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(Ashlesha, Magha, Purva Phalguni, Uttara Phalguni)

Astrology is subjective, and individual experiences can vary widely, so please take everything here with a grain of salt. ˙𐃷˙

✦ASHLESHA✦

The pretty girl everyone thinks they know. The one who remembers your birthday without Facebook reminders. Your favorite drink. Your ex's name. The story behind the scar on your knee. Dark cherry lipstick stains on coffee cups. Half-burnt incense sticks. Silver snake rings. A black cat sleeping at the foot of the bed. Rain tapping against apartment windows. Screenshots saved for sentimental reasons. Loved by different groups for completely different reasons. Sweet to some. Mysterious to others. Intimidating to a few. Somehow all of them are right. The friend everyone confides in. Prefers window seats. Watches reflections in glass. Emotionally manipulative mothers. Absent fathers. Looks across a room before entering it. Reads tension the way other people read subtitles. Their body language says more than their words. A knowing smile. A tilted head. Fingers playing with rings. Dark red nails tapping against a tabletop. A hidden tongue piercing. Long pauses before answering personal questions. Soft observant eyes. Long lashes. Graceful posture. Delicate hands. Slow elegant movements. Fox-like grins. Sharp little fangs when they smile. Velvet jewelry boxes. Silk pillowcases. Black cats. Moonlit windows. Drawn to taboos. Hidden things. Psychology books. Tarot decks with worn corners. Turning pain into wisdom. Transformation into identity. They know how to read energy. Read rooms. Read people. Effortlessly put together. Looking across a room before entering it. Knowing when somebody's mood changed before anyone says a word.

✦MAGHA✦

The favorite daughter. Or the eldest daughter. The person carrying family stories in their bones. The teacher's favorite. The cousin everyone asks for advice. English Club. Student council energy. People trust them before they even know why. The friend parents trust immediately. Reputation follows them into rooms before they do. Popular. That girl in your high school. Someone's ideal version of that character. Naturally commands attention. Cult fanbase energy. Paparazzi energy. The kind of person people keep talking about even after they leave. Childhood looked like responsibility. Being praised for maturity. Being told to set a good example. Being compared to siblings. Arguments with their father. Respecting authority while secretly questioning it. Confronting the patriarchy. A gold-lidded throne. A violin case. Gold-framed family portraits. Thick hair. Good posture. Strong neck. Steady gaze. Looking directly at people when they speak. Round cheeks. A dimple in the chin. Square or a strong jaw. Expensive-looking even in simple clothing. Regal beauty softened by warmth. Platinum Black Hair. Blonde. The crown fits perfectly. The allure of the forbidden. The person they weren't supposed to like. Flight cancelled. Plans ruined. Group stressed? Magha is already calling the support center and solving the problem. Trendsetter of their field. The first to do it. The first to wear it.

✦PURVA PHALGUNI✦

A perfume bottle on a vanity. Fresh flowers bought for no reason. Lip gloss in every bag. Journaling. Love letters. Heart-shaped mirrors. Delina by Parfums de Marly. The girl strangers compliment in public bathrooms. The friend everyone wants sitting next to. Memorable. Not because she's loud. Because she makes everything feel softer. Loved by classmates. Loved by coworkers. Loved by random baristas. The girl who gets free extras. The girl who somehow knows everybody. Golden retriever popularity with cat-like selectiveness. Always finding something beautiful to point at. Pretty cloud. Pretty little café hidden between buildings. Pretty flower growing through concrete. Shared playlists. Long walks. Lingering eye contact. Loves being adored. Loves adoring people. Cute laughter. Twirling hair while listening. Leaning closer when excited. Smiling before speaking. Hates rudeness. Hates vulgarity. Hates harsh words thrown around carelessly. Strong believer in public etiquette. Thank-you notes. Holding doors open. Doesn't like being told what to do. Doesn't like being rushed. Slow pace. Calm pace. Still somehow always on time. Easily overstimulated by loud music. Loud people. Chaotic environments. Creative careers. Wanting everyone to like her. Bright eyes. Apple cheeks. Pretty smile. Glossy lips. Mid-to-long hair. Feminine silhouettes. Expensive perfume lingering behind her. The girl written into someone's favorite song. The muse. The popular girl who's actually nice. The friend everyone accidentally falls a little bit in love with. Flower Knows Makeup.

