Waiting to Exhale.

I really hate that my last relationship ended like it did. I really loved that man and I thought he was my person. How could I be so damn wrong when everything felt so damn right?

But I be going it through it y’all. And I hate reaching out to my friends about stuff like this. I know they are going through their own battles and I don’t want to be another burden in their lives.

My heart is really heavy today. The person I thought would be the person I married some day has completely ghosted me without any explanation. There was no warning, we were talking and laughing on the phone one day and after that nothing. I was really angry at first, then I was sad, but now over a week later, I am content. I had to realize that him ghosting me is has nothing to do with what I did, and everything to do with the kind of person he is. I wish him the best of luck where he is doing whatever he is doing. I hope that next person I give my heart to will handle it with better care.