Hi welcome trans freaks, creeps and weirdos<3 This is a sadist appreciation blog, you're all so kind and sexy!
We're 24, t4t and insane. You can call us toy and it or one of our names or something degrading but nothing sweet.
This blog is a space to explore topics I don't want my irl friends seeing, such as kink, gore and sexuality but also gay yearning, trauma and system stuff so be warned. This also means please leave if you think you know me irl. It's okay you saw this, none of this is strictly secret, just don't keep looking at it please. 💜
DNI
Minors, I'm asking you for my sake to do me the favor and not interact. It's okay you're interested in messy porn! If you're going to disregard this and interact, please don't leave tags. This post explains more about our boundary regarding minors interacting. If you are a minor who has found your way here, please do read this. I promise we don't shame you or whatever I just ask you read it.
This blog is mainly Lorelai's space, relevant alter intros, as well as ethics, content you can expect here, tags we use and more boundaries under the cut.
System
This body is 24 years old and we consider internal ages very private and largely irrelevant to others. I know other systems handle it differently but you're going to have to trust that we make the responsible decisions for ourselves. We're csa, religious and medical abuse survivors.
Texting boundary: if you want to sext us that's fine but maybe let's have a bit of a chat before hand about preferred terms etc and expectations and not go directly into it. Also I'm bad at texting.
Ethics: If you put porn on your blog you should somehow vet that it's being shared to Tumblr with the consent of the people in it. Supporting sex workers also means not stealing their work. We also will not post art or porn that wasn't posted by the artist/with their permission and proper credit unless maybe it's official art from something well known.
Kinks: We don't post race play, other kinks fetishizing oppression will occasionally be here though when i think they're hot enough. Any food related kinks I'll tag properly thoroughly. Occasionally the line between kink and self harm isn't a hundred percent clear for us. That's part of what we're working through here. If this is not a safe space for you that's fine.
Politics: Since we're open about being a system here, let me just be clear we're always radically inclusive and accepting. More here that also goes for queer identities. If you're an aphobe get off somewhere else. We're pro Palestine. Feminist and anti racist. Anti psych. Acab.
Accessibility: We don't do image descriptions of other people's photos but we try including our own. We're bad at tagging so please watch out! But do feel free to ask me if you want/need something tagged or if you don't want a post of yours on here! It's no problem at all. I tag triggers with nothing but what the trigger is ie #self harm (not #tw self harm). Tags we try using consistently: #art #crush gush (rambling about our loves) #insanity (us posting about our mental health and stuff. Includes spiraling but also anything else triggering. We also tag for gore, self harm suicide suicidal thoughts Ed disordered eating all of that kind of thing) #se.xt (horny posts by me. I'm pretty good about tagging for electro but that's mainly for me to search for XD)
Lorelai
i am Lorelai (she/zie/iel/it), I'm bi and here's my boobs. I'm so so horny smaller than you and will be your (un)willing free use pain slut. My hard limit is being seen or treated as a child even in play. All y'all little ones are valid I'm just not one of you.
Mask
Tired. Gay. Disabled. Trying to keep this on the rails. Host. Always in love with at least two people. Has too many morals to enjoy sex. If the post is carefully worded it was him lol.
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I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔
I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊
Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑
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My brain: you're unloved and unlovable. People only love you when it's convenient and easy.
My reality: three ppl learned German in large part because of me and wanting to connect with me, there's 3 maybe 4 people who are ready to commit to me all of whom are amazing. There's multiple people I'd love to get closer with who would also enjoy this who I just am struggling to find time for when they have time. One person has gotten plane tickets twice already to come see me despite not having a huge amount of money or time. People keep in contact with me even over long distances.
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Going feral over you. Wishing you were around for me to torment. Rest well. You'll need it
🥰🥰🥰🥰 god wish you would just ruin my life so I didn't have to force myself to keep ignoring my constant illness and hurt me so much worse that any pain I had before becoms nothing but a pale memory
I have a long time fantasy of having someone ride me with a noose around their neck at just the right height that they have to choose between my dick and breathing. Though eventually their legs will get too tired and gravity will make that choice for them.
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Things that really fundamentally improve your life:
Transition. I promise there's just. Suddenly so much light and love and space in my life. I'm moving with such ease. Experiencing everything so much deeper.
Learn something new. Just be and stay curious about the world around you, find out about the birds, trees and insects around you, the ethymolygy of those words, read that book you found on the side of the road, go to the museum, copy that kids drawing, get that vegetable you've never had, grow those seeds, pick up a new language, learn about a new field of mathematics you never covered in school, pick up a new art or craft, there's infinitely many things to learn.
Practice loving people, view the world through their eyes, experience yourself as you are with them, find new ways to express your affection, to tell them you love them, share all the new things you're learning with each other, do your hormones together, assist them with their difficulties, be open and vulnerable, ask for the things you need, build community that will support you very concretely.
Create space for yourself. Become comfortable being alone. We're still working on this one so it's hard to come up with as much. More of an aspiration. But getting there. slowly.
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