✦UTTARA PHALGUNI✦

A natural androgyny. Often the tomboy when younger. Good in masculine clothes. Good in a woman-boss outfit. Summer dresses. Sunglasses pushed up into their hair. A bookmarked self-help book. Tax documents filed correctly. The person who always knows what time the reservation is. House keys on a worn keychain. Fresh coffee. Clean kitchens. Comfortable shoes. Neighborhood bookstores. Sunday mornings. The friend everyone calls when they need real advice. The handsome woman archetype. A woman with brown/chestnut hair and sunglasses pushed onto her head. Carrying coffee in one hand and house keys in the other. Cold air in the morning of Saturday. Brown and Sage. Experience abandonment. Neglect. Feeling unwanted early in life. Learning how to choose themselves when nobody else did. Learning independence through loneliness. They are extremely self-aware because they had to be. Extremely patient. They love socializing. They are funnier than people expect. More charismatic than people realize. Long-term relationship energy. Running errands together. Sitting in comfortable silence. Animal shelters. Easy hiking trails. Cycling through quiet neighborhoods. Making budgets. Baking.​‌ Relaxed shoulders. Small nods while listening. The habit of letting others speak first. Music. Acting. Lana Del Rey's Body Electric. oft knit sweaters. Kind eyes. Friendly face. Approachable and UNFORGETTABLE smile. Strong features.

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☆ Personal observation only. Different individuals will express this energy differently depending on their chart, upbringing, culture, and life experiences. Take what resonates and leave the rest.

˙𐃷˙ Most of these observations are written from a feminine perspective because I'm surrounded by women and naturally pay more attention to women's experiences, aesthetics, and interpersonal dynamics. I don't have many male friends and don't consume much male-focused content online, so I don't feel qualified to make strong observations about men with the same placements. These are simply personal observations about the girls and women I've known, researched, and noticed over time.

It has me thinking of how a lot of the Sun nakshatra men I know are in messy relationships (that they lowkey hate) with women who are usually Rahuvian (especially Shatabhisha and Ardra) and Saturnian in some way. 😲😱

Edit to add on Dec. 4 @ 10:08pm:

I put brag in quotations because i think its silly and immature to feed into that fodder about “just a girl who’s one of the guys” because usually those types of women hate their female peers lowkey and are always going on about how “god i can just never make female friends because theyre all soo jealous of me, thats why all my friends are guys im just such a total tomboy and have nothing in common with other women; men just understand me better” mmmok. I think these women just need a lot of male attention to survive and dont like having female “competitors” for that attention but 🙉

Why do yall think women like TheWizardLiz and SheraSeven spread that type of toxic relationship advice to other women? I’ve always felt they are lowkey setting up other women to have terrible relationships because you can clearly see that deep down they have some sort of bitter resentment towards women who are living the lives they want. Like Liz saying she would never do this and that for a man because shes “not like the other girls” and shes too good for certain behavior; but then she ended up partaking in the same toxic pick-me behavior with a man who now treats her like trash. And SheraSeven saying its okay to “sleep with a married man because if he’s over here trying to get my attention then that means you were never his to begin with, so it’s not really stealing or homewrecking”; i’m paraphrasing but she has legit made this argument before and it’s disgusting and immature……and it’s a gag because im pretty sure Shera’s husband cheated on her before?? and she said she stuck it out because she just liked that he kept spending money on her. Then he died or something idk. She talks about that man like he was a bank account with legs 😭 TheWizardLiz has echoed similar sentiments about relationships; as long as he provides financially then you shouldn’t be too up in arms about any bullshit he brings to your life LMAO

i knew it all along but i just love when i keep picking up little examples like this even after ive made the initial observation.

