Bias Feels

"Yes! Yes! Yes there!!!" I screamed and turn the page as I continue reading the script.

I can't believe I'm debuting with a sex scene. I haven't even told my family about this. They'll definitely cut me into pieces.

I recently moved to South Korea and one of my friends wanted to try out for a small role. She took me to the audition and just last week I received a call to fill this role. I’m taking it because I’m jobless at the moment and in order to be above mediocre, this is a great opportunity for me.

_____ is a kpop singer whom recently debuted but he is playing himself in the film and I don't even know what the story line is but I have to make a sex scene with him. I quickly flipped the pages and scan through the script. Actually, make that three sex scenes.

This guy better look hot cause I would not want to make this scene with an unattractive guy.

My phone rings.

“Hello,” I answer to my friend’s call.

“You won’t believe it!”

“Believe what?” I’m confused at what she’s talking about.

“So that kpop guy, he’s super hot!”

“Really?” My eyes open wide because I know that if my friend thinks someone is hot, he will be hot.

“Oh can we switch! I wanna have your role now!” She laughs on the other line.

“Please, I need to see him then!” I start to get anxious at this fabulous boy. She then explains a little bit of his background to me, and how handsome he is. I couldn’t help but laugh. I’m really hoping to see him soon. Tomorrow is when I have to meet him and rehearse. I’m kind of nervous, but I hope I can get through this without fainting since he is supposed to be so godly.

  The morning sun rises quickly this morning and I feel the need to get to work early. I make myself a cup of coffee and stir it as I rush out of my apartment. I look up to the bright sky and smile as the fresh air blows by.

“So refreshing!” I walk to my car looking forward to the rehearsal session.

Upon arriving there, the place seems so empty. I think I’m too early. I go and have a seat by the window and read out my script.

"What?" I roll my eyes seeing that all the scenes I get are sex scenes where I have to moan out loud. Not only that, but moaning out his name. Checking around to see if there is anybody in the room, I began reading when I found no one.

He pressed his lips on her…

I gulp already feeling embarrassed. Clearing my throat, I continue to read.

There’s no need to be shy, no one is in here, only you.

He pressed his lips on her nipple and opened his mouth to take in her pink nub. She moaned softly as he began to suck harder.

“Ah…” she pressed his head deeper into her skin and he spread her legs…he grunted and she screamed in pleasure.

“Faster! Faster! Yes! Yes!” I scream as if I’m actually in the scene already.

Wait, is that right?

I try again, this time making my voice sexier.

"Ah! Faster! Faster! Yes~ ah- Yess!" I moaned loudly and was even feeling hot from it.

“Faster?” A voice appears in the room.

Shit.

I look toward the door and there stood a young man, tall and just plain perfect. The way his blonde hair was styled and his plump lips curved. Oh god, those eyes of his. That body that will soon be...

My cheeks begin to burn. I clear my throat and speak.

“I was just reading um…the scene…”

He turns to the side and chuckles. “Oh I see. Sorry to interrupt you.” He apologizes and reaches out his hand to mine. “I’m _____. Nice to meet you.”

Oh. My. God. /shot self

I cringed with a small smile introducing myself to him as we shook hands.

“You guys are early.” Someone behind him speaks. We both turn around and meet with the director.

“We’re going to read out the lines, I’m assuming you both had it memorized already right?” He glares at us and we both nod in agreement.

Of course my lines are just moaning and calling his name. I don't even need to memorize them.

“Okay then! We’re going to read it once and then I’ll watch you two acts out your part. We’re going to try to finish filming today since we're on a tight schedule and we don’t have many days left ‘til the movie is released.”

“Okay sir.” We both say in unison.

For an hour and a half, we read through our parts in the script together and get to know one another more.

Because in the movie, our relationship is just pure sex, almost like a friends with benefit kind of thing so we had to act like we were really close.

    We shot the two first scenes already, they were easy as we weren’t shot throughout the scene and now it is time for the most intense one. I am beginning to get nervous because we both have to be nude in this one.

