Were can I start Idk how I let it get so out of control why did I keep falling in love for someone who wants to be with multiple girls I thought he could change he slowly did he didn't talk to anyone for a while and stop going out but I still felt like he was doing something and I felt like I needed more love.
Things got worst in time once I found out he was doing it again I stop caring and stared to pick up his bad habits but I just cause more damage to our relationship I didn't feel right doing it but I was hurt and angry instead of hurting him I ended up hurting my self more than I did to him I know what I did wasn't right I should never try to be like someone or do what they did to get back at them slowly I'm learning how to love my self and love life we will pay for our mistakes when is time all I ever wanted is someone to come home to love and have a best friend for life but that was not in his plans.
I always rush to have a family but not no more everything will fall into place when the time is right my life was always a mess because I was trying to get something that wasn't for me
I guess not all of us go out there in search of love lol
Be careful on who you talk to and let them know from the beginning of the friend ship what you want and looking for don't let a fuckboy sweet talk you just to get some pussy lol but he also accepts pictures and videos lol
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