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In London, Maggie tended to arise early and retire late. There was an overabundance of social calls to make, fabrics to approve for dresses and the like, and sometimes, if she was lucky, a rare hour or two she could spend doing some deemed-acceptable leisure activity, always with the accompaniment of one or more persons. It took not sleeping in order to have any sort of personal time for herself. It was all so tenuous - everything here felt spun out on a small thread, liable to snap in an instant. The lack of sleep probably contributed to that impression, but Maggie was jittery. At least with her position she had a say in dictating what some of the dayâs activities would entail, but fewer than she hoped in these earliest days of the season, where much time was spent paying visits to her fatherâs old acquaintances and irritable cousins who had also made their way to the ton so as not to start a feud she had neither the time nor the patience for.
One escape had become Hyde Park. She took to riding most evenings, in the open carriage bearing her name and crest or sometimes on horseback, unless rain or snow prohibited. It was beautiful, and would be even more so as the seasons changed to springtime and the park became lush with greenery once more. It allowed her to look and be looked at in a way that wasnât displeasing. Maggie did take pride in being admired, to a point. That point would usually be the moment when she sensed the layer of falseness underneath a compliment, or animosity in a glance. AnimosityâŚ
âStop the carriage,â she ordered, holding up a hand to her driver, who pulled over to the side to let others pass. Smoothing an evergreen skirt, she craned her neck forward. âMr. Ayles? Is that you?â It was only proper to acknowledge an acquaintance of hers when meeting out in public, despite howâŚfragile their connection may be.Â
From the moment she had been born, Isa had never been well. At first, it was that she wouldnât eat, she was too cold, she didnât weigh what a normal, healthy baby should. Benjamin, at only seven years old, was banished from the nursery, choosing instead to sit outside the giant oak door that barred him from his sister, and press his ear against it; listening, always listening, for the sounds of her cries. By some miracle, Isa lived past her infancy, and whilst their mother did not, those weeks and months spent desperate to see his sister morphed into what one could only call an interminable bond, drawing Benjamin to her like a moth to flame. His desire to protect her never faltered, loath was he to even truly let her out of his sight for too long; although work often called him away, and now, too, all these inordinate society events he had the misfortune to attend; events which he took great pains to keep her from, despite her protestations. As a form of penance, Benjamin took whatever evenings he could to spend with her, in-between meetings and hearings and whatever happenings were on at the ton.
Presently, he had taken to walking with her in Hyde Park, her arm coiled around his as they slowly picked their way forward along the snow-strewn path. They made an odd pair, undoubtedly; the newly made barrister in his disagreeable clothes with his waif of a sister who rarely left the house, walking as slowly as one was allowed to on such a busy route, talking comfortably about the events of the day. As such, it was the last thing on his mind to cross paths with someone he might know, and at the utterance of his name it took him a few moments to realise who it was that was calling him.
âLady Roseberry.â Benjamin stopped, loosing his arm from his sisterâs as he took in the sight of the Countess of Roseberry in her great carriage, the sides emblazoned with her familyâs crest; a stark reminder of who and what he wasnât. His lip curled a little, and he turned to Isa, ushering her further onward -- promising to rejoin her as soon as he could. âForgive me, my Lady, I did not expect to see you on my walk.â He bowed his head toward her, then straightened, trying his best to keep her attention on him, a pleasantry already warm on his tongue. âIt is a fine evening for it, is it not?â
















