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The first thing you learned after summer ended was that Choso was very bad at missing people quietly.
Not because he complained.
Not because he demanded your attention.
Actually, it was the opposite.
Choso would never make you feel guilty for being busy.
He understood.
You had classes. Assignments. Exams. Your own life.
But... He missed you. And somehow, you always knew.
The first week after returning to university felt strange.
Not bad. Just different.
You had gotten used to waking up and seeing him. To walking downstairs and finding him making coffee. To sitting beside him while he worked. To his hand finding yours without thinking.
Now there was distance. But Choso made sure it never felt like too much.
Every morning, there was a message.
Good morning sweetheart. Did you sleep well?
Every evening.
Did you eat something?
And whenever you complained that he sounded like an overprotective parent...
His answer was always the same. "I care about you."
And somehow, you could never argue with that.
He visited whenever he could.
Sometimes it was planned. Sometimes it wasn't.
One night, you were on a call with him.
You were both tired.
You were lying in bed, barely keeping your eyes open while Choso was telling you about something funny Yuji did earlier.
You weren't even sure when you said it.
It slipped out. "I miss you."
A pause. A very long pause.
"Choso?"
"I'm here."
You smiled sleepily. "Good."
The next thing you knew, you fell asleep.
The next morning... Someone knocked on your apartment door.
You frowned. You weren't expecting anyone.
You opened it. And froze.
Choso stood there. Holding flowers. With the softest smile. "Surprise."
You stared. "Choso?"
"Hi."
"What are you doing here?"
He looked almost confused. "I missed you too."
Your heart immediately melted. "You drove here?"
"Mhm."
"Just because I said I missed you?"
He shrugged. "It seemed important."
You laughed. "You took time off?"
"Yes."
"Choso."
He smiled. "I wanted to see you."
And that was the thing about him. He never made huge gestures to impress you. He did them because, to him, they were obvious. Of course he would come if you missed him. Of course he would help if you needed him. Of course he would show up.
Two weeks after the summer house ended, the distance hit hard. Choso called you every night. He was never shy about missing you or how badly he needed you. One evening the texts started getting filthy fast.
Choso: miss your pussy so much Choso: been hard all day thinking about you Choso: can we try something tonight?
You agreed. That night you both set up on video. Choso appeared on screen shirtless, two messy buns slightly askew, cheeks already pink. His hand was already inside his sweats.
âHi,â he said, voice low. âIâve been thinking about this all day. First time doing this with you. Iâm nervous but⊠fuck I want it so bad.â
You stripped slowly for him on camera. His eyes followed every movement. When you spread your legs and let him see how wet you already were, he groaned and shoved his sweats down. His cock sprang free, thick and already leaking.
âTouch yourself,â you told him. âShow me how you stroke it when you think about me.â
Choso wrapped his hand around himself and started pumping slowly, eyes locked on your screen. You slid two fingers through your folds, circling your clit while he watched. The first time he heard you moan his name through the speakers his hips jerked hard.
âFuck,â he breathed. âYou sound so good. Keep going. Please.â
You talked him through it, telling him exactly how to touch himself, when to slow down, when to speed up. He followed every instruction like the good boy he was. Every time you praised himââsuch a good boy for me, Chosoââhis cock twitched visibly on camera and he moaned louder.
He came first, thick ropes spilling over his fist while he gasped your name. You kept touching yourself, letting him watch you finish. The second you came he was already half-hard again, high sex drive kicking in immediately.
After that night the calls became regular. Almost every evening youâd both end up naked on screen, touching yourselves while the other watched. Choso never held back. Heâd tell you how hard he was at work thinking about your voice, how heâd jerked off in the bathroom remembering the way you tasted. Sometimes heâd beg you to let him come, other times youâd edge him for twenty minutes while he whimpered and thanked you. The distance only made the calls hotter. Heâd send you videos of himself stroking his cock in the morning, and youâd send him pictures of your fingers buried inside yourself at night. Every session ended with him calling you his everything and you reminding him what a good boy he was for waiting so patiently for your next call.
You had been counting the days until Chosoâs next visit. The long-distance stretch between you felt heavier every week, but he never hesitated to close the gap. Sometimes he would text you at noon that he was already in the car, and by the time you opened your door he would be standing there with that soft, eager look on his face, two messy buns slightly wind-blown from the drive.
The moment the door clicked shut behind him your hands were on his chest. âChoso, I need you so fucking much Iâm losing my mind,â you breathed against his mouth. He didnât even drop his bag. He just let it fall and kissed you back hard, already walking you backward toward the couch. Clothes came off in frantic pullsâhis shirt over his head, your shorts shoved down your thighs. He was hard before you even touched him, cock straining against his jeans until you freed it with one impatient tug.
You pushed him down onto the cushions and climbed into his lap. Chosoâs big hands gripped your hips as you sank onto him in one smooth motion. The stretch made both of you groan. You rode him slow at first, rolling your hips so you could feel every thick inch drag along your walls. He watched you with glassy eyes, mouth parted, completely lost in the way your pussy squeezed him.
âFuckâyesâride me just like that,â he panted. You leaned down and kissed him, then sat back up and started bouncing harder. Every time you dropped down he thrust up to meet you, the wet slap of skin filling the room. You kept your hands on his chest, nails digging into muscle while you praised him nonstop. âSuch a good boyfriend, driving all this way just to let me fuck you. My perfect boy. Look at you, letting me use this cock whenever I want.â
Choso whined at the words, hips stuttering. He loved when you rode him, loved watching your tits bounce and feeling your thighs shake around him. But sometimes the need flipped and he flipped you insteadâstrong arms lifting you off his lap and turning you around so your knees hit the couch cushions. He lined up behind you and pushed back inside in one deep thrust. The angle made you cry out. Choso gripped your waist and fucked you hard, the sound of his hips slapping your ass echoing through the apartment. You reached back and grabbed his wrist. âThatâs it, baby. Take what you need. Youâre so good for me.â
He came first that time, buried deep, moaning your name as he filled you. You kept rocking back on him until you followed, clenching around his still-twitching cock. Afterward he stayed inside you, pressing soft kisses between your shoulder blades while you both caught your breath.
The work situation also became something surprisingly easy. Like he promised, Choso occasionally sent you smaller projects.
Nothing overwhelming. Nothing that interfered with your studies. Just enough to gain experience.
The first time you completed one, he looked ridiculously proud. "You did really well."
You smiled. "You sound like my professor."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
"It is."
Later, he admitted something.
"I talked with HR."
"About what?"
"About you."
You looked up. "What?"
He immediately explained. "Don't worry. I wanted to make sure everything was transparent."
"Because I'm supervising you."
"Exactly."
You smiled. "Choso, you really think about everything."
"I have to."
"No, you choose to."
He smiled slightly. "Maybe."
"And my boss knows."
"About us?"
"Mhm."
"What did he say?"
Choso laughed quietly. "He said..." He paused. "That he wasn't surprised."
"Why?"
"Because apparently I have never volunteered to mentor anyone before."
You smiled. "Really?"
"Never."
"And now?"
"Now I have a student I want to help."
Your heart warmed.
"He also said something else."
"What?"
Choso looked slightly embarrassed. "He said I must think you're special if I was willing to take responsibility for someone."
You smiled. "Your boss sounds smart."
"He is."
Of course, Choso still visited Yuji.
Because despite everything... Yuji was still his little brother. And that would never change.
Sometimes you would find them together, arguing over something completely ridiculous.
"You're annoying." Yuji would say.
"I know."
"And you're still doing it."
"Yes."
"You admit it?"
"Yes."
You laughed every time.
His protectiveness never disappeared either.
If you walked home late?
A message.
Text me when you get there.
If you mentioned feeling sick?
Immediately:
Do you need anything?
If you said you were tired?
Rest. I'll call you later.
"You know I'm an adult, right?"
"Mhm."
"I can take care of myself."
"I know."
"Then why?"
He always smiled. "Because I want to."
Eventually, you met his parents.
And honestly?
You understood immediately where Choso got his warmth from.
They welcomed you like they had known you for years.
And Yuji... Yuji was dramatic as always.
During one family dinner, he leaned back and sighed.
"Finally."
Everyone looked at him.
"What?"
He pointed around the table.
"This family needed someone interesting."
"Yuji."
"What?"
"You invited yourself to this conversation."
"I always do."
You also visited Choso's apartment. And that was an experience. Because you knew he was comfortable financially. He never hid it. But seeing his place?
Different.
It was beautiful. Modern. Spacious. Quiet. Everything looked expensive but somehow still warm.
You walked around slowly. Then looked at him. "I have a rich handsome boyfriend."
Choso blinked. "What?"
You turned dramatically. "Let me have a moment."
He laughed. "You are ridiculous."
"Let me enjoy this."
"Okay."
And the fact that he actually waited patiently while you admired everything made you laugh even more.
But the money was never what mattered. Not really. Because Choso's favorite way of showing love wasn't expensive things. It was taking care of you.
One day, you casually mentioned:
"I think my period is coming."
You didn't think much of it. It was just a comment. A few hours later... Your phone buzzed. A delivery notification.
You frowned. You hadn't ordered anything.
When you opened the door... There were sweets. Tea. Your favorite snacks.
You immediately called him. "Choso."
"Hm?"
"Did you send me this?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because you said you weren't feeling good."
You smiled. "You're unbelievable."
"Is that bad?"
"No."
You laughed. "It's very you."
Another time: "I broke my nail."
A normal complaint.
A dramatic one.
But normal.
Choso's response? "Send me your schedule."
You stared. "Why?"
"I'll arrange something."
"Choso."
"What?"
"It's a nail."
"I know."
"Then why?"
"Because you liked going there before."
You went silent. Because of course he remembered. The next day, you received a confirmation. Appointment. Best salon in the city. Paid. Already scheduled.
You called him. "Choso."
"Yes?"
"You booked me a nail appointment?"
"Mhm."
"And paid?"
"Mhm."
"Why?"
He sounded genuinely confused. "Because you wanted it."
You laughed. "You just added my nails to your monthly expenses?"
"Yes."
"Like that's normal?"
"It is."
"For you maybe."
But the moment that showed you everything happened after one of your worst days. Nothing dramatic. Just one of those days where everything felt too much.
You called him. You weren't even crying. Just tired. Exhausted.
"I hate today."
A pause.
Then:
"Give me an hour and a half."
You smiled weakly. "Choso, you're in another city."
"I know."
"Don't do anything stupid."
"I'm not."
An hour and a half later... There was a knock. You opened the door. And there he was.
Choso.
Standing there.
Again.
You stared. "You actually came."
He smiled softly. "Of course."
"You drove here?"
"Mhm."
"Just because I had a bad day?"
He looked at you like the answer was obvious. "Yes."
And that was when you understood. Choso loved through actions. Through flowers. Through showing up. Through remembering. Through making your life easier whenever he could. He never needed grand speeches. He never needed to prove anything.
Because every single day... He showed you.
And distance? Distance was just a detail.
Because Choso Kamo had spent years protecting the people he loved. And now that you were one of them... He made sure you never had to wonder if he was there.
Then came exam season. The absolute worst week imaginable. You were surviving on coffee, highlighters and pure determination.
During one video call, you rubbed your eyes. "I'm exhausted."
"I can tell."
"My brain stopped functioning yesterday."
He smiled sympathetically. "Did you eat dinner?"
Silence.
"...YN."
"I forgot."
"You forgot."
"I was studying."
He pinched the bridge of his nose. "You need food to study."
"I know."
An hour later... Your doorbell rang.
Again.
Food. Healthy. Warm. Your favorite dessert.
You didn't even have to check who sent it.
When you called him... He answered on the first ring.
"Did it arrive?"
"You are unbelievable."
"Is that a yes?"
"Choso."
"You forgot dinner."
"I was going to eat."
"When?"
"...Eventually."
He smiled. "I know."
Another time...
You were buried under textbooks. Papers covered the floor. Your laptop. Your desk. Even your bed.
Choso came over after work. He stood in your doorway for a full minute. Looking around.
"...Sweetheart."
"What?"
"You've created a crime scene."
You laughed. "It's organized."
"It absolutely isn't."
"It is."
"No." He gently took the notebook from your hands. "When was the last time you stretched?"
You blinked. "I..."
"When?"
"...Yesterday?"
He looked at you. "...Morning?"
You smiled sheepishly. "I don't remember."
"I know." He walked behind you. Placed his hands lightly on your shoulders. "Stand up."
"I'm studying."
"You've been studying for six hours."
"I have an exam."
"You also have a spine."
You burst into laughter.
He convinced you to take a fifteen-minute break. Fifteen minutes became thirty. Because somehow... You ended up sitting on the balcony with tea while Choso quietly organized your notes into neat piles.
"You know." You smiled. "You don't have to clean my chaos."
"I know."
"You'll make me dependent."
He looked up. "I hope not."
"You don't?"
"No." He smiled softly. "I hope you'll always know you can do everything yourself." He folded another stack of papers. "I just like making difficult days a little easier."
Your laptop broke once. Completely. Two weeks before a major deadline. You called him nearly in tears.
"I don't know what to do."
"What happened?"
"It won't turn on."
"Did you save everything?"
"Most of it."
"Okay." He was already calm. "I'll handle it."
"You can't."
"I can."
"You live two hours away."
"I know."
"You have work tomorrow."
"I know."
"Chosoâ"
"I'll be there tonight."
He arrived close to midnight. With another laptop. You stared.
"...Where did you get this?"
"I had a spare."
"You own a spare laptop?"
"I'm in IT."
"...Fair."
He spent almost three hours recovering your files. By the end... Everything worked again. You looked at him.
"You saved my semester."
He smiled. "I fixed a laptop."
"You saved my semester."
He couldn't argue with that.
Money was another subject entirely. Because Choso earned... Very well. And you... Were a student.
He never wanted you to feel embarrassed about it. So he found the most ridiculous ways of helping.
One afternoon... The two of you went grocery shopping. You quietly reached for the cheaper pasta.
He noticed immediately. "Sweetheart."
"Hm?"
"You don't like that brand."
"It's cheaper."
"I know."
"It's fine."
"No." He gently replaced it with your favorite.
"It's almost twice the price."
"I know."
"Choso."
He looked at you. "You shouldn't have to choose things you like less just to save a few bucks."
"But I don't want you paying for everything."
"I know."
"I mean it."
"So do I."
He thought for a second. Then smiled. "How about this."
"What?"
"You buy dessert."
"I can do that."
"I'll buy everything else."
You narrowed your eyes. "You're manipulating me."
"I prefer 'negotiating.'"
The cashier smiled knowingly. "You two are cute."
You immediately hid your face in Choso's shoulder. He just smiled. "Thank you."
Flowers became another habit. Not once a month. Not only for anniversaries. Just... Whenever.
You opened your apartment door one Friday. There he stood. Holding sunflowers.
"No occasion?" You asked.
He shook his head. "I walked past them."
"And?"
"They reminded me of you."
"...Why?"
"They made me smile."
One evening, after finishing another brutal week of classes, you sighed dramatically.
"I'm so tired of being a broke student."
Choso looked over from his laptop. "You know..."
"What?"
"I've been thinking."
"Oh?"
"When you graduate..."
He smiled. "I'll spoil you exactly the same."
You laughed. "That wasn't what I expected."
"What did you expect?"
"I don't know."
"Less honesty?"
"Maybe."
He walked over and wrapped his arms around your waist. "You know why I like taking care of you?"
You looked up. "Why?"
"Because I spent a long time taking care of everyone else."
"Yuji. My parents. My team." He smiled. "But with you..." His forehead rested against yours. "It doesn't feel like responsibility. It feels like love."
Your heart melted. "You know..."
"What?"
"I think you secretly enjoy it."
He laughed. "I absolutely do."
"You really love spoiling me."
"I really do."
"You realize I love you even if you don't buy me flowers?"
"I know."
"Or coffee."
"I know."
"Or dinners."
"I know."
You smiled. "So why?"
He kissed your forehead. "Because every time I get the chance to make you smile..." He looked at you with that familiar warmth that still made your heart race, no matter how many times you'd seen it. "...I can't think of a better way to spend my money."
You wrapped your arms around his neck. "You know what my favorite gift has always been?"
"What?"
"You."
He blinked. "...Sweetheart."
"You drove three hours to fix my laptop. You remember my favorite snacks. You notice when I skip breakfast. You somehow know when I'm pretending I'm okay." You smiled. "I've never cared about the price of anything you've given me." You cupped his face. "My favorite thing has always been knowing that someone loves me enough to notice the little things."
For a long moment, Choso didn't speak. Then, very quietly, he admitted, "...That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me."
And somehow, despite all the flowers, all the dinners, all the little surprises... You knew that sentence would stay with him far longer than any gift ever could.
Graduation day felt unreal. For months you had imagined it.
The final exams. The last assignments. The moment where everything you worked for finally paid off.
And somehow⊠It arrived.
The four of you stood together. You. Yuji. Nobara. Megumi.
The same group that had somehow formed at university and became something much bigger than any of you expected.
Nobara fixed everyoneâs clothes. âOkay.â She looked at all of you. âWe look good.â
Yuji grinned. âObviously.â
Megumi sighed. âYou say that every time.â
âBecause itâs always true.â
You laughed. And for a moment, you just stood there. Remembering.
The first days of university. The first conversations. The summer house. The person you met there. Choso had been waiting outside. Of course he had. And the moment he saw Yuji walking in his graduation clothes⊠Something changed in his expression.
You noticed immediately. Because you knew him. You knew every small reaction. The way his eyes softened. The way he smiled. The way he tried to hide how emotional he was. But he failed. Completely.
âChoso?â
He quickly looked away. âIâm fine.â
You smiled. âYouâre crying.â
âNo.â
âChoso.â
ââŠA little.â
You laughed softly. Yuji walked over. And immediately noticed. âAre you crying?â
âNo.â
âYou are.â
âI am not.â
âYou literally are.â
Choso looked at him. âYou graduated.â
The teasing disappeared for a moment.
Yuji smiled. âYeah.â
And Choso pulled him into a hug. A real one. The kind that showed exactly how much Yuji meant to him. âIâm proud of you.â
Yuji smiled. âThanks, old man.â
Choso immediately frowned. âIâm not old.â
âYou are older than me.â
âThat doesnât make me old.â
âIt does.â
Then Choso looked at you. And the second he did⊠His entire expression changed. Because even after everything⊠He still looked at you like he couldnât believe he got lucky. And then he handed you the flowers. A huge bouquet. Of course.
You stared. âChosoâŠâ
âFor you.â
âYou didnât have to.â
âI know.â
âYou always say that.â
âBecause itâs true.â
You smiled. âAnd the gift?â
He looked slightly embarrassed. âYou noticed?â
âItâs literally in your hand.â
âOh.â
You laughed.
After graduation, the biggest change came.
Moving.
Together.
With Choso.
You knew it was coming. You had talked about it for months. But actually standing in your old apartment, packing your things⊠That was different.
âYou donât have to do everything today.â Choso said.
You looked over. He was carrying another box. âYou say that while carrying my books.â
âBecause books are heavy.â
âThey are.â
âSo Iâm helping.â
You smiled. âYou really decided this is your mission.â
âYes.â
âWhat mission?â
âMaking sure you donât have to do everything alone.â
Graduation week arrived in a blur of caps and gowns. The moment the last box was loaded into the moving truck you found Choso in the empty living room of your old apartment. He was wiping sweat from his forehead, shirt clinging to his broad chest. You stepped close, fingers hooking into his belt loops.
âLast quickie here?â you murmured, already tugging at his zipper.
Chosoâs eyes darkened instantly. He didnât need to be told twice. He spun you around and bent you over the kitchen counter that had seen so many late-night talks. Your shorts were yanked down, his cock freed in seconds. He pushed inside you with one smooth thrust, both of you gasping at the sudden heat. The counter dug into your hips but you didnât care. Choso fucked you fast and deep, one hand between your legs rubbing your clit while the other held your waist. You kept talking the whole time, voice shaky with pleasure. âGood boy - my perfect boyfriendâgonna miss this counter.â
He came with a broken groan, hips jerking as he pumped you full. You followed right after, thighs trembling. When he finally pulled out he turned you around and kissed you slow and sweet, like the frantic fuck had only made him softer.
Living with Choso was⊠Amazing. Not perfect. Because no life was perfect. But somehow⊠Perfect for you.
The first day in your new apartment, Choso took you shopping. And you had expected him to be practical. You expected him to choose only things you needed. InsteadâŠ
You became completely invested. âOh my God.â
âWhat?â
âThese sheets.â
Choso looked at them. âThey are sheets.â
âThey are beautiful sheets.â
âThey are white.â
âExactly.â He nodded seriously. âOkay.â
You laughed. Then came pillows. Decorations. Small kitchen things. Plants. Blankets. Little things that made the apartment feel like yours. You were so focused that you didnât even notice. Until you reached the register. And Choso paid.
You stared. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou paid for everything.â
âYes.â
âEverything?â
âMhm.â
âYou didnât tell me.â
âYou were happy.â
âThat is not an answer.â
âIt is.â
You sighed. âYou are impossible.â
He smiled. âI know.â
That evening⊠After everything was unpacked enough to sit comfortably⊠Choso opened a bottle of champagne. A very expensive one.
You looked at the bottle. âChoso.â
âWhat?â
âThis looks expensive.â
âIt is.â
âOf course it is.â
He smiled. Then poured two glasses. He lifted his.
âTo our new life.â
Your heart melted. You clinked your glass against his. âTo our new life.â
The cork popped and you poured two glasses, but they barely got touched. You were both too busy kissing, hands roaming, clothes falling to the floor. You ended up on the living-room rug, Choso on his back while you straddled him. The champagne fizz still tingled on your tongue when you sank down onto his cock. You rode him slow, rolling your hips in deep circles while he gripped your thighs and moaned your name.
You leaned down, lips brushing his ear. âYouâre the best boyfriend ever. I love you so much.â
Chosoâs breath hitched. He kissed you hard, hands sliding up to cup your face. When you pulled back you smirked and whispered, âAnd youâre such a good boy, Choso.â
He whined, hips bucking up into you. The praise flipped a switch. He sat up, arms wrapping around your waist, and started thrusting from below while you stayed in his lap. The new angle made you see stars. You kept murmuring praise between gaspsââgood boy, taking me so deep, driving hours just to fuck me, my perfect boyââand Choso grew frantic. He flipped you onto your back, hooked your legs over his shoulders, and fucked you hard and deep. Every thrust punched a moan out of you. He was relentless, sweat-slicked muscles flexing, messy buns falling loose around his face.
You came first, clenching around him so tight he followed seconds later, burying himself to the hilt as he spilled inside you. But neither of you stopped. The overstimulation only made everything hotter. Choso pulled out, flipped you onto your stomach, and slid back in from behind. He fucked you through another orgasm, then another, until you were both shaking and the rug was damp beneath you.
Later, when you finally made it to the bed, you rode him againâslow and lazy this timeâwhile he looked up at you with pure adoration. Every time you called him good boy his cock twitched inside you. Every time you told him you loved him he kissed whatever skin he could reach. You lost count of how many times you both came. The night stretched long, filled with sweat, praise, desperate kisses, and the kind of deep, aching connection that only came from finally living under the same roof.
By the time the sun rose you were both exhausted, limbs tangled, champagne glasses still half-full on the nightstand. Choso pressed one last sleepy kiss to your shoulder and whispered, âBest night of my life.â You smiled against his chest, already planning the next time you would call him your good boy and watch him fall apart all over again.
Starting work was another adjustment. Because now you werenât just a student doing occasional projects. You were officially part of the company. And being new meant being in the office more often.
Choso understood. So naturally⊠He came with you. Not because you couldnât handle yourself. Never that. But because he liked being near you. And because he knew the environment.
âYouâre literally my guide.â You teased him.
âI am helping.â
âYou are showing me where the coffee machine is.â
âThat is important.â
âIt is.â
âI knew you would agree.â
You laughed.
Sometimes he stayed home. And those days were honestly adorable. You would come back exhausted⊠And find him cooking. Or cleaning. Or organizing something.
âDid you clean today?â
âMhm.â
âYou didnât have to.â
âI know.â
You smiled. âYou really love saying that.â
âBecause it applies often.â
One afternoon, you were walking back from the cafeteria together. Talking about nothing important.
When someone called out. âChoso.â
You both turned. His boss. Well⊠Your boss too. He smiled.
âIâm surprised to see you here.â Then his eyes moved toward you. âAh.â
A small smile appeared. âYou must be the reason. Welcome to our company miss Kamo.â
You immediately blushed. âItâs actually still Miss LN.â
The man blinked. Then laughed. âSorry, I didnât meanââ
âItâs okay, boss.â Choso chuckled. âShe is future Miss Kamo.â
You froze. âChoso.â
He looked completely calm. âWhat?â
Your boss smiled. âI see.â
Later that evening⊠You were sitting together at home. And Choso was strangely quiet.
You looked at him. âWhat?â
âHm?â
âYouâre thinking.â
He smiled. âYou always notice.â
âYes.â
He looked at you. âCan I ask something?â
âOf course.â
A pause.
Then: âWould you like to be Miss Kamo someday?â
You blinked. Slowly. âAre you proposing?â
Immediately⊠Choso looked offended.âWhat?â
You laughed. âThatâs what it sounded like.â
âYou think I would propose in our apartment?â
You covered your mouth, laughing. âFair point.â
âI would do better than that.â
âI know you would.â
Then you leaned closer. And kissed him. Softly.
âI would love to spend my life with you, Choso.â
For once⊠He didnât immediately answer.
Because the words hit him. Not because he doubted them. Because they meant everything. Then he smiled. The happiest smile you had ever seen.
âI love you.â
âI love you too.â
And that was how it started. Not just a summer romance. Not just a university memory. A life. A home. A future. The man who once worried he would ruin everything by loving you⊠Was now standing beside you. Building everything he had ever wanted. With you.
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The funny thing about Choso was that once he finally let himself believe you actually wanted him...
He changed.Not into someone completely different. He was still Choso. Still the man who worried too much. Still the man who asked if you were comfortable every five minutes.Still the man who would quietly refill your drink before you even noticed it was empty But there was something different. He stopped holding himself back.
The first few days after everyone found out were probably the funniest. Because Choso had gone from being incredibly careful around you... To openly affectionate. Not in a way that was overwhelming.
Just naturally.
Like he finally stopped fighting the fact that he wanted to be close to you. His hand would find yours when you walked. He would sit next to you instead of across from you. He would casually put an arm around you while everyone watched movies.
And every single time... Yuji had something to say.
"So."
You looked up from your book. "Hm?"
Yuji grinned. "How does it feel?"
"What?"
"Being my future half-sister-in-law."
You immediately laughed. "Yuji."
"What?"
"You can't just say things like that."
"Why not?"
"Because Choso is right there."
You glanced toward the kitchen. Choso was making coffee.
He heard his name. "What happened?"
"Nothing."
Yuji smiled innocently. "Just talking about family."
Choso narrowed his eyes. "Yuji."
"What?"
"You are being annoying."
"Correct."
Nobara loved it. Absolutely loved it. Mostly because she had spent weeks watching the two of you awkwardly circle around each other.
"So basically," she said one evening.
"You both spent the entire summer crushing on each other."
"Yes."
"And neither of you planned to say anything."
"Apparently."
She shook her head. "Painful."
Megumi nodded. "Very."
The rest of the summer became something you never wanted to end.
It was simple. And somehow that made it perfect.
Choso took you on dates. Not extravagant ones. Even though he could have. He had the money. The connections. The ability to plan something huge. But he always chose things that felt personal.
At first, you thought it was just because he wanted to be romantic. Then you realized... He genuinely enjoyed it.
He liked walking into a store and choosing something for you. He liked seeing your expression when he handed them to you. He liked that something small could make you smile.
One day you teased him. "Choso."
"Hm?"
"If you keep buying me flowers, I'm going to run out of places to put them."
He thought about it. Then nodded seriously. "I'll buy you bigger vases."
You laughed. "That's not the solution."
"It seems like a good solution."
He also loved taking pictures with you. Which surprised everyone. Because Choso didn't seem like someone who cared about social media.
But with you? Different story.
A picture of you laughing. A picture of your hands holding coffee. A picture of the two of you at the lake.
Nothing overly dramatic. Just little moments. Proof that this summer happened. Proof that he was happy.
Yuji nearly fell off the couch the first time Choso posted a picture of you. "You posted her?"
Choso looked up. "Yes."
"Publicly?"
"Yes."
"Choso."
"What?"
"You never post anything."
"I wanted to."
Yuji stared. Then looked at you. "Wow."
"What?"
"My brother is gone."
You laughed.
The sweetest part was probably how comfortable he became around you. Especially when he worked.
At first, he apologized.
"Sorry, I have to answer some emails."
"You don't have to apologize."
"But I'm spending time with you."
"And you're working."
"Mhm."
"That's okay."
He looked surprised. "You don't mind?"
"Choso." You smiled. "I like being around you."
Eventually it became normal. You would sit beside him while he worked. Sometimes reading. Sometimes studying. Sometimes scrolling through your phone.
And Choso would work with one hand while the other rested on you. Sometimes holding your hand. Sometimes resting gently on your ankle.
Sometimes, if you were tired, he would insist: "Come here."
"Choso, I'm fine."
"I know."
"Then why?"
"Because you should be comfortable."
And before you could argue, you would already be sitting on his lap while he continued working.
"You realize this is ridiculous?" You told him once.
He looked at you. "Why?"
"Because you are literally working."
"Mhm."
"With me sitting here."
"Mhm."
"Doesn't that distract you?"
He thought. "Sometimes."
You smiled. "But?"
"I like it."
And that was enough.
But eventually... Summer started coming closer to an end. And the thought of going back to normal life became harder.
Because normal life meant distance. Different cities. Different schedules. Different responsibilities.
One evening, while you were sitting together outside, Choso became quieter.
You noticed immediately. "What?"
"Hm?"
"You're thinking."
He smiled slightly. "You always notice."
"Yes."
He looked at you. "I was thinking about after summer."
Your expression softened. "Me too."
"I can't move closer right now."
You stayed quiet. Because you wanted him to continue.
"My work is based near here."
"And Yuji's parents' house is close enough for me to visit."
"But..." He took your hand. "I don't want distance to mean something changes."
Your heart warmed.
"I can visit you. You can visit me. We'll make it work."
You smiled. "I know."
Then he said something that made your heart stop. "After you graduate..."
You looked at him.
"I want you to move in with me."
Your eyes widened slightly. "Choso."
He immediately looked nervous. "I know it's a big thing. Maybe too soon. I just..." He squeezed your hand. "I know I want you in my life. Not just for summer. Not just because this feels good right now. I want ordinary days with you. Breakfasts. Coming home after work. Watching movies. Everything."
You smiled. "Do you know how long I've wanted to hear you say something like that?"
His eyes softened. "Really?"
"Really."
But before any future plans... There was one thing Choso insisted on.
Doing things properly. Of course he did. Because he was Choso.
The day he asked you officially was simple. Almost too simple. You were walking together after dinner. The sun was setting.
He stopped.
You looked at him. "What?"
He smiled nervously. And even after everything... Even after kisses. After sleeping beside each other. After spending weeks together...
He was still nervous. "I wanted to ask you something."
"Okay."
He took your hands. "Would you like to be my girlfriend?"
You smiled. "Choso."
"Hm?"
"You know I already act like your girlfriend."
"I know."
"And you act like my boyfriend."
"I know."
"Then why are you asking?"
His cheeks turned slightly pink. "Because I want to do it properly."
And that answer... Was so him.
You smiled. "Yes."
His whole face changed. Like he had been waiting for that one word. "Yes?"
"Yes."
He pulled you into a hug immediately. Not dramatic. Not overwhelming. Just happy.
Two days later. The rest of the group decided to spend the whole day in the nearby city. Leaving two of you alone for the whole day. Perfect.
You spent the entire day teasing Choso without mercy. Every time you passed him in the summer house you let your fingers trail along his waist, or you brushed your chest against his back while reaching for something on the shelf. In the kitchen you leaned in close, lips brushing the shell of his ear as you whispered, âIâm not wearing anything under this dress.â His breath hitched every single time. By the time the sun dipped low and the two of you were finally alone in the bedroom, Chosoâs hands were shaking and his cock was already straining hard against his pants.
You turned your back to him and slowly peeled your dress off, letting it slide down your body until it pooled at your feet. You werenât wearing a single thing underneath. Choso made a broken sound behind you. Before you could even face him he was on you, pressing his face into your neck, arms wrapping tight around your waist.
âPlease,â he mumbled against your skin, voice already wrecked. âPlease let me eat you. Iâve been so good for you all day. I didnât touch myself once. I waited. Please.â
You smirked, turning in his arms. Your fingers threaded into his messy buns and you tugged just enough to make him look at you. âOn your knees then.â
Choso dropped instantly, knees hitting the floor with a soft thud. He looked up at you with glassy eyes, already panting. You stepped closer, spreading your legs just enough for him to lean in. The moment his tongue dragged through your folds he moaned like he was the one being touched. He licked broad and hungry, sucking your clit between his lips, nose pressed against you as he devoured every inch. His big hands gripped your thighs, holding you open while his tongue fucked into you in deep, wet strokes.
You praised him the whole time, voice low and steady. âThatâs it, good boy. Just like that. Youâre doing so well for me, Choso. Keep going.â Every word made him whimper and work harder. His tongue circled your clit before plunging back inside, licking and sucking with desperate enthusiasm. You rocked your hips against his face and he groaned, the vibration shooting straight through you.
Chosoâs hips started jerking on their own. He was still fully clothed but his cock was throbbing painfully in his pants. The wet sounds of his mouth on your pussy filled the room. You kept feeding him praise, telling him how perfect he was, how good his tongue felt, and he grew more frantic. His moans turned higher, needier. Suddenly his whole body jerked and he came untouched, cock pulsing in his pants as he spilled hot and messy against the fabric. He didnât stop licking you for even a second.
When you finally tugged his hair to pull him back, Choso looked up at you with flushed cheeks and wet lips. A dark wet patch spread across the front of his pants. He looked embarrassed but still painfully turned on.
