iykyk

csak vess véget kérlek, ez így nem élet.

Vétkeimet a lelkedre vetted, s úgy érzed,

léted nem okoz örömet ezzel magadat téped.

…

Néha már észre sem veszem hibáid,

Akárcsak a távolság, a szerelem, mely formálja a hiányod.

Ott várj rám, ahol életed megérint,

time to time. but ill cut off

my hand before i ever reach

for you again."

You're insecure in everything you do, yet you

love yourself to a point of total narcissism.

You're warm and endearing one second but

indifferent and aloof the next.

Some days we could talk about the universe

until sunrise and others a simple smile in my

direction is too much to expect of you.

You confuse me in every way possible,

but one thing is clear to me:

despite the absolute train wreck that you are,

I am irrevocably and totally in love with you,

and I don't know what to do about it.

So when my heart aches for touch, my mind can only think of you.

I want the last thing my body to remember is all the time we spent together.

I don't want to lose all of our memories, and replace you with someone else, for they don't deserve to feel the body you felt.

you may never know,

but I'm still here,

silently loving you.

with no place to go

but I can't spend another

day with love rotting away

in my chest

my heart is so full of

leftover love

it's beginning to leak

through all my cracks

it's spilling on to strangers

and overflowing on to

friends

it's flooding all the streets

it doesn't seem to end

and I guess it's kind of

beautiful and kind of

tragic too

that the world is filling up

with all the love that was

meant for you

seeps into every nook it

can find and just like this

run-on paragraph i cannot

just stop the never ending

flow of the collision of

thoughts streaming inside

me even if i wish to tear

my mind from my soul and

bury my heart into

another's flesh, you never

leave my mind.

Most nem tudlak elengedni, hiszen számomra lehetetlen az, hogy annak a gyönyörű dolognak ami a miénk volt, ilyen semmitlen módon legyen vége.

were when i was the happiest.

my smile reached to my ears

and my heart was living on cloud nine.

there was something about the way your hands

fit perfectly in my back pockets.

the way you brought me back to earth.

i still believe that you and i were made for each other;

but as the days pass by like a slow moving train,

i've learned to accept that forever wasn't meant for us in this life, but i hope in the next one we will know

how to get it right.

and yet i lied to myself,

because you don't wake yourself up from a good dream,

even if you know you're asleep.