Hayden

I need my baby to intermesh with my soul🪽 or maybe she already is. I have an Ophelia shaped hole in my heart and I will never get that piece of me back. I miss her so much, I can’t do this anymore without her. I wouldn’t have wanted to live in her disabled body for a long time, it wasn’t kind. But oh my god how I miss you. I want to get a tattoo in remembrance. The lyrics are from a song with a completely different meaning but some lines in the song match up to our relationship. She was my savior and I actually wanted to be good for her, now I’m left hopeless and sad once again. Perhaps more hurt than I began. This is the most painful thing I have ever been through - and am still going through - and forever will be going through. She was my child and my everything, I am a grieving mother. I would have given a limb for her to be able to walk and live forever. She is the love of my life and gave me a glimpse into what my life could have been. May we meet again one day my Precious Peep Peep

I promised myself I’d never stretch my ears because I love wearing normal earrings, but it’s lowkey calling my name…

If you poop, use this while pooping. Will change your life. It’s called a TV dinner table. You can put your feet up on the bar like a stool and scroll on your phone on the table while pushing out your smelly baby. As an IBS baddie this CHANGED my life. I can’t poop any other way now. #women in stem

My hair is getting long again!

Deep seated hatred and misogyny towards women blows my mind, because wdym you came from a woman and would be nothing without a woman, but you can sh00t a woman 3 times in the head and then call her a fucking bitch as her dead body rolls away in her still moving, blood covered car. With her children’s stuffed animals in glove compartment of the passenger seat. She didn’t do anything to you, why do you choose to kill? You’re just an overconfident man child who was handed a gun like it was a toy. You’re not dressing up as a police officer for Halloween, you’re a t3rror1st.