Black Sunflower

It rained so much all the walkways by the water were completely covered. #rain #palefeet #lake

So at work I'm a part time(one night a week)night manager. Our other night manager left so it is just me and the full time manager. They want to train up another person and even though it feels like they're saying they don't believe I can do it, I support the person training up. Them they told that one of our summer workers is coming back and that they want to train him up and I won't have to manage this summer. I hate it. Never once have I asked not to manage. I know I'm not the best manager but I'm okay and everyone used to think I was really good, but now none of them think I should be a manager anymore. I really love working there, really really do, but if I get deported I will have to quit. I just won't be able to handle knowing that they didn't think I was good enough. I want to cry. #work #demotion #crying

Spring break is over and i have to go back to school tomorrow. Well I guess I should say today since its like two thirty int the morning. I just can't sleep. For some reason my brain won't shut off.😭

I thinks its time for a break. I keep messing up at work, and I have no excuse. Overall I'm just not as ambitious as I was before. After a lot of crap that's been going on i think I really have to take a break, but its exam season and I don't have money to go anywhere. 😞

I need a vacation from... Everything. Lately im always tired, have no appetite, an am just in general exhausted. Maybe i can recharge during spring next week. Ill still have to work though.

My home star projector has a slide that shows the consultations. Work was pretty good today.

Hello, I'm blacksunflower. I probably won't post much and im sure no one will see these. I just thought I'd be nice to share my photos somewhere😁