Finding Who I Am

Nothing is filling this void 😔

I feel empty, numb, lost, like the world is spinning around me and I've fallen. I'm not living but I'm breathing.

Today is proving difficult so far and I can hardly hold myself together. I need to concentrate on moving forward with my life and becoming a stronger person.

I don't want another day in between Friday. I'm so anxious as it is and lonely. I need to talk with you and fix things 😭

I pick those tomatoes we grew off the vine They look out the window just killing time I reach for the phone just to make sure it's on And I'm fine I put on my makeup for no one at all My heels on the hardwood echo down the hall And I open the wardrobe, put my face in your clothes And I'm fine I try to sleep, but just lie here awake I've stopped counting sheep, now I just count the days 'Til you're back in this bed that I remake every time And if they ask, I'll say I'm fine Just like the circus, you always leave town I can't help but cry when that big top comes down But I leave the light on and when you get back home We'll be fine And I'll try to sleep but just lie here awake I've stopped counting sheep, now I just count the days 'Til you're back in this bed that I remake every time And if they ask, I'll say I'm, I'm fine They always say you don't get to choose The same old cliche, love chooses you So baby I'll wait just like I always do And I'll try to sleep, but just lie here awake I've stopped counting sheep, now I just count the days 'Til you're back in this bed that I remake every time And if they ask, I'll say I'm fine