  “Last sex scene”

He called my character to go to his place after drinking with his friends. He was supposed to be depressed because he had developed feelings for my character and he didn’t know what to do, so I went to his place to comfort him.

“What’s wrong?” I put a hand on his shoulder. He turned to face me with teary eyes and red cheeks. We embrace and I gently place my lips against his luscious lips. It was so soft against mine. As the kiss proceeds, it becomes more passionate and we both end up on his bed.

“Cut!”

We stop and wait for the director’s instruction.

“Now, you’re going to start removing her clothes.

“All of it?”

“Of course! Until then wait for my cue.”

“Okay.”

  Our bodies fell onto his bed and we begin to remove our clothes. His hands slip under my shirt, cupping my breasts and I lift my arms as he takes off my shirt. I quickly pull off his as well. He is beautiful, I don’t know what is happening but I think I’m starting to have feelings for him, like for real. He looks different from before, there is so much beauty I see in him. Am I allowed to fall in love with this guy this fast?

He moves in between my legs hovering above me and we passionately kiss as he snaps away my bra. My legs wrap around his hips and his hand cups one of my breast as the other held onto the small of my back. My body begins to feel hot as his lips smooth on my skin. He plants wet kisses on my neck and down to my collarbone.

Almost lost myself in the sensation as I remember what I was supposed to do. My hands reach down to his belt and unbuckle it. Just then I feel his member hard against my stomach.

Is he really turned on?

His lips land on my nipple and he sucks it hard driving my mind mad. A moan escapes my lips. I completely lost myself in the act and begin to pull down his jeans. He helps remove my bottoms and we both lay nude on the bed making out. I brush his wet hair away from his face, his expression is full of pain, confusing me since I’m not sure whether it was from his boner or him just acting as a depressed person.

The director didn’t stop us, but allow us to continue as the cameras move all around the room.

He pulls the sheet over our bodies and kisses me. Our mouths open to each other as our tongues explore. I moan into the kiss and I felt his hand on my thigh stroking my leg.

“I need you,” I whisper to him and he looks at me shock as the camera move above us. His head come to rest on my shoulder as he licks my skin.

“You mean, you don’t mind?” He whispers low so only I could hear.

“Yes.” I breathe out spreading my legs for him. He stares into my eyes and the tip of his member touches my lower lips. I gasp as he thrusts his length into me. My hands go behind his bottom and push him deeper inside me as I moan his name. He then begins to move his hips and thrusts. I whimper and clutch onto his shoulder.

“Ah…uh-uh ah! Ah!” I cry out feeling myself closing tightly on his member. This is also the part where I was practicing earlier when he came in. He grunts and increases his pace.  I roll him under me as said in the script and I start gyrating my hips on his member. Whimpering, I put his hands on my breasts as I bounce on him. His expression is so enticing and his eyes half closed. His fingers fondle with my nubs and he touches my body in ways I’ve never been touched before. His moans become louder as I pace up. He moves up and presses my torso against his as we ride one another. The pleasure reaches its peak and I collapse on top of him as he shoots his load inside me, we are breathless and our hearts beat in the same rhythm.

“Alright, cut!” The director announces, “That was great guys! It seems so real, you guys were turning us on.” He laughs. He and I quickly grab our clothes and slip them back on, his cheeks blush red and I can feel mine as hot.

A staff comes and tells us to take a break. “We’ll see you guys back in thirty minutes for one more take.”

I walk out of the room first not sure what to feel anymore.

“Hey, wait!” He calls from behind me. I turn and yes, it is him. I don’t know if I can look at his face anymore. I hope he doesn’t think that I’m a slut. I smile at him as if nothing happened.

“Wanna grab lunch together?” He asks with a grin so bright I almost couldn’t look at him.

The wind rushed through me, blowing into my face as I stuck my head out of the window.

“This is amazing!” I screamed out to the freeway, keeping on a strong grin.

He let out a chuckle and rolled down his window, breathing in the fresh air as well.

“Are we almost there?” I shouted into the wind.

“Yes Jagi,” he replied. “We’ll be there in 10 minutes!” He shouted back.