âIâm sorry,â he mumbled, voice small. âI made a mess. I couldnât help it. You taste so good and you kept calling me good boy and I justââ
You cupped his cheeks with both hands, thumbs stroking over his flushed skin. âChoso baby, you couldnât help yourself?â
He whined, leaning into your touch. ââM sorry. Iâm really sorry.â
âWant me to clean you up?â you asked softly.
His eyes lit up instantly. He nodded fast, almost frantic. âYes. Please. Want your mouth. Need it.â
You helped him out of his ruined pants. His cock was still half-hard and shiny with his own cum. You pushed him back onto the bed and settled between his legs. The moment your lips wrapped around the head he gasped, hips twitching. You licked him clean first, tongue dragging over every inch, tasting the mess heâd made. Then you took him deeper, sucking slow and steady while your hand stroked what your mouth couldnât reach.
Choso fell apart immediately. He was oversensitive from coming once already, so every pull of your mouth made him moan loud and broken. âFuckâtoo muchâfeels so goodâyour mouthâpleaseâdonât stopââ His hands fisted the sheets. His muscular thighs trembled on either side of your head. You kept sucking, hollowing your cheeks, tongue swirling around the head on every upstroke. He babbled nonstop, voice cracking. âGoodâyour good boyâthank youâlove your mouthâgonna come againâplease let meââ
You hummed around him and that pushed him over the edge. Choso came hard down your throat, hips jerking as he spilled again. You swallowed every drop, licking him clean even as he whimpered from the overstimulation. When you finally pulled off he was shaking, eyes glassy, chest heaving.
You crawled up beside him and pulled him into your arms. He buried his face in your neck, still whispering soft apologies and thank-yous while you stroked his messy buns.
The rest of summer passed too quickly.
Days filled with laughter.
Dates.
Friends.
Quiet mornings.
Long conversations.
And Choso.
Always Choso.
The man who once thought he shouldn't get involved because you were Yuji's friend.
The man who thought you might only see him as a nice older brother figure.
The man who was terrified of wanting too much.
Now stood beside you without hesitation.
And every time you looked at him...
You couldn't believe how lucky you were.
Because the summer house wasn't just where you spent your vacation.
It was where you found him.
And where he finally let himself be found.
It wasn't supposed to happen that day. Neither of you had planned it. There was no anniversary. No special occasion. No candlelit dinner. Just another warm summer evening at Yuji's parents' lake house.
The others had gone into town.
Again.
Yuji had looked between the two of you with a grin that promised trouble.
"We'll be back late."
Nobara had rolled her eyes. "Very late."
Megumi sighed. "They're impossible."
Now the house was quiet. You and Choso were sitting on the wooden dock, your feet dangling above the lake. The water reflected the orange and pink sky. It was peaceful. You rested your head on his shoulder. He automatically intertwined your fingers.
"You know..."Â
You smiled. "Hm?"
"I've never had a vacation like this."
"You haven't?"
He shook his head. "I usually worked."
"You worked here?"
"A little."
"A little?"
He smiled sheepishly. "...A lot."
You laughed.
"I can believe that."
"But this year..." He looked out over the water. "I don't really think about work."
"No?"
He looked down at your joined hands. "I'm usually thinking about you."
Your heart fluttered. "You know..." You nudged him gently. "You're very romantic for someone who insists he isn't."
"I'm not."
"You absolutely are."
"I just say what I think."
"Exactly."
Silence settled between you again.
Comfortable.
Easy.
You watched a family of ducks swim across the lake.
Choso absentmindedly rubbed circles over your knuckles.
The air smelled like pine trees and water.
"I'm really happy."Â You said quietly.
He looked at you. "You are?"
You nodded. "I didn't know this summer would change my life."
His expression softened so much it almost hurt to look at. "It changed mine too."
You smiled. "I'm glad Yuji invited me."
He chuckled. "So am I."
You looked up at him. "What?"
He hesitated. Then smiled to himself. "Nothing."
"No." You poked his side. "Tell me."
He looked almost embarrassed. "I was just thinking..."
"What?"
"...that I almost didn't come this summer."
Your eyes widened. "What?"
"I had a project."
"You almost stayed home?"
He nodded. "I was going to."
You stared at him in horror. "Choso."
"Hm?"
"Don't ever scare me like that again."
He laughed. "I didn't."
"You almost erased our entire relationship."
"I know."
"And you tell me this now?"
"I figured enough time had passed."
You gently hit his arm. "I can't believe you."
"I'm sorry."
"No, you're not."
"...Not really."
You laughed until your stomach hurt.
God.
You loved him.
The thought appeared so naturally that it caught you off guard.
It wasn't dramatic.
It wasn't overwhelming.
It was simply...
True.
You looked at him.
Really looked at him.
The messy buns.
The scar across his nose.
The soft smile that only ever seemed to belong to you.
The way he was already looking back.
Like you hung the moon.
He tilted his head. "What?"
You smiled. "Nothing."
He narrowed his eyes playfully. "You're looking at me."
"I know."
"Why?"
"Because you're beautiful."
His ears immediately turned pink. "You always say things like that."
"Because they're true."
He looked away shyly. You couldn't help smiling. He was thirty-three years old. A respected IT specialist. Confident enough to lead an entire team. And yet. One compliment from you still made him blush.
Before you could stop yourself... The words slipped out.
"I love you."
Silence.
Your own eyes widened. "...Oh."
You hadn't meantâWell.
You had meant it. You just hadn't meant to say it yet.
You covered your face. "Oh my God."
"I'm sorry." You laughed nervously. "I wasn't planning toâ"
Warm hands gently took yours away from your face.
You looked up.
Choso was staring at you.
His eyes were shining.
Actually shining.
"You..." His voice cracked. "You love me?"
Your cheeks burned. "I..." You laughed softly. "Yeah." A tiny nod. "I do."
For a second... He didn't say anything. Not because he didn't know what to say. Because he looked like he was trying very hard not to cry.
"You don't have to say it back." You whispered quickly. "I know it'sâ"
He kissed you.
Softly.
Carefully.
Like you were something precious.
When he pulled away, his forehead rested against yours. "I've been trying not to say it."
You blinked. "What?"
A quiet laugh escaped him. "For days."
"You have?"
He nodded. "I almost said it when you made me breakfast."
You smiled.
"I almost said it when you hugged me after I got you that internship."
Another kiss.
"I almost said it during our picnic."
He laughed quietly.
"And definitely when you fell asleep on me."
"So..." You whispered. "You've been holding it in?"
"I wanted to make sure."
"Of what?"
"That I wasn't saying it just because I was happy."
He smiled softly.
"I wanted to know it was real."
You touched his cheek.
"And?"
He leaned into your hand without thinking.
"It is."
His eyes never left yours.
"I love you."
There it was.
Simple.
Honest.
No grand speech.
No rehearsed confession.
Just Choso.
"I love you so much."
He whispered.
"You make every ordinary day feel like the best day of my life."
Your vision blurred.
"You make me feel safe."
You murmured.
"You make me feel loved."
"You are." He answered immediately. "So loved."
You laughed through your tears.
"You know..."
"What?"
"I thought the first one would be dramatic."
He smiled.
"I like this better."
"So do I."
The sun slowly disappeared beyond the trees.
The lake grew darker.
The evening air became cooler.
Neither of you moved.
You stayed there on the dock, fingers intertwined, foreheads touching.
Not because either of you had anything left to say.
When you woke up⊠For a moment, you forgot where you were. The room was filled with soft morning sunlight. The sheets were warm.The air smelled faintly like summer.
Then you realized. You werenât in your room. You were in Chosoâs. And⊠You were alone.
You blinked. âChoso?â
No answer.
You sat up slightly.
A tiny bit disappointed. Of course he was already awake. You shouldâve known.
The door opened a few minutes later. And there he was. Hair tied back in his usual messy buns. A soft smile on his face. Holding a tray. And flowers.
You stared. For a second, your brain completely stopped working.
âMorning, sweetheart.â
And there it was. That nickname.
That simple word that somehow still made your heart race.
âMorning.â Your voice came out softer than you intended.
He walked over carefully. Of course he did. Like he was afraid of disturbing the moment. He placed the breakfast on the nightstand. Then handed you the flowers.
âFor you.â
You looked down. Then back at him. âChosoâŠâ
He immediately looked slightly nervous. âIs everything okay?â
You laughed quietly. âYes. Itâs perfect.â
His shoulders relaxed. âI wasnât sure what flowers you liked. So I chose these.â
âYou chose them yourself?â
âMhm.â
âYou are unbelievable.â
He smiled. âIâll take that as a compliment.â
âIt is.â
You leaned forward and kissed him. Softly. Naturally. Because now you could. Because now you didnât have to wonder if he wanted it.
When you pulled away, you smiled. âThank you.â
He looked at you. âFor the flowers?â
âFor everything.â
His expression softened. âYou donât have to thank me.â
âI know. But I want to.â
You looked at the breakfast. âYou made this?â
âMhm.â
âWhen did you wake up?â
âEarly.â
âChoso.â
He smiled innocently. âWhat?â
âYou barely slept.â
âI slept.â
âYou watched me sleep, didnât you?â
A tiny pause. ââŠMaybe.â
You laughed. âYouâre impossible.â
âI wanted to make sure you were comfortable.â
âYou were asleep.â
âI know.â
âSo how would you know?â
âI justâŠâ He shrugged. âI wanted to.â
Your heart melted all over again.
You started eating while he sat beside you. Not rushing you. Just enjoying being there.
âSoâŠâ He asked.
âHm?â
âHow did you sleep?â
You smiled immediately. âReally well.â
âGood.â
"ActuallyâŠâ You looked at him. âProbably the best Iâve slept in a while.â
His expression became soft. âIâm glad.â
âYou?â
He nodded. âVery. I liked waking up and seeing you there.â
Your cheeks warmed.
The morning continued slowly. No dramatic moments. No big declarations. Just conversation. The kind that somehow felt more intimate than anything else. You talked about the plans for the day. About what everyone would probably say when they noticed you two were suddenly much closer.
About Yuji definitely being unbearable.
âHeâs going to act like he created this relationship.â Choso sighed.
âHe probably will.â
âHeâll say heâs the reason.â
âHe will.â
âAnd Nobara.â
âSheâll be worse.â
You laughed. âYouâre right.â
âSheâll say she knew from the beginning.â
âShe did.â
âThat is annoying.â
âIt is.â
Eventually, you leaned back against him. His arm immediately wrapped around you. Like it belonged there. You looked at the flowers beside you. The breakfast. The quiet morning.
And him.
The man who had somehow gone from a stranger you thought was impossibly handsome⊠To someone who made you feel completely cared for.
You smiled.
âWhat?â Choso asked. âYou look happy.â
You looked at him âI am.â
His expression softened. âGood.â
And somehow⊠That simple answer meant everything. Because Choso didnât need grand gestures. He didnât need to prove anything. He just wanted you happy. And maybe that was the reason you felt so sure.
Because with him⊠Love didnât feel overwhelming. It felt peaceful. Like waking up in the morning and realizing you were exactly where you wanted to be.
The morning had been perfect. Almost too perfect. The kind of morning you wanted to keep somewhere safe. The kind you wanted to remember years later. The quiet conversations. The flowers. The breakfast. The way Choso looked at you like he still couldnât believe you were really there.
Eventually, though⊠Reality returned. And reality was downstairs. With three very observant people.
You changed into something comfortable. Well⊠Technically, something comfortable that belonged to Choso. His shirt. It was soft. A little oversized. And when you looked in the mirror, you couldnât help but smile. There was something ridiculously domestic about it. Something that made your heart flutter.
When you walked out of the room, Choso was waiting. And the second he saw you⊠He smiled. That soft smile. The one that always made you feel like you were the only person in the room.
âYou look nice.â
You rolled your eyes playfully. âItâs literally your shirt.â
âYes.â
âSo?â
âSo you look nice in it.â
You laughed. âYouâre impossible.â
âMaybe.â
The two of you walked downstairs together.
And neither of you realized just how obvious you looked.
Not because you were doing anything dramatic.
Quite the opposite. It was all the little things.
The way Chosoâs hand rested naturally on the small of your back.
The way you leaned slightly closer to him.
The way neither of you even thought about the distance between you anymore.
It was just⊠Normal. Comfortable. Like it had always been that way.
The moment you stepped into the kitchen
Silence.
Complete silence.
Yuji, Nobara and Megumi all looked up. Then looked at each other. Then back at you.
You blinked. ââŠWhat?â
Nobara slowly pointed. âAre you wearingâŠâ She looked at Choso. Then at the shirt. Then back at Choso. ââŠHis shirt?â
You immediately felt your cheeks warm. âOh.â
Yujiâs eyes widened. âOh.â
Megumi sighed. âOf course.â
âGood morning.â Choso said calmly.
Like nothing unusual had happened. Like he wasnât standing there with his hand on your back while you wore his clothes.
âMorning?â Yuji repeated. âMorning?â
Choso tilted his head. âYes.â
Yuji looked at Nobara.
Nobara looked at Megumi.
Megumi looked exhausted.
âI knew this was going to happen.â
âWhat?â
Megumi gestured vaguely. âThis.â
âWhat is this?â
âWhatever this is.â
Nobara crossed her arms. âI just want to sayâŠâ She looked between you and Choso. âI am proud.â
You stared. âProud?â
âYes.â
âOf what?â
âOf finally getting two people with zero awareness to realize they like each other.â
âWe had awareness.â
âNo.â
âAbsolutely not.â Yuji nodded.
âYou two were painful.â
âEveryone said that.â
âBecause it was true.â
You laughed. Choso looked slightly confused.
âWas it really that obvious?â
The entire room went silent.
ThenâŠ
Three people answered at once. âYES.â
Choso blinked. ââŠOh.â
You covered your face. âChoso.â
âWhat?â
âYou thought I was subtle.â
âYou were.â
âNo, I wasnât.â
âI thought you were just friendly.â
Nobara made a dramatic sound. âThat is the most Choso thing Iâve ever heard.â
Yuji walked over. A huge grin on his face. âSo.â He looked between you two. âHowâs my favorite couple?â
Choso immediately looked embarrassed. âWeâre notâŠâ He stopped. Looked at you. Then smiled. ââŠActually.â
You looked at him.
He squeezed your hand. âWe are.â
The room exploded.
âFINALLY.â Nobara practically shouted.
Megumi closed his eyes. âI need coffee.â
Yuji pointed dramatically. âI knew it.â
âYou did.â
âI did.â
âYou literally helped.â
âI know.â
âYou are going to mention this forever, arenât you?â
âAbsolutely.â
Through all of the chaos⊠Choso stayed calm.
Actually⊠He looked happier than you had ever seen him.
And then, as everyone continued talking over each other⊠He quietly stepped closer. Wrapped his arms around you. And rested his head against your shoulder.
You froze for a second. Because it was adorable. The same man who seemed intimidating to everyone else⊠Was currently hiding his face against you while his little brother and friends teased him.
Yuji stared. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âAre you seriously doing that?â
Choso didnât move. âYes.â
âYou are aware everyone can see you?â
âYes.â
Nobara smiled. âOh my God.â
âWhat?â
âHeâs clingy.â
Choso finally lifted his head slightly. Then looked at you. Almost sheepishly. âIâm clingy.â
You laughed softly. âI noticed.â
His expression became uncertain for half a second.
Then you smiled. âAnd I love it.â
The effect those words had on him was immediate. His whole face softened. Like he had been waiting to hear that. âReally?â
âMhm.â
âI thought maybeâŠâ
âNo.â You squeezed his hand. âI love that you want to be close. I love that youâre affectionate. I love that you care.â
A small smile appeared.
âWow.â Yuji interrupted.
Everyone looked at him.
âWhat?â
He pointed. âHeâs smiling.â
Choso frowned. âI smile.â
âNot like that.â
âLike what?â
âLike someone gave you everything you wanted.â
The room became quieter for a moment.
Because⊠Yuji wasnât wrong.
Choso looked at you. Then, without embarrassment anymore⊠He simply leaned closer again. His cheek resting against your shoulder.
You laughed. âYouâre really comfortable now, huh?â
âMhm.â
âAfter one day?â
âMhm.â
âYou went from asking permission to sit next to meâŠTo using me as a pillow.â
He thought about it. ââŠThat sounds accurate.â
You laughed.
Megumi picked up his coffee. âI give up.â
Nobara smiled. âNo, this is actually cute.â
Yuji grinned. âI told you.â
âYou told us everything.â
âI know.â
And while your friends continued arguing around you⊠You just smiled. Because this was exactly what you wanted. Not something dramatic. Not something complicated.
Just this.
Chosoâs hand holding yours. His head resting against you. His quiet happiness.
And the knowledge that the man who had spent so much time worrying about whether he was enoughâŠFinally understood that he was.
Dinner had long since ended. The pizza boxes had been thrown away. The kitchen was clean.
The evening settled comfortably over the summer house, the windows open just enough to let the cool breeze drift inside.
You were curled up on one end of the couch, absentmindedly scrolling through your phone.
Across the room, Choso was rinsing the last wine glasses. He insisted on doing the dishes. Of course he did.
You had stopped trying to argue with him two days ago.
It never worked.
The peaceful atmosphere lasted approximately forty seconds.
Thenâ
âGuys.â Yuji appeared dramatically in the living room. âWeâre going into town.â
âWe?â Choso looked over his shoulder.
âMhm. Nobara. Megumi. Me.â
Nobara nodded enthusiastically. âThereâs apparently some summer festival.â
Megumi looked considerably less enthusiastic. âThere are food stalls.â
Yuji added. âAnd live music. And Nobara wants to buy earrings.â
âI heard that.â
âI wanted you to.â
Choso dried his hands. âDo you want me to come?â
The question came so naturally that it almost made you smile.
Yuji didnât even hesitate. âAbsolutely not.â
Choso blinked. ââŠNo?â
âNo. Weâll be fine.â
âI can drive.â
âWe donât need a ride.â
âI wasnâtââ
âYou also donât need to supervise us.â
Choso opened his mouth. Closed it again. ââŠAlright.â
Megumi looked at Yuji. ââŠYou couldâve been slightly nicer.â
âI was nice.â
âYou werenât.â
âI was efficient.â
Then⊠Choso looked toward you. His expression immediately softened. ââŠYouâre not going with them?â
Before you could answerâ âShe has a headache.â Nobara replied far too quickly.
You turned toward her. ââŠI do?â
âTerrible headache.â She nodded solemnly.
âThe absolute worst.â Yuji immediately joined in.
âYeah.â
âI think she should stay home.â
âAnd rest.â
âSomeone should definitely take care of her.â
Megumi pinched the bridge of his nose. ââŠYou two are unbelievable.â
You stared. Then looked at Choso. Then back at your friends.
ââŠReally?â
Nobara smiled innocently. âWhat?â
âYou are terrible liars.â
âWeâre amazing liars.â
âNo.â
Yuji dramatically looked at Choso. âI trust you with the patient.â
âThe patient?â You repeated. âMy headache disappeared thirty seconds ago.â
âIt came back.â Yuji decided.
ââŠConveniently.â
âBye!â Nobara announced far too loudly. She grabbed Megumiâs sleeve.
Yuji was already halfway out the door. âHave fun!â He called. âDonât wait up!â
The front door closed. Then immediately reopened.
Yuji leaned back inside. âOh!â He pointed dramatically at Choso. âNo working tonight!â
Then at you. âAnd drink water.â
The door slammed shut again.
Silence.
A long⊠Very long silence.
Choso slowly looked toward the closed door. Then at you. Then back toward the door.
ââŠDid they justâŠâ
You couldnât hold it anymore. A laugh escaped you. âThey absolutely did.â
He let out a quiet laugh too. âI canât believeâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck. âThey just tried to set us up. Theyâre not exactly subtle.â
You snorted. âTheyâve never been.â
He smiled. âNo. They really havenât.â
Another comfortable silence settled between you. You looked down at your hands. Then admitted quietlyâ ââŠButâŠâ
He looked at you.
âI absolutely donât mind.â
For a heartbeat⊠He simply stared.
Then⊠His entire expression softened. Not dramatically. Just enough that you noticed. ââŠNeither do I.â
Your heart skipped.
He cleared his throat. âSoâŠâ
You looked up.
âWould youâŠâ He smiled shyly. ââŠLike to watch something?â
âIâd love that.â
âThe movie you mentioned earlier?â
Your smile widened. âYou remembered.â
âYou talked about it three separate times.â
You laughed. ââŠFair.â
âSo?â
âI would love to.â
He nodded once. âPerfect. Iâll grab snacks.â
By the time heâd disappeared into the kitchen⊠You had already curled up in one corner of the couch. The lights were dimmed. Only a small lamp remained on.
You started a movie. A minute later⊠Choso returned. Not with chips. Not with popcorn. Insteadâ A bottle of red wine. Two glasses. A bowl of strawberries. Chocolate. And a small plate of sliced fruit.
You blinked. ââŠChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou somehow manage to outshine yourself every single time.â
He laughed quietly. âI try.â
âI was expecting popcorn.â
âI wasnât sure what youâd prefer.â
âSoâŠâ He smiled. ââŠI brought several options.â
You looked at the spread. ââŠOf course you did.â
He sat beside you. Close enough that your knees almost touched. The movie began. For a few minutes⊠Both of you simply watched. Comfortable. Quiet. Relaxed.
Then⊠Almost absentmindedly⊠Choso rested one arm along the back of the couch. Not around you.
Just⊠There.
Leaving plenty of space. He didnât move any closer.
Instead⊠He glanced at you.
Just once.
Almost questioning.
As though silently asking, Is this alright?
Your heart melted.
Instead of answering with words⊠You shifted. Just a little. Closing the distance between you.
His shoulders relaxed almost immediately. The tension youâd barely noticed disappeared. Slowly⊠CarefullyâŠHis arm slid behind you. Resting lightly around your shoulders. Not pulling. Not insisting. Simply there. Warm. Steady.
You looked up.
He looked down.
ââŠOkay?â He asked quietly.
You smiled. âMhm.â Without thinking too much about it⊠You leaned sideways. Resting your head against his chest.
For the briefest second⊠He froze. Then⊠You felt him exhale. Long. Slow. Like heâd been holding his breath.
His arm settled a little more comfortably around your shoulders. His other hand rested gently against your waist.
Not possessive.
Not demanding.
Just⊠Holding you.
As though it was the most natural thing in the world.
The movie continued playing. Neither of you paid much attention. At least⊠Not compared to the fact that your heartbeat was loud enough you were convinced he could hear it.
âSoâŠâ You whispered.
âHm?â
âYouâve never seen this?â
He shook his head. âNo.â
âYouâll love it.â
âWeâll see.â
âYou sound skeptical.â
âIâm gathering evidence.â
You laughed. âYou sound like youâre reviewing software.â
âI review everything.â
âI noticed.â
Half an hour later⊠One of the characters made an absolutely terrible decision.
You groaned dramatically. âNo.â
Choso looked amused. ââŠWhat?â
âWhy would he do that?â
âHe lacks critical thinking.â
You laughed into his chest. âYou analyzed the protagonist.â
âHe made poor strategic choices.â
âHe was in love.â
âThatâs not an excuse.â
âIt absolutely is.â
âI disagree.â
âYouâve clearly never been in love.â The words slipped out before you could stop them.
Silence.
Your eyes widened.
ââŠIâŠâ You looked up. âIâm sorry. I didnât mean-â
Choso looked thoughtful for a moment. Then smiled faintly. ââŠMaybe.â
Your heart skipped. âMaybe?â
He looked back at the television. ââŠPeople do irrational things when they care about someone.â
His hand unconsciously brushed your side in a slow, reassuring motion.
âI supposeâŠâ He murmured. ââŠIâve always understood that.â
You werenât sure whether he meant the movie. Or something else.
Later, you reached for another strawberry. Held it toward him without thinking.
He smiled. ââŠAgain?â
âYou didnât complain earlier.â
âI didnât.â He leaned down and took a bite. His lips accidentally brushed the tips of your fingers this time. Barely.
Both of you froze.
ââŠSorry.â He whispered immediately.
You laughed softly. âYou apologize too much.â
ââŠProbably.â
âYou absolutely do.â
The movie kept playing. The wine slowly disappeared from your glasses. The strawberries became fewer. The chocolate remained mostly untouched. Outside, the sky darkened completely.
Inside⊠The two of you stayed exactly where you were. Your head against his chest. His arm around your shoulders. His hand resting lightly at your waist.
Neither of you saying anything for a while. Neither of you wanting the evening to end. The monie continued playing. Somewhere.
Neither of you had any idea what was happening anymore.
A character was speaking. Someone else was probably crying. There might have even been an explosion. You couldnât have said for certain.
Not when you were so aware of Chosoâs heartbeat beneath your cheek.
Not when his arm rested so naturally around your shoulders.
Not when every now and then his thumb absentmindedly brushed against your waist.
It was⊠Comfortable.
Comfortable in a way that made leaving his side feel impossible.
You reached toward the bowl of strawberries. Only two remained.
âHmâŠâ You picked one up. Then smiled. âLast one.â
Choso looked down. ââŠWe should split it.â
âOrâŠâ You held it toward him. âYou can have it.â
âYouâve offered me strawberries all day.â
âSo?â
âYou like them too.â
âI do.â
âBut I also like sharing.â
His smile softened. ââŠAlright.â He leaned in. Instead of taking it from your hand⊠He took a bite directly from the strawberry. His lips brushed your fingertips for the briefest second. He immediately pulled back.
ââŠSorry.â
You laughed quietly. âThere it is again.â
ââŠWhat?â
âThe apologizing.â
A sheepish smile tugged at his lips. ââŠRight.â
A moment later⊠He picked up the very last strawberry.
âThis oneâŠâ He looked at it thoughtfully. ââŠShould probably go to you.â
He held it toward you.
You leaned forward.
Taking a bite.
This time⊠Deliberately.
Your lips barely brushed the tips of his fingers. Just enough that he would notice. And he did.
Immediately.
His hand remained exactly where it was. His eyes slowly lifted to yours.
You swallowed.
Neither of you moved. The room suddenly felt impossibly quiet.
He was looking at you differently. Not confused. Not uncertain. Just⊠Very, very gently.
As though he was trying to read something in your expression.
Your heartbeat quickened.
He noticed.
Of course he did.
âYouâŠâ His voice was barely above a whisper. ââŠDid that on purpose.â
Your smile grew just a little. ââŠMaybe.â
The corners of his mouth lifted. Just enough. âI thought so.â
For a long moment⊠Neither of you spoke. There was no need. Everything important seemed to exist in the silence between you. Then⊠Very slowly⊠He lifted his free hand. Not quickly. Not suddenly. Giving you every opportunity to move away.
You didnât.
His palm came to rest lightly against your cheek. Warm. Careful. His thumb brushed your skin so gently you barely felt it.
His eyes searched yours one last time. âYou donât have to answer ifâŠâ He smiled nervously. ââŠIf Iâve misunderstood.â
âYou havenât.â
He let out a breath that sounded almost like relief. He leaned even closer. His forehead nearly touched yours.
ââŠCan I kiss you?â The question was so quiet. So sincere. As though he genuinely believed you might say no.
Your heart melted.
You smiled. âI thought youâd never ask.â
For the first time since youâd met him⊠Choso laughed from pure relief. A tiny, breathless laugh. Then⊠He closed the remaining distance.
The kiss was⊠Everything you imagined Choso would be. Gentle. Patient. Unhurried. His lips brushed yours so softly that for a moment it barely felt real. Almost as though he was asking one final time,
Is this alright?
You answered by leaning into him. Closing the distance yourself.
His hand remained against your cheek. His thumb stroked your skin once. The gesture was impossibly tender.
You smiled into the kiss.
He smiled too.
You could actually feel it.
When you finally pulled back⊠It was only by a few centimeters.
Neither of you spoke.
You simply looked at each other.
Smiling.
Unable to stop.
âIâve wanted to do thatâŠâ He admitted quietly. ââŠFor a while.â
You laughed softly. âI know.â
âYou knew?â
âI was hoping.â
He shook his head with a small smile. âI was convinced you were just being kind.â
You blinked. ââŠChoso.â
âHm?â
âIâve been flirting with you for days.â
âIâŠâ He looked genuinely embarrassed. âIn hindsightâŠI can see that.â
You laughed.
âSo Yuji was right.â
ââŠAbout what?â
âThat Iâm oblivious.â
You laughed even harder. âHe wasnât wrong.â
Before either of you could say anything else⊠You leaned in again. This time it was your turn. A soft, lingering kiss that made him smile against your lips. Neither of you seemed particularly interested in watching the movie anymore.
Without breaking the kiss⊠Without even looking away from you⊠Choso reached one hand toward the coffee table.
His fingers searched for a moment.
Found the remote.
Pressed a button.
The television fell silent.
You pulled back just enough to look at him. ââŠReally?â
He was still smiling. Still impossibly close. âI thinkâŠâ A quick kiss. ââŠWe mightâŠâ Another one. ââŠGet a little distracted.â Another brief, affectionate kiss.
You laughed, the sound warm and bright. ââŠFair point.â
âI thought so.â
âSoâŠâ You tilted your head. âThe movie loses?â
He looked into your eyes with a smile that reached all the way to them. ââŠI think it never really had a chance.â
You shook your head, laughing. âPoor movie.â
âIt tried its best.â
âIt really did.â
Then, without another word⊠You cupped his face this time. Mirroring the gentle way heâd held yours only moments before.
His eyes softened immediately.
You smiled. âIâve wanted to kiss you too.â
For just a second⊠He looked completely speechless.
Then he rested his forehead against yours. ââŠIâm really glad.â
âSo am I.â
The room remained quiet. The paused movie forgotten. The untouched chocolate still sitting on the table. The wine glasses half full.
Outside, the summer evening carried on as if nothing had changed.
Inside⊠Everything had.
Not because of one kiss. But because it felt like the beginning of something both of you had been quietly hoping for long before either of you found the courage to ask.
You were still close enough that your noses brushed every now and then. Every time one of you smiled. Which, admittedly⊠Was often.
You slowly pulled back just enough to really look at him.
His cheeks were still faintly pink. His hair had become even messier than usual. And he was looking at you with such an unbearably soft expression that your heart threatened to climb right out of your chest.
You smiled. âSoâŠâ
He tilted his head. âSo?â
âI thinkâŠâ You couldnât help teasing him. ââŠYou can finally relax a little around me.â
For a second⊠He simply blinked. Then a quiet laugh escaped him. ââŠFinally.â He shook his head. âYou have no idea.â
âNo?â
âNo.â
Before you could react⊠He gently wrapped his arm around your waist again and pulled you a little closer until you were comfortably tucked against his side.
âSo much better.â
You laughed. âWere you really that nervous?â
He looked almost embarrassed. ââŠConstantly.â
âSeriously?â
âMhm.â
You stared. âButâŠYou always seemed so calm.â
âThat was acting.â
Your eyes widened. âYou can act?â
âBarely. I was just trying very hard.â
âAt what?â
He looked at you for a long moment before answering. ââŠNot to make you uncomfortable.â
The words were so simple.
So genuinely Choso.
You felt your chest tighten.
âOhâŠâ Without thinking⊠You nestled a little closer against him. âYou are so sweet.â
His arm instinctively tightened just slightly around you. âIâm glad you think so.â
After a comfortable silence⊠He cleared his throat. âThere isâŠâ He hesitated.
You looked up. âHm?â
ââŠSomething I wanted to ask.â
âGo ahead.â
He looked almost shy again. âIf⊠I meanâŠI know everyone is different. SoâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck. ââŠIs there a certain way you donât like to be touched? OrâŠâ He looked adorably flustered. ââŠCalled. Or anything else. Id rather know. So I donât accidentallyâŠâ He trailed off.
You didnât let him finish.
Instead⊠You leaned forward and kissed him
A slow, gentle kiss that made him immediately stop talking.
When you pulled backâŠ
You smiled. âIâm fine with whatever comes from you.â
His expression softened instantly. Almost melting. ââŠReally?â
âMhm. I trust you.â
For just a second⊠He looked genuinely moved. Then a smile slowly spread across his face. One youâd never seen before. Warm. Happy. Almost relieved.
ââŠIâm glad.â His thumb brushed your waist absentmindedly. Then, before he seemed to realize he was saying itâ âSweetheart.â
Silence.
Your brain completely stopped functioning. You stared at him.
He blinked. ââŠToo much?â
You covered your face with both hands.
ââŠOh no.â He looked alarmed. âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have assumedââ
âNo!â You laughed, peeking through your fingers. âNo. My brain justâŠâ You shook your head. ââŠActually started screaming.â
He laughed. A genuine, warm laugh that filled the room. ââŠIn a good way?â
You slowly lowered your hands. âThe best way.â
His smile somehow became even softer. ââŠGood. I like calling you that.â
You could physically feel your heartbeat speeding up. ââŠPlease donât stop.â
âI wasnât planning to.â
Another quiet moment settled between you. Then⊠His expression became a little more thoughtful.
âYou knowâŠâ
âHm?â
âIâve been thinking.â
âOh?â
He nodded. âI knowâŠâ He chose his words carefully. âIâm older than you.â
You looked at him. âYouâve noticed?â
He chuckled. âBy a few years. A handful.â
ââŠA handful.â
âI wasnât sure ifâŠâ He sighed quietly. ââŠIf that would bother you.â
You couldnât help laughing. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âI have a confession.â
He looked mildly concerned. ââŠOkay?â
âIâve always liked older guys.â
He blinked. ââŠReally?â
âMhm. I like stability. I like maturity. I like someone who already knows who they are.â You smiled at him. ââŠKind of reminds me of someone.â
He looked away, tryingâand failingâto hide his blush. ââŠYouâre teasing me.â
âA little.â
âYou enjoy that.â
âI really do.â
He laughed under his breath. âI noticed.â
âThere was another reasonâŠâ He admitted quietly.
