Diary of a Dumb Slut

A… silicone scented perfume. You know, one that’d make you smell like a freshly-unboxed sextoy

And… you know… each spritz staying for longer and longer…

And before you know it, the places where you’ve been spritzing it have a strange, delicate sheen to them, as if they were a bit too smooth and delicate. And why do they smell like that? You’ve just showered?

Oh well, you like feeling like a toy, right? You wouldn’t have bought that perfume otherwise. So, you continue spritzing and smelling like a sex toy.

Then, one day, you squeeze your boob as you’re edging to some hot porn and it feels… strange. A bit harder, maybe? Still soft and gropable… just… a little less human? And bigger? And… mnnnff shinier

Well, you’re not stupid, are you? At least not as stupid as you wish you were. You realize what’s going on, what the perfume is doing…

And so, you strip naked, take the whole bottle and spritz yourself head to toe. Then you spread, lay down on your bed and wait for the friend you’ve texted to come and use your increasingly plastic holes.

You feel the plastic spreading, the natural fat in your tits turning into silicone and growing twice as large. So tight, sitting high up your chest unnaturally,even as you’re laying down. So fake… so round and squishable.

Your ass and hips getting filled up, widening to be perfectly grabbable, your lips, your wonderful lips, opening up and filling with the same, soft-yet-unnatural silicone on the inside.

And all of your skin turns shiny and plastic, as desire, sweet lust and desire, overwhelm hunger or thirst, suddenly becoming the only thing on your mind.

You move and writhe and moan, as your new existence as a barely-human sex doll crystalizes and completes, needy, horny, plastic and fake.

A doorbell rings, you jump to your feet, unable to wait on your bed any longer, perhaps surprised at your continued ability to move. You move towards the door, hips swaying and boobs firmly settled in one spot, not jiggling even the tiniest bit.

And as you open the door, the smell of silicone fills your friend’s nose immediately, as they realize just how fuckable and usable you have become. And so they pick you up, silicone being much lighter than flesh after all, and pin you against the wall, as your mind short circuits and turns silicone too.

inspired by my new tits

having 1. more time than you know what to do with 2. being outrageously horny bc you are medically not allowed to cum and 3. being roughly 2% silicone by bodyweight really makes the sexdoll fantasies flourish in my head

Are you the kind of naughty slutty girl that dreams about the exciting sexual experiences that are on offer, but never really has the guts to do anything?

Are you a sub that adores the idea of someone controlling you completely, submitting to them utterly, but can’t take that final step to fulfilling your fantasies?

Are you a confused newbie unsure where to start their journey into BDSM?

Well this is the challenge for you. It’s easy, fun, exciting, and enormously erotic.  

Oh and if you’re in charge of a cutie, you should be getting her to do this as early as possible.

Things you’ll need:

One or more colourful thumbdrives/usb sticks.

A camera/smart phone

ID (Driver’s License, Student Card, Passport)

Proof of Address

5-10 minutes of your time

(Optional: Winrar or similar archive program)

So, this is how you create something so dangerous, so powerful, so life changing, that you are a wet sloppy mess just touching it. It’ll sound scary as you read, it’ll sound impossible and reckless.. but you’ll enjoy reading it and by the time you get to the end, it’ll be a nice little mind worm that’ll stay in your fantasies for some time. Until you do it!

First

Take a selfie of you holding your ID, passport or driver’s license. Make sure its a close up of your face, the ID in clear view. Then take a photo of just the ID, all details able to be made out.

Then do the same with your proof of address.

Second

Create a simple text document and put down these details; Full Name, Date of Birth, Address, Contact details of yourself and place of work, and the link to your Facebook profile. This part is important. Any social media presence… add it.

By this point, you’re probably trembling knowing this thing even exists. Why not add passwords to your emails? Fuck it. Throw anything else in that document. Fucking Netflix if you want. You can add a little paragraph about how you’re a foolish, silly, naughty slut who gets off to the idea of being owned.

Because that’s what this exercise is about.

