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I think I might return to tumblr. But. 

I think I might return to tumblr. But. 

I found a new place to roleplay. Due to multiple reasons I don’t want to be on tumblr anymore. All my blogs will be archived as I don’t want to lose my headcanons or anything. But if you want I’ll happily give you my DISCORD as I rp there and of course you can just use it to talk to me. ♥

Thank you for all the memories, the friendships, the threads. I’ll miss you all.

I do all the cooking, cleaning, laundry. I take them to and from doctors. I do everything ever (even tending to their shopping, their pets.) yet if I ask for help I get guilt -tripped, gas lit, I am treated like utter shit. I have a bad back, I have deformed hips, my breasts are so large they make all backpain worse If I complain I am given attitude or told to marry and move out or coldly reminded how I am nothing but a leech because I have no income.

Reasons I cannot, will never leave;

Every cent I get nearly goes to my mom… She has bills to pay, always. I get $60 every other week that she somehow ends up claiming as her own. I am a useless human being in the eyes of society due to mental health issues & the fact I have no true income/ Due to said mental health I have found it impossible to find a job despite “not qualifying” for any kind of government assistance. Nobody wants to deal with somebody who hallucinates so often they can’t tell anymore what’s real and not Nobody wants to deal with somebody who has such severe anger issues Nobody wants to deal with somebody who’s mental health is so bad they think of uninstalling life nearly every day

Here recently she even stole all of my birthday money from me $120. So please… reblog and spread the word?

Look I won’t be sappy at all. This year sucked ass. I’ll be under a cut cause it’s super fucking negative and very little GOOD happened to me this year. 

I will say this, thank you to those who have stuck by me despite… Me being rather manic at times with my emotions. Thank you, y’all the real MVPs