There’s also a scene in the movie where Glenn Close’s character tells him something along the lines of “i will NOT be ignored” because he gets angry at her for spending the past few days stalking him and showing up to his house and place of work. This type of stalking behavior i also previously noted in Dhanishta women (where they spy on their exes out of frustration or even killer anger because they wont take no for an answer and refuse to see them with a new or different partner) and that is her moon sign as well.

Something funny I noticed when watching this movie was how similar Glenn Close’s character is to Barbra Streisand’s character in The Way We Were (1973) with Robert Redford. In both movies, the women are obsessed with men who dont really like or love them that much and have mental breakdowns of sorts when these men keep ignoring them and refusing their love, despite them continuously having sex with these men. They both snap at the men for “not respecting me” or “ignoring me” / “not paying attention to me” things along those lines (paraphrasing ofc). In both movies, the men are initially quite affectionate and friendly to the women but eventually grow spiteful and exasperated/exhausted with her due to her clinginess and constant criticism.

Glenn Close and Barbra Streisand both share Ashlesha and Uttara Bhadrapada primary placements. Very interesting stuff, as Ashlesha is referred to as “The Clinging Star” as it is associated with serpents/snakes and the wrapping around people and entities tightly with the intent to inflict poison and chaos in their life via restriction and manipulation. Uttara Bhadrapada is also related to the deep sea serpents that fester at the bottom of the ocean in chaotic means with the intent of growing and developing into more stable and powerful pastures above land. Rahu is also said to be deity of Ashlesha via the Kaal Sarpas, the snake-headed children that terrorized the human terrain on behalf of the Asuras. Snakes/serpents have a dual purpose in many cultures, being both an imagery to be worshipped and adorned but also being feared and shunned for their unpredictable and manipulative natures. Their characters are, in a way, similar in that they started off being worshipped and lovebombed by these men but then they were turned on and demonized as being too much for the men once the lustful high died down. This is such an interesting and problematic pattern in Ashlesha as a lot of these women do enforce the warped narrative that “sex and seduction” matter more in romantic connections than anything else but unfortunately that only ends up with them being in situations exactly like this; they are only seen as temporary fixations of lust for troubled men to pounce on, lovebomb, and adorn with sex and gifts but eventually they are cast off and not taken seriously by the very men they weirdly idolized and worshipped, though the energy was never truly reciprocated. Begging and pleading with him to not just up and leave her (ironic because she was fine with him dismissing other women in the same way in order to be with her lol)

It’s also interesting to note that both the men in these movies that they are obsessing over are Ketu men. Michael Douglas is a Mula Moon and Robert Redford was a Magha Sun. Both men also shared a lot of Solar energy as Michael Douglas has an Uttara Phalguni Sun and Robert Redford has a stellium in Leo which includes his Sun, Moon, Mercury, and Venus. The type of exasperated and “deflective player who doesnt want to own up to the romantic drama he keeps causing on purpose” energy is commonly seen in both Ketu and Sun men so this isnt very surprising 😭

I said it on here before that Saturn nakshatra women have a bad habit of being like this, especially towards younger men they have a power dynamic over. Some of you were mad….and yet Saturn nakshatra women are always at the scene of the crime 🤔

Jennifer Lawrence and Chrissy Teigen have also displayed some really gross sexual comments and behaviors towards younger males and females, but people said to get over it and stop being dramatic when it was pointed out ugh 🙄 all Anuradha women btw but honestly this behavior I’ve seen in all 3 Saturn nakshatras. The men too.

Saturn is the enemy of Jupiter and Jupiter is the karaka of children and the period of life where one is in a stage of growth where one is nourished and protected by the abundance of Jupiter energy, such as puberty.

