Misery Loves Company | B&M
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He nodded his head at her simple âthanksâ and refocused on his own glass. He drained it and was reaching for the bottle to refill his own when he caught her wordless request for more. An eyebrow raised slightly but he didnât speak. Instead, he complied and tipped the bottle over it, filling her glass about half full the second time. He was pretty sure she could use it. He knew damn good and well that he could.
He should have expected the answer, honestly. Davina was absolutely every bit as strong willed as he was. Itâs what made them fit so well together, and at the same time itâs what made them butt heads a lot. Neither liked to admit that they couldnât do something, or that something was wrong. His own stubborn pride is what more or less drug out the inevitable just a few days before. Because he was convinced he could fix it without her death.
It was accurate, the statement about failing Davina. And marcel nodded his head in response. What could he have done? Denied it? It seemed pretty impossible given the fact that he was well on his way to wasted and was content with secluding himself before the witch had approached. He was glad that she seemed to be fine with being the one to mostly do the talking because he really wasnât in the mood. But he could listen
His eyes narrowed slightly at the harsh words. The ones that told him how close he was to not getting the little witch back. How she could have very easily just stayed gone forever and been nothing more than a ghost. A memory. âI donât need the reminder.â The words came out a bit snapped and he set his empty glass down, lifting his hands to rest against his face before he shook his head, sighing heavily as though it would remove the tension from his shoulders.
âIâd like to tell you that Iâm doing ok.â He finally spoke, dropping his hands and turning to look at Bonnie. âBut Iâm clearly not. I know it isnât my fault and that I couldnât have done anything and blah blah blah..â he trailed off with the shake of his head and looked back to his empty glass. âBut it doesnât mean I still donât think it. I should have been able to protect her. Or done something different along the lines. Maybe I wasnât supposed to intervene at all in the beginning. She would have died and come back, lived a normal life without a vampire fucking it up.â He frowned slightly, fingertips gently tapping the bar top
The sharp edge of his tone made her pause with the glass halfway up to her mouth. She cut a glance at Marcel and felt her chest crumble with sympathy. Davina dying, her resurrection... it was a close call. If the Ancestors didnât just freaking love to string the living along like marionettes Davina would still be dead. It hurt to think about, and it didnât hurt anyone more than it did Marcel. But it was the truth.Â
They couldnât ignore it, or pretend like the little witchâs continued heartbeat didnât come with strings attached. So, yeah, maybe Marcel didnât need the reminder, but he also kinda did. They all did. It was a conversation for another day, though. Rain check for two weeks after the cold front in Hell, perhaps. Theyâd pencil something in.Â
She lifted the glass to her mouth and took a long, measured sip, savoring the way the smooth liquid warmed her throat and chest before settling in her belly. âBut youâd be a liar if you did, and you respect me too much to lie to me?â completed Bonnie, cup still raised near her face as she stared over the lip to the vampire slouched over the bar beside her.Â
âIt is your fault.â Bonnie set her glass down on the bar before turning partially to face Marcel. She grabbed a gentle hold of his forearm, muttering, âItâs all of our fault, Marcel. We all failed her. If I tried harder to understand what was happening here, I might have figured out a way to save her. I mightâve been able to figure out a way to sidestep the Harvest altogether. There are so many things that any of us could have, and should have done differently that might not have ended up with Davina dead, and now enslaved to the Ancestorsâ whims. But what good does that do any of us? What good does that do her?â
Her grip on his forearm squeezed tighter, full of compassion and urgency and heartbreak. There were tears silvering her eyes when she stared at him, unshed and useless. âThereâs no going back to fix the should haves and could haves. Who knows what wouldâve changed if weâd done things differently, if anything at all. But if thereâs one thing I know beyond any shadow of doubt, Marcel, itâs that Davina loves you.â Her other hand reached out to his face and touched him lightly on his jaw to hold his gaze prisoner to hers.Â
âShe loves you. You are the most important person to her, and there isnât anything that she would have done differently, because this way she has you.â

