You tilted your head. âWhat?â
âI didnâtâŠâ He searched for the words. âI didnât want thisâŠâ He gestured vaguely between the two of you. ââŠTo become something uncertain.â
Your smile faded into something gentler. âYou mean?â
âI donât reallyâŠâ He shrugged. ââŠDo situationships. Iâve never understood them. If Iâm with someoneâŠâ His eyes met yours. âIâm with them. I donât date several people. I donât play games. I donât disappear for three days and come back pretending nothing happened.â He smiled faintly. âI donât know how.â
You listened quietly.
âIf I care about someoneâŠâ âIâd rather build something real. Even if it takes time. And if the other person doesnât want thatâŠâ He shrugged gently. âThen Iâd rather walk away before anyone gets hurt.â
You stared at him.
Completely speechless.
Because⊠Those were exactly the words you had secretly hoped to hear.
âIâŠâ You smiled so brightly your cheeks hurt. ââŠThatâs exactly what I want.â
His eyes softened. âReally?â
âMhm. I donât want something temporary. I donât want to wonder where I stand. Idonât want games. I wantâŠâ You smiled shyly. ââŠSomeone who chooses me. And keeps choosing me.â
Without hesitation⊠He reached for your hand. Interlacing your fingers with his. âI can do that. The sentence was quiet. Simple. Without grand declarations. Which somehow made it even more meaningful.
You squeezed his hand. âI know.â
He looked at your joined hands for a moment before lifting his gaze back to yours. âSoâŠâ A tiny smile tugged at his lips. âWould it be alrightâŠâ
He asked with that same gentle sincerity heâd shown all evening. ââŠIf I officially took you on a proper date?â
You laughed softly. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou packed me a surprise picnic. You carried me through half a forest. You remembered my favorite pizza. You brought wine, strawberries and chocolate. You asked before you kissed me.â
You leaned over and kissed his cheek. âI think youâve been taking me on dates all week.â
He blinked. ââŠOh.â
You laughed. âIâd still love to go on another one.â
His smile lingered, quiet and impossibly happy. ââŠGood.â
Then, almost absentmindedly, he brushed his thumb across your knuckles. âSo would I, sweetheart.â
This time⊠Instead of your brain screaming⊠You simply kissed him.
Because somehow⊠Hearing him call you that already felt like coming home.
You pulled back from the kiss just enough to breathe, lips brushing his as your fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt.
Chosoâs hands slid down to your waist, gripping firmly before tugging you flush against him.
The hard line of his cock pressed into your stomach through his pants, and you rolled your hips without thinking, grinding slow and deliberate against him.
âBedroom?â you murmured against his mouth.
He swallowed hard, eyes half-lidded and dark. âAre you sure you want this?â
âYes.â You smiled, nipping at his lower lip. âYou?â
Choso answered by kissing you deeper, tongue sliding against yours with sudden hunger. âYou have no idea,â he whispered, voice rough. âIâve been thinking about this all night.â
The two of you stumbled upstairs, mouths locked, hands roaming. By the time you reached his bedroom both of you were breathing fast.
Choso broke the kiss, chest heaving. âWait,â he breathed, looking away shyly. His cheeks flushed dark. âThereâs something you should know.â
You waited, fingers still threaded through his hair.
âI actually like to be dominated,â he admitted quietly. âNot like some weird shit, just⊠I enjoy taking care of someone and being praised. I know this is weird.â
âChoso.â You cut him off with another kiss, slow and reassuring. âI would love to take care of you. You donât have to be embarrassed about that.â
He whimpered softly against your mouth, the sound going straight between your legs.
You stepped back and started undressing him first, peeling his shirt off to reveal the broad, muscular planes of his chest and the defined lines of his abs. His two messy buns had loosened during the climb upstairs; strands of dark hair framed his flushed face. You ran your hands over his shoulders, down his arms, feeling the strength there while he watched you with wide, eager eyes.
âGod, look at you,â you whispered, tracing the hard ridges of muscle. âSo strong, so beautiful.â
Then you let him undress you. His fingers trembled slightly as he slid your top off, then your bra, then your pants and underwear. Every new inch of skin he revealed earned another whisper.
âYouâre beautiful,â he breathed, kissing your collarbone. âYour body is gorgeous. Fuck, look at you. Every part of you is perfect.â
Once you were both bare, you guided him down with a gentle hand on his shoulder. âNow,â you whispered. âDo you want to make me feel good?â
Choso actually whined, the sound needy and raw, before dropping to his knees between your legs. He didnât hesitate. His tongue dragged hot and wet through your folds, licking broad and eager before sealing his mouth over your clit. You gasped, one hand flying to his hair, gripping the messy buns.
âOh fuck,â you breathed. âGod, you are soâfuckâso good at this.â
He moaned against your pussy, the vibration making your thighs shake. You praised him steadily, voice shaking as pleasure built. âFuck, feels so good, Choso. Youâre doing so well. Such a good boy for me. Keep going just like that.â
He went feral between your legs, tongue fucking into you, sucking your clit, nose pressed against your mound as he devoured you like he couldnât get enough. His muscular arms wrapped around your thighs, holding you open while he licked and sucked with desperate enthusiasm. Every time you moaned his name or told him how good he was, he doubled down, licking faster, groaning into your cunt until your legs started to tremble.
âRight there,â you gasped, hips rocking against his face. âYouâre such a good boy, Choso. Eating me so perfectly. Donât stop.â
He whimpered again, the sound muffled against your dripping pussy, and doubled his efforts, tongue circling your clit before plunging deep inside you. Your fingers tightened in his hair, guiding him exactly where you needed him.
You came hard, thighs clamping around his head, hips grinding against his mouth. Choso didnât stop until you gently tugged his hair, pulling him back. He looked up at you, lips shiny, eyes glassy with lust.
âLet me fuck you, please,â he mumbled against your core, voice wrecked. âI need to be inside you so bad.â
You smiled down at him, stroking his cheek. âYou did so good for me. You want this? You want to be inside me?â
He nodded enthusiastically, almost frantic. âYes. Please. I want it more than anything.â
You lay back on the bed, spreading your legs. Choso climbed over you, positioning the thick head of his cock at your entrance. He pushed in slowly, groaning at the tight heat. Once he was buried to the hilt, you wrapped your legs around his waist and pulled him closer.
âMove,â you ordered softly.
He started thrusting, deep and steady at first, then faster as your praises filled the room. âGood boy,â you whispered, running your hands over his flexing back. âSuch a good boy, fucking me so well. You feel so good inside me.â
Choso went absolutely crazy. His hips snapped harder, a string of broken nonsense spilling from his lips. âFuckâfeels so goodâyour pussyâtightâwarmâlove itâlove youâpleaseâmoreââ He was pussy-drunk, eyes unfocused, checking your face constantly for every reaction. The second he realized you were enjoying this just as much as he wasâmoaning, gripping his arms, meeting every thrustâhis rhythm faltered into something desperate and needy.
âTell me again,â he begged, voice hoarse. âCall me your good boy again. Please.â
âYouâre my good boy,â you moaned, nails dragging down his back. âMy perfect boy, fucking me so deep. Youâre doing everything right.â
He buried his face in your neck, fucking you harder, whispering frantic thanks and praise between every thrust. âThank youâthank youâfeels so fucking goodâIâll be good for youâI promiseââ You kept calling him your good boy, stroking his hair, telling him how perfect he felt inside you. Every word made him twitch and moan louder, his muscular body trembling with the effort to hold back until you came again.
When your second orgasm hit, walls clenching around his cock, Choso followed right after, groaning your name as he spilled deep inside you, hips still rocking through the aftershocks.
He collapsed gently on top of you, breathing hard, still half-hard inside you. You stroked his back and kissed his temple.
âYou were perfect,â you murmured.
Choso pulled back from the kiss just enough to rest his forehead against yours, his breathing still uneven as he studied your face with quiet concern. His thumb traced gently along your cheek before he eased away, moving with careful purpose as he reached for the soft towel he had set aside earlier.
"Let me take care of you," he murmured, voice low and steady. He began wiping you down with slow, deliberate strokes, making sure every trace was cleaned away. His touch stayed light, almost reverent, pausing every so often to check your expression.
"Does anything hurt?" he asked softly, eyes flicking up to meet yours. "Are you feeling okay? I want to know if I did something wrong."
You shook your head, a warm smile spreading across your lips. "I feel good. Really good. It was amazing, Choso. You were amazing."
Color rose in his cheeks, and he ducked his head a little, focusing on folding the towel neatly before setting it aside. "You really think so?" he asked, almost shy. "One girl... she broke up with me because she said I wasn't dominant enough. I guess she wanted something different."
You reached for his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. "Choso, you're so sweet. There's nothing wrong with that. It's normal, and honestly... I liked it more than I thought I would. You made me feel safe and cared for. That's what matters to me."
He let out a small breath, the tension in his shoulders easing as he looked at you again. "Thank you," he whispered, leaning in to press another soft kiss to your temple. "I'm glad it was good for you."
The room had become quiet again. Not the awkward kind of quiet. The comfortable kind. The kind where neither of you felt the need to fill every second with words. You had changed into one of Chosoâs shirts. It was obviously too big on you. The sleeves covered part of your hands, and the fabric carried the faint scent of his laundry detergent.
When you walked back toward the bed, Choso looked up.
And froze.
You noticed immediately. âWhat?â
He blinked. ââŠNothing.â
You narrowed your eyes. âChoso.â
He looked away. âYou look beautiful.â
The answer came so honestly that it caught you off guard.
Your expression softened. âIn your shirt?â
He nodded. âMhm.â
âWhy?â
He looked genuinely confused by the question. âBecause itâs you.â
Your heart melted.
âYou make everything look good.â
You smiled. âYou know youâre really good at saying things that make me blush, right?â
He looked embarrassed. âI donât mean to.â
âI know. Thatâs why it works.â
You climbed back onto the bed beside him. This time there was no nervousness. No wondering where to put your hands. No hesitation. You simply settled next to him. His arm immediately found its place around you. Like he had already memorized how you fit beside him.
You rested your head against him. For a while, neither of you spoke.
Then⊠âCan I tell you something?â
You looked up. âOf course.â
He stared at the ceiling. A habit you were starting to notice. Whenever Choso had something important to say, he needed a moment.
âI noticed you immediately.â
You smiled. âYou did?â
âMhm.â
âWhen?â
âThe first day.â
You looked surprised. âReally?â
He nodded. âYou were standing with Yuji, Nobara and Megumi. And you were laughing.â A small smile appeared on his face. âI remember thinkingâŠâ He paused. âThat you looked happy.â
You stayed quiet.
âAnd then I noticed how you treated everyone. How you listened. How you remembered small things. How you made people feel included.â His fingers gently traced over your hand.
âAnd I thought you were beautiful.â
Your cheeks warmed. âChosoâŠâ
He smiled slightly. âIâm not finished.â
You immediately closed your mouth. âOkay.â
He chuckled softly. âI thought you were beautiful. But then I got to know you.â
âAnd that was worse.â
âWorse?â
âMhm. Because then I realized you werenât just pretty. You were kind. Smart. Caring. Funny. You are the type of person who notices when someone is uncomfortable and tries to fix it. The type of person who gets excited about helping someone. The type of person who makes friends feel like family.â
You felt your chest tighten. Because Choso wasnât saying it like a compliment. He was saying it like a fact. Like he had simply been observing you. Learning you.
âDo you remember the breakfast?â
You smiled. âOf course.â
He looked almost embarrassed. âI know it probably wasnât a big deal. It was pancakes.â
âChoso.â
âWait.â
You laughed quietly. âSorry.â
He smiled. âButâŠâ He looked down. âI genuinely thought it was one of the nicest things someone had ever done for me.â
Your expression softened. âReally?â
âMhm. You woke up early. You made something because you thought about me. Not because you wanted anything. Not because you had to. Just because you wanted me to have a good morning.â He shook his head slightly. âI donât think people realize how much small things matter.â
You reached for his hand. âI do.â
âI know.â
There was a pause. Then his expression became more serious.
âThere was one thing I was worried about.â
You looked at him. âWhat?â
âYuji.â
Immediately, you understood. Your heart softened.
âChosoâŠâ
âI know he likes you âŠ.as a friend.â He quickly added. âAnd I know he trusts you.â He sighed. âHeâs my little brother. He matters more than anything. And I didnât wantâŠâ He swallowed. âI didnât want him to feel like I chose something else over him.â
You smiled sadly. âOh, Choso. He would never think that.â
âI know. But I still worried.â He looked at you. âBecause if this became something moreâŠI didnât want to hurt him.â
You smiled. âCan I tell you something?â
âMhm.â
âYuji literally told me he wants to be your wingman.â
Choso blinked. ââŠWhat?â
You laughed. âHe knows. He has known. Actually, he figured it out before either of us did.â
He looked genuinely shocked. âHow?â
You smiled. âBecause apparently we are both terrible at this.â
A small laugh escaped him. âThat is true.â
âHe told me he thinks weâd be good together.â
Choso stared. âHe said that?â
âMhm.â
âWhen?â
âAfter he accused me of talking to you in âitalic font.ââ
There was a pause. Then⊠Choso laughed. Actually laughed.
You smiled because you loved seeing it.
âHe really said that?â
âYes.â
âI donât know whether to be embarrassed or impressed.â
âBoth.â
âProbably.â
You leaned closer. âHe loves you, Choso.â
His expression softened. âI know.â
âAnd he loves me.â
âI know.â
âSoâŠâ You smiled. âYou donât have to worry.â
For a moment he just looked at you. Then his entire expression changed. Not dramatically. Just a quiet kind of happiness. Like a weight had been lifted.
âYou make everything feel easier.â
You smiled. âGood. I want you to feel like you can tell me things.â
âI can.â
âI want you to know you donât have to earn being cared for.â
The words seemed to surprise him. He looked away. ââŠYouâre really good at this.â
âAt what?â
âMaking people feel important.â
You smiled. âI learned from someone.â
âWho?â
You touched his cheek. âYou.â
He looked at you. And you couldnât help it.
You smiled. A huge, impossible-to-hide smile.
Then you leaned forward and kissed him. Softly. Just because you could. Because you wanted to. Because after all the uncertainty⊠After wondering if he liked you. After him thinking you liked Yuji. After both of you being too careful⊠You finally didnât have to wonder anymore.
When you pulled away, he was smiling. âYou do that often.â
âWhat?â
âKiss me when youâre happy.â
You shrugged. âItâs a good habit.â
âI like it.â
âI know.â
He pulled you closer. Not desperately. Not like he was afraid you would disappear. Just comfortably. Like he knew you were staying. And for Choso⊠That meant everything. Because he had spent so much of his life taking care of others. Protecting. Providing. Making sure everyone else was okay. But now⊠Someone was looking at him and saying: you are worth taking care of too.
And somehow⊠That felt like the most beautiful thing of all.
The night had become quieter. Not empty. Just peaceful. The kind of quiet that only existed when two people felt completely comfortable with each other.
You were still curled against Choso, your head resting near his shoulder, his fingers gently tracing through your hair.
Neither of you seemed in a hurry to move.
After a while, Choso looked down at you. âWould youâŠâ He paused.
You already knew that pause. The one where he carefully considered every word. âHm?â
âWould you like to stay?â
You smiled softly. âI was planning to.â
His expression immediately relaxed. âNo, I meanâŠâ He looked slightly embarrassed. âStay here. With me. Sleep.â
The last word was quieter. Almost shy. You looked at him. And your heart warmed. Because you knew exactly what he meant. Not because he didnât want to be alone. Because he wanted you there. He wanted to wake up and know you were still beside him.
You smiled. âIâd love that.â
The moment you settled closer, Choso looked like he was still surprised you said yes.
âYou knowâŠâ You whispered.
âHm?â
âIâve wanted this.â
His fingers stopped for a second. âThis?â
âJustâŠâ You looked around. âFalling asleep next to someone. Feeling safe. Not having to wonder.â
His expression softened. âI understand.â
And you knew he did.
Because Choso understood things that werenât always said out loud.
You fell asleep with his arms around you. His fingers slowly brushing through your hair. His lips occasionally pressing a soft kiss to your head. Every time you shifted slightly, he adjusted immediately. Making sure you were comfortable. Making sure you were warm. Making sure you knew he was there.
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By the time you and Choso reached the summer house, the sun had almost disappeared behind the trees.
Your cheeks hurt from smiling.
You hadnât even realized it until you caught your reflection in one of the windows as you walked inside.
You looked⊠Happy.
Ridiculously happy.
The front door had barely closed behind you before Yuji appeared in the hallway.
âThere you are!â He looked dramatically between the two of you. âTook you long enough.â
âWe were walking.â Choso answered calmly while slipping off his shoes.
âFor six hours?â
You blinked. ââŠSix?â
Choso checked his watch. ââŠOh.â
You looked at him. ââŠOh?â
âI may have underestimated how long we stayed.â
Yuji snorted. âMay have?â
Nobara wandered into the hallway. âThere they are.â
She looked between you. Then smiled. ââŠCute.â
You frowned. âWhat?â
âWhat?â
âYou said âcute.ââ
âI did.â
ââŠWhy?â
âNo reason.â
She walked away before you could ask anything else. You exchanged a confused glance with Choso. He looked just as lost.
âSince apparently no one planned dinnerâŠâ Yuji dramatically threw himself onto the couch. âIâm starving.â
âI can order something.â Choso pulled out his phone. âPizza?â
Four voices answered immediately. âYES.â
He smiled. âAlright.â
Watching Choso order food was⊠Oddly attractive.
He was somehow discussing pizza toppings with the same concentration he used while explaining data analysis.
He made sure everyone got something they liked.
Double-checked allergies.
Asked whether anyone wanted extra garlic sauce.
Then looked at you.
âWhat about you?â
âHm?â
âWhat pizza do you want?â
âI honestly donât mind.â
He frowned slightly. âYou have to.â
You laughed. ââŠMushrooms?â
âMhm.â He nodded. âAnd extra olives?â
Your eyes widened. ââŠHow do you know I like olives?â
âYou picked them first yesterday.â
ââŠYou noticed?â
He looked genuinely confused. âYou did it three times.â
ââŠRight.â
Of course he noticed.
About forty minutes later⊠The doorbell rang.
âIâll get it.â Choso stood. âIâve got it.â
He disappeared into the hallway. The second he was out of earshot⊠Three heads slowly turned toward you. You looked around.
ââŠWhat?â
Nobara was smiling far too knowingly.
Megumi looked tired.
Yuji looked delighted.
âWhat?â You repeated.
Nobara leaned closer. âSo.â
âNo.â
âSo.â
âNo.â
âYuji told us.â
You froze. ââŠHe WHAT?â
Yuji raised both hands. âIn my defenseââ
âThere is no defense!â
âI only told them the important part.â
âThe importantââ
âYou have a crush on Choso.â
You covered your face. âOh my God.â
Nobara laughed. âRelax. Itâs adorable.â
âI want to disappear.â
âWe know.â
Megumi, who had been quietly scrolling through his phone, finally looked up. ââŠHonestly?â
You looked at him. âWhat?â
âYou two are painful to watch.â
ââŠExcuse me?â
He sighed. âYou flirt.â
âHe blushes.â
âYou blush.â
âHe gets flustered.â
âYou accidentally touch each other every five minutes.â
âYou look at each other when the other isnât looking.â He shrugged. âItâs exhausting.â
Nobara nodded. âIâve never seen two adults so incapable of communicating.â
âWe communicate!â
âYou absolutely do not.â
Yuji grinned. âYou communicate in longing glances.â
âI hate all of you.â
âNo, you donât.â
ââŠNo.â You sighed dramatically. âI donât.â
The front door opened again. Conversation stopped immediately.
Choso walked back inside carrying several pizza boxes. He looked between everyone.
ââŠDid I interrupt something?â
Four voices answered at once. âNo.â
He looked suspicious. ââŠAlright.â
He carried the boxes into the kitchen. Then returned with paper plates.
Instead of simply putting everything on the tableâŠ
He walked directly toward you. âThis one.â He smiled. âMushrooms. Extra olives.â
He placed the box in front of you first.
Your heart warmed. ââŠThank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â
Then he handed boxes to Yuji.
Nobara.
Megumi.
Only after everyone had theirsâŠ
Did he finally take one for himself.
Yuji watched the entire interaction.
Nobara kicked him under the table before he could say anything.
Without really thinking about it⊠Choso sat beside you. Not across from you. Not on the other side of the table. Beside you. Like it was the most natural thing in the world.
ââŠIs it alright?â He asked quietly.
âWhat?â
âThe pizza.â
You opened the box. âIt looks amazing.â
âI meanâŠâ He smiled shyly. âDo you like the toppings?â
âYou remembered them.â
âOf course.â
Your smile softened. âI love it.â
The corners of his mouth lifted almost immediately. âIâm glad.â
He reached into the paper bag.
âOh.â
âI also got garlic sauce.â He placed one in front of you.
âI remembered you liked it.â
ââŠYou remembered that too?â
âYou dipped the crust yesterday.â
ââŠRight.â
He looked genuinely puzzled. âIs that strange?â
âA little.â
âI just pay attention.â
You looked at him for a long second. ââŠIâm starting to notice.â
Halfway through dinner⊠You picked up one of your slices. âThis one has way too many olives.â
Choso looked over. ââŠToo many?â
âMhm.â
âYou like olives.â
âI do.â
âBut this is ridiculous.â You laughed. âHere.â You held the slice toward him. âTrade?â He blinked.
ââŠTrade?â
âMhm.â
âYou like olives too.â
ââŠI do.â
âSo?â
A tiny smile appeared. ââŠOkay.â
He handed you one of his slices.
You exchanged them.
Neither of you thought anything of it.
The other three, howeverâŠ
Absolutely did.
Yuji slowly looked toward Nobara.
Nobara slowly looked toward Megumi.
Megumi slowly looked toward the ceiling.
As if asking for patience.
A few minutes laterâŠ
Choso said something that made you laugh.
As he smiled backâŠ
You noticed a tiny streak of garlic sauce near the corner of his mouth.
Without thinkingâ âOh.â
He looked at you.
âHm?â
âYouâve gotâŠâ You reached over. Your thumb gently brushed the sauce away. âThere.â
Silence.
Complete silence.
Choso didnât move.
Didnât even blink.
He just⊠Looked at you.
His expression softened so much it almost hurt to watch. ââŠThank you.â His voice was barely above a whisper.
âYou were smiling.â You teased. âI couldnât let you walk around with garlic sauce.â
He laughed quietly. ââŠThat wouldâve been unfortunate.â
You spent far too long deciding what to wear. It was ridiculous. You knew it. Because it was just a walk. A normal walk.
With Choso.
Who definitely didnât mean anything by inviting you.
Probably.
Maybe.âŠHopefully not.
You sighed for what felt like the tenth time before settling on a simple white sundress and comfortable sneakers.
âItâs just a walk.â
You repeated it to yourself all the way downstairs. Choso was already waiting by the front door. The second he saw you, he smiled.
âHiâ
âHi againâ
For a brief moment, neither of you moved.Then he opened the front door for you.
âAfter you.â
âThank you.â
As you stepped outside, something caught your eye. A black backpack slung over one of his shoulders. You frowned.
ââŠPlanning to survive in the woods?â
He looked down at the backpack. âOh.âŠMaybe.â
You laughed. âYou packed for a two-hour walk?â
ââŠPerhaps.â He smiled sheepishly. âI like being prepared.â
You narrowed your eyes dramatically. âThat sounds suspicious.â
âIt does?â
âMhm.â
âShould I be worried?â
âNoâŠProbably.â
ââŠProbably?â You laughed.
âIâm kidding.â
âI hope so.â
The trail wound through the forest just behind the summer house. The morning air was pleasantly cool, carrying the scent of pine trees and damp earth. Birds chirped somewhere above your heads. It was peaceful. The kind of silence that never felt awkward.
Especially with Choso. At first⊠He seemed different. Still gentle. Still attentive. ButâŠA little nervous. He kept adjusting the strap of his backpack. Running a hand through the loose strands of hair escaping his messy buns. Looking like he wanted to say something⊠Then deciding against it. You smiled to yourself.
Cute.
âSoâŠâ You looked at him. âDid you always want to work in IT?â
His shoulders visibly relaxed.
Talking.
Talking he could do.
âActuallyâŠNo.â
âNo?â
âI wanted to be a firefighter.â
You stared. ââŠReally?â
âMhm. When I was little.â
âWhat happened?â
He smiled. âI discovered computers.â
âQuite the career change.â
âI suppose.â
You laughed. âAnd now you supervise people.â
âI supervise exactly one person. You.â
You smiled. âI feel honored.â
âYou should.â He said it with such a straight face that you burst into laughter.
A second later⊠He laughed too.
The conversation flowed naturally after that. He told you about university. About his first terrible internship. About living on instant noodles for almost a year.
âYou?â You blinked
âYou never told me why data analysis.â He Changed the subject smoothly
âOh.â You smiled. âI like puzzles.â
He nodded immediately. âI noticed.â
âI like finding patterns.â
âI also noticed.â
âI like when numbers actually tell a story.â
He smiled. âI definitely noticed.â
âYouâve been observing me.â
His ears turned pink. ââŠMaybe.â
Nearly an hour later, the trees slowly opened. You stepped out into a clearing overlooking a lake. The water sparkled in the sunlight. Wildflowers covered the grass. There wasnât another person in sight. You stopped walking.
ââŠWow.â
Choso smiled. âI thought youâd like it.â
âItâs beautiful.â
âI come here sometimes.â
âI understand why.â
For a moment⊠Neither of you spoke. Just watched the lake. Then⊠You noticed Choso taking off his backpack. He knelt on the grass. Unzipped it. Reached inside. Pulled out⊠A blanket.
You blinked. ââŠChoso?â
âHm?â He spread it over the grass. Then reached into the bag again. Sandwiches. Fruit. Drinks. Cookies. Napkins.
You stared.
He looked up. ââŠWhat?â
ââŠChoso.â
ââŠYes?â
ââŠAre weâŠâ You couldnât stop smiling. ââŠHaving a picnic?â
He looked almost embarrassed. ââŠOnly if you want to.â
Your heart practically melted. âYou packed a picnic.â
âIâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck. âI thoughtâŠWe might get hungry.SoâŠâ His voice became quieter. âI made a little extra.â
You laughed softly. âYou carried all of this the entire way?â
ââŠMhm.â
âWithout telling me?â
âI wanted it to beâŠâ He searched for the word. ââŠA surprise.â
You looked at him for several long seconds. Then smiled so warmly his heart almost stopped.
âI would absolutely love a picnic.â
His shoulders relaxed immediately. âReally?â
âReally.â
You sat down on the blanket. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYouâre incredibly sweet.â
The blush returned immediately. âIâŠIt wasnât anything special.â
âYou packed an entire picnic.â
ââŠâ
ââŠMaybe slightly special.â
You laughed. âThere you go.â
You spent the next half hour eating, talking and laughing. It felt⊠Easy. Like neither of you had to force conversation. You reached for the strawberries. Picked one up. Without thinking too much about it⊠You held it toward him.
âHere.â
He blinked. ââŠFor me?â
âMhm. You said yesterday theyâre your favorite.â
For a second⊠He just stared. BecauseâŠmYou remembered that.
âIâŠâ He leaned forward slightly. ââŠThank you.â
He carefully took a bite from the strawberry you were holding. Trying very hard not to accidentally brush your fingers.
Your heart fluttered anyway.
He chewed. Then smiled. ââŠItâs really good.â
You laughed. âI should hope so.â
Something shifted after that. The nervousness heâd carried all morning⊠Slowly disappeared. He leaned back on one hand. The breeze moved a few loose strands of his hair. He looked⊠Comfortable. Relaxed. Like he wasnât constantly monitoring himself anymore.
Your gaze drifted to his face. To the faint scar stretching across the bridge of his nose. You hesitated.
Then quietly asked, âCan I ask you something?â
âOf course.â
ââŠYour scar.â
His fingers instinctively brushed over it. âOh.â
âYou donât have to answer if itâs personal.â
He was quiet for a moment. Then smiled faintly. âNo. Itâs okay.â Another pause. âI actually donât like talking about it.â
You immediately looked guilty.nâIâm sorry.â
âNo.â He shook his head. âI donât mind talking to you about it.â
Your chest warmed. âIt happened when we were kids.â He looked toward the lake instead of at you. âThere were older boys. They liked picking on Yuji.â
You frowned.
âHe was tiny. They knew he wouldnât fight back.â His smile was sad. âSo I did.â
You listened quietly.
âThey pushed me. Ifell. There wasâŠâ He laughed softly. ââŠAn unfortunate encounter with a broken metal fence.â
You winced. âOuch.â
âMhm.â
âI got lucky.â
âYou call that lucky?â
âIt couldâve been much worse.â He shrugged. âI was stitched up. And that was that.â
You looked at him. âDoes Yuji remember?â
He shook his head. âNot really. He was little. I donât think he understood what happened. AndâŠâ His fingers absentmindedly traced the scar again. âI never reminded him.â
âWhy?â
He smiled. âBecause he would feel guilty. You know him. Heâd somehow convince himself it was his fault. So⊠Iâd rather carry this. Than let him carry guilt.â
Your eyes softened. âYouâre a wonderful brother.â
He looked almost uncomfortable. âI justâŠI love him. He deserves an easy life.â
You hesitated. ââŠAre you insecure about it?â
His answer came surprisingly quickly. ââŠYeah.â Then he laughed quietly. âI know itâs silly.â
âIt isnât.â
âI justâŠâ He looked down. âI know itâs noticeable.â
You reached out before you could overthink it. Your fingers gently brushed against the scar. So lightly it was barely a touch. âI think it suits you.â
His breath caught.
âItâŠâ Your thumb traced the edge once. âIt makes you lookâŠâ You smiled. ââŠLike someone with a story.â
His eyes stayed on yours. Unable to look away. ââŠReally?â
âI like it.â
He swallowed. ââŠNo one has ever said that before.â
âThen they were blind.â
The conversation drifted naturally after that.
To relationships.
Dating.
Life.
âSoâŠâ You asked casually. âYouâve had girlfriends?â
He nodded. âA few.â
âWere they serious?â
âSome were.â
âWhat happened?â
He shrugged gently. âLife. No huge drama. No betrayal. No fights. We simplyâŠWanted different things.â
You smiled. âThatâs⊠surprisingly healthy.â
âI think relationships donât always need a villain.â
âI agree.â
âAnd you?â He asked. âWhat do you look for?â
You smiled. âI donât know.â
âYou do.â
You laughed. âI like kind people.â
âMhm.â
âI like stability.â
âMhm.â
âI like feeling safe.â
He nodded slowly. âThatâs important.â
âWhat about you?â
He thought for a moment. âI care. A lot. Sometimes too much. I donât reallyâŠâ He searched for the words. ââŠChase people. If someone doesnât want meâŠI will let them go You deserve someone who chooses you willingly.â
Your heart squeezed.
âAndâŠâ He smiled faintly. âI care what Yuji thinks.â
You tilted your head. âReally?â
âMhm. If someone important to meâŠDidnât get along with himâŠI donât think I could ignore that.â
You looked at him quietly. âHeâs your family.â
âExactly. Itrust his judgment.â He smiled. âAnd besidesâŠif Yuji genuinely disliked someoneâŠThere would probably be a reason.â
You couldnât help smiling. âHe really means the world to you.â
âHe does.â
The sun climbed higher. The lake shimmered quietly. Neither of you noticed how many hours had passed. Because somewhere between strawberries, stories and quiet confessions⊠A simple walk had become something much more precious. The picnic had somehow turned into an afternoon. Neither of you had planned for it. At leastâŠYou hadnât.
Looking at the carefully packed backpack, you had a suspicion Choso might have secretly hoped you would stay a while.
The blanket lay stretched beneath the shade of an old oak tree. The basket was nearly empty. The drinks had long since been opened.
The conversation never stopped. It simply drifted. From one subject to another. Without either of you noticing.
âYou knowâŠâ You smiled. âI think this is the nicest afternoon Iâve had in a long time.â
Choso looked over. âIâm glad.â
âI mean it.â You looked around at the lake. âThe view. The food. The weather.â
Then your eyes found his. ââŠThe company.â
He looked away almost immediately. ââŠThank you.â His ears were turning pink again.
You were beginning to realize how easy it was to fluster him. And, admittedly⊠You enjoyed it a little too much.
The breeze picked up. A few loose strands of your hair fell across your face. You puffed out a quiet breath, trying to move them away. It didnât work.
Before you could try again⊠Choso reached out. Slowly. Giving you every chance to pull away if you wanted. His fingertips gently caught the strand. Carefully tucking it behind your ear. His touch was impossibly light. Almost hesitant. Like he was afraid of startling you.
âThere.â His voice was quiet.
You looked up at him.ââŠThank you.â
For a second⊠Neither of you looked away. Then Choso awkwardly cleared his throat. âIâm sorry.â
You laughed softly. âWhy are you apologizing this time?â
âIâŠâ He smiled sheepishly. âI donât know.â
âYouâve made apologizing into a hobby.â
ââŠMaybe.â
You leaned back onto the blanket. Stretching your arms above your head.The grass smelled warm beneath you. The sunlight filtered through the leaves overhead, painting little patches of gold across the blanket.
âThis is nice.â
âIt is.â
âYou come here often?â
âMhm.â
âWhen I need to think.â
âOr when I need to stop thinking.â
You smiled. âDoes it work?â
âSometimes.â
âAnd today?â
He looked at you. ââŠToday it does.â
Your heart skipped.
The conversation slowed. Not because you had run out of things to say. Because silence had become comfortable. You found yourself inching a little closer without really thinking about it.Your shoulder brushed his arm. He didnât move away. Instead⊠He shifted slightly. Giving you more room. As though he had noticed what you were doing and quietly accommodated it. The gesture was so subtle that anyone else might have missed it. You didnât.
You rolled onto your side. Looking up at him. He was sitting with one knee bent, absentmindedly looking out across the lake. The sunlight caught the scar across his nose.
He really was handsome.Dangerously so.
âComfortable?â He asked.
