Yelena

Music filled the house party full of teenagers from several different high schools, red cups full of beer in the hands of most, people scattered throughout the house, some in the pool and others in small groups of their own. You snuck out after hours ago to join your girlfriend, Kate, for a bit of rule breaking fun. 

Kate, wearing black jeans and her archery club dark purple t-shirt, could barely keep her hands off you, especially when you were wearing the leather jacket that she had gotten you for valentine's day, a plain black t-shirt underneath finished with black jeans and a pair of your mom's black combat boots. Kate placed a kiss on your neck while her warms were wrapped around you from behind as you poured another two beers for you both, "wanna go upstairs?" she whispered. 

A soft smirk tugged at your lips, you nodded, placing the beers on the table before following your girlfriend upstairs to an empty bedroom. Kate knew you weren't ready for anything physical, and she respected that, the furthest the two of you had got was a steamy make out session whenever you were home alone, tonight was no different. Kate gently brushed your hair out of the view of your neck, "may I?" she looked up at you, you knew what she was asking, "just small ones" you replied. 

Her lips pressed against the skin on your neck, lightly sucking to leave a faint but noticeable mark, she left a total of four hickeys on your neck before her lips were pressed against yours once more, your tongues exploring each other, too distracted to hear the loud yelling from downstairs over the music. 

"Yeah, yeah! Save it!" The police officer shook her head, "The party is over! Now I suggest you all get out of my sight before I take everybody down to the station and call your parents!" she added, grabbing a plastic red cup out of a party goers' hand, "and I am sure they won't be happy with the fine they'll get for underage drinking!" She went on. The house quickly went form a fun party to teenagers dropping their drinks and rushing to get out of the house. 

"I'll check upstairs" the red head's partner commented before walking up the stairs, "Who's house is this?" the officer looked around at those who didn't move, raising a brow when neither answered. 

"Alright kids, that's enough" A voice interrupted your make out session, Kate's hands all over your arse. "Parties over" the officer added when you pulled yourself away from your girlfriend, rolling your eyes at being caught. The officer followed you and Kate downstairs where you heard a familiar voice. Your heart skipped a beat when you came eye to eye with your mother, Natasha. 

"Y/n" she said your name sternly, full of disappointment, "Kate" she said in the same tone as her eyes shifted to Kates. You knew you were in deep shit, especially when you were supposed to be at home and studying for next week's history exam. Your mother looked back at you, her jaw clenching as she tried to keep from giving you a lecture in front of everybody, "Officer Hill, could you please take these two outside" she added without breaking the strong eye contact with you. 

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"Mom, can we please just go home?" you asked while sitting on the seat by her desk, your arms crossed while your mother gave you the silent treatment. "The best thing you can do right now is keep quiet!" she replied, shooting a disappointed look your way. You rolled your eyes once more before looking across the room to your girlfriend and giving her a soft 'I'm sorry' type of smile. Just then, Nat rose from her seat and walked over to Kate, you watched from your seat but were unable to hear a word that was said. 

"Does Clint know you were out tonight?" Natasha asked the blue-eyed girl, she shook her head, "No Mrs Romanoff, I told him I was staying at your place tonight with Y/n to study" Kate replied with the honest truth, she knew better to lie to a cop, let alone Natasha Romanoff. 

"Right. I'm going to give him a call, I'll have one of the offices take you home" Natasha spoke sternly seeing how scared Kate was from getting into trouble with the red head. "Another thing" she paused, looking directly into Kate's eyes, "I know you and Y/n have been dating for a while but if I ever catch her with hickeys on her neck again, you won't be seeing her any longer, do you understand?" 

Kate nodded, "I understand, I'm really sorry Mrs Romanoff" she replied. 

"Good, Officer Hill will take you home, I'm going to call Clint now." 

You watched your mother wander back to her desk and pick up the phone, your eyes drifted over to take and mouthed "what did she say?" but Kate just shook her head, making you mad at your mother for whatever was said. 

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"What did you say to Kate?!" you demanded as your mother opened the door to your home, "Go upstairs to your room!" Nat replied, ignoring your question as you stormed into the living room. Wanda paused her sitcom and looked at the two of you confused. 

