Lost

this blog is a museum of my heart

Julius Caesar will be like “Et tu Brute?” my brother in curia you’re the one who declared yourself dictator

some conversations can only be had while sitting or squatting on the kitchen floor

Happiness Will Come To You.

when tho

When You Least Expect It. Probably Late March

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

in many ways being alive is about opening your curtains after getting out of bed

when I found out my friends have no siblings I always ask isn’t that kind of lonely??? And they are always like idk not really and yeah u can’t miss what you’ve never known I guess but some nights me and my little sister will stay up late even though we both have class tomorrow and we will listen to fast car by Tracy chapman on repeat no talking just us quietly listening and I think that even if I never knew my sister I would still miss her somehow

In a situation right now. Excited for The passing of time to take me out of it.

the cunt who makes my life decisions (me) and the idiot who has to live with them (also me) somehow have diametrically opposed world views how am i supposed to live like this

do i miss you or do i miss the terrible burning hope that maybe maybe maybe i won't have to be alone my whole life long. and is there a difference.

‪There is so much magic coming.‬

learning to choose kindness and empathy towards myself

i am the most stressed out laziest person ever i don’t even know how i do it

they should make a substance abuse that is good for you

this is not wasted time. time spent healing and growing and letting yourself feel all the things is never wasted.