âMhm.â
Another moment passed. Then, acting entirely on instinct⊠You moved closer. Carefully. Until your head laid on his tight.
For one heartbeatâŠNothing happened. ThenâŠEverything did. Choso froze.Completely. His entire body went still. You immediately looked up.
âOh.â
âIâm sorry. I shouldâve askedââ
âNo.â His answer came so quickly it surprised both of you. âI meanâŠâ He swallowed. âYou donâtâŠYou donât have to move.â
âYou sure?â
ââŠYes.â
His voice was noticeably quieter now.âIf youâre comfortable.â
âI am.â You smiled.
âThen so am I.â
He still looked uncertain. As though he wasnât entirely convinced this was real. His hands rested awkwardly on his own lap. Clearly unsure where they belonged.
You almost laughed. He was so unbelievably careful. After a few long seconds⊠His fingers moved. Lightly. They brushed your hair.
Once. Then again. Slow, gentle strokes. Almost absentminded. Like he wasnât consciously deciding to do it anymore.
You closed your eyes. ââŠThatâs nice.â
His hand immediately stopped. âIâm sorry.â
You opened one eye. âThere it is again.â
ââŠWhat?â
âThe apologizing.â
A tiny smile appeared on his lips. ââŠRight.â
His fingers returned to your hair. This time with a little more confidence. Still gentle. Still careful. But less hesitant.
âYou have really soft hair.â He murmured before he could stop himself.
You smiled without opening your eyes. âThank you.â
âIâŠâ He looked embarrassed. âI donât know why I said that.â
âBecause youâre thinking it?â
ââŠProbably.â
âI like when you say what youâre thinking.â
He chuckled quietly. âIâm not sure thatâs a good idea.â
âWhy not?â
âI think too much.â
âIâve noticed.â
ou stayed like that for a while. His fingers lazily combing through your hair. The breeze carrying the scent of wildflowers. The lake quietly lapping against the shore. It felt⊠Peaceful. Like the world had become very small. Just the two of you beneath the tree.
âSoâŠâ You said eventually.
âWhat were you like as a kid?â
Choso laughed. âQuiet.â
âI donât believe you.â
âItâs true.â
âWorse than now?â
âMhm.â
âOh my God.â
He smiled. âI preferred reading. Building things.â
You laughed. âYou were born thirty.â
âI was not.â
âYou absolutely were.â
âI wasnât.â
âYou came out of the womb paying taxes.â
He laughed properly this time. A warm sound that made you smile.
âAnd Yuji?â
âOhâŠâ His eyes softened immediately. âHe was chaos.â
âI can imagine.â
âHe climbed everything. Trees. Fences. The roof onceâ
âThe roof?â
âMhm.â
âOur mother nearly fainted.â
âAnd you?â
âI climbed after him. To get him down.â
You laughed. âSo youâve been rescuing him your whole life?â
ââŠMore or less. He once got stuck halfway up a tree because he realized he was afraid of heights.â
âNo.â
âMhm.â
âSo?â
âI climbed up. Carried him down.â
âYou carried him?â
âHe refused to let go.â
You covered your mouth, laughing. âPlease tell me you have photos.â
âI do.â
âOh my God.â
âYou are showing me.â
He sighed dramatically. âI had a feeling youâd say that.â
âWhat about you?â He asked. âWere you the quiet kid?â
You snorted. âAbsolutely not.â
âOh?â
âI talked. A lot. I still do.â
âIâve noticed.â
You nudged his leg. âRude.â
âJust observant.â
You told him stories from university. About Nobara insisting everyone should celebrate surviving exams. About Megumi accidentally becoming the groupâs designated problem solver because he always looked responsible.
âOne timeâŠâ You laughed. âYuji convinced our professor the projector was haunted.â
Choso blinked. ââŠHow?â
âHe kept unplugging it.â
ââŠYuji.â
âThe professor spent twenty minutes trying to fix it.â
âOh no.â
âAnd then Nobara started pretending she heard whispers.â
He laughed so hard he actually bent forward. âYou didnât.â
âI absolutely did.â
âAnd Megumi?â
âHe walked out because he said he didnât know us.â
ââŠFair.â
The laughter slowly faded. Leaving behind another comfortable silence. Without really thinking⊠Choso looked down. You were still laying on his laps.Looking completely at peace. He smiled Small. Soft. Almost unnoticeable.
His fingers continued moving through your hair. Carefully untangling a few strands caught by the breeze. He didnât even realize he was doing it anymore.
It had become instinct.
You looked up just enough to catch that smile. Your heart fluttered. âYou knowâŠâ
âHm?â
âI think youâre smiling more.â
His hand paused. ââŠAm I?â
âMhm.â
âI like it.â
He looked away, suddenly shy again. âI thinkâŠâ He admitted quietly. âItâs because you laugh a lot.â
You blinked. âWhat does that have to do with anything?â
He met your eyes. âYour laugh isâŠâ He hesitated. ââŠContagious.â For a momentâŠ
Neither of you spoke. Neither of you looked away. And neither of you noticed that somewhere between shared stories, gentle touches and easy laughterâŠ
Whatever this was had quietly become something neither friendship nor coincidence could fully explain anymore.
Time had slipped away from both of you. The sun had begun its slow descent, bathing the lake in warm shades of gold and amber. The breeze had cooled. The blanket beneath you was scattered with the last few strawberry leaves and empty bottles. Neither of you had noticed how many hours had passed. It had simply⊠Happened.
Chosoâs fingers had slowed in your hair. Not because he wanted to stop. He had grown almost too comfortable with the feeling of you resting against him.
Too used to the quiet weight of your head against his leg. Too aware that if he let himselfâŠHe could stay exactly like this until sunset. Or longer.
Eventually⊠He let out a quiet breath. ââŠWe should probably get going.â
You didnât move. Instead, you looked up at him. His dark eyes met yours almost immediately. There was something reluctant in them. Almost apologetic.
âDo you want to?â The question came so softly that for a moment he simply looked at you.
Then⊠He smiled. A small, honest smile. ââŠNo.â He laughed under his breath. âButâŠâ his thumb brushed your cheek âWe still have to eat dinner.â
You smiled. âRight.â
For a few quiet seconds neither of you made any effort to stand. Almost as if both of you were silently hoping the other would suggest staying just a little longer.
Neither of you did.
You looked up at him again. ââŠDid you enjoy today?â
His answer came immediately. âYesâ Not polite. Not automatic. Certain. âI really did.â His thumb absentmindedly brushed a loose strand of your hair away from your forehead. âSo much more than I expected.â
Your heart skipped. ââŠMe too.â You smiled. âI had a wonderful time.â
His expression softened. âIâm glad.â
A comfortable silence settled again. Then Choso cleared his throat. âIfâŠâ He hesitated.
You had started recognizing that hesitation. It meant he was trying very hard not to assume too much.
ââŠIf youâd likeâŠâ He looked away for just a second. âWe couldâŠâ Another pause. ââŠCome here again sometime.â
The sentence sounded almost shy. As though he expected you to politely decline. As though he had already prepared himself for disappointment. Before he could spiral any furtherâŠ
You smiled. Brightly. âI would love to, Choso.â
His eyes found yours again. ââŠReally?â
âMhm. Iâd love to.â
The relief on his face was almost impossible to miss. âOh.â A tiny laugh escaped him. ââŠGood.â
He looked down for a second, smiling to himself. âI was hoping youâd say that.â
Your cheeks warmed.
Eventually⊠Reality won. You both reluctantly stood.
Choso folded the blanket with practiced precision while you gathered the remaining bottles.
âYou really planned everything.â
He smiled. âI tried.â
âYou succeeded.â
ââŠThank you.â
âYou knowâŠâ You laughed. âYou accept compliments almost as badly as you accept people thanking you.â
âI donât.â
âYou do.â
âI simply donât know what to say.â
âTryâŠâ You tilted your head dramatically. ââYouâre welcome.ââ
He chuckled. ââŠIâll practice.â
The backpack somehow looked even fuller than before. You frowned. âHow is that possible?â
âI have no idea.â
âYou packed physics into that thing.â
âI work in IT.â
âSo?â
âSo maybe I compressed it.â
You laughed. âI cannot believe I almost accepted that explanation.â
The walk back started slowly. The afternoon sun warmed your shoulders. Neither of you hurried. There was no reason to. Your legs, however⊠Had started protesting.
The trail suddenly seemed much longer than before.
After nearly twenty minutes, you let out an involuntary groan.
ââŠEverything okay?â
You looked at Choso.
ââŠMaybe.â
He raised an eyebrow. âMaybe?â
âMy legs are beginning to hate me.â
He smiled. âTired?â
ââŠA little.â You stretched one leg dramatically. âI think this was more walking than Iâve done all month.â
He looked at you for a second. Then⊠Entirely casually⊠âI can carry you.â
You blinked. ââŠWhat?â
âI can carry you.â
âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou absolutely donât have to.â
âI know.â
âI can walk.â
âI know.â
âSoâŠâ
âSo?â
ââŠWhy?â
He looked genuinely confused by the question. âBecause youâre tired. âAs simple as that.â
You stared at him. ââŠThatâs your reasoning?â
âMhm. You look tired. I can help.â He shrugged lightly. âSo I offered.â
As though carrying someone through the forest was the most ordinary thing in the world.
You laughed quietly. ââŠYouâre unbelievable.â
âIâve heard that.â
âUsually as a compliment?â
ââŠNot always.â
You smiled. ââŠAre you sure?â
He nodded once. Without hesitation. âIâm sure.â
You bit your lip. ââŠOkay.â
Before you could overthink it⊠He stepped closer. One arm slipped carefully behind your knees. The other supported your back.
âSo this is happening.â
He smiled. âIf thatâs alright.â
âIt is.â
Then, with surprising ease⊠He lifted you. As though you weighed almost nothing. Your eyes widened.
âOh.â
He looked concerned immediately. âDid I hurt you?â
âWhat? No. You justâŠâ You laughed. ââŠPicked me up like I was a backpack.â
He smiled. âI work out.â
âI noticed.â
For a few moments⊠Neither of you spoke. You could hear his steady heartbeat through his shirt. The scent of laundry detergent mixed with pine trees. The warmth of his arms around you. Comfortable. Safe.
You looked up at him. âYou knowâŠâ
âHm?â
âThe gym is really showing.â
He looked down at you. ââŠIs it?â
âOh, absolutely.â
He laughed softly. âIâm glad.â
âI donât think Iâve ever been carried this effortlessly.â
âIâll take that as a compliment.â
âYou should.â
After a few more minutes⊠You gently tapped his shoulder.
âOkay.â
âHm?â
âYou can put me down now.â
âYou sure?â
âMhm.â
âMy legs forgave me.â
He carefully lowered you back onto the path. Waiting until you were steady before letting go completely. Even then⊠His hand lingered near your elbow for a second. Just in case. Only withdrawing once he was certain you wouldnât stumble. Gentle. Always gentle.
The rest of the walk felt⊠Different somehow. You naturally fell into step beside him. Your shoulders brushed every now and then. Neither of you moved away.
Sometimes your hands came dangerously close. Close enough that your fingers almost touched. Almost. But not quite.
You talked about nothing important. Favorite movies. The terrible coffee on campus. Whether pineapple belonged on pizza. Choso admitted he secretly liked cheesy romantic comedies.
You laughed so hard he looked embarrassed.
âI thought you were judging me.â
âI am.â
ââŠFair.â
âAnd your favorite movie?â He looked genuinely curious.
You told him.
He immediately wrote the title into his phone.
âYouâve never seen it?â
âI havenât.â
âYou donât have to.â
âI want to.â
ââŠWhy?â
He smiled so naturally that it almost stole your breath. âBecause if you like itâŠâ He shrugged. ââŠThereâs a good chance I will too.â
Your heart melted.
By the time the summer house came into view⊠The two of you were laughing over another ridiculous story from university. Neither of you noticed the figure sitting on the porch.
Yuji.
Who had been âreadingâ the same page of a comic for the last twenty minutes.
Waiting.
The second he saw the two of you approachingâ
Walking far closer together than when youâd leftâŠ
Both smilingâŠ
LaughingâŠ
Looking lighter somehowâŠ
He slowly lowered the comic.
A grin spread across his face.
ââŠFinally.â He muttered to himself. âTheyâre getting somewhere.â
He had no idea that the âsomewhereâ included a picnic, hair playing, emotional confessions, and Choso carrying you through half the forest.
If he had⊠He probably wouldâve started planning your wedding by dinner.
AN: I absolutely love the contrast between comments on my different stories
Here: omg so cute uwu they smiled at each other *.*
Broken mirror Suguru x reader (on Wattpad): BITCH WTF LEAVE HIM </3 HE IS FUCKING CRAZY GET OUT OF HIS DAMN HOUSE
Anyway expect me to post whole story within a few days
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The next morning⊠You woke up a little before eight. Not as ridiculously early as yesterday. But still earlier than everyone else. You stretched. Changed into a simple summer dress. Brushed your hair. And wandered downstairs.
The smell of coffee greeted you before you even reached the kitchen. You smiled automatically. Of course.
Choso.
He was standing by the counter, making breakfast.
When he heard your footsteps, he turned around.
And for a split second⊠He just looked at you.
ââŠMorning.â His voice sounded⊠different. A little quieter. Almost nervous.
âMorning.â
He smiled. A tiny one. âYouâŠâ He stopped.
You tilted your head. âHm?â
He looked away for a second. Then back at you. ââŠYou look nice today.â
Silence.You blinked.
Did⊠Did Choso Kamo just compliment you first? Your heart immediately started beating faster.
âOh.â You smiled. âThank you.â
His ears turned slightly pink. âYou always look nice.â He froze. ââŠI meanâŠâ He cleared his throat. ââŠThe dress. No.â He winced âI meanââ
You couldnât help laughing. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âItâs okay.â
He looked almost relieved. âRight.â
A comfortable silence settled between you. He flipped another pancake. Then glanced at you again.
âSoâŠâ
âHm?â
âI was about to eat.â He hesitated. Then, a little more quietlyâ ââŠWould you like to have breakfast with me?â
Your smile became impossibly soft. âIâd love to.â
âOkay.â He smiled too. A little bigger this time. âGood.â
The two of you sat across from each other. Just like always. But⊠Something felt different. Not worse. Just⊠New.
Like there was a little more awareness between you. A little more nervousness. You caught him looking at you twice. Each time he immediately looked back at his plate. Cute.
Halfway through breakfast⊠He put his coffee down. âSoâŠâ
You looked up. âHm?â
âIfâŠâ He paused. âYou donât already have plans laterâŠâ
You waited patiently.
âWould youâŠâ Another pause. His fingers tightened slightly around his mug. ââŠLike to go for a walk?â
Your heart practically stopped. âA walk?â
âMhm. JustâŠâ He smiled shyly. âThe weather is supposed to be nice. And I know a trail nearby. You donât have to, of course. It could be nice.â
You looked at him for a moment. Unable to stop smiling. âIâd love that.â
The relief that crossed his face was almost immediate. âOh.â
âOkay.â He smiled. âGreat.â Then, almost to himselfâ ââŠGreat.â
From the hallway, hidden just enough not to be seen⊠A sleepy Yuji peeked around the corner. He watched his older brother tryingâand spectacularly failingâto act casual. Then he looked at your bright smile.
He silently gave Choso a thumbs-up.
His brother, thankfully, didnât see it.
Because otherwise Choso probably wouldâve canceled the walk out of embarrassment.
Yuji grinned to himself.
Progress.
Finally.
His brother had stopped standing still.
And started taking one very careful step toward you.
Your room had slowly started feeling like your own. Which was funny. Because you had only been at the summer house for a short time. But between the unpacked books on your desk, clothes scattered around your suitcase, and the small pile of notes from your data cases⊠It already felt familiar. Comfortable. Safe.
You were sitting on your bed when someone knocked. Except⊠They didnât really wait for permission.
âYN.â
You looked up. âYuji.â
The pink-haired menace walked inside like he owned the room. Which, technically, he kind of did.
âWhat?â
He closed the door behind him. Then immediately sat on the floor.
You narrowed your eyes.
âWhy do I feel like youâre about to annoy me?â
âBecause you know me.â
âUnfortunately.â
He ignored that. âSo.â
You sighed. âNo.â
âI didnât even say anything.â
âYou walked in with that face.â
âWhat face?â
âThe face you make before you cause problems.â
Yuji looked offended. âI donât cause problems.â
âYou absolutely do.â
âOkay, maybe sometimes.â
âAlways.â
He grinned. âAnyway.â
You already knew where this was going.
âChoso.â
You froze. ââŠWhat about him?â
Yujiâs smile widened. âProgress report.â
You immediately grabbed your pillow and threw it at him. âNo.â
He caught it easily. âYes.â
âYuji.â
âWhat?â
âYou are way too invested.â
âOf course I am.â
âWhy?â
âBecause this is the most interesting thing that has happened all summer.â
You stared. âSeriously?â
âYes.â
âYou have no hobbies.â
âI have many hobbies.â
âName three.â
ââŠâ
âExactly.â
He leaned back against the bed.
âSo.â
âWhat happened?â
You looked away. âNothing.â
âWrong answer.â
âYuji.â
âYN.â
You sighed. âYou already know.â
âI want details.â
âNo.â
âPlease.â
âNo.â
âPlease?â
You looked at him. âYou are unbelievable.â
âI know.â
A pause.
Then you gave up. ââŠHe thought you and I were dating.â
Yuji immediately made a face. âEw.â
You blinked. âWow.â
âWhat?â
âYou didnât even hesitate.â
âBecause no.â He shuddered dramatically. âAbsolutely not.â
âYuji.â
âYouâre like my sister.â
âThatâs not helping your case.â
âAnd alsoâŠâ He pointed at himself. âI have eyes.â
You laughed. âOkay.â
âContinue.â
You told him everything. The conversation. The kitchen. Chosoâs relief. The way he looked when he realized you werenât together. The job offer. The email. The meeting with his boss. And unfortunately⊠The more you talked⊠The more obvious it became. Because every time you mentioned Choso⊠Your expression changed. Your voice softened. You smiled without realizing it.
Yuji noticed. Of course he did. He noticed everything.
âSoâŠâ You finished. âAnd heâs justâŠâ You sighed. âHeâs just soâŠâ
âNice?â
âYes.â
âKind?â
âYes.â
âHandsome?â
You immediately looked away.nââŠYes.â
Yuji grinned.nâThere it is.â
âShut up.â
âNo.â
You hugged your pillow. âHe is justâŠâ You searched for the words. âHe cares. He remembers things. He listens. He doesnât make you feel stupid. He actually wants to help.AndâŠâ You smiled. â He believes in meâ
Yujiâs teasing expression softened. Because despite everything⊠He really did understand. Choso wasnât someone people easily got close to. And you had somehow done it without even trying.
âYou really like him.â
You covered your face. âYes.â
âLikeâŠReally like him?â
You peeked at him. ââŠYes.â
Yuji nodded. âOkay.â He stood up. âPerfect.â
You blinked. âPerfect?â
âItâs my time to shine.â
âOh no.â
âYes.â
âNo.â
âYes.â
âYuji.â
He pointed dramatically. âI will become the ultimate wingman.â
You groaned. âPlease donât.â
âI wonât tell him.â
You froze. âReally?â
âMhm.â
âWhy?â
âBecause thatâs your job.â
âAlsoâŠâ He smiled. âItâs more fun this way.â
You narrowed your eyes. âYou are enjoying this.â
âA little.â
âYuji.â
âOkay, a lot. But.â He raised a finger. âI will give him hints.Subtle hints.â
âYou cannot be subtle.â
âI can.â
âYou literally told me I was talking to him in italic font.â
âThat was an accurate observation.â
âThat was bullying.â
âIt was loving teasing.â
You rolled your eyes. âWhatever.â
Yuji grinned. âTrust me.â
âI got this.â
The house had finally gone quiet. The kind of quiet that only happened after everyone had spent an entire day together. The living room was empty. The lights were dimmed. Everyone had disappeared into their rooms.
Except Choso.
Of course.
Yuji wasnât surprised when he found him in the kitchen. Choso was standing by the counter, making tea. Because apparently even on vacation, his older brother couldnât just exist. He needed a routine. A schedule. A cup of tea. Probably a mental checklist.
Yuji leaned against the doorway. âSo.â
Choso glanced over. âSo?â
Yuji nodded toward him. âYou and YN have been spending a lot of time together.â
Immediately. Very slightly. Choso stiffened. Not enough that most people would notice.
But Yuji wasnât most people. He had known him his entire life.
âHave we?â
Yuji raised an eyebrow. âYeah.â
âHave we?â
âChoso.â
âWhat?â
âYou literally spent most of today teaching her about your work.â
âMhm.â
âAnd yesterday you helped her with the cases.â
âMhm.â
âAnd you two were talking for like three hours this morning.â
Choso looked away. âShe was interested.â
Yuji smiled. âYeah. Inoticed.â
There was a pause. Then
âSheâs smart.â
Yuji looked at him. âI know.â
âShe understands things quickly.â
âMhm.â
âShe asks good questions.â
Yuji nodded. âUh-huh.â
âSheâsâŠâ Choso stopped.
Yuji waited. Because he knew. He knew exactly what was happening. Choso was accidentally describing his feelings. And he didnât even realize.
âSheâs what?â
Choso frowned slightly. Then looked away.
âSheâs just a good person.â
Yuji smiled. âYeah.â
âShe is.â
For a moment, neither of them spoke. Then Yuji walked further into the kitchen.
âNo, I meanâŠâ Yuji shrugged. âYou were just trying to understand the situation.â
Choso was quiet. Then softly: âSheâs important to you.â
The answer was so simple. So very Choso. Yujiâs expression softened.
âYeah. She is.â
A few seconds passed.
Then Yuji smiled slightly. âBut not like that.â
Choso looked at him. âWhat?â
âMe and YN. Weâre friends.â
âI know.â
âNo, I meanâŠâ Yuji opened the fridge. âVery much friends.â
Choso watched him. And Yuji caught it. The smallest change. The way his shoulders relaxed. Almost immediately. Interesting. Very interesting.
âSo.â Yuji grabbed a drink. âGood to know.â
Choso narrowed his eyes. âWhy?â
âWhy what?â
âWhy are you telling me this?â
Yuji shrugged. âBecause you seemed worried.â
âI was not.â
âYou were.â
âI wasnât.â
âYou literally looked like you were about to apologize for existing.â
Choso frowned. âI did not.â
âYou did.â
âI donât.â
âYou do.â
A pause. Then Choso quietly admitted: ââŠMaybe slightly.â
Yuji had to bite the inside of his cheek not to laugh. Because that was basically a confession by Choso standards.
Yuji leaned against the counter. âSo.â
âWhat?â
âAre you having fun?â
Choso looked confused. âWith what?â
âSummer.â
âOh.â He nodded. âYes.â
âGood.â
A pause. âWith everyone?â
âMhm.â
Another pause.
Then: âEspecially?â
Choso immediately looked suspicious. âYuji.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre doing something.â
âIâm literally asking a question.â
âYou have a tone.â
âI have no tone.â
âYou have a tone.â
Yuji smiled. âOkay.â
âMaybe.â
Choso sighed. âYN is easy to talk to.â
Yuji looked away so Choso wouldnât notice his grin.
âMhm.â
âShe doesnât make things complicated.â
âThatâs good.â
âShe listens.â
âYeah.â
âSheâŠâ Choso stopped again.
Yuji waited. Because pushing would ruin it. He didnât need to. Choso already knew.
âSheâs nice to be around.â
There it was.
Yuji nodded. âThen maybe you should spend more time with her.â
Choso immediately looked at him. âWhat?â
âWhat?â
âYou said that strangely.â
âNo, I didnât.â
âYou did.â
âI just thinkâŠâ Yuji shrugged. âIf someone makes you feel comfortable, you shouldnât avoid them.â
Choso was quiet. âSheâs your friend.â
âYeah.â
âAnd youâre okay withâŠâ
âChoso.â Yuji interrupted. âSheâs an adult.â
âI know.â
âYouâre an adult.â
âI know.â
âYouâre both smart.â
Choso looked away. âThatâs not the point.â
âThen what is?â
A pause.
Choso didnât answer. Because the real answer was: Because I like her. And saying it out loud made it real.
Yuji smiled softly. âYou knowâŠYN is pretty easy to read.â
Choso looked at him. âWhat do you mean?â
âNothing.â
âYuji.â
âNothing.â
âYouâre smiling.â
âI smile often.â
âNot like that.â
Yuji laughed. âGood night, Choso.â
âYuji.â
But Yuji was already leaving.
At the doorway, he turned around. âOh.â
âYeah?â
âDonât overthink everything.â
Choso stared. âI donât.â
Yuji laughed. âSure.â Then he disappeared upstairs.
Choso stayed in the kitchen. Quiet. Thinking. Which was exactly what Yuji told him not to do. Because of course he did. But⊠For the first time⊠The thought didnât feel impossible.
Maybe you didnât only see him as Yujiâs older brother. Maybe you actually enjoyed being around him. Maybe⊠He didnât have to immediately step away.
Upstairs, Yuji closed his bedroom door. And smiled to himself. Progress. Slow progress. But progress.
Because Choso Kamo was the type of person who needed permission to breathe if he thought it might inconvenience someone else. And apparentlyâŠHis little brotherâs job for the summer was teaching him that sometimes⊠People wanted him around. Especially you.
Choso wasnât usually an overthinker.
At leastâŠNot at work.
At work, there were facts.
Problems.
Solutions.
Everything followed a pattern.
People, however⊠People were complicated.
And right nowâŠHis little brother had somehow made everything infinitely more complicated.
He stood outside Yujiâs bedroom. A mug of tea still in his hand. Staring at the closed door.
This is ridiculous.
He was thirty-two years old.
Why was he standing outside his younger brotherâs room like a teenager asking for permission to borrow the car?
He sighed quietly.
Turned around.
Took three steps toward his own room.
Stopped.
Then walked back.
He raised his hand.
Hesitated.
Lowered it.
Raised it again.
Finallyâ Knock.
âCome in.â
Choso opened the door slightly.
Yuji looked up from his phone. ââŠYou okay?â
âIâŠâ Choso immediately looked like he regretted coming. âCan I ask you something?â
Yuji put his phone aside. âSure.â
Choso stayed awkwardly by the door.
âYou donât have to stand there like youâre talking to the principal.â
ââŠRight.â
He stepped inside. Still looking uncertain.
For a few seconds, he simply stood there. Thinking. Trying to find the right words.
Then finallyâ âSoâŠâ
Yuji waited.
âHypothetically.â
The corner of Yujiâs mouth twitched. âHypothetically.â
âYou arenâtâŠâ Choso rubbed the back of his neck. ââŠmad that Iâm spending time with your friend?â
Silence.
Yuji blinked once. Then⊠A smile slowly spread across his face. Not teasing. Not mocking. JustâŠFond. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou came all the way here to ask me that?â
âI just wanted to make sure.â
Yuji shook his head, laughing quietly. âYou really are unbelievable.â
âI meanâŠI know sheâs important to you.â
âShe is.â
âAnd I didnât want you to think I wasâŠâ He struggled for the word. ââŠtaking advantage of that.â
Yujiâs expression softened immediately. BecauseâŠOf course. Of course that was what Choso had been worrying about. Not whether you liked him. Not whether he should ask you out. Not even whether he had a chance.
His biggest concern was whether Yuji would feel betrayed.
âYou donât have to.â Yuji crossed his arms. âI know you.â
Choso looked down. ââŠYouâre sure?â
âIâm sure.â
âYou wonât be uncomfortable?â
âNo.â
âYou wonât think IâmâŠâ
âWhat?â
ââŠCrossing a line?â
Yuji smiled. âNo.â A pause. Then, with the biggest grin imaginableâ âAndâŠâ He tilted his head. âFrom where Iâm standingâŠIâm not the only one giving you a green light.â
Choso froze.ââŠYuji.â
âWhat?â
âYouâŠâ His blush spread all the way to his cheeks now. âI donât know what you mean.â
âOh?â
âI really donât.â
âSure.â
âI donât.â
âChoso.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre terrible at lying.â
ââŠâ
âIâve known you my entire life.â
ââŠâ
âYou look like someone just confessed to you.â
Choso covered part of his face with one hand. ââŠGood night.â
Yuji burst into laughter. âThatâs your escape?â
ââŠGood night.â
âGood night, brother.â
As Choso reached the doorâ
âHey?â
Choso looked back. âYeah?â
Yuji smiled. âI like seeing you happy.â
For just a second⊠Chosoâs expression softened. A genuine one. ââŠThank you.â
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The kind of ridiculous where, if anyone asked, you would absolutely deny it.
You were not waking up at an unreasonable hour because Choso usually came downstairs early. You were not thinking about how he always made breakfast for everyone. You were not thinking about how he spent yesterday offering you an opportunity that could genuinely change your future.
No.
You simply⊠Woke up. Naturally. Completely normal.
Except⊠You immediately got out of bed. And went downstairs. And started making breakfast. So perhaps your argument wasnât very convincing.
The kitchen was quiet. The entire house was still asleep. No Yuji dramatically complaining. No Nobara taking over the bathroom. No Megumi silently appearing out of nowhere. Just you. The soft sound of a pan. The smell of coffee. The morning sun slowly creeping through the windows.
You decided to make something simple. Something you knew you could do well. Eggs. Toast. Fresh fruit. Pancakes. And coffee.
Because apparently Choso had somehow made you associate mornings with coffee and quiet conversations. You hated how easily heâd become part of your routine.
Because it felt⊠Natural. Too natural.
By the time everything was ready, you heard footsteps.
You froze.
A few seconds later, Choso appeared in the doorway. Still sleepy. Hair tied into his usual two messy buns. A loose black shirt. Gray sweatpants. For a moment, he just stood there. Looking at the kitchen. Then at you. Then back at the kitchen.
You smiled. âMorning.â
His expression softened immediately. âMorning.â
Then he noticed the table.
The breakfast.
The coffee.
And something in his face changed. Not surprise. Something deeper. Almost⊠Touched. âYouâŠâ He looked at the food. Then back at you. âYou made this?â
You nodded. âMhm. I thought Iâd make breakfast today.â
For a second, he didnât say anything. And honestly⊠You werenât prepared for his reaction. Because Choso didnât just look happy. He looked almost overwhelmed. Like someone had handed him something far more valuable than breakfast. âYou didnât have to.â
There it was. The sentence you expected. The one he always said.
You smiled. âI know.â
âBut I wanted to.â
His lips parted slightly. Then he looked down. âYouâŠâ He laughed quietly. âI donât even know what to say.â
You tilted your head. âItâs just breakfast.â
âNo.â He shook his head.
âItâs not.â His voice was soft. âYou woke up early. You made this. For me.â
The way he said it made your heart squeeze. Like the concept of someone doing something thoughtful for him was still something he wasnât used to.
âYou make breakfast for everyone all the time.â
âMhm.â
âSo I thoughtâŠâ You shrugged. âYour turn.â
For a moment, he just stared. Then his expression softened. âThank you.â
Simple. Quiet. But somehow⊠It meant everything.
He sat down. Took the first bite. And immediately looked up.
âThis is amazing.â
You laughed. âReally?â
âMhm.â
âYou donât have to say that.â
âIâm not.â
âYou actually like it?â
âI do.â He took another bite. âYouâre a really good cook.â
You felt your cheeks warm. âChoso.â
âWhat?â
âYou make it sound like I just won an award.â
He looked confused. âBut itâs true.â
âYou donât have to praise me so much.â
âI donât?â
âNo.â
âWhy?â
You opened your mouth. Then closed it. Because⊠How were you supposed to explain that he said compliments like they were facts? Like he wasnât trying to make you feel good. He was simply stating what he believed.
ââŠBecause you make people blush.â
He blinked. âOh.â A pause. âIâm sorry.â
You immediately laughed. âWhy are you apologizing?â
âI didnât mean to make you uncomfortable.â
âIâm not uncomfortable.â
âYou sure?â
âYes.â
He nodded. Still looking slightly worried.
You smiled. âYou really are something else.â
After breakfast, Choso washed the dishes despite your protests.
âYou cooked. I can clean.â
âThatâs not fair.â
âIt is.â
âNo.â
âIt is.â
You stared at him. âYou always win arguments by being calm.â
âI do?â
âYes.â
âI wasnât aware.â
âExactly.â
A little later, the two of you sat on the patio. His laptop was open. Beside it were several documents. You felt a strange combination of excitement and nervousness. This was real. Not just a conversation. Not just an idea. A chance. Choso noticed your expression.
âYou nervous?â
âA little.â
âThatâs normal.â
âWhat if Iâm terrible?â
He looked at you. Genuinely confused. âWhy would you be?â
âBecause this isâŠâ You gestured toward the laptop. âYour actual work.â
âMhm.â
âAnd your company.â
âMhm.â
âAnd youâre trusting me with it.â
He tilted his head. âYouâre not going to break anything.â
âThatâs not what I mean.â
âI know.â
His voice softened. âYou donât have to prove yourself today. Iâm just showing you. Teaching you. Okay?â
You nodded. âOkay.â
He smiled. âGood.â
He opened the first file. âLetâs start with something easy.â
âEasy?â
âMhm.â
âWhat is it?â
âA data cleaning case.â He turned the laptop slightly toward you. âNothing complicated. Just identifying inconsistencies. Youâll look through it. Tell me what you notice. If you need helpâŠâ He glanced at you. âJust ask.â
The way he said it was so reassuring.
Not if you fail.
Not if you donât understand.
JustâŠ
If you need help.
You started.
At first⊠Slowly. Carefully. You read through the information. Looked at the patterns. Checked the numbers.
Choso didnât interrupt. He simply watched. Not in a stressful way. More like⊠He was genuinely interested in how you thought. After several minutes, you pointed at the screen.
âI think this section is wrong.â
He leaned closer. âWhy?â
âBecause the increase doesnât match the previous trend.â You pointed. âAnd here. This value is probably an error.â
He looked. Then smiled. âYouâre right.â
You looked up. âReally?â
âMhm. You noticed it faster than some interns Iâve worked with.â
Your cheeks warmed. âSeriously?â
âSeriously.â He smiled. âI told you. Youâre good.â
You continued. The second case was harder. The third even more. And every time you got stuckâŠChoso never made you feel stupid. Never.