"What's going on? Why are you dressed and why are you home so early?" she asked, standing up from the sofa. Natasha was set to knock off work at 2am but here she was at 11pm. 

"Do you want to tell her or should I?" Nat looked at you while her hands worked on taking off her gun holster belt. Full of frustration, you turned to your mom. "I snuck out, okay?! I snuck out and went to a party with Kate! I don't see what the big deal is! I am 17 for god's sake" you snapped. Wanda wasn't impressed with your actions but she was always the calmer parent when it came to conflict. "Now tell her about the marks on your neck" Natasha added. 

"Oh what?!" you moved your hair to the side, showing your mother the hickeys that Kate left behind, "these?! Just some fucking hickeys?!" you added. 

"That is enough! You do not speak to me like that! Do you understand how worried your mother and I would be if something happened to you?! Did you even stop to think about that? You are still a teenager!" Natasha's voice rose with anger, deep down her own fears were beginning to show. 

"Honey" Wanda walked up to her wife, "go take a shower and calm down, let me take this one" she added in her soft tone that always helped Natasha take a moment to breathe. 

"God!" you snapped once more, "you act like I am supposed to be this perfect child and do nothing wrong, all I ever do is do good by you and the one time I want to do something for myself you act like it's the end of the world!" you added, Wanda turned around and now both your parents were looking at you. "Do you know how fucking annoying and embarrassing it is to have the entire school know that my mothers are police officers" you went on just as Wanda opened her mouth to say something, "I never get invited to parties because nobody wants you two to show and up ruin it just like you did tonight! Now everybody is going to think it's my fault!" You finished before storming upstairs to your room, slamming the door shut. 

Of course, your mothers knew their job title would eventually cause an unspoken issue but after seeing your little outburst, they only just now saw how much their jobs were affecting your social life. 

After a while, Wanda came knocking on your door. "Honey, can we talk?" she asked, poking her head in. You tossed your phone to the other side of your bed and sat up as Wanda walked in and sat down on the edge of your bed. "Don't give me that lecture about mom loving me so much and she is only mad because she cares, please" you sighed. 

"But you're right on that sweetheart, she does love and care about you so much, you're our baby" your mother reached for your hand, "do you know what we see every single day on our job?" Wanda asked causing you to roll your eyes, "I know, I get it" you huffed. 

"Honey, please, listen to me" your mother tilted her head ever so slightly, "you're 17, you're young and you're going to do things that mom and I aren't going to agree with but at the end of the day, you're our little girl. No matter how tall you are, you'll be 50 and still our little girl, your safety is so important to us.

Mom told me what she said to Kate, she doesn't mean that. You're just growing up so fast and now you're dating, it worries us, but I know you're safe and Kate is a lovely woman and I hope she isn't to upset with your mom" Wanda couldn't help but brush a lock of hair behind your ear, "I know our jobs take a toll on you and I spoke to mom, she's going to drop the possession charges on the brothers who lived there but I can't let you sneaking out slide. You broke our trust a little tonight, so I am only doing this because I love you and I want you to really understand that" she went on. 

"Mom, please! it was one time" you sighed knowing that your punishment was coming. 

"Hopefully the last. You're grounded, no going to Kate's this weekend"

"Mom! You've gotta be kidding me!?" You snapped, pulling your hands away from your mother.

"I'm sorry love, but it's only fair" 

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 The weekend went by slowly, not only were you not allowed to stay at your girlfriends for the weekend but Natasha and Wanda both agreed to confiscate your phone for the weekend. You spent the whole of Saturday in your room, ignoring your mothers whenever they came by, they knew you were upset but so were they. Come Monday morning and you were over the whole ideal. 

"Good morning" you smiled as you took a seat at the dinner table, Wanda made a quick eggs, bacon and toast for breakfast, all three of you were at school and work today. "Somebody seems happier today" Natasha replied as she looked up from the newspaper, Wanda pouring herself a mug of coffee while you took a sip of your orange juice. 

"Yeah, I did some thinking and I guess you guys were right to be worried and I am really sorry" you explained. Both your mothers looked at you, Wanda smiled softly, "I'm glad you see the situation from our shoes" she spoke.

