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Forlorn
It feels like despair, dark, doomed, alone, pushed down everywhere, diminished.  I feel like my energy, movement, mind are gripped and hijacked, frozen, consumed.  It’s hard to be with anyone, do anything -- there are so many costumes, masks, roles, soothing others that’s expected of me.  I feel abandoned, failed, isolated, unloved, unable and so much loss (of support and money and friends and circles of connection and meaningful work and status and hope and dreams).  Never lived.  Never becoming a person. I feel deeply enraged, sadness, tired, so much shame and pain, failed and rejected.  I feel like life is over now, more so with each year, and it is so painful to live that I want it to be over.  20+ years of this, some times sever, sometime more forgiving. Manageable with money and a place of my own and an independent job to hide and avoid, that’s gone now. I can’t afford to live. Not me. On-Your-Own. I’m poison, awkward, tense, and make others feel uncomfortable.  A constant battle. So hard to connect with anyone. Make the pain stop. I don’t belong on this world, this culture.
I feel like I’m deeply troubled, not well adjusted, and suffering from abandonment and loss.  I wake up and panic, the job and money have run out, friends are running out, and I feel so alone.  I feel disappointed in myself, in life and I find it hard to find something to live for.
let me go
So badly I want to go. I don’t see a way out of this hole.  I just want to go. So please let me go.

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No Place
It feels like there’s no place for me here.  Like everything is dried up and moved on and I am left alone, and without.  The dark, thick storm moving in of loneliness and abandonment feels intolerable, I have no control. I can’t bare it. I can’t breath. Some days I can but I wonder if one day I won’t. I tense and run, it consumes my mind and hijacks my emotions.  I am invisible.  A failure.  Embarrassed. Rejected. Rotten and broken. Forgotten. Unwanted.
Where do I belong?
Where do I belong now? There’s no more dance lessons to go to, my boss has retired and there’s little work for me to do and I don’t know what else I could do, toastmasters isn’t fun any more for me to do, many of my friends have gone and I feel lonely a lot and especially on weekends, my parents moved away, everyone around me is 20 years younger than me and I feel isolated in my own neighborhood and in the world, and I just I don’t know what to do with my life nor where I can feel safe, wanted, or where to belong.  It feels like pressure.  It feels like worry, anxiety and paralyzing depression.  It feels like sadness.  It feels like anger and deep rage at life and people.  I feel old, out of place, ir-relevant, invisible, unseen, unheard. It feels like there’s just no place for me now, it’s more and more difficult to sooth myself, and this all make me terrified to go on.  I’m grateful for a few close friends who save me--and they may not know it--constantly.

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Loneliness
You tell me everyday I’m not wanted here, my time is over, there is no place for me. It’s in your eyes, it’s in the day, maybe you feel sorry for me, your disappointment, it’s clear I’m on my own.  Don’t dream, it doesn’t come true, don’t plan, plans don’t happen, don’t want, you don’t get what you want.  Tell me when I’m no longer needed and I will go.  You tell me everyday!

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