “And you never walked back out.”

           “No, I did walk back out. Baby, I walked out and you…” He got choked up but kept his composure as he looked into my eyes and continued, “You were gone. You were gone and there was nothing I could do.”

           “No, I wasn’t gone. Baby, you never came back from the bathroom.”

           “Remember, Rafael! You have to remember, baby.” He placed his hands on the sides of my face and repeated, “Remember, baby!”

           I closed my eyes and didn’t see anything, but I did hear something. I heard gunshots and screams. I reopened my eyes and told Damien, “He’s got a gun. I remember hearing that and then gunshots and screams. Baby, what happened?”

           With tears filling his eyes, Damien gasped and told me, “I went into the bathroom and I heard the gunshots and the screams. I came back out and you…you were gone, baby.”

           “What do you mean? What do you mean I was gone? I don’t understand.”

           “Close your eyes again and focus. Focus one last time for me, baby.”

            I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. When I reopened them, I was no longer standing out by the creek. Damien was still standing in front of me but we were no longer out by the creek. We were in a cemetery. It was then that I felt this incredible sensation in my stomach. I’d never felt anything like it before in my life. Slowly, Damien stepped to the side and when I looked down at what he’d been standing in front of, I saw the truth. Carved into a headstone was my name, my date of birth…and the date that I’d died; August 25, 2015.

           “This messed up white guy barged into the bar that night,” Damien explained to me. “He had an AR-15 with a bump stock attached. He killed you and thirty-two other people within the span of a minute before pulling out a pistol and killing himself.”

           “No,” I said while shaking my head. “No, that’s not possible. I’m not dead.”

           “You are. Baby, your spirit has been lost since that night. You haven’t been able to remember because you won’t allow yourself to remember. You have to remember it so that your spirit can finally leave this earth.”

           “This makes no sense. If I’m dead then how am I here talking to you?”

           “I’m not really here, baby. My body is at home asleep right now. This part of me, the part that’s talking to you right now, is only going to be here temporarily. Once I wake up, this whole thing will feel like a dream and that’s if I can even remember it.”

           “No, that can’t be.”

           “I’m sorry, baby. I love you so much, but it’s time for you to go to a better place. You have to because staying here is only going to get more confusing and darker for you.”

           “But Ms. Breaux…”

           “Ms. Breaux can’t help you cross over. She tried to get you to remember what happened. Baby, let me help you remember. I’ve already told you but you need to remember it. Come here, baby. Let me hold you.”

           I stepped closer to him and he wrapped his arms around me. It all felt so real. He was so warm and he smelled like he always smelled, a scent of shea butter and Dove men’s body wash. I rested my head on his shoulder and when I closed my eyes, I remembered it all. I remembered the argument. I remembered him saying he had to use the bathroom and walking away from our booth. And then I remembered someone saying a man had a gun and I heard the screams. I never even got to see the man before a bullet struck the back of my head and came out through my forehead, making my face completely unrecognizable. I did die that night three years ago. I’d died and completely forgotten about it.

           I reopened my eyes to see that Damien was gone. However, I still felt his embrace and warmness and I could still smell his scent. I looked back at my grave and after gently touching the headstone, a bright light beamed down from the night sky. I pulled out the photo of me and Damien to look at one last time and then dropped it at my grave before walking to the light. The closer I got to the bright light the better I began to feel.

           “I love you, Rafael,” his voice whispered into my ear even though he was no longer with me. “I love you, baby.”

           “I love you, too,” I said to him as I entered the light. “I’ll always love you, Damien.” I closed my eyes as the bright light immersed me and took me away forever.

[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.

© D.A. Morrison 2018

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