"But" you looked to Nat, "mom, you can't talk to Kate like you did. I know you want to protect me from literally everything, but I trust Kate and she's always been so caring and respectful towards me. Thursday night was the first time she'd ever left marks on me, and I liked it and if the time comes and I want to sleep with her, I will" you added before taking a bite out of your toast, leaving Natasha speechless. You rose from your seat, your toast still between your lips.

"You're leaving already?" Wanda asked, slightly assumed. 

"Yeah, I have a test today and I want to get there early to see Kate" you replied, grabbing your backpack before wandering over to Nat and placing a kiss on her cheek, "I love you mom, have a good day" you spoke before doing the same to Wanda, grabbing your phone from her before leaving the house. 

"Love you too honey!" You mothers called out in sync. 

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You knew you'd have the house to yourself after school, so it wasn't a surprise that you invited Kate over to make up for the lost time from the weekend. Upstairs in your bedroom, laying in Kates arms as she read you her English essay while her fingers ran through your hair, her voice calming you from the build-up of nerves that you had felt all day. 

"Mrs Potts is totally going to fail me on this" Kate chuckled as she threw her essay to the side once she finished reading it. "Don't say that! you'll pass! It covers everything the assessment said to cover" you replied, looking up at her. Kate frowned slightly, "what's going baby?" she asked seeing the uncertain look in your eyes. You sat up slowly and shook your head lightly, "I don't know, something feels off ever since lunch, I'm probably just stressed about today’s test" you replied trying to brush off the uneasy feeling you were having. 

Just then, you heard the front door open, "Mom's home! I'm going to ask if you can stay for dinner" you smiled, leaving Kate in your bedroom as you wandered down the stairs. One look at your mother and that uneasy feeling suddenly made sense. 

"M-mom?" You questioned looking at her, her eyes red and puffy from crying. "Mom, what happened?!" you asked, fearing the worst.

The precinct had been chaos all week, paperwork began to pile up faster than the team could keep up, interrogations seemed to drag on for hours before a perp would crack and empty take-away coffee cups filled the small bins besides peoples desks. You were finishing up a few documents when you felt her gaze on you. As if it were a sixth sense, you could always feel when her deep brown eyes were taking you in. You looked up for a moment, looking in the direction of her office, catching her gaze.

You could tell she was exhausted, no matter how well Captain Olivia Benson thought she did at hiding it. You could tell her shoulders were knotted and that under her stern front that she was thankful it was the weekend. She was ready to pack up and head home, really, it’s all she wanted after a week like this.

Her eyes dropped slightly, a small flicker of vulnerability peeking through the armor she wore. You offered her a soft smile, just to let her know you could hear the unspoken words. In return she nods ever so lightly before she turns her attention back to the paperwork in front of her.

By now, most of the team had already packed up and clocked out. Bruno, of course, was staying back to smash out whatever he could on his pile of paperwork.

You finished up signing off on the last report before pushing back from your desk. Your muscles ached slightly from the long periods of being hunched over files, the knot in your neck begged for relief. Your eyes glanced over at Olivia’s office one last time, she’d now thrown her long hair into a messy bun, something she usually does when she needs to focus better.

The relationship between you and Olivia wasn’t exactly a secret. Of course, the team knew but the two of you were nothing more than professional when at work. When Olivia looked up, feeling your gaze on her, she knew you were headed home. Her lips tugged a small smile as if to say she’d see you later.

You gathered up your things and grabbed your coat before giving Bruno who barely looked up from his laptop a quick wave. The drive home was a blur of traffic lights and dark alleyways. By the time you pulled into the underground parking complex of Olivia’s apartment building, and turned the engine off, the weight of the week started to feel a little bit lighter. You unlocked the door and kicked your shoes off almost instantly. The soft glow from the lamp that Olivia left on this morning lit the small hallway where you’d hang your coat by the door. The clock on the wall ticked steadily as if marking the minutes until Olivia would be home.

It wasn’t long, fifteen minutes exactly before you heard the jiggle of keys in the front door as you finished a glass of water. Olivia’s silhouette framed by the soft glow of the lamp in the hallway, she was drained. Her deep brown eyes heavy and her messy bun slightly messier than when you last saw her only half an hour ago. She dropped her bag by the door near the shoe rack and locked the door behind her.

