I can't do this .
I'm happy you can talk to people, you talk to Sonya more than me even. It's fine if you don't want to put up with me anymore because I can't be fixed by your support, I'm worthless at this time, I can't stop the voices telling me that I can't do this, that I'm not good enough for anything. I'm not the same person anymore, I struggle to even fake a smile or make conversation. I'm not going to send this to you because it will be better for you to just think that I dont care about you or that I'm pissed off and don't want to talk to you. I'll continue my sub existence
