Saturn is also the enemy of Sun and Sun represents the 5th house and children via procreation for the sake of strengthening familial lineages and traditions. Sun also represents the fun and playful energy of the 5th house, in which individuality allows us to capture the state of “just being” without question or thought or restriction. Saturn rules over groupthinking behavior, cults, sheep behaviors, etc as it rules over both Capricorn and Aquarius, the 10th and 11th houses. There is an ironic sense of coldness, isolation, and restriction when one is in groups because the very notion of a group requires us to throw away our solar individuality. In Saturn, you become restricted due to peer pressures to conform to status quos and traditional belief systems. It’s interesting how so many female predators always use the “dont you wanna be cool and prove your manhood to your friends at school??” line when they are actively grooming and abusing their male victims. There is actually a video of Katy Perry saying this same shit to a young male fan she called on stage years ago 🤮 it’s reinforcing strict social restrictions on what masculinity and manhood is and should be. “Be grateful that i’m sexually harassing you, im a woman and youre a boy and this is the way the world has always worked” is basically the mentality. Saturn also being a planet of time, careers, and sex trade (the oldest profession in the world), so you can see this planet strong in prostitution and sex trafficking rings as well; it’s a type of closed-off group conforming to peer pressure after all. Thinking of Jeffrey Epstein…UBP. His main victims were children and teens as well.

There can be a predatory obsession with sex and controlling young people/children seen in Saturn natives. Likely because younger people are easier to restrict and control with groupthink tactics than older people are. And Saturn ultimately likes to place itself in environments where it can get a tight rein on Solar energies of individuality, independence, and freedom of peer pressures and status quos. This is why Saturnians also position themselves towards Sun nakshatra individuals. Shani dev was born with an immediate hatred for Surya dev as he felt Surya was to blame for all the problems he (Shani) experienced in life.

I put brag in quotations because i think its silly and immature to feed into that fodder about “just a girl who’s one of the guys” because usually those types of women hate their female peers lowkey and are always going on about how “god i can just never make female friends because theyre all soo jealous of me, thats why all my friends are guys im just such a total tomboy and have nothing in common with other women; men just understand me better” mmmok. I think these women just need a lot of male attention to survive and dont like having female “competitors” for that attention but 🙉

Why do yall think women like TheWizardLiz and SheraSeven spread that type of toxic relationship advice to other women? I’ve always felt they are lowkey setting up other women to have terrible relationships because you can clearly see that deep down they have some sort of bitter resentment towards women who are living the lives they want. Like Liz saying she would never do this and that for a man because shes “not like the other girls” and shes too good for certain behavior; but then she ended up partaking in the same toxic pick-me behavior with a man who now treats her like trash. And SheraSeven saying its okay to “sleep with a married man because if he’s over here trying to get my attention then that means you were never his to begin with, so it’s not really stealing or homewrecking”; i’m paraphrasing but she has legit made this argument before and it’s disgusting and immature……and it’s a gag because im pretty sure Shera’s husband cheated on her before?? and she said she stuck it out because she just liked that he kept spending money on her. Then he died or something idk. She talks about that man like he was a bank account with legs 😭 TheWizardLiz has echoed similar sentiments about relationships; as long as he provides financially then you shouldn’t be too up in arms about any bullshit he brings to your life LMAO

I put brag in quotations because i think its silly and immature to feed into that fodder about “just a girl who’s one of the guys” because usually those types of women hate their female peers lowkey and are always going on about how “god i can just never make female friends because theyre all soo jealous of me, thats why all my friends are guys im just such a total tomboy and have nothing in common with other women; men just understand me better” mmmok. I think these women just need a lot of male attention to survive and dont like having female “competitors” for that attention but 🙉

Why do yall think women like TheWizardLiz and SheraSeven spread that type of toxic relationship advice to other women? I’ve always felt they are lowkey setting up other women to have terrible relationships because you can clearly see that deep down they have some sort of bitter resentment towards women who are living the lives they want. Like Liz saying she would never do this and that for a man because shes “not like the other girls” and shes too good for certain behavior; but then she ended up partaking in the same toxic pick-me behavior with a man who now treats her like trash. And SheraSeven saying its okay to “sleep with a married man because if he’s over here trying to get my attention then that means you were never his to begin with, so it’s not really stealing or homewrecking”; i’m paraphrasing but she has legit made this argument before and it’s disgusting and immature……and it’s a gag because im pretty sure Shera’s husband cheated on her before?? and she said she stuck it out because she just liked that he kept spending money on her. Then he died or something idk. She talks about that man like he was a bank account with legs 😭 TheWizardLiz has echoed similar sentiments about relationships; as long as he provides financially then you shouldn’t be too up in arms about any bullshit he brings to your life LMAO

i knew it all along but i just love when i keep picking up little examples like this even after ive made the initial observation.