âOkay.â
âLook here.â He leaned closer. âDonât look at the answer first. Look at the pattern. Ask yourselfâŠWhat doesnât belong?â His explanations were calm. Patient. He never rushed. Never took the laptop away. Never said, âNo, thatâs wrong.âInstead: âAlmost.â âTry looking at it differently.â âYouâre close.â âWhat made you choose that?â
At one point, you frowned at the screen.
âI donât understand.â
Choso immediately turned toward you. âOkay. Thatâs fine. Letâs go through it.â He pointed at the numbers. âTell me what you know.â
You explained.
âAnd what are you unsure about?â
You explained again.
âGood.â He smiled. âYouâre actually already thinking the right way.â
You blinked. âI am?â
âMhm. You just need confidence.â
The words were simple. But they stayed with you.
After several hours⊠You leaned back.
âOkay. I think my brain is melting.â
Choso laughed quietly. âThatâs normal.â
âDo you always work like this?â
âSometimes.â
âHow do you survive?â
âCoffee.â
You laughed. âOf course.â
He closed the laptop. âYou did really well.â
You smiled. âThank you.â
âNo.â He shook his head. âI mean it. You did. You learned quickly. You asked good questions. You werenât afraid to say you didnât know something. Thatâs important.â
You looked at him. âYou really believe I can do this?â
The question slipped out before you could stop it. His expression changed. Immediately. Like the answer was obvious.
âYes.â No hesitation. No uncertainty. Just yes. âYou wouldnât have offered if I couldnât.â
âExactly.â
You smiled. âYouâre very sure about me.â
âMhm.â
âWhy?â
He looked almost confused. âBecause Iâve been watching you.â
Your heart stopped.
He continued, completely unaware. âSince you came here. You listen. You think before answering. You notice details. You care. SoâŠâ A small smile. âI trust you.â
And there it was again. That effortless kindness. That complete sincerity. The reason you were falling harder every day. Because Choso Kamo didnât make promises. He didnât make dramatic declarations. He simply looked at someone and decidedâ I believe in you. And somehow⊠That was much more dangerous.
You thought the hardest part would be solving the cases. You were wrong. The hardest part was watching Choso treat your work like it actually mattered. Because to him⊠It did.
The afternoon sun had shifted lower by the time you finished the last case. Your laptop was still open in front of you. You expected Choso to simply look through everything, give you feedback, maybe tell you what you could improve.
You didnât expect the small smile that appeared on his face. âYouâre really good at this.â
You looked away, embarrassed. âYou keep saying that.â
âBecause itâs true.â
âYou say everything like youâre stating facts.â
He tilted his head, confused âBecause I am.â
You laughed quietly. There was something so uniquely Choso about that. No exaggeration. No empty compliments. If he said something, he meant it.
You watched as he opened his email.
âOkay.â
âWhat?â
âIâll send these to my boss.â
You blinked. âWait. Youâre actually sending them?â
âMhm.â
âAlready?â
He looked at you. âWhy not?â
âI donât knowâŠâ You laughed nervously. âI thought you would need more time.â
âI looked through them.â
âYou did well.â
âSoâŠâ He shrugged. âI donât see a reason to wait.â
You watched him start typing.
The email wasnât long.
Choso wasnât someone who wasted words. He never was. But every sentence somehow felt important. You leaned slightly closer, reading over his shoulder.
Subject: Student candidate recommendation
Hello,
I wanted to share the results of the cases we discussed.
The cases attached were solved by Miss YN LN, a student of Data Analysis at [University].
She demonstrated strong analytical thinking, attention to detail, and an ability to quickly understand new problems.
Since we have previously discussed my taking on more responsibility and potentially creating a team, I would be interested in supervising Miss LN and providing her with occasional smaller projects.
I believe that after graduation, she could become a valuable member of our team.
If there are any questions, please feel free to contact me.
Best regards,
Choso Kamo
You stared. For a moment⊠You couldnât speak. Because somehow seeing it written out made it feel even more real. Not a casual offer. Not a favor. A recommendation. A person who worked at one of the biggest companies in the country had just put his name behind yours. And he did it so naturally. Like it was obvious. Like you deserved it.
Choso looked over at you. âIs this okay?â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âThe email.â He turned the laptop slightly toward you. âDoes the wording sound fine?â
You stared at him. âYou are asking me if this is okay?â
âMhm.â
âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou just wrote an email recommending me to your boss.â
âYes.â
âAnd youâre asking me if itâs okay?â
He frowned slightly. âI want you to be comfortable with it.â
That was it. That sentence. The final hit. Because of course he did. Of course he thought about that too.
You smiled. Your chest felt impossibly warm.
âYou areâŠâ You shook your head. âI donât even know what to say.â
âYou donât have to say anything.â
âYes, I do.â
âNo.â
âYes.â
He looked amused. âYou two argue like this with Yuji too?â
âConstantly.â
âI can imagine.â
Before you could overthink it⊠You hugged him. Again. Just like yesterday. Your arms wrapped around him.
âThank you.â Your voice was softer this time. Just genuinely grateful. âSeriously. You have no idea what this means.â
For a second⊠Choso froze. Just like before. You felt it. The slight tension. The surprise. Like his brain needed a moment to process that someone was hugging him.
But then⊠Something changed. Because this time⊠He didnât stay frozen. He relaxed. Slowly. Almost unconsciously. Like his body had already learned that your hugs were safe.
His arms wrapped around you. Not awkwardly. Not hesitantly. Just naturally. His hand rested gently against your back. And for one quiet moment⊠He leaned into you. Like he didnât even realize he was doing it.
âYou donât have to thank me.â His voice was quiet.
âBut I want to.â
âI didnât do anything special.â
You pulled back slightly. You looked at him. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou really donât see it, do you?â
âSee what?â
You smiled sadly. âNever mind.â
Because explaining it would be impossible. Explaining that he had spent days making sure you felt welcome. That he remembered little things. That he offered help before you even asked. That he believed in you without hesitation.
How could someone like him not realize how rare that was?
Then suddenly⊠Choso seemed to realize something. The position. The closeness. His hands around your waist. Your arms around him. His eyes widened slightly.
âOh.â Immediately, he stepped back. Not abruptly. Not like he didnât want to. More like he suddenly remembered he was supposed to be careful. His cheeks turned pink. âIâm sorry.â
You blinked. âAgain?â
âIâŠâ He looked away. âI didnât mean toâŠâ
âYou hugged me back.â
The second the words left your mouth, you realized maybe you shouldnât have said them.
Choso froze. Then his blush deepened. âI know.â A small, embarrassed smile appeared. âI justâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck. âI didnât want to make you uncomfortable.â
You softened. âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou didnât.â
He looked at you. âOkay.â
A quiet answer. But you could tell he believed you.
For a few seconds neither of you spoke.
Then he cleared his throat. âSoâŠThe email?â
You laughed. âYouâre changing the subject.â
âMhm.â
âVery smoothly.â
âI tried.â
âYou failed.â
âI know.â
You smiled. âYou are really something.â
He smiled back. And for a second⊠You saw it. Not the polite smile. Not the careful smile. A real one. Warm. Soft. Happy.
Neither of you noticed the figure standing by the patio door. Yuji. Who had come outside looking for snacks. And had immediately stopped when he saw his brother hugging you. His older brother. The same Choso Kamo who barely let anyone into his personal space. Who avoided emotional conversations. Who thought holding eye contact too long was suspicious. Who was now standing there looking completely at ease with you. Yuji slowly backed away. Quietly. Very quietly. Because even he knew better than to interrupt. But the grin on his face was impossible to hide. Because maybe Choso didnât realize it yet. Maybe he still thought you were just kind. Maybe he still thought every smile, every conversation, every morning together was nothing special.
But Yuji knew his brother. And he knew one thing. Choso Kamo did not let people this close. Not easily. Not ever. And somehow⊠You had done it without even trying.
For a few seconds after the hug, neither of you moved. Not because it was awkward. Actually⊠That was the problem. It wasnât awkward at all. It felt strangely natural. Too natural.
You were still standing close when Chosoâs laptop suddenly buzzed. The sound made both of you look toward the table. A notification appeared on the screen.
Incoming call.
Choso glanced at it. His expression changed slightly.
âItâs my boss.â
Your heart immediately jumped. âOh.â
You started stepping back. âSorry, Iââ
âWait.â
You looked at him. He tilted his head toward the chair beside him. âSit next to me.â
You blinked. âAre you sure?â
âMhm.â
âYouâre not going to get in trouble?â
A small smile appeared. âNo. He knows Iâm helping you. ButâŠâ He looked at the laptop. âHe might want to meet you.â
Your stomach immediately twisted. âMeet me?â
âOnly if youâre comfortable.â
There it was again. That little reminder. The fact that he never assumed. Never pushed. You nodded.
âOkay.â You sat beside him. A little closer than necessary. But neither of you commented on that.
The call connected. Choso immediately changed. Not into someone cold. Not someone completely different. Just⊠Professional. Calm. Confident.
âHi, boss.â
The screen lit up. A man appeared on the other side. Older. Probably somewhere around Chosoâs age or slightly older.
He looked like someone who had spent years running a company.
Sharp eyes. Relaxed posture. But the moment he saw Choso, his expression softened into amusement.
âKamo. Good to see you.â
âYou too.â
There was a pause. Then the man leaned closer.
âI have to say⊠didnât expect you to have an eye on talent.â
Choso smiled. You immediately noticed something. He was comfortable. Not nervous. Not trying to impress. Just⊠Himself.
âYeah.â He glanced briefly at you. âI have to say Iâm surprised too.â
His boss laughed. âAre you?â
âYes.â
âConsidering you rejected three team leader positions?â
Choso looked slightly embarrassed. âI had my reasons.â
âMhm. Of course you did.â The man shook his head, amused. âArenât you on vacation?â
âI am.â
âThen why are you working?â
âI had some cases.â
âWork-life balance, Kamo.â
Choso smiled. âIâm trying.â
âClearly.â
You sat quietly, listening. It was strange. Seeing this side of him. You knew Choso was good at his job. He wouldnât have gotten where he was otherwise. But seeing someone else recognize it⊠That was different. His boss wasnât talking to him like an employee. More like someone he trusted. Someone whose opinion mattered.
âSo.â The man looked down at something. âI reviewed the cases. And your recommendation.â He looked back at Choso. âI accept your decision of supervising Miss LN.â
You immediately straightened.
âReally?â
The boss smiled slightly. âYes. Reach out to HR. You know we have procedures for students taking smaller projects.â
âIâll handle it.â
He looked directly at Choso. âI assume you will handle implementing Miss LN into the system.â
âOf course.â
The boss sighed dramatically. âYouâre finally taking responsibility for something.â
Choso looked offended. âI take responsibility.â
âYou avoid managing people.â
âBecause people are complicated.â
The boss laughed. âExactly.â
Then his eyes shifted. Toward you. You immediately sat straighter.
âSheâs sitting next to me.â
Choso tilted the camera slightly. âThis is Miss LN.â
Your heart started racing. The CEO/boss of one of the biggest companies in the country was looking at you.
âGood afternoon, sir.â
The man smiled. âGood afternoon, Miss LN. Donât worry. This is probably the first and last time we are speaking.â
You blinked. That was⊠Unexpected.
He laughed. âDonât misunderstand. I usually donât have time for students or most employees. ButâŠâ He glanced at Choso. âYou are in good hands.â
Your eyes flicked toward Choso. He was looking slightly embarrassed.
âBut.â The boss continued. âKamo is one of the best people we have. If he believes you have potential, I trust his judgment.â
You swallowed. âThank you, sir. Itâs an honor.â
âGood answer.â The man smiled. âGood luck.â
âAnd Kamo?â
âYes?â
âDonât forget youâre technically still on vacation.â
Choso sighed. âI know.â
âGood.â The boss pointed at him. âI mean it.â
âI know.â
The call ended.
For a moment, there was silence. You looked at the black screen. Then at Choso.
âOkay.â
âHm?â
âWhy was your boss soâŠâ You searched for the word. ââŠchill?â
Choso laughed. âAh. That.â He closed the laptop. âHe is.â
âReally?â
âMhm.â
âWhen youâre not wasting his time and youâre bringing him money.â
You laughed. âThatâs a very boss sentence.â
âIt is. ButâŠâ Choso leaned back. âHe can also make your life extremely difficult.â
âOh?â
âIf you deserve it. He expects a lot. But thatâs fair. He knows what he wants. And I know what he expects from me. SoâŠâ He shrugged. âWeâre good. He can count on me.â
You looked at him. âSoâŠYou are kind of a big deal at your company, huh?â
Choso immediately looked uncomfortable. âI wouldnât say that.â
âYou absolutely are.â
âNo.â
âYour boss literally trusted your recommendation without hesitation.â
âHe trusts my judgment.â
âThatâs the same thing.â
He looked away. âI donât like bragging.â
You smiled. âI noticed. ButâŠâ You tilted your head. âCome on. Give me something.â
âSomething?â
âOne achievement.â
He sighed. âYouâre curious.â
âVery.â
For a few seconds, he thought. Then⊠A tiny smile appeared. âOkay. OnceâŠâ He paused. âI was really frustrated.â
âAt work?â
âMhm. Something wasnât working. And I was trying to fix it for hours.â
âWhat happened?â
âI mutteredâŠâ He hesitated. Then lowered his voice. ââFuck, Iâm leaving.ââ You immediately started laughing.
âChoso.â
âI know.â
âButâŠI didnât realize.â
âWhat?â
âI wasnât muted.â
Your laughter got worse. âOh no.â
âYeah.â
âWhat did your boss do?â
âHe looked terrified.â
You covered your mouth. âTerrified?â
âMhm.â
âHe asked if everything was okay.â
âAnd?â
âI said yes.â
âAnd then?â
âHe saidâŠâ Choso tried to imitate his boss. ââKamo, if this is about workload, we can discuss a raise.ââ
You completely lost it. âOh my God. âHe thought you were quitting.â
âYes.â
âAnd he immediately offered you more money?â
âYes.â
You wiped a tear from your eye. âThatâs hilarious.â
âI didnât mean to scare him.â
âBut you did.â
âApparently.â
âChoso.â
âHm?â
âYou accidentally threatened to quit and got a raise.â
âWhen you say it like thatâŠâ
âBecause thatâs exactly what happened.â
He laughed quietly. âI guess.â
You looked at him with a grin. âSo youâre telling meâŠYou are this important.â
âNo.â
âYes.â
âNo.â
âChoso.â
He smiled.
âYou really donât like admitting youâre impressive, do you?â
He thought about it. âNo.â
âWhy?â
Another shrug. âI just do my job.â
And there it was again. That same thing. The thing that somehow made him even more impressive. He didnât see himself as special. He saw himself as someone who worked hard. Someone who helped. Someone who showed up. That was all.
You looked at him.
And he caught your expression. âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âYouâre doing the thing again.â
âWhat thing?â
âThe face.â
âWhat face?â
âThe one where you look like youâre thinking something.â
You smiled. âMaybe I am.â
âWhat?â
You leaned slightly closer. âThat youâre actually pretty amazing.â
Immediately. The blush. There it was. A faint pink across his cheeks.
âIâŠâ He looked away. âThank you.â âYou always say that.â
âbecause Iâm thankfulâ
You smiled. âI know.â
And somehow⊠That was becoming the most dangerous part. Because every day you learned something new about Choso Kamo. Every day you found another reason to admire him. And every day he seemed more comfortable around you.
More open. More himself.
Meanwhile, Choso was still completely unaware that sitting beside him, listening to him talk about work and laugh about embarrassing moments, you were falling just a little bit harder.
The second the two of you stepped back into the house, you were still smiling. Actually⊠You were glowing.
Choso noticed immediately. He had noticed a lot of things about you lately. The way you smiled when you were excited. The way you started talking faster when you were passionate about something.The way your hands moved when you explained something you cared about. The way your eyes practically lit up when you talked about your future.
And right now⊠You looked impossibly happy.
The rest of them were gathered in the living room. Yuji was lying upside down on the couch. Literally upside down. His pink hair almost touching the floor. Nobara was scrolling through her phone. Megumi was sitting in the armchair, looking like he had accepted that this was simply his life now.
The moment you walked inâ Yuji looked up. âYouâre back.â
Then he noticed your expression. His eyes narrowed. âOh.â
You immediately pointed at him. âDonât.â
âI didnât say anything.â
âYou were about to.â
âI was just going to say you look suspiciously happy.â
âBecause I am.â You couldnât stop yourself. You walked further into the room. âGuys.â Everyone looked at you.
âWhat?â
âI got a recommendation.â
A pause.
Thenâ âWhat?â
You laughed. âFrom Choso.â
Yuji immediately sat up. Nobara lowered her phone. Megumi looked over. âWhat kind of recommendation?â
You looked at Choso. He was standing a little behind you. Quietly. Almost like he didnât understand why everyone was looking at him.
âA professional one.â You turned back.
âHis boss accepted me.â
A second of silence.
Thenâ âWait.â Yuji blinked. âLikeâŠHis actual boss? The boss?â
You nodded. âYes.â
Nobara sat up properly. âHold on. Explain.â
You immediately started. You couldnât help it. âThe cases I solved today? He sent them. He wrote an email recommending me. And his boss approved me getting small projects. For experience. With supervision.â Your words started coming faster. âDo you understand how huge this is? Iâve been trying to get experience for months. And this company isâŠâ You shook your head. âI still canât believe it.â
Yuji looked between you and Choso. Then slowly smiled. Not a teasing smile. Not yet. Just⊠A knowing one.
âThatâs actually huge.â
âI know!â
âNo, likeâŠâ He pointed at Choso. âThatâs actually huge.â
Choso immediately shook his head. âItâs not a big deal.â
Everyone stared at him.
âWhat?â
Nobara raised an eyebrow. âYou just got someone into a company most students would kill to get into. Through a recommendation from your own boss. And youâre saying itâs not a big deal?â
Choso looked slightly uncomfortable. âI just helped.â
âExactly.â Megumi spoke without looking up. âThatâs why itâs a big deal.â
Choso went quiet.
You continued talking. About the meeting. About his boss. About the email. About the cases. About everything. And Choso just stood there. Watching. Listening. There was something almost strange about the expression on his face. Soft. Proud. Like your excitement was somehow more rewarding to him than his own success.
You caught it for a second. The way he looked at you. And your heart stumbled. Because he wasnât looking at you like someone who was grateful you appreciated him. He looked at you like he was happy because you were happy.
âAnd then,â you continued, laughing, âhis boss told him he was surprised Choso even noticed talent.â
Yuji immediately looked interested. âWait.â
âWhat?â
âHis boss said that?â
âMhm.â
Yuji looked at his brother. âHonestly?â
âWhat?â
âIâm also surprised.â
Choso sighed. âYuji.â
âNo, seriously.â
âYou hate managing people.â
âI donât hate it.â
âYou absolutely do.â
âI just prefer working independently.â
âExactly.â
Yuji pointed at you. âAnd now suddenly you want to supervise someone?â
Choso opened his mouth. Closed it. Then shrugged. âShe is good.â
The answer was so simple. So obvious. Everyone went quiet for half a second. Because there was no hesitation. No thinking. Just certainty. She is good.
You smiled. âSee?â You looked at the others. âHe keeps saying things like that. Like itâs normal. Like heâs not doing something huge.â
Choso frowned slightly. âBut it isnât huge.â
âIt is.â
âNo.â
âYes.â
âNo.â
You crossed your arms. âYou are impossible.â
A small smile appeared on his face. âSo Iâve heard.â
Nobara looked between the two of you. Then at Yuji. Then back. She didnât say anything. But the expression on her face said enough. Yuji noticed. He immediately looked away. Because if Nobara started⊠There was no saving anyone.
Later, when everyone returned to their own conversations, you sat down beside Choso again. It was becoming almost automatic. Like there was an invisible place next to him that belonged to you.
âThank you again.â You said quietly.
He looked at you. âYou already thanked me.â
âI know.â
âThen why again?â
âBecause I still canât believe it.â
He smiled. âYou should.â
âWhy?â
âBecause you earned it.â
You looked at him. âYou really believe that?â
âMhm.â No hesitation. âI wouldnât have recommended you otherwise.â
Your chest warmed. âYou knowâŠâ
âHm?â
âYou make people feel like they can do things.â
He looked confused. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou believe in people. You believed in me before I even did anything.â
Choso looked down. Almost embarrassed. âI just saw potential.â
âThatâs not something everyone does.â
A quiet moment passed. Then he smiled. âIâm glad youâre happy.â
And somehow⊠That sentence affected you more than the job offer. Because Choso Kamo didnât seem excited that he had helped you. He seemed excited that you were smiling.
Across the room, Yuji watched the two of you. He watched the way his brother leaned slightly closer when you spoke. The way he listened to every word. The way his eyes softened whenever you smiled.
And honestly? Yuji was starting to wonder if Choso even understood what was happening. Because his brother could analyze complicated systems. Solve impossible problems. Manage stressful situations. But when it came to you Completely helpless. Absolutely hopeless. And somehowâŠThat made it even funnier.
Because the scary, brilliant, successful Choso Kamo⊠Was completely defeated by one girl smiling at him.
AN: so I actually wrote this story few weeks ago and itâs already finished but I have to polish the editing and itâs pain in the ass. That being said - expect chapters to come out irregularly and often
With love
Julie xx
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The house had settled into another lazy afternoon. The weather was too nice to stay inside, so all five of you had migrated to the patio.
Yuji had stretched himself across one of the loungers like a cat.
Nobara was painting her nails.
Megumi was pretending to read while occasionally correcting Yuji whenever he exaggerated a story.
Choso sat beside you, one ankle resting over the opposite knee. The conversation had drifted toward childhood memories.
ââŠAnd then,â Choso said with a laugh, âYuji somehow convinced everyone he could climb onto the garage roof.â
Yuji immediately protested. âI could.â
âYou couldnât.â
âI almost did.â
âYou got halfway.â
âWhich means I almost succeeded.â
âYou got stuck.â
âI was strategically waiting.â
âYou cried.â
âI did not cry.â
âYou absolutely cried.â
âI was expressing concern.â
Nobara snorted. âOh my God.â
Megumi didnât even glance up from his book. âHe cried.â
âYou werenât even there!â
âIâve heard the story enough.â
Yuji pointed accusingly at Choso. âYouâre twisting history.â
âIâm remembering it.â
âYou always make me sound stupid.â
âYou make my job easy.â
You laughed, unable to help yourself.
Choso looked over at you.
His smile softened automatically when he noticed you laughing.
ââŠWait.â He paused mid-story. âI have a picture.â
Your eyes lit up. âYou do?â
âMhm.â He pulled his phone from his pocket. As he unlocked it, you instinctively leaned closer.
âSoâŠâ He scrolled through an endless gallery. âI think it wasâŠâNoâŠNot that one.â
You leaned in a little more. Your shoulder brushed lightly against his. Neither of you seemed to notice. At least⊠He didnât. You certainly did. Your heart immediately decided to stop functioning.
âThere.â He held the phone between you.
On the screen⊠A tiny Yuji stood on top of a garden table wearing a superhero cape that was obviously just a towel tied around his neck.
Beside him stood a much younger Choso, already noticeably taller, holding the edge of the âcapeâ because it kept slipping off.
Both of them were grinning.
You smiled so widely your cheeks hurt. âOhâŠâ You looked at the picture for another second. Then quietly said, âBoth of you looked cute.â
Choso glanced sideways at you His ears turned faintly pink. ââŠThanks.â
Before either of you could say anything elseâ âYN.â
You blinked.
Yuji was looking directly at you. âYouâre going with me.â
A minute later⊠You found yourselves standing near the lake. Far enough from the patio that nobody could overhear. The breeze gently stirred the surface of the water.
Yuji stopped walking. Turned around. Crossed his arms. And looked at you. âSo.â
You blinked. âSo?â
ââŠChoso.â
Your stomach immediately dropped. ââŠWhat about him?â
Yuji simply looked at you. âHe seems nice.â
âHe is.â
âHe really is.â
Another pause.
Thenâ âYou like him.â
Your eyes widened. ââŠWhat?â Your voice came out much higher than intended. âNo.âI meanâŠâ You swallowed.âHe is niceâŠâ
âOh.â Yuji smiled. âCut the crap.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âMhm.â
âI donât.â
âYN.â He sighed dramatically. âYou are talking to him in italic font.â
You stared. ââŠWhat?â
Yuji cleared his throat theatrically. Then, in an exaggeratedly soft voice, clasped his hands together.
âOh hiiii, ChosooooâŠâ
You covered your mouth.
âYouâre sooo nice.â
âOh my God.â
âCan I sit next to you so I can accidentally touch your arm?â
You buried your face in your hands. âNo.â
âYour hair looks sooo cute today.â
âStop.â
âWow, Choso, youâre so thoughtful.â
âIâm begging you.â
âOh, Choso, this coffee is amazing.â
âI hate you.â
Yuji burst into laughter. âYou literally sound like that!â
âI do not!â
âYou absolutely do!â
You groaned, hiding your burning face behind your palms. ââŠIâm so embarrassed.â
Yuji laughed even harder. âI knew it!â
For a few seconds you just stood there.
Mortified. Then⊠Your shoulders slowly slumped. You sighed. ââŠIâm sorry.â
Yuji blinked. âWhat?â
Your voice became much quieter. âIt justâŠâ You looked down at the grass. âChoso isâŠâ You laughed nervously. ââŠHeâs so nice.â
Yuji stayed silent.
âAndâŠâ You rubbed the back of your neck. ââŠHeâs handsome.â Another nervous laugh escaped. ââŠAnd funny.âAnd polite. AndâŠâ You sighed. âUgh. You covered your face again. âI know heâs your brother.â Your voice shook. âI know this is weird. Iâm really sorry. If you hate meâŠâ You swallowed. âI can leave tomorrow.â
There was complete silence. ââŠWhat?â
You looked up.
Yuji was staring at you like youâd just announced you planned to swim across the Atlantic. âWoah.â
âI know.â
âNo.â
âI know itâs weird.â
âNo.â
âI know I shouldnâtââ
âNo.â
He uncrossed his arms.
âWait.â
âYou thoughtâŠâ He pointed at himself. ââŠThat Iâd hate you?â
âI meanâŠâ
âYou have every right.â
ââŠYN.â He looked genuinely bewildered. âIâm cool with that.â
You blinked. ââŠWhat?â
âIâm cool.â He repeated it slower. âWith you having a crush on my brother.â
You just stared.
He shrugged. âI meanâŠYouâre kind.You wonât break his heart. So if you two ended up datingâŠâ Another shrug. âI donât mindâ
You continued staring. Your brain had completely stopped processing words.
Then⊠Yuji suddenly burst into laughter. The kind where he had to bend over because his stomach hurt. âOh my God.â He wiped at the corner of one eye. âYou shouldâve seen your face.â
You finally found your voice. ââŠShut up.â
âNo. You looked like someone caught you stealing.â
âI hate you.â
âYou looked TERRIFIED.â
âI was terrified!â
âI know!â He laughed so hard he had to lean against a tree. âIâve never seen anyone confess without actually confessing.â
You groaned loudly enough that birds took flight from the nearby reeds.
After another minuteâŠ
Yuji finally managed to calm down.
Mostly.
He still kept grinning. âSo.â He folded his arms again. âYou do knowâŠMy brother is completely blind.â
You snorted. ââŠI noticed.â
âNo. I donât think you understand.â He looked genuinely amused. âGirls flirt with him all the time.â
âAnd?â
âHe doesnât notice.â
ââŠSeriously?â
âIâm serious.He just thinks everyoneâs nice.â
You blinked. ââŠYouâre kidding.â
âI wish. Iâve literally watched women ask for his number.â
âAnd?â
âHe thought they needed computer help.â
You stared. ââŠNo.â
âYes.â
âThey invited him out. He thought it was networking.â
âOh my God.â
âThey compliment his appearance. He says âthank you.â And thatâs it.â
You laughed so hard your stomach hurt. âHeâs impossible.â
âI know.â Yuji smiled fondly. âI thinkâŠâ He looked back toward the patio. ââŠHe thinks youâre pretty.â
Your heart skipped.
âAnd maybeâŠâ Another shrug. ââŠHe likes you too.â
You looked at him hopefully. âReally?â
âButâŠâ Yuji held up one finger. âHe wonât make a move.â
âWhy?â
He looked at you as though the answer was obvious. ââŠBecause heâs Choso.â
ââŠFair.â
âHeâll overthink it. Heâll convince himself he is too old for you. Or that youâre just being friendly. Or that youâre only talking to him because youâre polite.â
You sighed. ââŠThat sounds exactly like him.â
âIt is exactly like him.â
You hesitated. âSo⊠he never dated?â
Yuji looked horrified. âI meanâŠHe is a loser.â
You blinked. ââŠYuji.â
âBut not that much of a loser.â
You laughed.
âHe had girlfriends.â
âHe did?â
âMhm. Pretty ones.â
âWhat happened?â
Yuji shrugged. âI donât know. It ended. I donât really ask.â
âWhen was the last one?â
He thought for a long moment. ââŠHonestly? I donât remember. Maybe year ago. Or maybe he dated someone and never told me.He does that. He keeps everything to himself.â
You nodded thoughtfully.
ThatâŠSomehow made sense.
Another comfortable silence settled between you.
Then suddenlyâ Two familiar arms landed dramatically around your shoulders.
âThere.â Yuji announced proudly. âI have decided.â
ââŠWhat now?â
âIâll be your wingman.â
You blinked. ââŠReally?â
âYeah.â He grinned. âI got you.â
âI donât know if thatâs a good idea.â
âIt isnât.â
âBut itâll be fun.â
You laughed despite yourself. âYou are unbelievable.â
âI know.â He squeezed your shoulders. âYouâll make a great half sister-in-law.â
You immediately buried your face in your hands again. âOh my God.â
âWhat?â
âYou cannot call me that.â
âI absolutely can.â
âNo.â
âFuture half sister-in-law.â
âIâm leaving.â
âYou canât.â
âIâm swimming across the lake.â
âIâll tell Choso why.â
You froze. ââŠYou wouldnât.â
He smiled. ââŠYouâre right.â A beat passed. âI wouldnât.â Then his grin turned positively devilish. âIâll just accidentally leave you two alone together instead.â
You groaned. âYou are the worst.â
âNah.â He threw an arm around your shoulders as the two of you started walking back toward the house. âIâm the best wingman youâll ever have.â
You looked toward the patio, where Choso was still sitting exactly where youâd left him, absentmindedly reading something on his phone with his glasses slipping slightly down his nose. Completely unaware that, fifty meters away, his younger brother had just enthusiastically approved your crush on him. And was already plotting ways to make the two of you fall hopelessly in love.
By the time you and Yuji walked back toward the patio, you had finally stopped blushing.
Mostly.
Yuji, on the other hand, was still grinning like heâd just gotten away with something. Which, unfortunately⊠He had.
The moment you stepped onto the patio, Choso looked up from his phone. His expression changed almost immediately. The relaxed little smile heâd been wearing disappeared. His brows drew together. He looked between you and Yuji.
âYou were gone for a while.â His voice was calm. ButâŠ.There was something underneath it. Concern. âEverything alright?â
Before you could answer, Yuji casually slung an arm around your shoulders. âNah.â He pulled you into a dramatic side hug. âJust a friendly chatâ
You barely managed not to elbow him. âVery friendly.â
Yuji nodded solemnly. âExtremely friendly.â
Chosoâs eyes lingered on the two of you for just a second. ââŠDo either of you need help with anything?â
The question was so automatic that it almost escaped notice. Almost. You noticed
Yuji didnât seem to. âNope weâre good.â
âYou sure?â
âMhm.â
Another small pause. Then Choso nodded. âOkay.â The smile returned.
But⊠Not quite the same one as before. It was smaller. Politer.
For just a fleeting second⊠You couldâve sworn he looked⊠Disappointed. Or maybe tired.
It vanished so quickly that you almost convinced yourself youâd imagined it.
Youâre reading too much into things.
Probably.
You slipped back into your seat beside him.
Almost automatically now.
Neither of you commented on it anymore.
It had simply become⊠Your spot.
âWhat did I miss?â you asked.
âNobara is beating Megumi at cards.â
You looked over. She was. By a concerning amount. Megumi looked personally offended by mathematics. Yuji immediately abandoned you to go argue with both of them.
He watched Yuji dramatically accuse everyone at the table of conspiracy. ââŠTheyâve been playing for twenty minutes.â
âI think theyâre going to be here a while.â
A comfortable silence settled between you again. You had grown to like those. They never felt awkward with Choso. He glanced toward the patio cooler.
âHm.â
âWhat?â
âWeâre almost out of drinks.â
You looked inside. Only a handful of cans remained. âOh.â
âI should refill it.â He pushed himself to his feet.
âIâll be back.â
Without thinking, you stood too. âIâll help.â
He looked genuinely surprised. âYou donât have to.â
âI know.â You smiled. âI want to.â
For a second⊠He simply looked at you. Then⊠A tiny smile appeared. ââŠOkay.â
The kitchen was pleasantly cool after the afternoon sun. Choso opened the large refrigerator. Rows of drinks filled almost every shelf.
âYou really werenât kidding.â
âHm?â
âYou prepare.â
He laughed quietly. âI told you.â
âYou could survive a natural disaster.â
âI probably could.â He handed you a few cans. âIf you donât mind?â
âNot at all.â
The two of you worked in easy silence. One of you grabbing drinks. The other arranging them neatly inside the cooler. Neither of you rushed. After a minuteâŠChoso spoke.
âSoâŠâ
You looked up.
âHm?â
He smiled faintly. âYou and Yuji seemâŠâ He searched for the right word. ââŠClose.â
You smiled automatically. âWe are.â
âYouâve known each other a long time.â
âAbout two years.â
He nodded slowly. âI can tell.â There was another pause.
