You Know Its Dark Out There In The Outside World.

Apples and Tajin 😍

Was making a rootbeear float and figured this picture was tumblr worthy

— me

Having everyone to talk to, but no one to talk to at all when I’m a time of need

i understand you being bisexual and all. BUT EVEN OUR GAY FRIEND TOLD ME THAT YOURE BASICALLY GIVING THE LGBTQ COMMUNITY A BAD REP WHEN ALL YOU DO IS YELL IM GAY AT THE TOP OF YOUR GODDAMN LUNGS ALL THE TIME. JUST STFU. NOBODY CARES. STOP DOING SHIT FOR ATTENTION.

i miss you, i’m sorry i left without saying anything, but it’s not like you even noticed. i figured if you knew you’d keep her from asking me to go to a party JUST to be a DESIGNATED DRIVER. especially since i technically have PTSD with being around people who drink and alcohol and shit. i got mad because you chose terrible friends and you let them control your life. and your boyfriend hasn’t changed. he’ll always leave you for drugs. i’m sorry you’re too stubborn not to believe it. i thought you were stronger. but i miss you so much. and it hurts to leave you alone but it’s for the best. i wish you a wonderful life.

i’m sorry i’m not in dance like you. i wish that wasn’t the thing that would hold us back as being best friends. it’s such a different world, you always hang out with the people who are in dance with you or even in drama club or theatre. whereas i, i know nothing about plays, don’t really have an interest in them; i’ve tried dance but i got stage freight a couple years back so i couldn’t do it any more, and because of this, i get left behind and forgotten. as you just walked away with our common friend who was in the play, leaving me behind like we weren’t even talking before hand.

i’m SO sick and tired of getting taken advantage of. it’s fucking sickening. i have so many friends that put me on a back burner or just use me for their own personal bullshit. honestly i could drop each and every one of my friends, but i’m too nice and love too much. fuck this blessing/curse of having a big heart.

YOU choose what paths YOU want to take. don’t let anyone decide for you.