Live Your Life

Should’ve known you still don’t know how to get your s*** together - from finances, to commitment, to knowing what you want to do with your life. I’m done with you bro, I’m not letting you drag me or anyone else down with you.

I really do want you to rest and at times I wish I knew how you did it all. I feel that I can barely keep myself afloat among being able to unconditionally love and support the people that I care about the most to the best of my ability. They give me strength and I them, and I know that a big part of me lives within them. I wish I had all the answers like you and Kuya did. I know some I have to find on my own and others will come with time and experience, but I just want to be okay.

I love and miss you so much.

Things aren’t the same, and I know I shouldn’t expect them to be, because the world, the people, and I have changed so much. I guess it’s true that sometimes we just can’t accept some things that happen or are no longer in our lives, but we manage and find a way to learn and live with them.

2) Having my passions shit on.

That happened a lot sooner than I expected.

But I knew it all along that some things are just better left unsaid.

But it’s not the first time I’ve been left feeling like this. 🤷🏾‍♂️