There’s also a scene in the movie where Glenn Close’s character tells him something along the lines of “i will NOT be ignored” because he gets angry at her for spending the past few days stalking him and showing up to his house and place of work. This type of stalking behavior i also previously noted in Dhanishta women (where they spy on their exes out of frustration or even killer anger because they wont take no for an answer and refuse to see them with a new or different partner) and that is her moon sign as well.

Something funny I noticed when watching this movie was how similar Glenn Close’s character is to Barbra Streisand’s character in The Way We Were (1973) with Robert Redford. In both movies, the women are obsessed with men who dont really like or love them that much and have mental breakdowns of sorts when these men keep ignoring them and refusing their love, despite them continuously having sex with these men. They both snap at the men for “not respecting me” or “ignoring me” / “not paying attention to me” things along those lines (paraphrasing ofc). In both movies, the men are initially quite affectionate and friendly to the women but eventually grow spiteful and exasperated/exhausted with her due to her clinginess and constant criticism.

Glenn Close and Barbra Streisand both share Ashlesha and Uttara Bhadrapada primary placements. Very interesting stuff, as Ashlesha is referred to as “The Clinging Star” as it is associated with serpents/snakes and the wrapping around people and entities tightly with the intent to inflict poison and chaos in their life via restriction and manipulation. Uttara Bhadrapada is also related to the deep sea serpents that fester at the bottom of the ocean in chaotic means with the intent of growing and developing into more stable and powerful pastures above land. Rahu is also said to be deity of Ashlesha via the Kaal Sarpas, the snake-headed children that terrorized the human terrain on behalf of the Asuras. Snakes/serpents have a dual purpose in many cultures, being both an imagery to be worshipped and adorned but also being feared and shunned for their unpredictable and manipulative natures. Their characters are, in a way, similar in that they started off being worshipped and lovebombed by these men but then they were turned on and demonized as being too much for the men once the lustful high died down. This is such an interesting and problematic pattern in Ashlesha as a lot of these women do enforce the warped narrative that “sex and seduction” matter more in romantic connections than anything else but unfortunately that only ends up with them being in situations exactly like this; they are only seen as temporary fixations of lust for troubled men to pounce on, lovebomb, and adorn with sex and gifts but eventually they are cast off and not taken seriously by the very men they weirdly idolized and worshipped, though the energy was never truly reciprocated. Begging and pleading with him to not just up and leave her (ironic because she was fine with him dismissing other women in the same way in order to be with her lol)

It’s also interesting to note that both the men in these movies that they are obsessing over are Ketu men. Michael Douglas is a Mula Moon and Robert Redford was a Magha Sun. Both men also shared a lot of Solar energy as Michael Douglas has an Uttara Phalguni Sun and Robert Redford has a stellium in Leo which includes his Sun, Moon, Mercury, and Venus. The type of exasperated and “deflective player who doesnt want to own up to the romantic drama he keeps causing on purpose” energy is commonly seen in both Ketu and Sun men so this isnt very surprising 😭

Magha and Mula doing the most……..

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now let’s get into those receipts and more …

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She then acknowledges in our chat that payment has been received. ⬇️

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On the same day my reading was due, she was actively ignoring me on this account. I created a new account and asked for reading — she responded immediately.

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Here’s where I check her .. ( this is on the new acc) I pretend there’s an Astro gc to soft launch confrontation

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UTTER LIES ⬆️

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No response and No reading this day.

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