IM YOUR BIGGEST FAN
(jason todd x fem!ex-military!reader x platonic!damian wayne)
π£ here was a time when you were pretty popular thanks to your skills. that era now long gone, you moved on. you attend your boyfriendβs family sunday lunch to meet them allβonly, nothing prepares you for discovering that you haveβ¦ a fan? πͺ r, in which damian wayne recognizes you because of his secret obsession with your work from years ago, having spent his free time watching archived footage of your missions during his time in the league of assassins.
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there is this phrase that says βthe internet never forgetsβ. once you get exposed in a way or another, you leave a digital footprint.
in all honesty, you never cared about itβand never had a second thought about it.Β
you had nothing to blame yourself for, and always been transparent about your past for the few ones who were aware of it.
not a dramatic pastβyou just grew up in a military family.
and like one who respects herself, you obviously had a military career. and when you are the daughter of elite soldiers from the special forcesβit was pretty common to be raised into the ASCEND program.
technically nothing was really hardcore. no you didnβt get trained to become an elite brainwashed soldier-assassin. it was more like : starting your military career earlier with a specialization in one of the armyβs main military specialties.
there is so many of them, all classified and each needed new specialized recruits to keep the special forces team at its current level :
physical strength and endurance, leadership, agility, good coordination, pain tolerance, spatial awareness, or evenβ
a great aim plus a natural habit of quick learning.
this. was your specialties. and pretty common ones. because after all, all whatβs required is a good pair of eyes. and a brain who learns quickly through visuals.
so an eleven career it is. including the first seven years spent on small missions, working in the shadows and undergoing a huge amount of training, followed by four years in the special forces, carrying out OPEX missions and occasionally spying on terrorist organizations in order to keep the world at peace when the big and powerful superheroes couldnβt.
traveling all over the world, being recruited by people who think you are worthy to do sensible workβmeaning : to eliminate bad guys. of course you have taken lives, it was a part of the jobβyou were ready for it but that doesnβt mean you were enjoying it.
after all, this whole carrer, you never really agreed on it. it was just to please your fatherβyour family
make them proud.
so you worked, sometimes it was fun : discovering countries, laughing with teammates twice your ageβat their bad dad jokes.
and sometimes it was, difficult.
skipping school, the pressure from your father, and the weight from the missions youβd been givenβone that could end in failure, with all of you dead, orβin victory; rewarded with a medal and a sum of money starting with six zeros in the family bank account.
you had to live up to your familyβs reputationβa wealthy family whose main resources were earned by living people who actually bled for them, rather than inherited through some wealthy legacy.
this career, as small and disappointing to your familyβs eyesβ was required. you did what they asked you to do, serve good, then left without any doubts and regrets at eighteen.
to focus yourself on a moreβ normal life.
and from there, everything passed smoothly and fast.
college, making new acquaintances, moving out into a new city for your masters degree, having young adult problems, to thenβmeet your not so normal boyfriend.
Jason listened, understood and wasnβt surprisedβwell he was a bit, because he couldnβt imagined you in this kind of field?.., then he opened himself too. he told you his life and you accepted it too; the past like the present.
both of you let down your walls.
transparence was something important in your relationship.
never hiding anything, only the truth. that is probably why your couple's life lasts a long time.
two years, and in four months three.
jason made his best to separate his vigilante life from the one you shared at your cozy apartment.
jason todd also distanced his family away from this important part of his life. you.
god he love you.
he also loves his brothers, when they are far away from his businessβ and not when one of them stumbles into your shared apartment by the window, the other stalks his girlfriend on instagram or even when another tries to befriend you in the streets.
seriously what were their problems.
and when bruce puts his nose in it, he knew this whole secret girlfriend relationship was over.
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this night was long, the patrol was rough and a supposed night where he could have been only with you in the warmth of your armsβ got ditched to a three hour reunion, planning the next big mission for the bat family.
jason was tired, and he did not need a brat like tim or damian to remind him.
bruce has proposed to him to take breakfast here since even dick was at the manor, for a family bonding meal but jason preferred to go.
knowing that on saturday you donβt work, he will catch up his absence from youβin bed, all the day.
jason made his way to the huge doors of the wayne manor ready to go when alfred spawned from nowhere to accompany him outsideβlike a great butler.
βoh and master jasonβ sunday at noon, your father had the brilliant idea to organize a family lunch. and per so, you andβ if iβm not mistaken, your girlfriend are highly invited to come.β
jason stopped dead in his tracks, huffing as he pinched the bridge of his nose, his jaw clenching before he finally spoke.
βis it an invitation or an obligation alfred?β
the butler deeply looked at him, in a knowing look.
βi think, master jason, you can easily find by yourself the conclusion of this offer. beside weβre more than willing to meet someone you deeply care about.β
βyeah alrightβ¦β
alfred continues
βitβs only from a good intention, you are aware of how master bruce shows his careβ
βi get it. until next time alfred.β
βlikewise master jason, and if you wishβgive your beloved my regards.β
βwill do itβ¦β jason muttered, but alfred even with his old age, caught his words.Β
leaving a content butler behind him.