Then⊠Almost carefully⊠He asked, âSoâŠWere you twoâŠâ He looked down at the bottles he was arranging. ââŠAlready close before university?â
You frowned slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
He hesitated. âI justâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck. ââŠThe way he hugs you.â
âOh.â
ââŠAnd the way you laugh together.â
You blinked.
ââŠAndâŠâ He smiled awkwardly. âI thought maybeâŠYou were together.â
Silence.
For exactly two seconds.
Then⊠You burst out laughing. âSo thatâs whyâŠâ
Choso looked confused. ââŠWhy what?â
âYou thought Yuji and I were dating!â
His ears immediately turned pink. ââŠI might have.â
âOh my God.â You laughed again. âNo.â
âNo?â
âNo.â
You shook your head, still smiling.
âAbsolutely not. I meanâŠYouâve seen us. We tease each other. We hug. But thatâs justâŠâ You shrugged. âUs. Weâre just friends.â
Choso looked at you.
Really looked at you. ââŠJust friends?â
âMhm.â
âYou donâtâŠâ He stopped himself.
âWhat?â
He cleared his throat. âYou donât have feelings for him?â
You smiled. âNo. None. Heâs one of my best friends. Thatâs all. AndâŠâ you couldnât help smiling âIâm pretty sure he doesnât have feelings for me either.â
âHe absolutely doesnât.â
Another laugh escaped you. âWeâd kill each other.â
Something changed. It was subtle. Tiny. But unmistakable. The tension in Chosoâs shoulders eased. His posture relaxed. Almost like someone had quietly removed a weight heâd been carrying.
ââŠI see.â His voice sounded lighter somehow.
You tilted your head. âYou really thought we were together?â
He looked almost embarrassed. âI did.â
âFor how long?â
He looked down at the cooler. ââŠSince the first day.â
You stared. ââŠSeriously?â
âYou hugged.â
âYuji hugs everyone.â
ââŠI know that now.â
âHe literally hugged Megumi yesterday.â
âI know.â
âHe hugged Nobara because she found his charger.â
âI know.â
âHe hugged the delivery driver.â
ââŠHe did.â
âHe was excited.â
You laughed so hard you had to lean against the counter. âOh my God.â
âI spentâŠâ Choso sighed quietly. ââŠQuite a while convincing myself not toâŠâ He stopped.
You blinked. âNot to what?â
His eyes widened just slightly. ââŠNothing.â
He looked suspiciously interested in organizing the drinks by flavor.
You smiled to yourself.
Not to what?
The silence that followed somehow felt⊠Different. Lighter. He was smiling more. Not the polite little smile youâd first met. The warmer one. The one that reached his eyes. He picked up another bottle. Then glanced toward you.
âSo.â
âHm?â
âWhat are your plans after university?â
The conversation flowed again. Almost effortlessly. You told him about internships. About maybe moving. About graduate school. He listened the way he always did. Completely. As though there wasnât anywhere else heâd rather be. Eventually, while handing him another bottle, your fingers brushed. Just for a second. Neither of you pulled away immediately. His eyes met yours. He smiled. A soft, genuine smile.
ââŠThanks for helping.â
You smiled back. âI like helping.â
âI noticed.â He chuckled quietly. âI appreciate it.â
You didnât realize Yuji had wandered inside until his voice echoed from the doorway. âThere you are.â
The two of you looked over simultaneously. Yuji leaned against the frame, taking in the scene with one quick glance. You and Choso standing side by side. The cooler half-filled. Talking quietly. His brother smiling.
Then⊠His eyes narrowed ever so slightly. Almost imperceptibly. The corner of his mouth twitched. Oh. Interesting. Very interesting.
Heâd known Choso his entire life. And he had just witnessed something heâd almost never seen. Choso Kamoâ The man who usually hid every emotion behind calm smiles and polite conversationâ Looked⊠Relieved.
Yuji bit the inside of his cheek to stop himself from grinning. You are so unbelievably cooked, brother.
Neither of you noticed the look he wore as he quietly picked up a bag of chips and walked right back out again, decidingâfor onceânot to interrupt whatever was slowly, quietly beginning between the two of you.
The kitchen was still pleasantly cool despite the summer heat outside. The refrigerator door remained open as the two of you continued filling the cooler. A bottle here. A can there. The task should have taken five minutes.
InsteadâŠYou somehow ended up talking again. It was becoming a habit. One neither of you seemed particularly eager to break.
âSoâŠâ Choso said, placing another bottle inside.
âYou mentioned graduate school.â
âMhm.â
âAnd internships.â
âYeah.â You sighed quietly. âIâve been sending applications.â
âNo luck?â
âA few interviews. ButâŠâ You shrugged. âThey usually want someone with experience.â
He nodded slowly. âThe classic paradox.â
âExactly.â
ââYou need experience to get experience.ââ
âI hate that sentence.â
âSo do I.â
You smiled. âI know Iâll find something eventually. I justâŠâ You looked down at the cooler. âIâd really like to work somewhere where I can actually learn. Not justâ You made quotation marks with your fingers. âIntern.â
His lips curved into a small smile. âI understand.â
For a moment he was quiet.
Thinking.
Youâd started recognizing that expression. Whenever Choso looked slightly to the side and unconsciously rubbed the back of his neckâŠ
He was considering something carefully.
âYou knowâŠâ He said it slowly. Almost cautiously. âMy companyâŠâ He glanced toward you. ââŠCould probably use someone like you.â
You blinked. ââŠReally?â You lit up so quickly that he almost smiled wider.
âMhm.âI meanâŠâ He leaned lightly against the counter. âMy boss has been talking to me.â
âAbout what?â
âHe wants me to build my own team.â
Your eyebrows shot up. âYou?â
He nodded. âI wasnât sure at first. I still donât know if I want to manage people full-time.ButâŠâ He looked at you thoughtfully. âI could supervise you.â
Your heart skipped.
âI could help you adjust.â He shrugged as though discussing the weather. âIf you wanted.â
For a second⊠You genuinely forgot how to breathe.
ââŠWait.â
He looked at you. âHm?â
âYouâre serious?â
âMhm.â
ââŠYouâre not joking?â
His eyebrows knit together in confusion. âWhy would I joke about that?â
âIâŠâ You stared. âI donât know.âI justâŠâ Your voice became quieter. âI didnât expectâŠâ
He tilted his head slightly. âI can tell youâre smart.â
You blinked.
âAnd hardworking. Youâve mentioned projects youâve done. You explain things clearly. You ask good questions. AndâŠâ He smiled a little. âYou seem genuinely interested in data.â
You simply stared at him.
âI donât usually compliment people unless I mean it.â
The words were so matter-of-fact.
So sincere.
That somehow⊠They meant even more.
âIn factâŠâ He continued. âI could show you some cases Iâm working on tomorrow. You could try solving them. Not professionally. JustâŠâ He searched for the right word. ââŠFor practice.â
Your eyes widened. âReally?â
âMhm.â
âIf it goes wellâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck again. âI could mention you to my supervisors.â
Your heartbeat sped up.
âThey sometimes give students smaller projects. Nothing huge. The pay isnât amazing. ButâŠâ He smiled. âItâs still money. And experience.â He added quickly, âOnly if you want to. No pressure.â
For several seconds⊠You couldnât say anything. Because your brain was still trying to process what heâd just offered. This wasnât⊠Some random internship. This was⊠His company. One of the biggest technology companies in the country.
The kind students dreamed about.
The kind that almost never hired people without experience.
ââŠChoso.â
âHm?â
âYouâŠâ You laughed in disbelief. âYou actually just offered me a job.â
He blinked. ââŠSort of.â
âNo. You donât understand.â You shook your head. âYour company⊠ItâsâŠâ You laughed again. âItâs one of the biggest in the country. They barely take students. People fight to get internships there. It would look incredible on my CV.â
He looked genuinely surprised. ââŠReally?â
You stared. âYou donât know?â
âI donât usually think aboutâŠâ He gestured vaguely. ââŠThe companyâs reputation. I just work there.â
You couldnât help laughing. âOf course you donât.â
âYou reallyâŠâ Your voice softened. ââŠWould do something like that for me?â
He looked almost confused at that sentence âItâs nothing.â
You just looked at him.
Nothing?
To him⊠It really wasnât.
He wasnât offering because he wanted something. Or because he expected gratitude. Heâd simply heard that you were worried about your future And his first instinct had beenâHow can I help?
Your chest tightened painfully. âChosoâŠâ
He looked up.
Before you could overthink it You stepped forward. Wrapped your arms around him. And hugged him. Tightly.
âOh my God.â You laughed against his shoulder. âThank you.â
He froze.
Completely.
Like someone had unplugged him.
His hands remained awkwardly suspended in the air.
ââŠThank you.â You squeezed him again. âThank you. ThisâŠYou have no idea what this means.â
His heartbeat hammered beneath your cheek.
ââŠThank you.â
For another secondâŠHe didnât move. Then⊠Very carefullyâŠAlmost hesitantlyâŠHis hands settled against your waist. Lightly. As though he wasnât entirely sure they were supposed to be there.
He swallowed. ââŠAnything for you.â
The words were barely above a whisper.
You felt him freeze again.
Almost immediately.
ââŠI meanââ He cleared his throat. His hands quickly slipped away. He gently stepped back.
âItâsâŠâ He looked everywhere except directly at you. ââŠItâs nothing.â
You smiled so brightly it almost hurt. âIt isnât nothing.â
âIt absolutely is.â
âNo. It isnât. You donât understand.â
âI do.â
âNo. You donât.â
He looked genuinely bewildered.
âIâve been stressing about internships for months. And nowâŠâ you laughed âYou just casually solved my biggest problem.â
He rubbed the back of his neck. âI didnât solve it.â
âYou still have to do well.â
âI know.â
âButâŠâ He smiled.
âI think you will.â
Your heart was officially beyond saving.
âI have to repay you somehow.â
His expression changed immediately. âYou absolutely donât.â
âI do.â
âNo.â
âI insist.â
âYou donât owe me anything.â
âIâll buy you lunch.â
He looked almost⊠Offended.
ââŠNo.â
You blinked. ââŠNo?â
âI wonât accept that.â
âWhy?â
He looked genuinely confused that you even had to ask. âI wonât let a girl pay for me.â
You laughed. ââŠSeriously?â
âMhm.â
âThatâs old-fashioned.â
ââŠProbably.â He shrugged. âButâŠâ He smiled sheepishly. âI still wonât.â
âChoso.â
âNo.â
âI have money.â
âI know.â
âBut youâre still in college.â
âIâll survive.â
âYou shouldnât spend your money on me.â
âI want to.â
âI still wonât let you.â
You crossed your arms dramatically. âYou are unbelievably stubborn.â
âSo Iâve been told.â
âYou really wonât let me?â
He shook his head.
âNever. Not while Iâm around.â
You narrowed your eyes. âIâll pay secretly.â
âIâll notice.â
âIâll trick you.â
âI work in cybersecurity.â
ââŠRight. I forgot.â
He smiled. âIâll always know.â
You laughed so hard you had to lean against the counter.
âButâŠâ He said quietly after a moment. âYouâd actually be helping me.â
You looked up.
âMy boss keeps asking me to mentor someone. Iâve been putting it off.â
âWhy?â
âI wasnât sure.â
âAbout what?â
âI didnât wantâŠâ He searched for the words. ââŠSomeone who wasnât interested. âI donât want to supervise people who donât want to learn. You do.â
âI do.â
âSoâŠâ A shy little smile. âYouâd actually be helping me. Youâd give me a reason to finally say yes.â
He looked at you with that same gentle expression youâd begun to know so well. âSoâŠI should probably be the one thanking you.â
Your heart fluttered so hard it almost hurt. âYou are unbelievable.â
âHm?â
âYou keep doing nice things.â
He frowned slightly. âI donât think theyâre that nice.â
âExactly.â
He tilted his head. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou donât even realize youâre doing them.â
He looked genuinely puzzled. âI justâŠâ He shrugged. âIt seemed like the right thing.â
And somehow⊠That simple sentence made you fall a little harder than any grand romantic gesture ever could.
Because Choso Kamo wasnât kind because he wanted to impress people.
He wasnât generous because he expected praise.
He wasnât helping you because he wanted anything in return.
He simply saw someone he cared about strugglingâŠ
Summary: your best friend Yuji invited you to spend summer with him Nobara and Megumi in his summer house. What you didnât expect was his older brother being everything you ever wanted
AN: this chapter is much shorter and I was too lazy to polish it properly
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The next few days slipped into a rhythm so naturally that you barely noticed it forming.
Mornings.
Afternoons by the lake.
Late dinners.
Bonfires.
Movie nights.
Cards that always ended with Yuji accusing everyone else of cheating.
It was⊠easy.
Comfortable.
Like youâd somehow been part of this little family for much longer than a week.
You also developed a completely innocent habit.
Completely innocent.
You started waking up early.
Not too early.
JustâŠ
Around nine.
Maybe eight-thirty.
Definitely not because Choso was usually the only other person awake.
Absolutely not.
It simplyâŠ
Happened.
You definitely didnât start going to bed a little earlier than everyone else.
And you certainly didnât smile every time you realized the house was still asleep except for the two of you.
Nope.
Pure coincidence.
One morning you found him making omelets.
Another, he was sitting on the patio with a laptop balanced on one knee, coffee in hand, answering emails while birds chirped around him.
Sometimes heâd already come back from the gym by the time you woke up.
Hair still slightly damp from a shower.
A loose black T-shirt clinging to his shoulders.
A protein shake sitting beside his laptop.
âMorning.â
âMorning.â
âYou slept well?â
âMhm.â
âYou?â
âI canât complain.â
It became routine.
One that neither of you ever questioned.
Some mornings heâd ask,
âCoffee?â
And by the time you sat downâŠ
Your favorite mug was already waiting for you.
Other morningsâŠ
Heâd simply slide a plate toward you.
âI made too much.â
You looked at the mountain of pancakes.
ââŠDid you?â
He looked at them.
Then at you.
ââŠMaybe.â
By now heâd somehow memorized how you liked your coffee.
How much syrup you preferred.
Which fruit disappeared first from your plate.
He noticed when you forgot sunscreen.
When you left your book outside overnight.
When your phone battery was almost dead.
None of it seemed intentional.
He simplyâŠ
Paid attention.
The rest of the group rarely woke up before eleven.
Sometimes noon.
OnceâŠ
Yuji emerged at one in the afternoon wearing two different socks.
âYou know,â Choso said calmly, âthose donât match.â
Yuji looked down.
ââŠHuh.â
He shrugged.
âTheyâre both socks.â
During the day, Choso drifted in and out of the groupâs activities.
Some mornings heâd disappear to the small gym in town.
Returning with a gym bag slung over one shoulder and two coffees becauseâ
Summary: your best friend Yuji invited you to spend summer with him Nobara and Megumi in his summer house. What you didnât expect was his older brother being everything you ever wanted
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Sunlight streamed through the curtains in warm golden stripes, spilling across the wooden floor. You blinked awake slowly. For a second, you had no idea where you were. Then you heard birds outside. The faint rustle of trees. The distant sound of water lapping against the pier. The summer house. A smile found its way onto your face before you could stop it.
You stretched lazily and reached for your phone.
10:03 a.m.
ââŠWow.â
Youâd slept longer than youâd intended. Not that anyone had given you a schedule. You quickly brushed your teeth, threw on an oversized T-shirt and a pair of shorts, tied your hair into a messy ponytail and wandered downstairs.
The house wasâŠQuiet. Almost suspiciously so.
No Yuji shouting. No Nobara arguing with him. No television. No music. Just the soft clatter of dishes coming from the kitchen.
You followed the sound. Then stopped in the doorway. Choso stood at the stove with his back turned. He was making breakfast. He wore a pair of gray sweatpants that sat low on his hips.
Nothing else.
Broad shoulders.
Defined back.
Strong arms dusted lightly with flour.
His long hair was tied into the familiar two messy buns youâd somehow already started associating with him.
The morning sun poured through the kitchen window, outlining his silhouette in warm light.
You immediately looked away.
Then looked back.
Jesus Christ.
Before your brain had the chance to recover from the sight, he turned around. His expression softened the moment he saw you. A small smile appeared almost instantly.
âMorning.â
Your heart performed something between a skip and a full somersault. âMorning,â you managed.
He flipped one of the pancakes with practiced ease. âSlept well?â
God.
It wasnât even what he said.
It was how.
Like he genuinely cared about the answer.
Like asking you that was the most natural thing in the world.
You opened your mouth.
Nothing came out.
Your brain had apparently stopped functioning somewhere between shirtless and morning.
Then Choso glanced down at himself. âOh.â His eyes widened slightly. âShit.â He looked almost horrified. âIâm sorry.â He took a step backward. âLet me grab a shirt.â
âNo.â The word left your mouth much faster than intended.
He froze.
You froze.
ââŠI meanâŠâ
Fantastic.
Excellent recovery.
âItâs okay.â You smiled awkwardly. âItâs your house.â
He watched you carefully.
âI want you to feel comfortable.â
âŠAnd enjoy the view.
Your brain helpfully supplied.
You internally screamed.
ThankfullyâŠHe couldnât hear thoughts.
A tiny bit of tension left his shoulders. ââŠOkay.â He nodded once. âThank you.â
Then, almost as though heâd simply pressed pause on the previous conversation, he turned back toward the stove.
âSoâŠâ He flipped another pancake. âBack to my question.â
You couldnât help laughing. âYes. I slept really well.â
âIâm glad.â
âWhat about you?â
He shrugged lightly. âI always sleep well here.â
âYou do?â
âItâs quiet.â He glanced toward the window overlooking the lake. âI like that.â
âI get it.â
âI donât sleep nearly as well in the city.â
âI donât either.â
He nodded as though that made perfect sense.
For some reason⊠Talking to him was incredibly easy.
âYou want coffee?â
You looked toward the coffee machine. âYou donât mind?â
âNot at all.â
âYes, please.â
âHow do you take it?â
ââŠYou ask everyone that?â
âI try.â
You smiled. âA little milk.â
âNo sugar?â
âNo.â
He nodded once. âOkay.â
You leaned against the kitchen island, watching him move around the kitchen.
He never seemed rushed. Everything he did was calm. Measured.
Coffee first. Then checking the pancakes. Then placing clean plates on the counter. Then pouring juice into a glass. Every movement had an odd sort of rhythm to it.
âYou cook often?â you asked.
âMost days.â
âIt shows.â
He looked over. âHm?â
âYou look like you know what youâre doing.â
He chuckled quietly. âIâve had practice.â
âCooking for Yuji?â
âMostly.â
âI can imagine.â
âHeâd survive on instant noodles if nobody stopped him.â
âI believe that.â
âHe also thinks ketchup belongs on everything.â
You laughed. âEverything?â
âEverything.â
ââŠEven pancakes?â
âI caught him once.â
You stared. âNo.â
âYes.â
âThatâs criminal.â
âI agree.â
He handed you a warm mug. âThere you go.â
âThank you.â
âYouâll have to tell me if itâs terrible.â
You took a careful sip. It wasâŠPerfect. Your eyebrows lifted. âThis is really good.â
His shoulders visibly relaxed. âGood.â
âWere you worried?â
âA little.â
âItâs coffee.â
âSo? Itâs important.â
You smiled over the rim of your mug. âI can see that.â
You looked around. âSoâŠWhere is everyone?â
Choso laughed. A quiet, warm laugh.
âThey stayed up until about five.â
ââŠFive?â
âMhm.â
âDoing what?â
âI think they started with cards.â He flipped another pancake. âThen they watched a movie. Then another movie. I heard someone suggest karaoke around three.â
You blinked. ââŠOh no.â
âMhm. I stopped asking questions after that.â
âSoâŠâ You looked toward the staircase. âTheyâre still asleep?â
âIâd be surprised if anyone appears before one.â
âYou didnât stay up?â
âI had work.â
âYou worked?â
âFor a few hours.â
âThis morning?â
âMhm.â
âWhat time did you wake up?â
âSix.â
You nearly dropped your coffee. ââŠSix?â
âI usually do.â
âAnd youâre making breakfast?â
âI was hungry.â He shrugged as though that explained everything. âAnd I figured everyone else would be too.â
One by one, golden pancakes landed on a large plate. They smelled incredible. Vanilla. Butter. Something citrusy.
âWhatâs that smell?â
âLemon zest.â
âYou put lemon in pancakes?â
âA little. It makes them lighter.â
âIâve never heard of that.â
âMy grandmother used to.â He smiled faintly. âI kept doing it.â
Finally, he placed two pancakes onto a smaller plate. Then added strawberries. Blueberries. A small square of butter. A drizzle of maple syrup. He set the plate gently in front of you. âThere.â
Your eyes widened.
They looked⊠Restaurant-worthy. You looked up at him. ââŠWow.â
âI hope theyâre alright.â
You laughed. âThey look amazing.â
âI havenât made them in a while.â
âYou made these for everyone?â
âMhm.â
âTheyâll appreciate it.â
âI hope so.â
You looked back down at the pancakes.
Then at him.
You couldnât stop yourself. ââŠThatâs so sweet of you.â
He blinked. âWhat?â
âMaking breakfast.â
He looked genuinely confused. âIâŠâ His cheeks slowly turned pink. âI was already making some.â
âSo?â
âSoâŠâ He looked down at the spatula as though it might help him explain. âIt wasnât any extra work.â
âStill.â
âItâs just pancakes.â
âYou got up at six.â
âMhm.â
âYou worked.â
âMhm.â
âAnd now youâre making breakfast for four people who wonât even wake up for another three hours.â
ââŠFive people.â
You smiled. âExactly.â
He rubbed the back of his neck. A habit youâd already noticed. âI donât knowâŠâ His blush deepened. âIt didnât really seem like a big deal.â
You couldnât help smiling.
Of course it doesnât seem like a big deal to you. That was exactly the problem. He wasnât trying to impress anyone. He genuinely couldnât see that what came so naturally to himâquiet thoughtfulness, remembering everyone else before himselfâwas rare. Painfully rare.
âYou really are kind,â you said softly.
He looked up.
For a moment, he didnât answer.
His expression was almost⊠puzzled.
As though he wasnât sure why you kept complimenting him for things that, to him, simply felt normal.
Finally, he gave a small, almost bashful smile. ââŠThank you.â
There was a pause.
Then, very quietly, almost under his breath, he admitted, âMy mom always said that if youâre already cookingâŠâ He looked at the stack of pancakes. ââŠyou might as well make enough for everyone.â
You smiled so warmly it almost made him look away.
Somewhere upstairs, a loud thud echoed through the house. A familiar voice groaned dramatically.
ââŠWhy am I aliveâŠâ Yuji.
You laughed.
He looked at the pancakes.
Then back at you. ââŠEat while theyâre still hot.â It sounded less like a suggestion⊠And more like genuine concern. And somehow, that made your heart flutter all over all over again.
By the time youâd finished breakfast, the house was quiet again. Not peaceful quiet. The kind of quiet that only existed because four university students had gone to bed at five in the morning.
From somewhere upstairs came a muffled snore.
A few seconds laterâ âYuji!â Nobaraâs sleepy voice echoed through the hallway.
âStop breathing so loudly!â
âIâm literally unconscious!â
âYou can still be annoying unconscious!â
Silence.
Then another snore.
You laughed into your coffee.
Choso barely looked up from washing the pan.
âTheyâll survive.â
âI wasnât worried.â
âTheyâve argued like this since they were teenagers.â
âI can tell.â
He smiled to himself.
With nothing urgent to do, you wandered back upstairs, grabbed the book youâd packed almost as an afterthought, and headed outside.
The patio overlooked the lake. The water shimmered beneath the late-morning sun. A gentle breeze stirred the leaves overhead. It smelled like pine trees, warm wood, and fresh coffee.
You settled into one of the lounge chairs, tucked your legs beneath you, and opened your book.
The Master and Margarita.
Youâd been meaning to reread it for months. The world around you disappeared almost immediately.
ââŠMind if I join you?â
You looked up.
Choso stood in the doorway leading onto the patio. Laptop tucked under one arm. Coffee mug in the other hand. He looked almost apologetic for interrupting.
You smiled. âNot at all.â
âYou sure?â
âOf course.â
He nodded gratefully.
âI have a meeting in twenty minutes. So if I suddenly start talking to myselfâŠâ
âIâll pretend itâs normal.â
He laughed quietly. âI appreciate that.â
He chose the chair beside yoursânot too close, not awkwardly far eitherâand opened his laptop.
For a whileâŠThere was only the sound of typing. Birds. The occasional turning of a page. It wasâŠOddly comfortable. Not the uncomfortable silence of two strangers. The comfortable silence of two people who didnât feel the need to fill every second with conversation.
Eventually, Choso glanced toward your book.
âWhat are you reading?â
You lifted it slightly. âThe Master and Margarita.â
His eyebrows rose. âOh.â
âYou know it?â
A small smile appeared. âIâve read it.â
âYou have?â
âMhm. Itâs one of my favorites.â
You stared at him for a second. âSeriously?â
âYeah.â
âI wasnât expecting that.â
He chuckled. âWhat were you expecting?â
âI donât knowâŠâ You smiled sheepishly.
âProgramming manuals.â
ââŠI own a few.â
âI knew it.â
âBut I also like novels.â
âGood.â
He tilted his head slightly. âWhere are you?â
âAbout a hundred pages in.â
âI wonât spoil anything.â
âI appreciate that.â
Another few minutes passed. You read another chapter. He answered what sounded like a work call. Mostly technical terms you barely understood.
ââŠDeploymentâŠâ
ââŠServerâŠâ
ââŠAuthenticationâŠâ
ââŠNo, thatâs definitely a backend issue.â
ââŠGive me ten minutes.â
His voice remained calm the entire time. Not once did he sound impatient. Even when whoever was on the other end clearly wasnât having a great morning. Eventually he muted himself for a moment.
âSorry.â
âYou donât have to apologize.â
âI try not to work during holidays.â
âI meanâŠâ You gestured toward the laptop. âIt seems pretty flexible.â
âIt is.â He leaned back slightly. âThey pay well.â
âYeah?â
âMhm.â
âI can work almost entirely remotely.â
âThatâs amazing.â
âIt has its downsides.â
âLike what?â
âYou forget what day it is.â
You laughed. âI can see that.â
âAnd people assume youâre available all the time.â
âOh.â
âSo sometimes work follows you home. Even when youâre already home.â He smiled.
You looked thoughtfully at the lake. âSoâŠIf you work remotelyâŠYou probably have a lot of free time.â
He looked at you over the edge of his laptop. A smile tugged at his lips. ââŠSomething like that.â
âSo you secretly spend your afternoons doing nothing?â
You groaned dramatically. âYouâre ruining my fantasy.â
âWhat fantasy?â
âRich IT specialists.â
âThey still have laundry.â
âThatâs disappointing.â
âI know.â
You smiled to yourself. Okay. Maybe now. Just âŠCasually.No big deal. Testing the waters.
âSoâŠâ You kept your eyes on your book. âYour girlfriend must be lucky.â
Silence.
You continued, trying to sound completely nonchalant. âYou work from home. You cook. You apparently clean. You probably have lots of time for her.â
The typing stopped.
You looked up.
Choso had gone completely still. âOh.â He blinked once. Then looked almostâŠNervous? âIâmâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck.ââŠNot seeing anyone.â
Your heart skipped. ââŠYouâre not?â
He shook his head. âNo.â
There was a brief pause.
âIâve beenâŠâ He searched for the right words. ââŠBusy.â
âOh.â You hoped your face looked far calmer than your heart felt. âI just assumedâŠâ
âI know.â He smiled a little awkwardly. âMost people do.â
For a second, it almost felt like he wanted to say something else. InsteadâŠHe gently closed his laptop halfway.
âSoâŠâ His smile returned. âHowâs university?â
Smooth.
Very smooth.
You almost laughed.
He had escaped that topic with professional precision.
You decided not to chase him. âItâs good.â
âWhat year are you in now?â
You told him.
He nodded thoughtfully. âAnd you enjoy it?â
âI really do.â
âThatâs rare.â
âI know.â
âMost people complain.â
âI complain too.â
âSo itâs a proper university experience.â
âExactly.â
âHow did you and Yuji meet?â He sounded genuinely curious.
âFirst week.â
âHe talked to you first?â
âOh, immediately.â
âI figured.â
âHe saw me sitting alone before one of our lectures.â
âAnd?â
âHe walked over.â
âWhat did he say?â
You laughed. âHe sat down and wentâŠâ You lowered your voice into an exaggerated imitation. âHi. You look like you know whatâs happening.â
Choso laughed. A real laugh this time. âThat sounds like him.â
âI told him I had absolutely no idea what was happening.â
âAnd?â
âHe saidâŠâ You smiled at the memory. âPerfect. We can be confused together.â
Choso shook his head fondly. âThatâs definitely Yuji.â
âThen Nobara joined us because she thought we looked pathetic.â
âI believe that too.â
âAnd MegumiâŠâ You glanced toward the house. âHe just appearedâ
âHe tends to.â
Without interrupting the conversation, Choso suddenly stood up. You looked at him.
âEverything okay?â
âMhm.â He walked over to a small refrigerator tucked discreetly into the corner of the patio.
You hadnât even noticed it before. He opened it. Browsed for exactly two seconds. Then grabbed two cold cans. Still listening as you continued telling the story of how your friend group had accidentally formed.
He returned. Without asking⊠Without even thinking about it⊠He held one can out toward you. âHere.â
You accepted it automatically. âThanks.â
âNo problem.â
Only after youâd taken yours did he open his own. The movement had been so instinctive. So natural. Like somewhere over the course of less than twenty-four hours⊠Heâd already started including you in the quiet little habits heâd built around everyone he cared for.
You looked down at the cold can in your hands. Then back at him.
He was already listening again, chin resting lightly against one hand as you spoke about university, giving you the same patient attention heâd given you the night before.
He really does this without thinking, you realized.
The blanket. Breakfast. Coffee. Walking me upstairs. Drinks. None of it felt rehearsed. It was simply who Choso Kamo was. And that, more than his broad shoulders or kind smile or impossibly handsome face⊠Was becoming the most dangerous thing about him.
You leaned back in your chair, the cold can resting against your knee. The patio had fallen quiet again.
Only the rhythmic tapping of Chosoâs keyboard interrupted the sounds of birds and the gentle breeze drifting across the lake.
He finished typing something, clicked a few more times, then closed his laptop with a relieved sigh.
âDone?â
âMhm.â
âFor today?â
He smiled. âHopefully.â
âI like that answer.â
âSo do I.â He stretched, rolling his shoulders, then looked toward the lake for a moment.
It was one of those comfortable silences again. You were starting to realize Choso wasnât someone who feared quiet. He seemed to enjoy it.
âSoâŠâ you asked eventually. âYouâve known Megumi and Nobara for a long time too?â
He nodded. âSince they were kids.â
Your eyebrows lifted. âReally?â
âMhm. Yuji would bring them over all the time.â
âHow old were they?â
He thought for a second. âEleven? Twelve? They were tiny.â
You laughed. âI cannot imagine Nobara being tiny.â
âOh, she still yelled at people.â
âNo.â
âShe absolutely did.â He chuckled softly. âI remember one time she told a sixteen-year-old he dressed like a divorced accountant.â
You blinked. âAt twelve?â
âMhm.â
âWhat was he wearing?â
âA polo shirt tucked into jeans.â
You burst into laughter.
ââŠShe wasnât wrong.â
âI know.â
âAnd Megumi?â
Choso smiled to himself. âHe barely spoke.â
âStill doesnât.â
âHe spoke even less.â
âImpossible.â
âIt isnât.â
You shook your head. âI refuse to believe there was an even quieter version.â
âThere was.â
âWhat was he like?â
Choso leaned back in his chair. âHe followed Yuji everywhere.â
âReally?â
âMhm. Theyâd go fishing. Ride their bikes. Build little forts. Climb trees. and Megumi would never suggest any of it. Heâd justâ He made a tiny gesture with his hand. ââŠAppear.â
You laughed. âThat sounds exactly like him.â
âIt does. You knowâŠâ He smiled absentmindedly. âI kind of forget theyâre adults now.â
âYou do?â
âMhm. I still catch myself wondering if theyâve eaten.â
Your expression softened.
âThatâs sweet.â
âI donât know.â He rubbed the back of his neck. âIâve justâŠknown them for so long guess I feel⊠He searched for the words. ââŠLike their older brother too.â
Something about the way he said it made your chest ache. âYou really care about them.â
âI do.â
âTheyâre good kids.â
âTheyâre twenty-four.â
âTheyâre still kids.â
You laughed. âYouâre thirty-two.â
âExactly.â
âSo now youâre ancient?â
âI didnât say that.â
âYou implied it.â
âI implied experience.â
âWhat kind of things did you do with them?â
âOhâŠâ He smiled, looking somewhere far away. âThere were birthday parties. I built blanket forts. Taught Yuji how to ride a bike taught Megumi how to fish. Nobara refused to learnâ
âWhy?â
âShe said worms were disgusting.â
ââŠFair.â
âI ended up baiting her hook every time.â
You smiled. âYou absolutely spoiled them.â
ââŠMaybe.â
âWhat was the funniest?â
He didnât even hesitate. âYujiâs eighth birthday.â
âWhat happened?â
âHe wanted a superhero party.â
âOh no.â
âMhm. He insisted everyone had to dress up.â
âYou dressed up?â
âI did.â
âAs who?â
His ears turned slightly pink. ââŠSpider-Man.â
You stared. âNo way.â
âMhm.â
âYou?â
âI lost a bet with him.â
âYou actually wore the costume?â
âI did. I even had the mask.â
You covered your mouth to stop yourself from laughing. âOh my God.â
âHe thought it was the greatest thing heâd ever seen.â
âI bet.â
âI couldnât sit down properly.â
That was it. You lost it. You laughed so hard you had to wipe tears from your eyes. âI wouldâve paid money to see that.â
âI hope those pictures disappear forever.â
âThey wonât.â
âThey probably wonât.â
He smiled at your laughter. Happy that youâd found the story funny. âAnd thenâŠâ He continued. âWhen they were a little olderâŠThey kept asking about alcohol.â
âOh?â
âSoâŠâ He shrugged. âI figured Iâd rather they try it somewhere safe.â
Your eyebrows lifted. âYou bought it for them?â
âMhm.â
âThe first time?â
âMhm i wanted to be responsible.â
You couldnât stop smiling. âSoâŠwhat did you buy?â
âBeer. They hated it.â
You laughed. âOf course.â
âYuji made a face. Nobara said it tasted like bread. Megumi finished everyone elseâs.â
âThat also sounds accurate.â
You looked at him for a second.