Excited, I turned to him and kissed his cheek. He glanced over, smiled then turned his head towards the road, keeping his adorable grin on.

We arrived at the garden he promised to take me.

“Wow! I love you!” I hugged him tight. Without giving me time to view the garden, he grabbed my wrist and started running. “I have to show you something.”

With eager, my feet picked up his pace and we rushed to our destination.

When we were closed, he slowed down and stood in front of me, walking backwards. I smiled with exhaustion, waiting for a surprise.

“Close your eyes.” I did as told. “No peeking.” He said and slowly came behind me, covering my eyes with his hands. “Now let’s walk,” he said and we slowly made our way to the surprise.

“No matter what, don’t open your eyes ok?” I nodded. He was making me anxious, but I was loving the thrill. Suddenly he picked me up, “Woah!” I screamed.

“Keep your eyes close,” he laughed.

“How long?” I wrapped my arms around his neck.

“I’ll let you know when you can open them.” He was making me impatient by the seconds.

“I can’t wait any longer.” I pouted.

“Look at you whining.” He chuckled and set me down. “You can open your eyes now.”

He was slowly revealed as I opened my eyes. His smile was bright and loving. My jaw dropped seeing that we weren’t on the ground anymore. I quickly turned around and found myself inside a hot-air balloon, way up high, in the sky. The view was superb. It was one of the things I wanted to ride at least once.

“OMG, this is amazing! Wow, the view is just phenomenon!” I shouted with excitement. I felt his chest against my back and his arms around my waist, “Happy birthday Jagiyah.” He kissed my temple.

Tears started running down my cheeks, knowing how lucky I was. I turned to him and hugged him tight. “Thank you, you’re the best.” “I love you.” He said lifting up my chin. Our eyes closed and he pressed his soft plump lips against mine.

It was such a beautiful feeling to literally be in the air with the one you love.

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Explicit Content

The door popped opened; your boyfriend stood in front, staring at you.

"Hi! Come in Jagi." He smiled pulling you inside his dorm and closed the door behind him.

He was wearing comfortable sweatpants and a tight wife-beater, exposing his strong toned arms and the contour of his upper body. You were mentally drooling over him and about to attack right then and there, but you had to keep calm before you look like a fool.

"I brought you and the members some kimchi!" You waved the bag your brought and walked to the kitchen with him following behind. "Try this," you lifted the chopsticks and he leaned down, opening his mouth, he took in the piece.

"Thank you Jagi, it's really good!" He exclaimed happily.

"Here," he picked up a piece of kimchi and you opened your mouth to taste it. You smiled and picked up another piece for him.

"Say AAHH~"

He was making faces and made you laughed while trying to feed him. It was his turn to feed you, but with you giggling so much, a piece of lettuce slipped off the sticks and landed on your upper chest. Your jaw dropped and you pouted.

You quickly picked the piece and almost toss it away when his hand came up to grab your wrist. You looked at him and he stared back at you.

You watched as his lips opened up and took in the piece from your hand, slowly brushed his tongue around your fingers, licking them clean. His stare was seductive and you knew he was up to something. He licked the juice off your chest and slowly sucked on the spot earning a soft moaned from you. After he finished, he raised his head up to see you. You cupped his cheek with your other hand and crashed your lips against his soft plump lips. He opened his mouth to allow his tongue to explore the corners of your mouth. He gripped on your bottom and you hoisted onto him. Your legs hooked on his waist and he walked to his bedroom, kissing you hungrily along your jawline in the process.

When he shut the door, he didn't waste any time to strip. He pulled off his wife beater and pants, leaving on his brief. You on the other hand were only left with your bra and underwear. He picked you up and lay you down on his bed, crawling on top of you and started kissing your neck. "Are you home alone?" "Yeah..." He replied against your skin as he continued to plant wet kisses along your collarbone and down to the valley of your breasts.  You arched your back as he snapped off your bra, tossing it aside. He stared at your exposed chest, pleased. The sight got him harder.

