I don't even know anymore
I used to be all and together Back then in the start But them came the pain And I started to fall apart A whole and complete entity But then my thoughts became dark. Currently I'm in 3 minds Stuck with none to believe These 3 are so different But at the same time each is me. The first is happy He can see the positive and good The one that brings a smile And over the bad he can look. The second is slightly worse Hopeless as hell is he Drifting from the first Don't know how he came to be. The third is the one that scares me It takes control at night Laying there alone With thoughts that cause a fright. Harmful thoughts Like what's the quickest death Falling from a building Overdose, heroine or meth? Please don't think bad of me I'm really trying my best This is only apart of me In truth I'm scared of the rest. All I have to explain is this shitty rhyme I don't need help but I do I'm battling these all the time. I don't know who to tell I can never bring it up I'm perfectly fine I promise But at the same time I am stuck. I hope these 3 Can forge back into one A stable healthy being And all the mess reset, undone.