Third

The really heart pounding bit. You’re going to do a very short video, and in it you’re going to do something you’d never, EVER, want anyone to see. Something shameful, humiliating, degrading, embarrassing, perverted.

It could be admitting you have rape fantasies. It could be admitting that even though you’re a lesbian, you fantasise about being reconditioned to fuck men. It could be that you want to become a complete slave, be pissed on, and bred. Incest fantasies, be they about real family members or not. If you’re trans or on your way to being – you could have yourself dressed up. Or it could be as vanilla as deep-throating your fingers till you gag and drool all over yourself while admitting you’re a stupid worthless cum-dumpster.

You could add whatever things you wanted, true or not. So long as it’s convincing, and something you’d never want anyone to know.

And of course, you make sure your face and therefore your identity is in full view, and you are vocal, enthusiastic and very, very horny.

Personally, I’m a fan of bodywriting.

Now make sure that video is clear, but a nice small size. Concise, short but sweet.

Fourth

Get all those photos, the text file, and the video together and stick them either in a folder, or an archive.

Then of course, stick them on one or more thumb drives. Make sure nothing is passworded. You can create as many of these as you feel comfortable with. Perhaps start with two or three?

Keep one on hand, and put the others in a few hiding places. Somewhere secret people won’t find easily. Obviously these things are dynamite in the wrong hands!

Finally

When you’re still a bit shaky over doing this.. knowing these #TimeBombs exist out in the world.. plug that drive into your computer and finger yourself to an explosive orgasm just knowing such a thing exists. Something that can change your life forever, expose you permanently as a slut, a slave, a wanton desperate needy whore. Something that could be use to force you into sex work, to blackmail you into further acts of filthy depravity, to be use in every seedy act of sextortion imaginable.

This thing you’ve created is a secret invisible collar that anyone could find and use on you, at almost any time. It’s VERY unlikely, but it’s possible. You’ve created a backdoor into your sexuality. A hidden way to expose you and control you utterly. You ever dreamed about losing control.. there now exists something in the real world that can make you do almost anything…

…Enjoy

What you do with these #TimeBombs is mostly up to you. But to fully complete the challenge, take the drive you just used to cum explosively hard, and put it on your keys. A nice bright signal to anyone and everyone who looks.

It’s safe there, how often have you lost your keys really?

And nobody is going to just use a drive on your keys without asking, right?

And you can take it off anytime you like.. nobody KNOWS this thing exists, what it is.

But you’ll get wet thinking of taking one, just ONE, trip outside with it attached to the zip of your handbag. If you’re a student, take it to school. Take it to work. Put it in your jeans pocket and remember how you have an object that can wreck your life right there, pressing into your cheeks whenever you sit down. If you’re truly daring you’ll let someone borrow it.

You want the danger and the excitement this brings to you everyday. You’ll wonder what more you can add to the dirty, scary, maliciously sexy archive you’ve created. You’ll wonder if that girl with the bright pink usb drive on her rucksack is carrying a #TimeBomb too.

And the best part is, anyone can do this! Doesn’t really matter your gender, looks, race, age.. it’s an exciting sexy thing to create regardless!

Now you can masturbate to the thought all you like, but keep in mind that it’s SUPER easy to make one of these. Maybe commit to making one and only taking it on one trip? Or deleting it after a few days? Perhaps you’ll just take it on holiday?

And keep in mind, friendly tumblr users and strange men are more than happy to receive your #TimeBombs and use them as they see fit. So if you’re feeling down and you’ve got one sitting around…

…Tick.. tick… tick.. tick

Many of us don’t think there’s anything wrong with how we look we just don’t find normal beauty interesting. I hear comments directed at women like “I can’t believe she thinks that looks good” or “you don’t need that”. Some of us know we were perfectly fine before, but we like the extremes, we want to look cartoon-like and exaggerated, it’s fun to customise your looks to your own personal tastes.

It’s weird how it’s totally socially acceptable for the most bland, ordinary and upstanding women to dye their hair or pierce their ears but you get accused of having a serious mental illness if you want to look like a bimbo.

1) my stuffed animals were mostly dogs and cats and bears, implying that bears were a future pet option