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the cheap blinds were doing half of its job leaving the bedroom in a moody lighting that only gotham in the morning could offer. you were half asleep and even still, you could predict the weatherβ the average wet night left to be replaced by a light cloudy gray morning. few rays of the sun were trying to make their appearances, but gotham city is gotham cityβ everyone in here knows this phenomenon is kind of uniqueβ¦ still, there is this nostalgic feeling that gets through your nose as the scent of the previous pouring rain was left in the atmosphere of the city.
you didnβt know andβand didnβt try to find outβwhether the scent of rain was coming through your antique window or from the arrival of your boyfriend, who, through the blur of your sleepiness, you heard making little noises in the bathroom. He took a quick shower before stumbling half-naked into the dark room, trading his bath towel for a pair of boxers.
then, a considerable weight sank into the mattress beside you. to finally be welcomed by a nose dipping in the crook of your neck, wetted hair on your cheeks and a pair of massive arms around your waistβthe whole body of jason todd wanted to dive into yours in an act of love and shared warmth.
eyes still closed, both of your reposed breaths were filling the air, like your bodies they seemed to intertwine each other.
in this cozy silence, you muttered with a sleeping voice, breaking the air.
βrough night?β
the question only be replied with a hum from your boyfriends lips, vibrating through your skin.
you understood better, he didnβt sleep at the manor. letting him sleep deprived because he refused to sleep in a bed where you werenβt in there.
you called it exigenceβ jason calls it his own way of devotion to you.
and so, you mentally put aside all the chores youβve wanted to do this morning. now replaced with a good nap of three to four hours at least with your muscles radiator boyfriend.
you wouldnβt complain to that.
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3pm could be read on the living room clock, the odd hour did not stop the both of you to order some greasy burgers and fries from the nearest bat burger.
after a long nap of more than four hours, jayson trapped you between his big muscular arms for long hugsβthe time flew pretty fast.
only the faint sound of the tv was filling the silence as you dig in your lunch on the vintage couch.
chewing a huge bit of jasonβs burger, and him setting down his drink, he remembered something from this morning
βoh you have the best regards from alfred by the way.β
with a tissue you clean your mouth, shortly glancing at your boyfriendβmuch more occupied to eat his fries too
βreally? aw that so kind of him, next time you see him tell him i said hello tooβ βdonβt worry the next time youβre coming with meβ
you paused, and put all your attention into what jason just saidβ with furrowed brows
βhuh? can you please elaborate todd?β
he huffed as he mindlessly eat a fry, eyes in the void. you could see his jaw clenching.
βbruce invited us to sundayβs family lunch, and coming from him itβs not really a proposition yβknowβ¦βΒ
looking at your surprised faceβ your lips forming a βoβ speechlessβhe continue but this time, his green eyes was dipping into yours
βi mean if you donβt want to βcause itβs too much we can ditch βem.βΒ
βno itβs fine, i guess there is time for everything and besideβi want to really for real, meet your brothersβ
to your answer, jason huffed through his nose
βpfftβ¦ donβt remind meβ
βtheyβre just curious i guess?β
β more like they canβt mind their own businessβ i mean, what do you expect from detectives after all? they like to stick their noses into everything.β
you giggle to that, the laughter filling the room as jason looked at you with soft eyes.
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βare those wine bottles okay?β
βmy opinion, there are too muchβ jason replied to your choice of gift. sunday arrived quickly, now the couple of you was walking to the entry of the wayne manor. a childish conflict was filling the air to not sayβ you were a bit nervous, and your boyfriend was so nonchalant that it did not help.
βseriously baby they donβt deserve any giftsββ i just want to make a good impression, that's all!β you shout, nervously playing with the straps of the wine bag.
jason squeezed your free hand in a silent way to reassure you.
βwell too bad youβre effortlessly perfectβΒ
βoh shut up toddβ
standing in front of the immense doors, you didnβt have the chance to continue your sentence and to take a long breath, the doors openedβwelcomed by an old man, alfred pennyworth.
at the sight of you his face changed to a more content expression, replacing his usual neutral one.
βwelcome to the wayne manor, wasnβt the journey too long?β
βno, it was fine really!β unsettled by the interaction, your brain automatically went on autopilotβwhich, for you, meant rambling endlessly just to fill the silence. βoh, and here's a little gift. i know itβs not much butββ itβs perfect missβ alfred cuts in kindly.
with a nudge on your lower back, and a comforting eye contact with jason; the two of you followed alfred.
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the encounter went eventually great, bruce seemed to be at first glanceβa man with exigencies. but it was in reality just his natural gaze and more you talked to him, the more he seemed less intimidating. after all the man was only worried for the well-being of his son.
all the main discussions were held around a rich decorated table, fancy dishes displayed with a accompaniment of a large choice of drinks.
on your left was jason and in front of you was dick grayson, the older brother of the siblings. he had told you the whole family wasnβt all there due to sport activitiesβ even tho you were aware of their nightly activities as vigilante, you chose to say nothing about it.