You leaned against the kitchen doorway, watching as she slowly approached you. Without a word, she wrapped her arms around your waist, gently pulling you closer. “Thank god this week is over” you murmur, your voice low. “Yeah” she softly replied as you stood up straight in her arms. You lean forward just a little, pressing a kiss on her left cheek. “How about we get you into something a little more comfortable?” You said before kissing her softly.

Olivia didn’t resist as you took her hand gently and guided her towards her bedroom. The short hall to her room felt shorter than usual, her fingers intertwined with yours as you pushed the bedroom door open with your free hand. Olivia flicked the light on and let out a quiet sigh when her eyes landed on her king-sized bed. You released her hand and turned to her, your hands already working at the buttons on her blouse. The fabric parted and revealed her simple black bra. Her skin was warm as you gently peeled the shirt off her shoulders.

She shrugged out of it fully, letting the blouse drop to her carpet with a soft whisper. Your eyes traced the curve of her collarbone and down to the swell of her breasts. You stepped slightly closer, your fingers gently hooking onto the straps of her bra and sliding them down her arms, “you carry too much” you whispered, your eyes now looking into hers. “Let me take care of you” you added.

Olivia’s breath came a little quicker, her exhaustion melting into something more insistent.

“God, you look beautiful” you murmured, your palms gently cupping her breasts before your thumbs kindly brushed over her hardening nipples. Olivia inhaled sharply, her hands moving to your waist, tugging at the hem of your shirt. You knew it was a bit of a rare moment when Olivia would let you take the lead, so you allowed her this moment. Raising your arms, she pulled your shirt over your head. Her eyes darkened slightly with intent as she pressed her body against yours, her bare chest soft and still warm as she gently backed you towards the bed.

Her lips crashed onto yours in a kiss that was nothing more than heat and no hesitation. Your tongue tangled with hers as her hands roamed your back before you hit the edge of the mattress and sank down. Olivia broke the kiss to trail her lips along your jaw, nipping at your earlobe before whispering, “I think I can handle that”.

You smiled softly before flipping positions, straddling her waist, pinning her beneath you as a light chuckle escaped her lips. You began kissing down her neck, sucking marks into her warm skin all while your hands worked on unbuttoning and unzipping her pants. Olivia slightly lifted her hips, helping you drag the black pants down her legs along with her panties.

She was already glistening, her lips swollen from the short foreplay. You traced your hands up her tights, parting them wider ever so gently before pressing kisses along her inner thighs, teasing her sensitive skin until she squirmed.

“Please, baby” she breathed, her voice cracking just a little.

You couldn’t help the light smirk that tugged at your lips as you spread her folds with two fingers, exposing her pink and wet clit that peeked from its hood. You licked a slow stripe from her entrance to her clit, savoring the salty tang. A small moan escaped Olivia’s lips as her fingers began to thread through your hair.

“Fuck!” Olivia gasped as her free hand gripped the bed sheets. You began to circle your tongue around her clit with firm and deliberate strokes, she moaned louder with each stroke of your tongue, bucking her hips slightly to chase her high. She was desperate, you could tell. Every ounce of stress from this week fueled her need for you to make her scream, the way her thighs soon began to close around you only drove you to tease her a little more.

One hand slipped up her thigh until your fingers found her entrance. With one finger, you slowly slid inside her, only to pull out again just to see her squirm. “Darling, don’t tease me!” She whimpered.

You pulled back for a moment, smirking up at her. “Is this what you need, mama?” You teased, sliding your finger back inside her. Olivia gasped once more, “Fuck yes!”.

The slick sounds of her wetness soon mixed with her moans and curses as you slid the one finger in and out of her with ease. “More, baby! Please!” She begged between moans, throwing her head back harder against the softness of her pillow. God, she looked beautiful like this.

You added a second finger and scissored the two to stretch her, pumping in and out with a little more speed. Her thighs trembled as you lent forward to her clit, your lips latching on to the bud and sucking gently.

“Yes! Just like that, baby!! Don’t stop!!” She moaned. Her walls clenched around your fingers trying to pull you even deeper, you curled them stroking that special spot that really made her moans grow louder. Her back arched off the bed with YOUR name falling from her lips.

