TheBIGBULL;)

My career is going in th right path. Finaly got my family’s approval to life my lifestyle how i want to. Now all i need is my dream man to accompany me to the end of time.

But like why is it so hard to find someone that you genuinely got the same values with? Like all i want is a man that’s romantic, loyal, respectful, and fun. Like I’ve dated the 10/10 hot guy who’s a trash person, and the 5/10 guy who is nice, but he turned out to be quick to run in our first fight and ended things when i was trying to make it better. No ones picture perfect, and my only flaw is i dont comunicate my emotions much unless I’m asked.

I just want someone to play fortnight with after a my long days of work who doesn’t mind me playing with his butt when ever i want. Someone who’s gets that we gonna fight, but ima want to talk it out and work it out. Someone who’s gonna make me feel like I’m wanted for who i am, not what i have.

So shopping at the local Costco with my brother yesterday, I had seen THE most manlyest, sexiest, beastiest, tall, handsome, built like a god kind of man I have ever seen. My brother noticed I was nervous when we walked by him and asked me what was wrong.(btw my brothers a dick of dude, and still getting used to his older ex football playing brother being gay). I hesitatantly told him "there's a really REALLY hot guy that I'd like to talk to but he seems like he's not gay".

His response... "don't be a little Bitch and go ask."

So me being new in hittin on guys (truthfully all the gays I've ever meet where on grinder cuz there no real place to go be gay at around town, so I've never really actually gone up and asked someone if they was gay) I walked up to him, (knees weak, arms are heavy, palms are sweaty, my heart beating fast) as he's loading up his car, and before I ask him he ask "can I help you with somthing? I've seen you eyeballin me inside the store." My body left my soul at the moment, TOTALY threw me off, and made me stutter when I spoke and said "truthfully i was, and I couldn't not come up and ask, with no disrespect, if a handsome man like you happen to be be gay?". He laughed, and laughed hard. I turned fucking white. Like what did I just do... And he said "well although I'm flattered, I'm not gay. But I could tell that was hard for you, are you like recently out?" We continued to talk about me coming out and how his nephew just came out to his sister at 12 yrs old. And asked me why it took me so long, to which I told him it's cuz of my fam, specifically my father. We walked about it for a good 5-10 min. Twards the end I was telling him how there's no real hot gay guys around town and I let him know he was like my dream man, to which he blushed.And at the end he was like "well Im still flatter by what you said and it was nice meeting you." Long story short he was a cool dude and made that agonizing situation go way smoother than I thought it ever would.

And that the story of the straight guy who was TOTALY cool getting hit on by a gay dude.