Dec 30, 2025
things i will NOT be doing today because my brother called off work
cooking my own food (takes too long, hurts his feelings)
showering (takes too long, hurts his feelings)
sorting beads (takes too long and i hate being watched while doing tasks, hurts his feelings)
sleeping properly (we have to stay up until 3am at least)
playing video games by myself (solitude actually means i want him to die, hurts his feelings)
watching a few episodes of a show (solitude is evil, hurts his feelings)
tell him that i hate hanging out with him past a certain point during the day and would like to have more time by myself (actually a secret message that translates to "die", hurts his feelings)
#personal vent#he's 22 btw#he can't fathom the concept of me not being the exact same as him and if i tell him something he always responds with “why didn't you just s#ay that“ as if he doesn't act like i just told him i secretly burn puppies alive every time i share any trait of mine that isn't convenient
