I'm stuck
Stuck in a love I pressured myself into
I got 3 'D's
"Don't be alone"
"Don't be sad"
"Distract yourself"
Honestly I didn't think it would last
Nothing but a fling, then he moved too fast
Too fast for me to catch myself falling for his gorgeous baby blue eyes
But eyes like lies are deceiving
A fuckboy with a fucked girl
But no
He's searching for a love to hold and to keep
I'm searching for a reason not to weep
Leave me alone
Make him mad
Maybe he will end it so I don't have to
Toxic
Like the poisonous words you use to fill my ears my brain my heart
Is so full it might burst
And out with it comes the tar you suck into your lungs with every cone
So heavy I can't breathe
Drowning
In my sorrows I'm so sorry
I don't want you like I want him
You want me more than I can give
And I give and I give
myself another chance to fight with you
Say hurtful things to you
Please leave
I'm toxic
Intoxicated by the love and lust of another
I'm sorry
