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just gonna be screaming into the void until I'm finally ready to kill myself

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nothing like beating myself in the head until i give myself a headache.

just need to stay logged into this blog and this blog only and use it as a journal to encourage the depression and nothing else. bc in a hour from now im going to feel unmotivated and funky but nowhere near as deathly down in the dumps and devoid of life as i do now, and im going to try and go back on my impulse to isolate when spiraling/suicidal. and just no. no. if i want to die, i have to commit. i have to give up and let go and move on from everyone without their say or opinion in the matter

at the end of the day, all i want is death and nothing else matters. remember that josh. repeat that over and over and over again, until there's no more life to suffer through.

oh sweet death. how ready for your embrace i am.

#soulmate au but it's me and death

feels so good to delete something important to me and eradicate almost all evidence of its existence from life. wish i could do that to myself