Single.
The word echoed pleasantly somewhere in your mind. You still couldnât quite believe it. He wasnât seeing anyone. Which meant⊠There was absolutely no harm in flirting a little. Just⊠Very gently. Testing the waters.
âSoâŠâ you said, tilting your head. âI have to admit.â
âHm?â
âYou werenât what I expected.â
His eyebrows lifted. âNo?â
âI thought Yujiâs older brother would beâŠâ You pretended to think. âA terrifying corporate guy.â
âIâve disappointed you.â
âCompletely.â
He laughed quietly. âI apologize.â
âI expected expensive suits.â
âI own one.â
âOnly one?â
âI donât need more.â
âI expected someone who only drinks black coffee.â
âI do drink black coffee.â
ââŠOkay.â
âYou got one right.â
âAnd definitely someone who wouldnât dress up as Spider-Man.â
He looked away for a second, smiling to himself. ââŠThat was one time.â
âMhm. I donât believe you.â
âIâve only dressed up twice.â
âSo there was another costume.â
ââŠThere was.â He sighed dramatically. ââŠA pirate.â
You grinned. âI knew there had to be another one.â
âYou knowâŠâ You rested your chin in your hand. âI think itâs cute.â
His head snapped toward you. ââŠCute?â
âMhm. The way you talk about them. Theyâre lucky.â
He blinked.
âI meanâŠYouâve been looking after all three of them for years. You still make breakfast. You remember their favorite drinks.â You dressed up as Spider-Man.â
A tiny blush slowly crept across his cheeks. He looked genuinely flustered. ââŠIt wasnât anything special.â
âI think it is.â
He smiled awkwardly. ââŠYouâre nice.â
You almost laughed. No, Choso. Iâm flirting. Please.
Instead, he simply looked down at the table for a second before smiling shyly âThank you.â His ears were pink now.
Mission⊠partially successful? He was definitely blushing. Unfortunately⊠He looked at you with exactly the same warm expression as before. Like youâd simply given him a kind compliment. Nothing more.
You decided to try again. âI can see why everyone likes you.â
He frowned slightly. ââŠHm?â
âYou make it very easy.â
âOh.â He rubbed the back of his neck again. âI donât know about that.â
âI do.â
âYouâve known me for one day.â
âExactly.â
âAnd?â
âAnd youâve already made me coffee. Breakfast. Found me a blanket. Walked me upstairs. And now youâve told me embarrassing childhood stories.â
He smiled. ââŠYouâre easy to take care of.â
Your heart skipped.
He continued completely obliviously. âI mean⊠Youâve been very considerate. Youâve helped clean. You havenât made yourself uncomfortable. Youâve been polite. SoâŠâ He shrugged. âIt isnât difficultâ
You stared at him for a second.
That wasnât flirting.
He genuinely meant that.
He doesnât even realize how that sounds.
You hid a smile behind your drink. This was going to be⊠Interesting. Because Choso Kamo was clearly capable of making your heart race with a single sentence. While simultaneously having absolutely no idea he was doing the exact same thing to you. And judging by the soft blush still lingering across his cheeks⊠He seemed equally convinced that you were simply an exceptionally nice person.
Not a woman very deliberately trying to flirt with him. It was almost unfair how adorably oblivious he was.
The conversation faded naturally after that. Simply because it didnât need to be filled every second. You went back to your book. Choso reopened his laptop for a few minutes, replying to what he called âthe last email, hopefully.â The patio settled into its peaceful rhythm once again.
Untilâ
A loud yawn echoed from inside the house.
You looked toward the open patio door just as Yuji stumbled outside.
His pink hair pointed in approximately seventeen different directions. His T-shirt was wrinkled. One eye was still half-closed. He looked like someone who had lost a fight with his pillow. Without saying a word, he shuffled toward you.
Thenâ Two warm arms draped dramatically over your shoulders from behind. His chin landed on the top of your head.
âIâm tiiiiredâŠâ His voice was muffled against your hair.
You couldnât help laughing. âGood morning to you too.â
âMhm.â He didnât move. âIâve decidedâŠâ Another enormous yawn. ââŠIâm dying.â
âYou stayed awake until five.â
âMhm.â
âSo this is your own fault.â
âI reject responsibility.â
âYou donât get to.â
He sighed dramatically. âLife is so difficult.â
You reached up and patted his forearm where it rested across your shoulders. âYouâre whiny.â
ââM not.â
âYou absolutely are.â
He gasped. âI come here looking for supportâŠAnd instead I get bullied.â
âYou get honesty.â
He finally lifted his head, looking profoundly betrayed. âI liked you better yesterday.â
You laughed again.
He really was impossible.
Yuji stretched so dramatically that every joint in his body seemed to crack. âI am dying of hunger.â
Without looking up from his laptop, Choso smiled. âI made pancakes.â
Yujiâs head snapped toward him. ââŠYou did?â
âMhm. âll bring them.â
Yuji clasped his hands together dramatically. âGod.â He looked toward the ceiling. âYou are like a breakfast fairy.â
You burst into laughter.
Even Choso laughed. A quiet little chuckle as he closed his laptop. âIâve never been called that before.â
âItâs because you magically produce food.â
âI donât think thatâs magic.â
âIt is to me.â
Choso shook his head, smiling to himself as he stood. Before walking inside, he paused beside your chair. He looked down at you. âNeed anything?â
Three words. Three completely innocent words. And somehow⊠Your brain forgot how to function. He wasnât asking because he had to. He genuinely wanted to know.
You looked up at him. âNo.â You smiled. âThank you.â
He nodded once. âOkay.â Then disappeared inside.
The moment the door closed behind himâŠ
Yuji dramatically flopped into the chair Choso had just vacated. âSo.â
He rested one elbow on the table. Grinning. âChoso bothering you with his nerd nonsense?â
You frowned âWhat?â
He pointed toward the closed laptop. âYou know. Coding. Computer things.â
You laughed. âNo. We were just talking.â
âReally?â
âReally. Your brother is actually pretty fun to talk to.â
Yuji stared. ââŠWhat?â
âI saidââ
âI heard you.â He looked genuinely confused. âYou think Choso is fun?â
ââŠYeah?â
âChoso absolutely isnât fun.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âHe kills vibes. He reminds people to wear sunscreen. He tells me to drink water. He folds blankets.â
You couldnât stop laughing. âThose arenât bad things.â
âHe acts like my babysitter.â
âI think itâs sweet.â
Yujiâs expression changed immediately. The confusion disappeared. In its place⊠Appeared the slowest grin youâd seen all week. ââŠOh?â
Your smile faltered slightly. âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âNo. You made that face.â
âWhat face?â
âThat one.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âYou absolutely do.â
Yuji leaned a little closer. âSoâŠâ His grin only widened. âYou think heâsââ
The patio door opened.
ââŠBreakfast.â Choso walked outside carrying two plates. One stacked high with warm pancakes. The other overflowing with sliced strawberries, blueberries, raspberries, banana, kiwi, and orange segments.
He placed the pancakes in front of Yuji first. Then the fruit.
âI figured,â he said simply, âyouâd use a snack.â
Yuji looked down. ââŠA snack? There are six pancakes.â
âMhm.â
âAnd enough fruit to feed a village.â
âYou were hungry.â
âI love you.â
âI know.â
You watched the exchange with a smile tugging at your lips. It was said so casually. Without embarrassment. Without hesitation. Just⊠An older brother hearing something as ordinary as Iâm hungry and responding by making sure there was enough food.
Yuji immediately reached for a strawberry. Then another. Then half a pancake. âYou knowâŠâ He spoke through a mouthful. âIâve never actually thanked you.â
Choso looked up. âFor what?â
âFor feeding me forâŠâ He counted dramatically on his fingers. ââŠMy entire life.â
A small smile appeared on Chosoâs face. âYouâve thanked me before.â
âI probably wanted something.â
âYou usually do.â
âI do now too.â
âWhat?â
âMaple syrup.â
âItâs already on the table.â
ââŠYouâre incredible.â
âIâve been told.â
The conversation drifted effortlessly after that. Nobaraâs tendency to steal blankets. Megumiâs alarming ability to fall asleep anywhere. The old canoe that Yuji had once managed to tip over despite the lake being almost perfectly still.
âIt wasnât my fault.â
âIt absolutely was,â Choso replied.
âThere was wind.â
âThere wasnât.â
âThere was emotional wind.â
Megumiâs voice suddenly came from somewhere inside the house. âThere is no such thing.â
All three of you turned.
Megumi stood in the doorway, still wearing yesterdayâs hoodie. Hair messy. Looking profoundly unimpressed.
Yuji pointed triumphantly. âSee? You woke him.â
âI didnât even say anything.â
âYou exist loudly.â
Nobara appeared behind him moments later. âWhy does breakfast smell amazing?â
As everyone slowly gathered around the patio table, conversation became louder. More chaotic. Stories overlapped. Yuji and Nobara argued over who cheated more during exams. Megumi calmly pointed out that statistically speaking, it was Yuji. Yuji denied everything. Somehow. Throughout all of it⊠You noticed something. Every few minutes⊠Yuji looked at you. Then at Choso. Then back at you. Not obvious enough for anyone else to notice.
ButâŠJust enough.
You caught him doing it once.
He quickly looked away and took another bite of pancake.
A few minutes laterâ Again.
This time while Choso quietly reached across the table to refill your glass of juice because heâd noticed it was nearly empty.
Yuji watched the interaction.
Raised one eyebrow.
Smirked.
Then immediately looked down at his plate before anyone could catch him.
Except⊠You had.
And for the first time that morning, a tiny thought crossed your mind.
âŠHeâs acting weird.
Across the table, Choso was completely oblivious.
He was listening to Megumi explain why Yuji should never be trusted with a canoe again, occasionally smiling, occasionally shaking his head, reaching absentmindedly for the fruit platter to push it a little closer to you when he noticed you liked the strawberries.
He didnât even seem aware heâd done it.
Yuji, howeverâŠ
Yuji absolutely noticed.
He took another bite of pancake to hide a grin.
Interesting, he thought, watching his older brother unconsciously take care of you the exact same way heâd taken care of him his whole life.
Summary: your best friend Yuji invited you to spend summer with him Nobara and Megumi in his summer house. What you didnât expect was his older brother being everything you ever wanted
AN: sorry for messy editing. Also this story is super chill. No drama. Just summer story.
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The last exam of the semester had barely ended before Yuji was already making plans for everyoneâs vacation.
You were all piled into his apartment, surrounded by half-empty takeout containers and notebooks that nobody intended to open again until autumn.
âSo,â Yuji announced, sprawled dramatically across the couch, âyou guys are coming this summer.â
Nobara looked up from where she was helping you pack clothes into an overnight bag. âYouâre not asking.â
âIâm informing.â
You laughed. âAnd where exactly are we going?â
âOur summer house.â
âYou have a summer house?â
âMy parents do.â
Megumi, who was somewhere in the kitchen making coffee for everyone because apparently nobody else knew how to use the machine properly, answered before Yuji could.
âTheyâve had it forever.â
Yuji shrugged âYeah. They donât really use it anymore, so we basically spend every summer there.â
âIt has a lake,â Nobara added âA pier, barbecue. No neighbors close enough to complain.â
âAnd terrible Wi-Fi,â Megumi called.
Yuji groaned. âDonât remind me.â
âIt sounds nice,â you admitted.
âIt is nice.â
He grinned. âYouâll come?â
You looked at Nobara. She was already nodding enthusiastically.
You looked toward the kitchen.
Megumi gave a small shrug. âIâm going.â
You smiled. âThen⊠yeah.â
Yuji pumped a fist into the air.
âLetâs go! Oh by the way we are going this week so better start packingâ
âI hate youâ you groaned
Silence settled again as everyone went back to what they had been doing. Yuji scrolled lazily through his phone. Nobara held up another one of your shirts.
âNo.â She tossed it back onto the bed.
You sighed dramatically. âI liked that one.â
âI know.â She reached into your suitcase. âThis one.â
You nodded. âOkay.â
A moment later Yuji spoke again, not even looking up from his screen. âOh, by the way.â
âHm?â
âMy brother will be there.â
You blinked. ââŠYour brother?â
âYeah.â
âYou have a brother?â
âI have a half brother,â he corrected absentmindedly. âHeâs older.â
Yuji continued scrolling. âHeâs chill.â Another pause. âMy parents still think he needs to supervise me.â He rolled his eyes. âWhatever.â
âSomeone has to,â Megumi sighed as he walked into the living room carrying four mugs of coffee.
Yuji pointed accusingly. âSee? This is exactly why nobody likes you.â
Megumi didnât even react. âThey do.â
âThey tolerate you.â
âThey tolerate you too.â
You laughed as Nobara snorted beside you. If this was what the whole summer was going to be likeâŠYou honestly couldnât wait.
âž»
Three days later⊠You and Nobara came to the summer house few days after Megumi and Yuji did. Blaming it on âmid season sales and ânothing to wearâ.
The gravel crunched beneath your shoes as you and Nobara stepped out of the car.
The air smelled like pine trees and warm earth. The lake glittered behind the wooden house, sunlight dancing across the water. It was beautiful.
âFinally!â Yuji practically flew down the porch steps.
Before you had time to say hello, his arms wrapped around you in a bone-crushing hug.
âYou actually came!â
You laughed into his shoulder. âYou invited me.â
âI know!â He let go only to pull Nobara into an equally enthusiastic hug. âTook you long enough.â
âWeâve been here for thirty seconds,â she deadpanned.
Behind Yuji stood Megumi, hands buried in the pockets of his hoodie despite the summer heat.
He gave you a small nod. âHey.â
âHi.â
And beside him⊠Someone you didnât recognize.
Tall. Broad shoulders. Long dark hair gathered into two slightly messy buns. A faded scar stretched across the bridge of his nose.
He wore a loose black T-shirt and comfortable dark pants, one hand tucked casually into his pocket. He looked serious. Maybe even intimidating.
Until he smiled.
It was small.
Gentle.
He stepped forward, extending his hand. âHi.â His voice was quieter than you expected. âIâm Choso.â
You took his hand. His grip was warm and careful.
âHis older brother.â
âHalf brother,â Yuji corrected immediately.
Choso didnât even look at him. ââŠHalf brother.â
You smiled. âItâs nice to meet you.â
âYou too.â
Before you could bend down to grab your suitcase again, Choso had already reached for it.
âAnd this.â
He picked up your backpack too.
âOhââ
âItâs okay.â
âI can carryââ
âI know.â He smiled again. âLet me.â
It didnât sound patronizing Or dismissive. It soundedâŠAutomatic. Like it hadnât even occurred to him that he wouldnât carry your bags.
You exchanged a quick glance with Nobara. She didnât even raise an eyebrow. Yuji was already halfway to the house.
âCome on!â
Choso followed after him, effortlessly carrying both your suitcase and backpack as though they weighed nothing.
Inside, the cabin somehow felt even cozier. Wooden floors. Large windows overlooking the lake. Bookshelves Plants. A fireplace.
Someone had clearly been living there already Probably Choso. After everyone claimed their rooms and unpacked, the four of you settled in the living room.
Yuji was telling a ridiculous story from middle school. Nobara was laughing so hard she nearly spilled her drink. You were already starting to feel like youâd belonged with them for years. You almost didnât notice someone entering the room.
Choso. He had apparently finished whatever heâd been doing upstairs. He paused in the doorway. His eyes briefly landed on everyone before settling on you.
âWhat would you like to drink?â
You blinked.
âOhâŠâ He looked almost embarrassed.
âOh.â A tiny smile appeared on his face.
âI meanâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck. âYouâre new.â A brief glance toward the others.âI already know what everyone else likes.â
It was such an ordinary explanation. So matter-of-fact. Like remembering peopleâs favorite drinks was simply something everyone did.
âWhat do you usually drink?â he asked.
You smiled despite yourself. âTea?â
He nodded once. âWhat kind?â
You hadnât expected a follow-up question. ââŠGreen?â
âOkay.â He disappeared into the kitchen before you could say anything else.
âHe doesnât ask follow-up questions unless he wants to get it right.â Yuji waved
You frowned. ââŠDid I miss something?â
Yuji and Megumi exchanged a look.
âNo,â Yuji said innocently âitâs just Choso being Chosoâ
âââââ-
By the time the sun had dipped below the treeline, the air had turned pleasantly cool. The lake reflected streaks of orange and pink, the water almost perfectly still. Yuji stretched dramatically as he walked onto the porch.
âBonfire time.â
Nobara looked up from her phone. âFinally.â
âIâve been waiting for this all day,â you admitted.
Yuji pointed toward an old metal cooler sitting beside the deck. âDrinks are in there.â
You walked over and lifted the lid. Inside were rows of neatly arranged cans and bottles. Cola. Lemon soda. Sparkling water. Juice. Beer. Cider. A few bottles of wine tucked in the corner.
âYour parents stocked all of this?â you asked.
Yuji laughed. âNo.â A pause. âChoso.â
ââŠOf course.â
âHe always overbuys.â
âI donât overbuy.â
You all turned. Choso had stepped out onto the deck carrying another armful of firewood.
âI prepare.â
Yuji snorted âYou prepare for the apocalypse.â
âItâs called being organized.â
âItâs called having twelve bottles of sparkling water.â
âWhat if people get thirsty?â
âWeâre five people.â
âYou can never be too careful.â
Megumi quietly nodded âHe has a point.â
Yuji looked betrayed âWhose side are you on?â
âThe prepared one.â
The fire pit stood only a few meters from the lake. A circle of old wooden benches surrounded it. Yuji confidently crouched beside the neatly stacked wood.
âI got this.â
Nobody said anything. He pulled a lighter from his pocket. Click. Nothing Click. Still nothing. Click. A tiny flame appeared before disappearing again.
Yuji frowned. âCome onâŠâ
Click. Nothing.
Megumi watched for another ten seconds before sighing âI think youâre trying to negotiate with it.â
âIâm lighting it.â
âNo.â
âYou are threatening it.â
âItâll work.â
âIt wonât.â
Yuji grabbed a handful of dry twigs. âIt just needs moreââ
âPlease donât.â
âIt needs fuel.â
âIt needs oxygen.â
âIt needsââ
Megumi pinched the bridge of his nose. âIf you say gasoline, Iâm leaving.â
âI wasnât going to say gasoline.â
âYou were thinking it.â
âI absolutely was.â
Megumi groaned
A quiet chuckle came from behind them. âYou still canât light a fire.â
Everyone looked over. Choso stood there, hands tucked into the pockets of his hoodie, smiling just enough that the corners of his eyes softened.
Yuji crossed his arms. âI absolutely can.â
âMhm.â
âI can.â
âMhm.â
âIâve done it before.â
Choso walked over anyway. âMove.â
Yuji grumbled under his breath but shuffled sideways. Choso crouched beside the fire pit He adjusted a few of the logs. Moved one of the larger pieces. Added thinner branches underneath. One strike of the lighter. A small flame caught immediately. Another few careful movements. Within seconds the fire crackled warmly, orange light dancing across everyoneâs faces.
Yuji stared. ââŠShow off.â
Choso laughed quietly. âWhen he was little,â he said, almost to himself as he watched the flames grow, âhe nearly burned his nose trying to light a campfire.â
Yuji immediately groaned. ââŠNo.â
âI had to help him.â
âChoso.â
âSo he could earn his badge.â
You tilted your head. ââŠBadge?â
Choso looked over at you. âHe was a scout.â
Your eyes widened. âReally?â
Yuji buried his face in his hands. âI hate where this conversation is going.â
Chosoâs smile grew just a little. âHe took it very seriously.â
âI was ten.â
âYou insisted on carrying everything yourself.â
âI could carry everything.â
âYou fell into a bush.â
âIt attacked me.â
Nobara burst into laughter. âA hostile bush?â
âIt came out of nowhere.â
Megumi didnât even blink. âIt was stationary.â
âIt was malicious.â
Choso stood up. âWait.â He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone.
You werenât trying to look. Really. But as he unlocked it, you couldnât help catching a glimpse of his wallpaper. A photo of him and Yuji. Yuji looked a little younger, throwing an arm around Chosoâs shoulders. Both of them were smiling so naturally that it almost didnât look like a posed picture. Your chest tightened slightly.
That wasâŠReally sweet.
Choso scrolled through his gallery for a moment. Then he turned the screen toward you.
âHere.â
You looked down.
A tiny Yuji stood proudly in an oversized scout uniform. The neckerchief was crooked. His hair was sticking out in every direction. He was saluting with an expression so serious it was almost comical. You covered your mouth.
âWaitâŠâ You looked between the picture and present-day Yuji. âThatâs adorable.â
Yuji made the kind of sound usually associated with physical pain. âChosoâŠâ
âItâs cute.â
âIt is not.â
âIt absolutely is.â
âItâs embarrassing.â
Choso stepped beside him. Without saying anything, he casually slipped an arm around Yujiâs shoulders. Then ruffled his hair âOh, relax.â He smiled. âIâm just messing with you.â
Yuji tried to look annoyed. Instead he leaned into the side hug for half a second before remembering he was supposed to be offended. He shoved Choso away.
âYouâre the worst.â
âSo Iâve heard.â
âYou literally keep childhood photos of me.â
âI have thousands.â
âDelete them.â
âNo.â
âYou donât need all of them.â
âI do.â
âWhat if my phone breaks?â
âYou have cloud storage!â
âI also have backups.â
ââŠYouâre impossible.â
âIâm in IT.â
âThatâs not an excuse.â
âIt is.â
You couldnât stop smiling. Their relationship was Unexpected. You had imagined an older brother who constantly lectured Yuji. Instead⊠Choso looked after him without making a big deal out of it.
The teasing felt practiced. Comfortable. Affectionate. Like this was something theyâd done for years.
Eventually everyone settled around the fire. Megumi claimed one end of the bench. Yuji immediately stole the seat closest to the flames. Nobara sat across from him. You looked around for an empty spot.
âThere.â Choso nodded toward the space beside him.
You smiled. âThanks.â
The wooden bench creaked softly as you sat down. The fire crackled between all of you. Somewhere across the lake, you could hear frogs croaking. It was peaceful. Almost unbelievably so.
Choso glanced toward the cooler. âYou drink?â
You looked at him. ââŠYeah.â
He leaned forward, opened the cooler, and looked inside. âWhat do you usually have?â
âI donât knowâŠâ You laughed. âWhateverâs easiest.â
He considered the selection for a second before pulling out a chilled can. He turned it so you could read the label before handing it over. âHere.â His smile was small. âIf youâd rather have something else, just say.â
You accepted it. âNo.â You smiled back. âItâs perfect.â
âOkay.â
He waited until youâd opened it before grabbing one for himself. It struck you as oddly thoughtful. Not dramatic. Not performative. Just Considerate.
The conversation drifted easily from one topic to another. Nobara complained about one of your professors. Yuji insisted he deserved jail time for making the final exam. Megumi calmly reminded everyone that half the class had actually passed.
âThatâs because half the class cheated,â Nobara replied.
âWe did not.â
âYou literally had answers written inside your calculator cover.â
Yuji looked offended.
âThey were motivational quotes.â
Megumi raised an eyebrow.
ââQuestion three is Câ isnât motivational.â
âIt motivated me.â
âWhat about you?â Choso asked suddenly.
You looked over. âHm?â
âData analytics.â
He rested one arm casually across the back of the bench.
âWhat made you choose it?â
âOhâŠâ You thought for a second. âI like finding patterns.â
He nodded, genuinely listening.
âIâve always liked numbers. I know it sounds boring.â
âIt doesnât.â
âYou donât think so?â
âNo.â His expression remained calm.
âI think people usually assume technology is just computers.â
You smiled. âThey do.â
âBut most of it is solving problems.â
âExactly.â
His eyes lit up just a little.
âAnd understanding why something happened.â
âYes!â
You laughed.
âFinally, someone gets it.â
A tiny smile appeared on his face.
âI work with data sometimes.â
âI figured.â
âItâs surprisingly interesting.â
âIâve been trying to convince people of that for years.â
âI believe you.â
The conversation moved on naturally after that. It was simplyâŠEasy.Comfortable.
You found yourself stealing little glances at Choso whenever he wasnât looking. The messy twin buns. The scar across his nose. The way he always listened before speaking. The quiet smile that appeared whenever Yuji said something particularly ridiculous. He wasnât loud like Yuji. Or sarcastic like Nobara.Or dry like Megumi. He was Steady. Gentle.
The kind of person who instinctively carried someone elseâs bags, remembered what everyone liked to drink, and kept embarrassing childhood photos because they meant something to him.
You took another sip from your can, hiding a small smile.
Heâs⊠really sweet.
âŠAnd, you reluctantly admitted to yourself as the firelight caught the sharp lines of his face and the scar across his nose,
Ridiculously handsome.
The fire burned lower as the evening stretched on. Someone had started roasting marshmallows.
Yuji had somehow managed to burn three in a row. âItâs an art,â he insisted, staring at the blackened lump on the end of his stick.
âItâs charcoal,â Nobara corrected.
âIt has flavor.â
âIt has carcinogens.â Megumi didnât even look up from poking at his own perfectly golden marshmallow.
Yuji gasped. âYou people have no imagination.â
You laughed quietly, hugging your knees to your chest. The temperature had dropped more than youâd expected. The warmth from the fire still reached you, but every now and then a breeze drifted off the lake, carrying the cool scent of water and pine. Without thinking, you rubbed your hands together. It wasnât enough to go inside. JustâŠa little chilly. Across from you, Choso looked up from the conversation he and Megumi had been having. His eyes paused on you for a second.
âYou cold?â
You looked up. âA little.â Before you could add, Iâm okay, he was already standing.
âIâll be back.â
You frowned.
ââŠYou donât have toââ
âItâs alright.â
He disappeared into the house. Yuji didnât even react. As though this sort of thing happened all the time. Barely a minute later Choso returned carrying a thick cream-colored blanket. He stopped beside you.
âHere.â
You instinctively reached for it. âOh.â
âItâs clean.â
âI wasnât worried about that.â
He smiled faintly. âI thought you might be.â
Carefully, he unfolded it before draping it lightly around your shoulders so it wouldnât slide off. The blanket was still warm. As though itâd been sitting inside all day. Immediately, the chill disappeared.
ââŠThank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â
That was it. No dramatic gesture. No lingering. He simply sat back down in his seat as if handing someone a blanket was the most ordinary thing in the world. You couldnât help smiling into the fabric.
About half an hour later, Nobara declared she wanted more snacks. Yuji volunteered everyone else to help. Megumi ignored him.
âIâm not moving.â
âYouâve been sitting for forty minutes.â
âI plan to continue.â
Yuji looked at you hopefully. âCan you grab the chips?â
âI was going to get another drink anyway.â
âYouâre my favorite.â
âYou said that to Nobara ten minutes ago.â
âI have multiple favorites.â
âYou absolutely do not.â
Inside, the cabin was noticeably quieter. The crackling of the fire became muffled once you closed the back door. Moonlight spilled through the kitchen window. You opened one of the cabinets, searching for the chips Yuji had mentioned.
âTop shelf,â a voice said behind you.
You turned.
Choso had just walked into the kitchen.
âOh.â
He noticed you looking up at the cupboard. âTheyâre a little high.â
âI noticed.â
He stepped beside you. âMay I?â
âSure.â
Without any effort, he reached up and pulled down three different bags.
âSalted.â He placed the first one on the counter. âPaprika.â The second. âAnd barbecue.â The third.
âYuji likes these.â
âI figured.â
âHe always says heâll eat one bowl.â
âHe doesnât?â
âHe eats the entire bag.â
You laughed.
âIâve seen him do that with cookies.â
âIâm not surprised.â You opened the refrigerator to grab another soda.
âSoâŠâ Choso leaned lightly against the counter. âHow are you liking it so far?â
âThe house?â
âMhm.â
You nodded immediately. âItâs beautiful.â
âIâm glad.â
âI wasnât expecting the lake to be this pretty.â
âIt gets even nicer in the morning.â
âYou swim?â
âSometimes. And you?â
âIâd like to.â
âYou should.â
The conversation should have ended there. Instead⊠It somehow didnât.
âSoâŠâ He folded his arms comfortably. âHow long have you known Yuji?â
âAbout two years.â
âYou met at university?â
âYeah.â
âAnd Nobara?â
âThe same day.â
âWhat about Megumi?â
âHe barely spoke to me.â
âI still barely speak.â
You laughed.
âThatâs true.â
âBut now I know it doesnât mean you dislike people.â
A tiny smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
âIt usually doesnât.â
He asked about your classes.
About your hometown.
Whether you liked living in the city.
Whether university was everything youâd hoped for.
Not because he was making conversation.
Because he genuinely seemed interested in your answers.
And without realizing itâŠ
You started asking questions too.
âSo youâve always worked in IT?â
âNo.â
âWhat did you do before?â
âI studied computer science.â
âAnd then?â
âI stayed.â
âYou make it sound so simple.â
He chuckled quietly. âIt wasnât.â
âWhat do you actually do?â
He hesitated. âI mostly solve problems.â
âThatâs incredibly vague.â
âIt is.â
âI feel like thatâs intentional.â
ââŠMaybe.â
âSo if my laptop breaks?â
âI can probably fix it.â
âAnd if my Wi-Fi stops working?â
âI can probably fix that too.â
âAnd if Excel starts crashing?â
âIâll try.â
You grinned. âIâll remember that.â
Time slipped by unnoticed. Outside, laughter drifted faintly through the open window. At one point Yuji yelled something that sounded suspiciously like,
âWHO STOLE MY MARSHMALLOW?â
Nobara shouted back, âIt caught on fire!â
âIt was still edible!â
âIt became lava!â
You smiled. âTheyâre ridiculous.â
âThey are.â
âYou donât seem surprised.â
âIâm used to it.â
âYouâve been dealing with Yuji your whole life.â
âAlmost.â
âDoes he always have this much energy?â
âMore.â
ââŠMore?â
Choso nodded with complete seriousness. âThis is calm.â
You stared. âI donât believe you.â
âI wish I were exaggerating.â
You laughed so hard your stomach hurt. The sound surprised even you. It echoed softly through the kitchen.
Choso looked at you for a second. Then⊠He smiled too. Not politely. Not because the conversation required it. A real smile. Warm enough that tiny lines appeared beside his eyes. It suited him.
You found yourself staring for just a moment too long.
He really wasâŠHandsome. Ridiculously so.
A yawn escaped before you could stop it. You immediately covered your mouth.
âOh my God. I âm sorry.â
Choso shook his head.âDonât apologize.â
âIâm justâŠâ Another yawn interrupted you.
He smiled. âTired?â
âA little.â
âYouâve had a long day.â
âI guess.â You rubbed one eye.
âI didnât realize how exhausted I was.â
He pushed himself away from the counter.
âCome on.â
âHm?â
âIâll show you your room.â
âI know where it is.â
âI know.â His smile remained gentle. âBut itâs dark.â
You walked upstairs together.
The hallway was quiet. The wooden floor creaked softly beneath your feet. He stopped outside one of the doors.
âThis one.â
You stepped inside. Your suitcase sat exactly where youâd left it. The window overlooked the lake. Moonlight painted silver streaks across the floorboards.
It feltâŠPeaceful.
Choso stayed near the doorway.
He didnât come in.
Instead he asked, âDo you have everything?â
You looked around. âI think so.â
âYou sure?â
âMhm.â
âIf you realize youâre missing anythingâŠâ He gestured toward the room next door. âMy room is right there.â
You followed his gaze. âOh.â
âSoâŠâ He rubbed the back of his neck. âIf you need another blanket.â
âOkay.â
âOr towels.â
âOkay.â
âOrâŠâ He paused. ââŠAnything.â
You smiled. âThank you.â
âI mean it.â
âI know.â
There was something so sincere about the way he said it. Not out of obligation. Not because you were a guest. Because making sure everyone was comfortable simply seemed woven into who he was. He looked relieved that you smiled.
âGood.â
A brief silence settled between you. Then he gave a small nod.
âGet some rest.â
âI will.â
âI hope you sleep well.â
âYou too.â
He lingered for just a second, as though making sure there really wasnât anything else you needed.
Then he smiled once more.
Soft.
Almost shy.
âGood night.â
âGood night, Choso.â
He quietly closed the door behind him.
The room fell silent.
You stood there for another few seconds, listening to his footsteps retreat into the room next door Only then did you let yourself flop backwards onto the bed. You stared at the wooden ceiling. The first day wasnât even over.
You barely knew him. You knew he worked in IT. That he wore his hair in two messy buns. That he adored his younger brother more than anything. That he remembered everyoneâs favorite drinks. That heâd noticed you were cold before youâd even said anything. That heâd carried your bags without a second thought. That heâd spent nearly half an hour talking to you in the kitchen simply because the conversation had been nice.
And somehow⊠None of it had felt forced.
He was justâŠKind.
The realization made your chest feel strangely warm. You pulled the blanket up over yourself, smiling into the darkness.
Yuji was right. His brother really was⊠chill.
Though if you were being honest with yourselfâ âChillâ was nowhere near enough to describe Choso Kamo.
You lay on your back, staring at the wooden ceiling while the sounds of the house slowly faded into the background. A door closed somewhere down the hall.
Someone downstairsâprobably Yujiâlaughed loudly before Nobara told him to âshut up already.â
Then everything grew quiet.
You should have been asleep. Instead⊠You were thinking about Choso.Which was ridiculous.
Completely, utterly ridiculous.