One hand found its way back to your hair; she pushed you a little deeper into her as you lapped at her cunt and your fingers pumped in and out of her even faster now. “M’ so close, love!” Olivia whimpered, encouraging you to fuck her a little faster, so you did. You glanced up at her, watching her face as her eyes squeezed shut and her mouth parted while more begging moans escaped her.

The sight of her like this made you clench around nothing as your tongue flattened against her clit, the pressure building as her thighs now closed more on either side of your head.

“YES! YES, YES, YES! THAT’S IT!!” She screamed as she finally came. Her back arching once more, her inner muscles convulsing in powerful spasms, gushing on your fingers as her orgasm tore through her.

You eased her down, slowing your fingers to gentle strokes until she collapsed against the mattress again and slowly, you withdrew your fingers. Olivia watched you through hooded eyes and flustered look as you brought your fingers to your lips, licking them clean as her chest heaved. She couldn’t help but pull up and kiss you, moaning softly at the taste of herself on your lips.

She melted back into the pillows, pulling you on top of her without breaking the kiss, sparking that switch of fire within her. “Mmm, now it’s your turn” she smirked against your soft lips.

The loud sound of samba music filled the city of Rio de Janeiro as the public came together as one to celebrate the popular and colourful event of carnival. Kate Bishop, Yelena's best friend dragged the blonde on vacation in hopes it would cheer up the soldier after a rough few months away from deployment. 

"Are you sure you're not coming?" Kate asked with an almost disappointed pout. Her friend looked up from her phone and nodded, "yeah, I don't think the large crowd will be good for me. I'm just going to take a walk along the beach and grab a drink at a bar, but you have fun" Yelena smiled, seeing the disappointment in Kate's eyes. 

"Carnival is one of the biggest events here, you can't miss it!" Kate tried to convince the young blonde, "there will be plenty of things to keep you distracted! Music, dancing, the parade, drinks!" she added. Yelena chuckled kindly at the gesture of her friend's enthusiasm about the popular carnival, "I'm sure, besides, I just got rid of a headache so I think some fresh, ocean air will do me some good" Yelena assured the brunette, "but I will walk with you to the taxi" Yelena added as she stood from the hotel room sofa. 

"I'll wait for you" Kate smiled in reply. 

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Yelena walked Kate to her taxi before making her way to the famous, Copacabana beach. The night was lit up by streetlights along with passing cars, restaurants and cafes that were open till late for the week. The sound of the waves crashing against the shoreline brought a calmness to Yelena as she wandered along the path, admiring the sights of Rio as she passed by many carnival goers. 

Colorful lights could be seen from a distance as the famous carnival made its presence known with the loud music washing through the city. A smile tugged at Yelena's lips when she realized how free the people of Rio were during this time, how happy and excited everybody was made her appreciate her time here just a little more. After a while, Yelena stopped at and made herself comfortable at one of the beach bars. 

"What can I get you?" you asked the blonde with a soft, welcoming smile. Yelena's eyes slightly shot open at the sight of you, she smiled lightly and replied, "two shots of vodka, please". 

"You know, you're the only person I've seen tonight that isn't dressed up for carnival" you spoke as you poured two shot glasses of vodka. Yelena chuckled, "Yeah, I don't think it's really my scene right now" she replied with a pause, "I just got back from deployment" she added after a few short moments of silence before downing her first shot. 

"Well, in that case, here, it's on the house" you smiled softly and poured her a third shot and slid it over to her. The blonde looked familiar to you but you couldn't quite put your finger on it, her beautiful green eyes were filled with worry and sadness, a look you'd seen one too many times before. Yelena downed her second shot before letting out a light sigh when some of the street goers let off illegal fireworks. 

Gently, you placed a hand over the hand Yelena had resting on the bar, "it's okay" you spoke softly as your thumb stroked over her soft skin. She looked up at you and nodded ever so lightly as she tried to drain out the few moments of loud banging. Once the fireworks were over, you looked up at the time. You only had 5 minutes left of your shift before somebody would come and take over your spot. 

"Do you want to go somewhere a bit quieter?" you asked the young soldier. 

Yelena downed the third shot and shook her head, "it's okay, I'll be okay but thank you. You're working and I don't want to bother you" she replied. 

