Yibbies

Cough started last Friday

Lasted the whole weekend I was in Tybee for a redo birthday trip since the one last year absolutely sucked

Fever peaked Sunday night

It’s gone down since

But the cough has only gotten worse every day

Today it’s to the point where I can barely breathe normally for even three minutes without having to cough

My mom is working from home today

She can hear it all

Every time I cough or sneeze

All she said was “You better sneeze it all up before you go to school”

I start in two days

She won’t even get me something as simple as cough drops

Won’t even let me use a small spoonful of her honey

She only every buys honey for herself

She only ever buys good food for herself

If I ask her for anything to help with my cough, she’ll just tell me to drink water

I’ve tried

I’m sick but I still gotta do all these chores and shit she could easily do herself

But she’s ‘working’ all the time

She’s working from home for a while

She’s heard me coughing all day

Whatever whatever you know that already

But she decided to add something to the list of chores

I was told around let’s say 14:18 that I need to weed eat

I put the battery on the charger around 14:22

Checked the battery around 15:40/15:50

It wasn’t charged all the way

So I decided to wait a little longer and let it fully charge

It started raining

I asked my mom how I’m gonna weed eat if it’s raining

She started yelling at me like I should’ve been able to read the weather’s mind and know it was gonna rain

I’m sorry that I’m sick and my first thought wasn’t to check the weather when you told me I needed to weed eat

And she’s sitting there, literally two fucking days before I go back to school, saying she won’t take me shopping for school supplies unless I’ve cleaned my room and weed eated

I can’t fucking weed eat

It’s raining

There are so many things I need for school

I hardly have any pants that I can actually wear because multiple pairs that I had to stretch and make last for YEARS had finally given out at he end of last school year

I have told her this

All I need is three or four pairs of pants and school supplies

And she’s threatening to take away what I need because things aren’t going how she wanted them to

Because it started raining before I could do what she wanted me to do

This is what I have to sleep on. Two thin ass pad things that are supposed to go on a bed or something

These are what my siblings are sleeping on. My little brother gets the lower air mattress and my little sister gets the one that’s higher up. She said she would sleep on the orange things at first, but then kept complaining about not having an actual bed. So, me with my back and neck problems, has to sleep on two very flat, very uncomfortable blow up things that give me no back support and the only pillows I have aren’t fluffy enough to properly support my neck, so while sharing a tent with two of my siblings who make fun of me for every little fucking thing, I have to somehow sleep on these two pads and find a good enough position that catathrenia doesn’t happen.

Worst first camping experience ever.

The view

Although we did find out we’re in the wrong spot today

The people whose spot we accidentally took said they were fine with it and took the spot we were supposed to use, which wasn’t even that far away

Then a little bit later after my mom took my younger siblings to the store to get stuff for dinner, leaving me at the camp spot by myself, the people were really loud about their complaining until I got out and walked around the tent to make sure they hadn’t done anything. Heard one of them say “she’s still here” after I went back into the tent.

Think they were planning something

Anyway

Sucks

It’s also been raining pretty much all day

And it’s gonna be like that for the next three days

Turns out we’re not as far from our spot as the people tried to say

There’s an electrical box with numbers on it

We’re at the one with our number

But we’re literally just on the wrong side of it

And those people made such a big deal about it for no reason

Like

If you wanna make sure someone doesn’t accidentally take your spot, tell the people who made the campground to label the spots better

Not our fault the map they gave us was shit and the only marked path was to where we have to drop off our trash every night

Also, my fuck ass little brother got a new, even better air mattress cause his disgusting fat fucking dumbass self somehow popped the first one.

This is what I have to sleep on. Two thin ass pad things that are supposed to go on a bed or something

These are what my siblings are sleeping on. My little brother gets the lower air mattress and my little sister gets the one that’s higher up. She said she would sleep on the orange things at first, but then kept complaining about not having an actual bed. So, me with my back and neck problems, has to sleep on two very flat, very uncomfortable blow up things that give me no back support and the only pillows I have aren’t fluffy enough to properly support my neck, so while sharing a tent with two of my siblings who make fun of me for every little fucking thing, I have to somehow sleep on these two pads and find a good enough position that catathrenia doesn’t happen.

Worst first camping experience ever.

The view

Although we did find out we’re in the wrong spot today

The people whose spot we accidentally took said they were fine with it and took the spot we were supposed to use, which wasn’t even that far away

Then a little bit later after my mom took my younger siblings to the store to get stuff for dinner, leaving me at the camp spot by myself, the people were really loud about their complaining until I got out and walked around the tent to make sure they hadn’t done anything. Heard one of them say “she’s still here” after I went back into the tent.

Think they were planning something

Anyway

Sucks

It’s also been raining pretty much all day

And it’s gonna be like that for the next three days

Turns out we’re not as far from our spot as the people tried to say

There’s an electrical box with numbers on it

We’re at the one with our number

But we’re literally just on the wrong side of it

And those people made such a big deal about it for no reason

Like

If you wanna make sure someone doesn’t accidentally take your spot, tell the people who made the campground to label the spots better

Not our fault the map they gave us was shit and the only marked path was to where we have to drop off our trash every night

Also, my fuck ass little brother got a new, even better air mattress cause his disgusting fat fucking dumbass self somehow popped the first one.

This is what I have to sleep on. Two thin ass pad things that are supposed to go on a bed or something

These are what my siblings are sleeping on. My little brother gets the lower air mattress and my little sister gets the one that’s higher up. She said she would sleep on the orange things at first, but then kept complaining about not having an actual bed. So, me with my back and neck problems, has to sleep on two very flat, very uncomfortable blow up things that give me no back support and the only pillows I have aren’t fluffy enough to properly support my neck, so while sharing a tent with two of my siblings who make fun of me for every little fucking thing, I have to somehow sleep on these two pads and find a good enough position that catathrenia doesn’t happen.

Worst first camping experience ever.

The view

Although we did find out we’re in the wrong spot today

The people whose spot we accidentally took said they were fine with it and took the spot we were supposed to use, which wasn’t even that far away

Then a little bit later after my mom took my younger siblings to the store to get stuff for dinner, leaving me at the camp spot by myself, the people were really loud about their complaining until I got out and walked around the tent to make sure they hadn’t done anything. Heard one of them say “she’s still here” after I went back into the tent.

Think they were planning something

Anyway

Sucks

It’s also been raining pretty much all day

And it’s gonna be like that for the next three days

This is what I have to sleep on. Two thin ass pad things that are supposed to go on a bed or something

These are what my siblings are sleeping on. My little brother gets the lower air mattress and my little sister gets the one that’s higher up. She said she would sleep on the orange things at first, but then kept complaining about not having an actual bed. So, me with my back and neck problems, has to sleep on two very flat, very uncomfortable blow up things that give me no back support and the only pillows I have aren’t fluffy enough to properly support my neck, so while sharing a tent with two of my siblings who make fun of me for every little fucking thing, I have to somehow sleep on these two pads and find a good enough position that catathrenia doesn’t happen.

Worst first camping experience ever.