Bimbocide

i miss my old bestfriend all the time but lately so much. i dont know what to do about it, sometimes i think i should just somehow awkwardly reach out and then i just think about how horribly it could go and it’d just leave me feeling even worse about it. i read our old messages and laughed so much at them. i wish things could go back to normal but i havent spoken to her in over a year at this point. in my head i even still see her as my bestfriend and care for her… which is weird cuz we left off on such bad terms. i just really miss her and our friendship. 

update: were best friends again

YAYYY !!!

anyone else just woke up one day and realized that our time on this earth is limited and that they really really really want to live despite every bad thing that happens and proceeded to have a break down or is it just me

the universe knew I'd be too powerful if I had the capacity to carry on conversations