such is life.

you disappeared off of insta?

Rarely

I cant lie, i feel the loneliest i have ever felt in my entire life right now. I want someone to share my life with, someone to come home to and ask how their day was and someone to kiss goodnight. The one person I truly love is currently in a situation analogous to commensalism. I just wish someone asked me how i was or how my day has been. Im sick of always being the first to message everyone.

I use a razor comb (you should be able to find these at beauty supply stores). When i cut them, i seperate them into layers and trim the first layer how i want it, and then the next layer and so on, so they all match. I start from the bottom, closest to my forehead. As for the top parts, i just wing it, i prefer to have them a little shorter to add volume :)

Becoming lonely. Normally i'm quite independant but i miss being treasured and complimented. Am i not pretty or smart enough of fun enough for anyone?

Lately, even at uni, i feel like such an outsider. Like no one actually cares and everyone is talking behind my back. I dont feel like me either. It's almost like it's becoming too difficult for me to have friends anymore, it's much easier being alone. Though when i do talk to others, i feel ive made huge progress from this time last year, though i'm still not ready to "go out" on weekends and such.. that's too much for me to mentally and emotionally cope with. Everything and everyone including myself is becoming too difficult (P.S. i only took this pic cause ive had a few good hair days recently)

Today was my first day back at uni after the holidays. I've missed seeing everyone. Fingers crossed things go well for me

Despite my face. I am sad. I'm sick of being alone and treated like garbage. :(

xx

Spiral piercings themselves are usually put in the cartilage. The jewellery can be difficult to find but it’s useful to search for “spiral earring” “helix spiral piercing” “spiral piercing”. The pain levels of a spiral piercings depends on where you put it in the ear (the lobe or cartilage typically). If you do decide on cartilage, definitely have it pierced with a needle and follow all the aftercare instructions so it heals correctly and in the right location. If you have any other questions just message me :) I’d be happy to help c:

Today was my first day of uni holidays :(

Team Rainbow 🌈🌈