βif cass and duke are in fact really out of town, where is damian?β tim drake, the clever teenager was chewing a toast of smoked salmon with crΓ¨me fraiche accompanied with finely chopped chives on it, asking whoever at the table would have the answer.
βi already told him to come at 1pm, he probably lost track of timeβ bruce responds while he cuts with a chirurgical precision his foie gras into pieces to settle them on slices of bread.
alfred pennyworth displayed another plate of unique dishes and reply :
βmaster bruce, perhaps i could check on master damian to eventually convince him to come?β
βit would be great alfred, thank you.β
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βwhatβs the matter pennyworthβ
here, in the barn, was settled damian wayne and beside him layered titus with his larger friendβbatcow.
the boy would much rather spend his time with animals than having dinner with a strangerβthe so-called girlfriend of jason todd.
βmaster damian, i am aware of your disinterest about this family meal but your father requires your presenceβ
damian did his best to hold back a sigh of pure annoyance, knowing already that he really did not have the choice.
petting reluctantly one last time batcow, he goes up with titus by his side.
βlead the way pennyworth then.β
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damian eventually stopped in front of a mirror to adjust his clothes and absentmindedly dragged himself to the living room.
what he was unaware of, is the person the boy was going to meet : will restart an old obsession phase from his days in the league of assassins.
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at the sight of his son, as the boy walked without bothering to take a look at anyone at the tableβmore interested to reach his place, bruce made the introductions, knowing very well that damian wouldnβt do it.
βdamian, meet our guestβ with a little pause and eyed at you briefly, saying your name βand meet my youngest son.β
an awkward moment passed due to the no-reaction of damian, who was very much more occupied to fill his plate. you glances briefly at jason who was chewing like a hungry dog and mouth fullβhe replied by an encouraging nod.
βuhβthat a pleasure to finally meet you damianβ
the awkward polite response peeves him right away, the urge to snap at thisβguest, stranger whoβs insignificant to his existence comes quickly.
he already has the speech prepared in his mind, ready to make this person leave his house.
putting his utensils on the table harshly, his sharp eyes suddenly meet yoursβ in a way to intimidate the guest.
βdonβt bother, i donβt need your fake charm to make me like yββΒ
the sentence unfinished, jason was ready to lose his temper to what his brother said to his girlfriend, but to the sight of damianβs shocked faceβhe furrowed his brows and waited.
the only word damian could pronounce was a code nameβyour code name.
you stiffen up, matching his shocked expression
βhow do you know thatβ
βi used toβ i am an admirer of your works. truly. does it bother you to sign my copy of the DISPATCH magazine?β
you could only nod, speechless. surprised that someone would beβ fan of you? in no universe you could have predicted that.
βgreat,β damian face arbor a small smile, content. he glanced at his father and then at the boyfriend of his interest nonchalantly
βthen after lunch, perhaps we could hang out to test our skillsβ
βdamian donβt startle our guest.β bruce warning fell on deaf ears as damian got up from his chair.
βyes and alsoβi think you owe her an apology too!β jason barks
the boy did not bother to look at his angry siblingββmay i excuse myself, iβm heading to my room to take my issue. for the autograph.β
everyone was left speechless. both by the boyβs boldness and by his sudden interest in and admiration for a human being who wasnβt part of his family.
and thisβ was actually the first time damian wayne experienced what it feels like to be fan of someone.Β
the same way a teenage girl would fangirl over justin bieber back in the 2010βs.
β epilogue
later that day; tim eventually was the first to bring the subject up again, a smirk could be seen on his face.
βyou really worked for the militaryβ
you agree to his question who looked more like a fact.
βso it the truth.β the teenager chuckled and started typing on his phone, he then said :
βi guess oracle owe me ten bucksβ
βdid you just bet with my girlfriend about jasonβs girlfriend?ββ dick gives him an exasperated, incredulous look. βunbelievable.β
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meanwhile, from bruce wayne perspective.
the father now understood what talia used to say about their sonβsβ strange obsessions.
the boy was raised by a grandfather who put in his head that he needed to be the strongest in everything.
to master every useful skill on the field. even the one coming from western soldier.
damian had always been surrounded by and trained alongside the best mentorsβthanks to his motherβs connections all over the world.
yes he used to be mentored by guys like sladeβdeathstroke, working with weapons. but to his eyesβyou were the teacher he always looked for.
damian would never admit the reason for this admirationβbut perhaps we could theorize he saw himself in you.
it was sillyβhis habit of devouring vintage military archives from magazines; to occasionally watching classified footage of recorded missions in which a certain recruit would appear, was practically the holy grail to him. a habit he had carried with him since his time in the league of assassins.
the only difference in gotham was that now he would glaze and gush about you to Alfred instead of his mother.
alfred got trapped at least twice in the batcave to watch a thirty minutes of classified archive footage where every time you appeared onβ the boy paused to analyse your technique.
βsee how she aimed pennyworth? βthe bullet literally bounced back to unpredictably bullseye the targetβ
βyes master damian,..this was a genius move.β