"Stop staring, it's embarrassing." You blushed and he chuckled. He kissed your forehead, "Don't be so shy now; you're absolutely perfect." His husky voice assured. His fingers peeled off your panties and caressed your bundle of nerves with his thumb, causing you to moaned out his name.

He dipped down his head, taking a nipple into his mouth and swirled his tongue around it. His hand cupped the other breast and rolled the harden nub in his fingers. You moaned pressing the back of his head deeper into your skin. After pleasuring your breasts evenly, he moved up to passionately kiss you, grazing his tongue along your jawline and to your neck, sucking and leaving marks on your flesh. Your hands reached down his lower part and slid off his underwear, immediately took his member into your fist. He groaned at your sensual touch.

When the feeling was too much, he couldn't control himself anymore; all he wanted now was to bury himself inside you, to hear you moan his name over and over and to feel the completeness of you both.

He pulled out the nightstand drawer and grabbed the condom, slipping it on him. He lined himself between you legs. Looking up to see your face, he reached below and inserted his hardness into your wetness. You gasped at the intrusion.

He began pushing his member deep into you. He grunted and thrust in a steady rhythm. You moaned out his name and he kissed you harshly, thrusting harder and faster until you both reach your climax. Breathing heavily, he slipped out and tossed the elastic to the waste bin. He kissed your lips and pull the covers over your bodies, wrapping his arms around you. "You know how much I love you right?" He wasn't lying about how much he loved you. You were his everything and he lived every day to see you happy to make you happy. He kissed your temple tenderly, wishing you could just be with him forever. You nodded. "I love you the same way." ----------

I guess this will be the valentine scenario :)

"O-oppa..." You noticed his smile grew wider. His eyes looking at you softly and he caressed your cheeks ever so gently. His hands were warm and calming.

"What are you doing here?" You asked staring back at him, admiring his presence, taking in all of him as you waited for his response.

"I wanted to see you."

"But...but Oppa...how?" You took his cheeks into your palms, searching his eyes. Why, you found nothing but joy all over him. The sound of rain drizzled down your window panes as you both stared into each others' eyes.

He didn't reply to any of your questions. He slowly shook his head and kept his smile. "Thank you Jagi, for always supporting me." He said and dipped his head down to press his lips against yours, kissing you passionately, yet gently. You closed your eyes, feeling a warm sensation running along your cheeks. You had no idea why, but somewhere deep down, something told you a sad story.

"Don't cry Baby," He whispered and with the pads of his thumbs, he gently wiped your tears away, kissing the lids of your eyes as you close them.

Your heart started pounding wildly when you noticed the color of his skin changing. He was slowly fading from his feet to his waist. You couldn't help it but held onto him tightly. He wrapped his arms around your waist as you continued to cry against his warm chest. His heart was beating rapidly.

"Oppa, please don't go." You cried.

"I don't have much time left Jagi..."

Tears eased out, flooding against your cheeks, wishing this to never happen.

Slipping from his finger tips, you couldn't move from your state, and could only watch as his body turned transparent in front of you.

"Please, smile for me." It was his last request as he faded into the distance.

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"Oppa...Oppa!" Tears trickled down from your eyes endlessly when you woke up from the dream, or was that a nightmare?

It felt so real, so much pain was buried into your being and you couldn't do anything about it.

You quickly got on your computer and went to search him up. Immediately, you knew.

He left you, he had left. You were the last person he came to see before he parted this world. You couldn't help it but sob your heart out. He was your everything. Without him being in your waking life, you had no idea what you would do anymore.

You hadn't met him, you hadn't seen him perform live before. How could he had left you like this? What took his life away?

The thunder rolled and lightening clashed just how your insides were. Your bias...he was your bias, the perfect adorable dork who always cheer you up whenever you had a down day.

You cried. You cried so hard until your couldn't cry anymore.

"Please, smile for me..."

His whisper echoed in your ears and you held onto your heart tightly as you look for strength.

"Oppa...please rest in peace."

You couldn't do anything more since you both live oceans apart. And you are only a stranger to his family. "I'll wait for you in the next life." You said it deep in your heart. You will always love him and he had earned a place in your heart, to be there forever.

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