Youâd known him for⊠What?
Eight hours? Maybe nine.
You let out a quiet laugh to yourself. âGet it together.â
Still⊠Your mind wandered right back to him.
To the way heâd smiled when heâd introduced himself.
The way heâd instinctively taken your suitcase before you even had the chance to protest.
The blanket. The drink. The conversation in the kitchen.
Walking you upstairs because it was dark, even though you already knew where your room was.
None of it had felt calculated.
There hadnât been any awkward attempts to impress you.
No exaggerated confidence.
No flirting.
He simply⊠Took care of people.
As naturally as breathing.
You pulled the blanket a little higher over your shoulders.
Heâs⊠really handsome.
Not in the loud, attention-grabbing way some men were. Not the kind that constantly checked their reflection in every window. Choso almost seemed unaware of it.
The scar across his nose somehow made him even more attractive.
His long hair tied into those slightly messy little buns.
The broad shoulders hidden beneath oversized T-shirts.
His calm voice.
The gentle way he looked at people when they spoke.
Even when he was listening to Yuji ramble about something completely ridiculous, he gave him his full attention.
It was⊠Comforting.
That was the word.
Comforting.
Youâd always had a weakness for older men. Because of everything that usually came with it.
The confidence.
The patience.
The stability.
People who already knew who they were.
People who didnât play games.
Choso felt like that.
Steady.
Like the kind of person who remembered to lock the front door every night. Who kept a first-aid kit fully stocked. Who knew how to fix broken things instead of throwing them away. Whoâd pick you up if your car broke down at two in the morning without making you feel guilty for calling. The thought made you smile into your pillow.
âOkayâŠMaybe Iâm romanticizing him just a little.â
A little.
Maybe a lot.
You barely knew the man.
For all you knew, he could secretly leave dirty dishes in the sink.
Or never answer text messages.
Or be impossible to argue with.
Nobody was perfect.
Still⊠First impressions counted for something.
And yours had beenâŠDangerously good.
You sighed quietly.
Heâs probably taken anyway. That thought came so naturally it almost surprised you.
ButâŠOf course he was. There was simply no way someone like Choso was single. He was attractive. Successful. Kind. Patient. Polite.
The type of man who remembered your favorite drink after meeting you once.
Women probably lined up for him.
Maybe he had a girlfriend back in the city.
Someone heâd been dating for years.
Someone who knew him far better than you ever could.
The thought stung.
Which was absurd.
Youâd met him this morning.
You didnât have any right to feel disappointed over a completely imaginary girlfriend.
âYouâre being insane.â
You buried your face deeper into the pillow.
Absolutely insane.
Even if he was singleâŠSo what?
He was Yujiâs older brother. Yuji, who had become one of your closest friends over the past two years.
You couldnât justâŠDevelop a crush on his brother after one day.
That sounded like the beginning of one of those horribly embarrassing stories youâd tell years later.
âRemember when I met your brother and immediately lost my mind?â
No.
Absolutely not.
BesidesâŠYou knew exactly one thing about him.
Well.
A few things.
He worked in IT.
He liked coffee.
He had a younger brother he adored.
He used cloud backups for his childhood photos.
He tied his hair into two messy buns.
He remembered peopleâs favorite drinks.
Heâd walked you to your room because he wanted to make sure you were comfortable.
Okay.
Maybe you knew a few more things than youâd realized.
You groaned softly, pulling the pillow over your face.
âThis is hopeless,â you muttered into the fabric.
A tiny, embarrassed smile tugged at your lips anyway.
It was irrational.
Completely irrational.
Nothing was going to happen.
Youâd probably wake up tomorrow and the little crush would disappear just as quickly as itâd appeared.
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He was walking across campus with Connie, coffee in one hand, backpack slung over one shoulder. Connie was talking with his entire body, waving his hands around dramatically.
Jean laughed.
You loved his laugh.
Warm.
Unrestrained.
Real.
You looked away before he could catch you staring.
Mid-week, on a cloudy Thursday morning, you arrived at the usual spot near the arts building a little early. Jean was already there, two coffees in hand. Your heart stuttered when you saw him.
He walked straight up to you, that confident smirk already in place. âHere. Vanilla latte, extra caramel. Figured I owed you one since Iâve been keeping you up at night.â
You took the cup, fingers brushing his deliberately. âYou didnât have to.â
âI wanted to.â
He stepped a little closer, voice dropping low. âDonât tell Sasha.â
The way he said itâconspiratorial, intimateâmade heat pool low in your stomach. Before you could respond, his hand moved. A subtle, warm squeeze on your waist, fingers pressing just enough through your sweater to feel possessive. The touch lingered for a heartbeat longer than necessary.
He pulled away slowly, like he knew exactly what he was doing to you, and the two of you walked into the building side by side. That single squeeze stayed burned into your skin for hours.
Jean became bolder. More confident. Like confirming youâd keep the secret had unlocked a new version of him around you.
In the next class you shared, he sat right beside you again without asking. His leg pressed against yours under the desk the entire time. When the professor turned to the board, Jean leaned over, lips close to your ear.
âYou smell good today,â he murmured. âNew perfume?â
You shivered. âMaybe.â
He chuckled softly, low and warm, before pulling back. But his hand stayed near yours on the desk, fingers occasionally brushing yours âaccidentally.â
Later that same day in the hallway, he caught you alone for a moment. âGot any plans this weekend?â he asked, leaning against the wall, eyes tracing your face.
âNot really. Why?â
âJust wondering if I could steal some more of your time.â His gaze dropped to your lips for a split second. âYouâre becoming dangerously distracting, you know that?â
You smiled sweetly, tilting your head. âIs that a bad thing?â
âNot at all.â He reached out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. The touch was light, but the intention behind it wasnât. âJust dangerous for my focus.â
Jean: That smile you gave me yesterday is still stuck in my head. Dangerous.
In the cafeteria once, when your groups crossed paths briefly, he made sure to stand close. His hand brushed the small of your back as he reached past you for a napkin. No one else noticed. But you did.
Another day after class, he walked you part of the way to your next one.
âYouâre really easy to talk to,â he said quietly, shoulder bumping yours. âDidnât expect that.â
âWhat did you expect?â you asked, looking up at him.
He shrugged, but his eyes were intense. âSomeone more⊠guarded. Youâve got this whole composed thing going on. Makes me want to see whatâs underneath.â
The words sent heat rushing through you. He was messing with your feelings on purposeâgiving you just enough to keep you hooked, pulling back at the perfect moments, always leaving you wanting more.
And you let him. You played along perfectly, sweet and responsive but never desperate. Every time he touched youâsubtle hand on your waist, fingers brushing yours, a lingering lookâyou melted internally while keeping that calm exterior he seemed so fascinated by.
By the end of the week, the tension was thick and sweet. Jean had you completely twisted upâin the best way. Every casual text, every lingering touch, every bold compliment felt like another thread pulling him closer.
You kept Sasha completely in the dark. When she asked how things were going with âthe new friend group,â you smiled and said everything was great. She didnât need to know the rest.
In your room at night, you replayed every interaction, every message, adding new screenshots to your hidden folder. The obsession burned hotter than ever, but now it had fuelâreal reciprocation, real tension, real progress.
Jean was messing with your feelings.
And you were loving every second of it.
You buried your face in your hands.
"This is ridiculous."
You were analyzing a smile.
A smile.
Somewhere deep down, you knew the truth.
People didn't accidentally become part of each other's days.
They didn't naturally start saying "see you" instead of "bye."
They didn't remember coffee they owed over a throwaway comment.
They didn't ask questions just to keep conversations going.
You smiled despite yourself.
Whether you were overthinking or not...
One thing was undeniably true.
A month ago...
Jean probably wouldn't have noticed if you walked past him.
The next day arrived bright and crisp, the kind of campus afternoon that made everything feel possible. You chose your outfit carefullyâsoft sweater in a flattering shade, jeans that fit just right, hair down in easy waves. Approachable. Pretty. Unassuming.
Sasha was waiting for you near the fountain, bouncing on her toes. âYou came! Come on, theyâre over here.â
She linked her arm through yours and led you toward a cluster of outdoor tables where the boys were already sprawled out. Your heart beat steady and loud in your chest as you approached.
Connie spotted you first, short silver hair catching the sun, sharp grin spreading across his face. âYo! New girl incoming!â
Marco turned nextâfreckled, warm smile, the calm one of the group. Niccolo was mid-bite of a sandwich but waved politely, looking every bit the doting boyfriend Sasha described.
And then there was Jean.
He looked up from his sketchbook, hazel eyes meeting yours. For a second something flickered across his faceârecognition, curiosity, that same cautious edge youâd noticed in class lately. Then he smiled, soft and slow, closing the sketchbook.
âHey,â he said, voice low and warm. âWe met before.â
âYeah,â you replied with a small smile, heart doing a traitorous flip. âArt history. And the gallery. Nice to officially meet everyone.â
Sasha beamed, practically vibrating as she pulled you into the empty seat beside herâdirectly across from Jean. âGuys, this is Y/N. My new bestie. Be nice.â
Connie leaned forward, elbows on the table. âSo youâre the one who stole Sasha from us. Bold move. I respect it.â
You laughed lightly. âI think she stole me, actually. Sheâs impossible to resist.â
Niccolo chuckled, offering you a spare drink from the center of the table. âWelcome to the chaos. Sashaâs been talking about you non-stop.â
Marco smiled kindly. âGood things, I promise. She said youâre in art history with Jean?â
You nodded, keeping your tone casual while feeling Jeanâs eyes on you. âYeah. Heâs hard to missâalways in the front row looking focused.â
Jeanâs mouth twitched into a half-smirk. âSomeone has to set the curve.â His gaze lingered on you a moment longer, cautious but interested. âYouâre the one who talked to Pyxis that night at the exhibition, right? Seemed like you two hit it off.â
There it wasâthe careful probing.
You shrugged modestly, meeting his eyes. âHeâs a great professor. We were just talking about final papers. Your pieces looked incredible up on the walls, by the way.â
Jean leaned back slightly, studying you. âThanks. Iâve been tweaking a lot lately.â He paused, then asked, almost too casually, âHow do you and Sasha know each other again? She mentioned a bathroom meet?â
Sasha groaned. âJean! Donât make it sound weird.â
You laughed, warm and easy. âIt kind of was. I complimented her outfit and we just⊠clicked. Turns out we both needed more girl friends.â
Connie cackled. âSasha finally has girl friends? Miracles do happen.â
The conversation flowed after that, but Jean remained a little more reserved than the othersâwatching, listening, asking occasional questions that felt like gentle tests. What classes were you taking? How long had you been at the university? Favorite medium in art? Each one delivered with that soft smile, but his eyes stayed sharp, like he was trying to figure out the puzzle of how youâd suddenly become so present in his life.
You answered every question smoothly, charming without trying too hard. When Connie and Marco started roasting each other, you joined in lightly. When Niccolo offered food tips for Sasha, you backed him up with a teasing comment that made her blush.
Jean chuckled at one pointâlow and genuineâwhen you made a dry observation about campus coffee. His shoulders relaxed just a fraction.
Sasha kept glancing between you two, delighted. âSee? I told you sheâd fit right in.â
By the end of lunch, the group felt warmer. Connie declared you âofficially approved.â Marco invited you to the next group hang. Niccolo promised to bring extra snacks next time.
Jean stood up when you did, slinging his bag over his shoulder. âGuess Iâll see you in class tomorrow, Y/N.â
âYeah,â you said softly, smiling up at him. âSee you, Jean.â
As you walked away with Sasha, she squeezed your arm. âHe likes you. I can tell. He was asking about you the other day.â
Your pulse soared, but you kept your voice light. âHe seems nice.â
Jean Kirstein had always prided himself on being observant. It was what made him a decent artistâcatching the way light hit someoneâs jaw, the subtle tension in a shoulder, the story hidden in someoneâs posture. He noticed things.
Heâd noticed you long before Sasha started gushing.
It started in art history. You sat a few rows back, always composed, always put-together. Hair neat, outfit thoughtful, posture straight like you knew exactly who you were. Beautiful, yeah. He wasnât blind. But you kept to yourself in a way that felt intentional. Calm. Almost untouchable. Heâd caught himself glancing back more than once, wondering what was going on behind those careful eyes.
Then Sasha met you.
It was the day after the bathroom thing. Sasha had burst into their usual group chat and then to his apartment practically vibrating.
âGuys. I met a girl. In the bathroom. And sheâs super cute and nice and we just clicked. Her nameâs Y/N and she said I have one nowâ a girl best friend. Can you believe that?â
Connie had laughed. Marco smiled softly. Jean had just raised an eyebrow, leaning back in his chair.
âBathroom meet? Sounds suspicious, Sasha.â
Sheâd thrown a pillow at him. âShut up. Sheâs really cool, okay? Pretty, funny, listens when I talk. Iâm having coffee with her tomorrow.â
Jean remembered feeling a small flicker of amusement. Sasha got excited about a lot of things, but this seemed different. She was glowing.
Jean had stared at it longer than he meant to. You looked good in the photo. Really good. Relaxed in a way he didnât usually see in class. Heâd liked it privately, then closed the app.
A few days later came the movie night photos. You and Sasha squeezed in with three other girlsâHitch, Annie, Pieck. Everyone smiling, blankets everywhere, pure chaos energy. Sasha captioned it âgirl gang finally!!â
Jean had chuckled in his room, scrolling through. Sasha looked so damn happy. That warm, bright laugh he knew so well was practically visible in the picture. Something in his chest had loosened a little. His best friendâalways surrounded by him, Connie, and Marcoâfinally had her own circle. It felt good. Right.
He started paying more attention in class after that.
You still sat near the back, still composed, but now Sasha would wave at you in the hallways and youâd wave back with that soft smile. Jean found himself turning around more often, trying to figure it out. How had you gone from quiet classmate to Sashaâs new favorite person so quickly?
The questions slipped out naturally.
During lunch one day, after Sasha mentioned you again, he asked casually, âSo whatâs she like? Y/N.â
Sasha had lit up instantly. âSheâs the best. We did karaoke last nightâoh my god, Jean, she destroyed it. Like, actually sang her heart out and had the whole room cheering. Sheâs funny too, and sweet, and she just⊠gets me. I feel like I can tell her anything.â
Jean had nodded, biting back a small smile. The image of you letting loose at karaoke was unexpectedly charming. You always seemed so controlled in classâlike every move was calculated. But Sasha only ever talked about how warm and real you were.
Seeing his best friend this excited, this happy, did something subtle to him. A quiet melt in his chest. Sasha deserved good people. If you were making her light up like this⊠maybe you werenât as untouchable as you seemed.
Heâd started watching you more openly in class. Not in a creepy wayâjust⊠curious. You met his eyes sometimes now. Calm. Polite. A little mysterious. It was throwing him off in the best way.
And then you showed up at their lunch table.
When Sasha brought you over, Jean felt that same quiet curiosity sharpen. Up close, you were even prettier than he remembered from the gallery. But it was the way Sasha beamed beside you that really hit him.
âWe met before,â he said, offering a soft smile as you sat down.
The conversation flowed, and he asked his questionsâcareful, not pushy. He watched how you interacted with everyone. Easy with Connieâs chaos, warm with Marco, polite with Niccolo. Natural.
But mostly, he watched how happy Sasha was.
And something inside him melted a little more.
Maybe you werenât just the composed girl from the back row.
Maybe you were exactly what Sasha needed.
And maybeâjust maybeâhe wanted to figure out what else you were.
The next morning you arrived at art history even earlier than usual, claiming your seat with deliberate calm. The classroom was still quiet, sunlight slanting through the tall windows and catching dust motes in the air. You pulled out your sketchbook and began working on a small studyâa bird youâd seen on your walk to campus that morning. Quick, fluid lines. The tilt of its head. The way its feathers caught the light.
You were so focused you almost didnât hear the footsteps.
Jean walked in at his usual six-minute mark, headphones around his neck, coffee in hand. But instead of heading straight to his seat, he slowed near your desk.
âHey,â he said casually, voice low and warm like it belonged only to this small pocket of the room. âYouâre early today.â
You looked up, offering a soft smile. âWanted a good seat and some quiet sketching time.â
His hazel eyes flicked down to your open sketchbook. âWhat are you sketching?â
âNothing crazy,â you replied, tilting the page slightly toward him. âJust a bird I saw this morning on the way here.â
âCan I see?â
You nodded, sliding the sketchbook a little closer. Jean leaned in, one hand resting lightly on the edge of your desk. He was close enough that you could smell his cologne againâclean and subtle, with that faint trace of graphite that always seemed to cling to him.
âDamn,â he murmured after a moment, genuinely impressed. âYouâre good at this. It looks⊠alive. The way you caught the feathers and the little tilt of the headâmost people make birds look stiff. This one feels like it could fly off the page.â
Heat bloomed in your chest. âThanks,â you said, smiling up at him. The compliment felt different coming from him. Real.
He lingered for another second, eyes still on the drawing, before straightening up with a small, almost reluctant smile. âSeriously impressive.â
Class started shortly after, but the air between you felt different now. Throughout the lecture, Jean kept giving you occasional glances over his shoulderâlonger than before, thoughtful. Not just curious anymore. Something warmer. Every time your eyes met, heâd offer a tiny smirk or nod before turning back to his notes.
You kept your expression composed, but inside your pulse was racing. He was noticing. Really noticing.
When Professor Pyxis finally dismissed everyone, the room filled with the familiar rustle of bags and chatter. Jean packed slowly, then turned fully toward you as you stood.
âGuess weâll see each other more often now,â he said, that soft smile returning. His voice carried a hint of something playful underneath the caution.
You met his gaze sweetly, heart soaring. âI donât mind.â
Jeanâs eyes softened, the corner of his mouth lifting higher. âNeither do I.â
The words hung between you for a beatâsimple, but heavy with possibility. He held your gaze a moment longer before nodding toward the door. âSee you around, Y/N.â
âSee you, Jean.â
You watched him leave, shoulders broad under his hoodie, that familiar charcoal smudge still faintly visible on his hand. The interaction replayed in your head the entire walk out of the building.
Heâd come to you. Heâd leaned in close. Heâd complimented your work. And that final exchangeâŠ
Later that evening, curled up in bed with your phone, you opened the group chat. Sasha had already sent a string of excited messages about how Jean had mentioned you in passing earlier.
You smiled to yourself, fingers hovering over the keyboard before typing a casual reply.
Two days later the campus paths were crowded with students rushing between buildings, but your steps felt lighter than usual. The memory of Jeanâs soft smile and âNeither do Iâ still played on repeat in your head like a favorite song.
âYN!â
The familiar voice cut through the noise. You turned, heart skipping hard. Jean was jogging the last few steps toward you, bag slung over one shoulder, that ash-brown hair slightly messy from the wind. He looked effortlessly handsome in a simple black t-shirt and jeans, charcoal smudge already visible on his fingers.
âHi,â you said, voice softening despite yourself. You melted a little on the inside.
âHey.â He fell into step beside you, matching your pace easily. âAre you heading to Smithâs class?â
âYeah, you?â
âYeah. I switched this week. Levi was being a pain in the ass with his grading, and Smith didnât mind as long as I caught up with the material.â He rubbed the back of his neck, looking a little sheepish. âFigured it was worth it.â
Your voice came out gentler than you intended. âNeed notes?â
Jeanâs face lit up with genuine relief. âYes! God, youâre a lifesaver.â
âAnytime,â you shrugged, but inside you were screamingâquiet, controlled screaming that made your pulse thunder.
The two of you walked into the classroom together. It felt different now. Natural. Like the orbit had finally pulled him in.
âMind if I sit with you?â Jean asked, that soft smile returning as he gestured toward the seats.
âBe my guest.â You patted the chair right beside yours, heart racing as he dropped into it without hesitation.
âWhat about your bad eyesight? Weâre sitting at the back now.â you teased
He couldnât help the light laugh that escaped. âWell, I donât plan on making any detailed notes anyway. Might as well sit where the view is decent.â
âOh, okay,â you replied, playing along.
âI meanââ Jean added quickly, cheeks faintly coloring as he realized how it sounded. âYou are not decent. Youâre beautiful⊠fuck, I made it awkward.â
Your heart nearly stopped. The words hung in the air between you, warm and unexpected. You managed to keep your composure, tilting your head with a small, amused smile. âGuess your bad eyesight isnât your only concern.â
Jean chuckled, low and warm, rubbing his neck again. âGuess so.â
The lecture started shortly after, but you barely registered a word Professor Smith said. Jean sat right beside you, close enough that his arm brushed yours occasionally when he reached for his pencil. He sketched quietly in his notebookâquick studies of hands, architectural details from the window, little doodles in the margins. Every few minutes heâd tilt the page toward you.
âWhat do you think of this shadow?â he whispered at one point, voice low so only you could hear.
You leaned in, offering quiet feedback. He listened intently, nodding, then showed you a few reference photos on his phone. The proximity made your skin tingle. His focus, the way his fingers moved over the page, the faint scent of himâit was intoxicating.
The class passed in a warm haze of shared sketches, stolen glances, and soft conversation. When Professor Smith finally dismissed everyone, Jean packed up slowly, clearly in no rush to leave.
âSee you around?â he asked as you both stood.
âYeah,â you smiled. âText me if you need those notes.â
âI will. Thanks again.â
You parted ways outside the building, but the warmth of the interaction lingered like sunlight on your skin.
Later that afternoon, you stood in the parking lot with Hitch and Pieck, waiting for Annie to finish her last class. The sun was warm, and the three of you were deep in casual chatterâHitch complaining about her latest situationship disaster, Pieck laughing softly while braiding a small section of your hair.
A familiar voice called out again.
âHi.â
You turned. Jean was walking your way, hands in his pockets, easy stride. He smiled at you firstâsoft, genuineâthen nodded politely to your friends. âIâm Jean. Sashaâs best friend. She was dying to introduce us properly.â
Hitchâs eyes widened with immediate interest. âIâm Hitch. This is Pieck.â
Pieck offered a gentle smile. âNice to meet you. Sasha talks about you a lot.â
The four of you chatted lightly for a few minutesâcampus life, art classes, Sashaâs latest chaotic story. Jean was charming without trying too hard, calm and attentive. But his eyes kept drifting back to you.
Eventually he turned fully in your direction. âCan I steal you for a second?â
âSure.â
You walked a few steps away with him, heart pounding in the best way. The girls pretended to be absorbed in their conversation, but you knew they were watching.
âI forgot to ask for your number,â Jean said, pulling out his phone. âFor the notes, obviously.â
âRight.â You smiled, reciting your number as he typed it in. âThere.â
âThanks.â His smile was warm, almost relieved. âYouâre a lifesaver, seriously.â
âAnytime, Jean.â
He lingered for a beat, like he wanted to say more, then nodded. âIâll text you. Have a good rest of your day.â
âYou too.â
As he walked away, you turned back to the girls. Hitch looked like she was about to explode.
âOh my god,â she whisper-screamed the second he was out of earshot. âHe came over here on purpose! He asked for your number! Did you see the way he looked at you?â
Pieck smiled softly, squeezing your arm. âHe seems really nice. And interested.â
You tried to play it cool, but your cheeks were warm. âItâs just for notesâŠâ
Hitch rolled her eyes dramatically. âSure. And Iâm just casually dating half the campus. Spill everything. What did he say in class? Did he do the cute awkward thing again?â
You laughed, launching into the full storyâthe sketching, the âbeautifulâ slip-up, the way he kept glancing at you. Hitch screamed (quietly, for once). Pieck listened with sparkling eyes. By the time Annie joined you, the group was already blowing up with the news.
You leaned against the car, smiling as your friends surrounded you with excited energy. Everything was falling into placeâslowly, sweetly, perfectly.
You spent the rest of the afternoon perfecting the notes.
The second you got home, you spread everything out on your deskâyour original class notes, Jeanâs quick sketches from earlier, even a few reference images you pulled from the lecture slides online. They were already good, but good wasnât enough. Not for him.
You rewrote them carefully in your neatest handwriting, adding small diagrams where they helped, neat bullet points, and tiny annotations in the margins. You highlighted key concepts in soft pastel colors. By the time you finished, the pages looked almost beautifulâclean, thoughtful, and impossibly thorough.
Only then did you take a photo of the full set and attach it to a message.
You stared at your phone for a long moment, thumb hovering, before finally hitting send.
You: Here are the notes! Let me know if you need anything clarified
You set the phone down and tried to distract yourselfâmaking tea, flipping through your sketchbook, checking the group chat where Sasha was already sending memes. But every few seconds your eyes drifted back to the screen.
Then it buzzed.
Jean: Holy shit these are amazing. You didnât have to make them this detailed Thank you. Youâre actually a lifesaver.
A warm rush spread through your chest. You smiled at the screen, biting your lip as you typed back.
You: No problem at all. Glad they help!
The typing bubbles appeared almost immediately.
Jean: Seriously though, these look better than half the professorâs slides. You always this organized?
You: Haha, I try. Helps me actually remember the material.
Jean: Respect. I usually just doodle in the margins and hope for the best.
The conversation didnât stop there.
He kept textingâcasual at first, then slowly more personal. Questions about you. Real ones.
Jean: So what do you usually do when youâre not saving failing art students? Any hobbies outside of making birds look alive?
You laughed softly in your quiet room, curling up on your bed with the phone.
You: Sketching, reading, hanging out with the girls. Nothing too wild. What about you?
Jean: Gym with the guys, working on personal projects, trying not to let Connie drag me into stupid ideas. You seem like you have your shit together though. Itâs kinda intimidating.
You: Trust me, I donât
Jean: Nah, I donât believe that. You always look so put together in class. Like youâve got a plan for everything.
Your heart fluttered. Heâd noticed. Of course he had.
Jean: That bird sketch from the other day is still stuck in my head. Youâve got a really good eye. Kinda makes me want to see more of your stuff.
You: Maybe one day
Jean: Iâm gonna hold you to that.
Another notification.
A voice message.
Your pulse jumped.
You pressed play.
Jean's voice filled your room.
"I wasn't kidding, by the way."
There was a faint rustle in the background, like he was walking somewhere.
"The lighting is... really nice."
A short pause.
"I always struggle with this."
You smiled.
Of course he'd notice that first.
You held the phone a little closer.
He continued.
"The perspective is clean too."
Then he laughed softly.
"Now I'm annoyed."
You frowned.
Why?
Another second of silence.
"...Mine would've looked worse."
The voice note ended.
You caught yourself smiling at absolutely nothing.
You recorded one back.
"You definitely draw the architecture prettier."
You hesitated.
"...And thank you."
You sent it before you could overthink your voice.
His reply came almost immediately.
"I don't know about prettier."
He laughed quietly.
"I would've spent three hours drawing windows."
"I have a problem."
You giggled.
You typed instead this time.
Y/N:
That's oddly specific.
Three dots.
Jean:
Connie says every building I draw has more windows than the actual building.
You snorted.
Y/N:
He's probably right.
Jean:
Traitor.
You reacted with a laughing emoji.
The conversation should have ended there.
Normally it would have.
Insteadâ
Another voice note arrived.
"So..."
He sounded more relaxed now.
"I've been meaning to ask."
You sat up.
"What got you into art?"
Your heart softened.
Not because of the question.
Because he genuinely sounded curious.
You didn't answer immediately.
Instead, you recorded a reply.
"My grandma."
You smiled unconsciously.
"She painted flowers."
"Nothing professional."
"But when I was little she'd let me sit next to her."
"I think I fell in love with creating things before I even understood what art was."
Silence.
You sent it.
Jean took longer this time.
When his voice finally played, it was quieter.
"My mom."
You blinked.
"She can't draw."
He laughed.
"Like... at all."
"But she'd always take me to museums."
Another soft laugh.
"I used to complain every single time."
"I wanted dinosaurs."
"She wanted paintings."
"So she'd promise me ice cream afterwards."
You laughed aloud.
His voice warmed.
"I think she tricked me."
"One day I stopped asking for the ice cream."
"I just wanted another museum."
The note ended.
You listened to it twice.
Because there was something comforting about the way he spoke.
Unhurried.
Honest.
The conversation drifted naturally after that.
Paintings became favorite artists.
Favorite artists became favorite cities.
Favorite cities became travel.
Jean:
If you could spend a month anywhere just to sketch, where would you go?
You thought for a second.
Y/N:
Florence.
Without hesitation.
His reply came as a voice note.
"I knew you were going to say somewhere romantic."
You smiled.
"You're predictable."
You answered with another recording.
"And you?"
His laugh came instantly.
"...Prague."
You blinked.
"Really?"
"The rooftops."
A pause.
"The light."
Another pause.
"And the old buildings."
"I'd never get bored."
You closed your eyes.
You could almost picture him there.
Sketchbook balanced on his knees.
Completely lost in a city.
Eventually the conversation drifted away from art altogether.
Jean sent a picture.
Not a selfie.
A mug.
Coffee beside an unfinished sketch.
Jean:
Current situation.
You sent one back.
A cup of tea.
Blanket.
Sketchbook.
Y/N:
Current situation.
He reacted with a thumbs up.
Thenâ
Jean:
Looks cozy.
Y/N:
It is.
Another voice note.
"You always seem..."
He stopped.
Restarted.
"...calm."
You stared at the screen.
Was that how he saw you?
You recorded your answer.
"I fake it pretty well."
His reply came almost immediately.
"I don't believe that."
You smiled sadly.
"If only you knew."
But you never sent those words.
Insteadâ
"I have my moments."
The conversation wandered again.
Assignments.
Professor Smith.
Connie somehow locking himself out of his apartment.
Sasha convincing everyone to order enough food for eight people.
Jean laughed halfway through the story.
"I swear she eats like she's preparing for winter."
You laughed with him.
By now it felt strangely easy.
Neither of you seemed eager to end the conversation.
The pauses weren't awkward.
Someone would always think of one more thing.
One more story.
One more question.
Eventually, almost two hours had passed.
Your tea had gone cold.
You hadn't noticed.
Jean sent one final voice note.
He sounded tired.
"I'm probably gonna sleep."
A quiet yawn interrupted him.
"But..."
Another pause.
"I'm glad you sent me that drawing."
Your heartbeat slowed.
"I had a pretty bad day."
He laughed softly.
"It ended better than it started."
The message ended.
You listened once.
Then again.
Carefully, you recorded your own.
"I'm glad too."
You smiled as you spoke.
The conversation didnât stop. Somehow he kept finding reasons to ask for 'one more thing' or follow up something he missed.
What started as thanks for the notes stretched deep into the night, the messages flowing easier and easier as the hours passed. You stayed curled up in bed, phone screen glowing softly against your face, heart beating faster with every new notification.
Jean was getting bolder.
Jean: Okay, real question â whatâs something youâre really passionate about? Not the safe answer. The thing that actually makes you light up.
You thought for a second, then typed honestly.
You: Probably creating things that feel alive. Whether itâs a drawing that captures a feeling or just making someoneâs day better. What about you?
Jean: Same, honestly. I get lost in it sometimes. Thereâs this rush when a piece finally clicks. But lately Iâve been distracted in class for other reasonsâŠ
You: Oh? Like what?
Jean: Someone sitting near me keeps catching my attention more than the lecture
Your stomach flipped. You bit your lip, smiling as you replied.
You: Sounds like a serious problem. Should I move seats?
Jean: Donât you dare.
The questions kept coming, deeper now. He wanted to know you.
Jean: Whatâs your perfect day look like? No pressure, just curious.
You: Quiet morning sketching, good coffee, time with my friends, maybe a long walk when the sunâs going down. Simple but nice. Yours?
Jean: Gym in the morning, studio time in the afternoon, then late night talks with people who actually get it. Bonus if thereâs good food and zero responsibilities.
He asked about your favorite books, the last thing that made you laugh really hard, what kind of art you wanted to make after college. Every answer you gave seemed to pull more out of him. He told you about growing up with Sasha and the guys, how protective he felt over them, how he sometimes felt pressure to be the âsteady oneâ in the group.
Jean: Itâs nice talking to someone who doesnât already know all my dumb stories. Feels⊠fresh.
You: I like hearing them anyway.
The flirting grew a little bolder as the night deepened.
Jean: You know, you have this really pretty smile. I noticed it at the gallery and again today. Kinda hard to focus when you do that.
You: Youâre smooth when you want to be, Kirstein.
Jean: Only when it counts ;)
You lost track of time completely. The chat was so easy, so addictive. You were halfway through typing another reply when you finally glanced at the clock in the corner of your screen.
2:30 a.m.
Your eyes widened. Youâd been talking for hours.
Before you could comment on it, another message came through.
Jean: You know I prefer conversations like this in person. You know⊠late night red wine, deep talks, no distractions.
Your breath caught. The words hung there, warm and suggestive in the quiet of your room. Maybe it was the flirting from earlier. Maybe it was the late hour making everything feel softer, more dangerous. Your fingers moved almost on their own.
You: Is this an invitation?
He replied instantly.
Jean: Damn right it is.
You stared at the screen, heart hammering. A slow, satisfied smile spread across your face. You didnât suggest a specific day. You didnât push. You just let the proposition sit there, glowing on your screen like a promise.
You: Noted
Jean: Good. Iâll hold you to it.
The conversation tapered off gently after that, both of you acknowledging the ridiculous hour. His last message was simple but warm:
Jean: Get some sleep, beautiful. Talk tomorrow?
You: Yeah. Goodnight, Jean.
You locked your phone and pressed it against your chest, staring up at the dark ceiling with wide eyes and a racing pulse. The room felt smaller, warmer. Jean Kirstein had just openly invited you for a late-night, deep conversation. Red wine. In person.
He was interested.
He was pursuing.
You opened the group chat with the girls for a second, typed a vague âlong night talking to someone interesting đâ and then deleted it. No. Not yet. This was yours to savor first.
Sasha couldnât know the full truth anyway. Sheâd just keep being her sweet, excited self â the perfect bridge.
You fell asleep with your phone still open to the chat, rereading his messages until your eyes grew heavy. The obsession felt electric now, charged with real possibility.
He wanted more.
And you were going to give him exactly what he wanted⊠while taking everything youâd been waiting for.