"I wouldn't offer if I thought you would bother me" you smiled softly. There was a moment of silence between the two of you before you spoke once more, "I'm a nurse for the military". 

The information made Yelena tilt her head slightly, "that's where I have seen you" she spoke, "you saved of my buddies life" she added. Suddenly the memory of when you first laid eyes on her came back to you. "Yelena, right?" you smiled softly, she nodded, "I never caught your name that day" she replied. 

"Y/n, you were distressed which is very understandable! How is Oksana?" 

"She's great, she got married and has adopted a baby girl. She lives out on a farm now" 

A smile formed on your lips at the news of one of the many soldiers you'd saved, "I'm really glad to hear that. Most times, we just patch you all up and maybe we'll see you again and other times we never hear about you again, so, it's really nice to know she's doing well" you explained. 

Right on time, your co-worker entered the small street bar and gave you a pat on the back to give the good to go. You took off your apron and hung it up behind the door before you turned to look at Yelena again. Her eyes widened as she took in your figure, under your apron you wore a very colorful outfit for the special occasion. A long skirt that had 4 main colors along with a very tropical print. Orange, yellow, pink and green that was covered with a floral design. Your top was orange and matched the skirts floral design. 

"So, what's your plans for the evening?" you asked Yelena, snapping her out of her thoughts. 

"I was just going to have a couple more drinks and head back to my hotel room and wait for my friend to come back" she replied with honesty. You shook your head, "come on, you're in Rio! The party city, come on, you're with me tonight" you smiled before walking out from behind the bar. Yelena saw she didn't have much choice and stood up from her stool, although she was very interested in where you'd be taking her.

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You took Yelena to a place that had an amazing view of the city, away from the crowds and far enough for the loud music and sounds of carnival to be faded to a distance but the gentle samba music of street festivals traveled up the hill to remind you both that you weren't alone. "So, if you're a nurse, why do you bar tend?" Yelena asked, breaking the shortly lived silence between the two of you. 

"It's something different, I've travelled to many different places to just be a bartender, I love meeting all types of people and hearing their stories. You'd be surprised what you get told as a bartender" you chuckled, "After the things we see, it's hard to find something that takes your mind off it" you added. 

"You find that bartending takes your mind off it all?" Yelena questioned. 

"Yeah, I mean, with times like this, carnival, everybody is happy and excited. It's refreshing to come home from where we go to a place like this. You're not thinking about what you saw or heard, you're in the moment here. I'm a bartender here, at home, I am nurse of war." You explained. Another moment of silence was shared, it wasn't awkward but more comforting. 

"You're right, it is nice here. Maybe I have been a little closed off to the idea of letting myself have fun" Yelena spoke, her eyes dropping to her feet. "Start now" you stood from the bench with your hand reaching for Yelena to take. She looked up at you, her eyes traveling from your feet to your eyes, taking in the beauty that stood before her but with regret, she shook her head. 

"Why not?" you asked. 

"I don't want to hurt you" Yelena admitted, "everything beautiful I see somehow turns to darkness" she adds. You kneeled down in front of her, looking into her eyes, "you're living inside of your head" you replied, "try living in the moment. Look around you, there's no danger, you can't hurt me" you add. 

Yelena took a moment to let your words process as she looked at her surroundings, she'd been so closed off that she began to believe what she saw when away was something that would follow her even when she was in the comfort of her own home. You could see she was thinking, thinking too much at that. Gently, you brushed a lock of her blonde hair behind her ear, "trust me, it's okay" you spoke softly, breaking her train of thought before you carefully took her hands into yours and pulled her up from the bench. 

She smiled so softly that if you blinked, you would've missed it. You guided her hands to your hips when you heard the street festival music getting slightly louder. Yelena looked into your eyes, "just go with it" you whispered before you led her into dance. Moving your body along with hers, you soon felt her relax and move more freely with you and eventually, she smiled. Her eyes sparkled with the streetlights as she pulled you closer to her, she felt confidence and for the first time tonight, you saw she had no worries in the world. 

The two of you simply just danced as the street parade passed by and faded into a distant sound when Yelena stopped her movements and lost herself in your eyes. "Thank you" she spoke, breaking the silence between you both. 

"You're welcome" you smiled softly.