My Weightloss/ Safe Space (not Pro)

It’s effectively taken me a year and a half to lose ten kg because I keep doing so well and then gaining again and then loosing and then gaining and fuck I feel like such a failure I should have been at my gw long long ago

I will never forgive myself for trying to “recover” when I got 2 kg away from my gw, are u,,,BiTCH ARE U DUMB HOW STUPID CAN I BE WTF

I’m back after a big depressive week long binge episode uwu I hate myself but I’m liquid fasting all of this week and then I’ll buy new scales bc if I buy them now I’ll probably kms bc of my weight

Once I get to 99 pounds I’m going to eat 1 pound of vegan mac n cheese so I can be 1% Mac and cheese

Is it just me or has the Ana community pretty much disappeared??? Like have y’all moved to a different app?? Using different tags maybe??

How come the super skinnies are fucking tiny and they eat like 1700 calories a day yet I eat under 1000 even in a binge yet I’m still a mammoth 🤔🤔 something isn’t adding up

Who else out here suicidal but terrified of dying fat but also want to die bc I’m fat 🧐

I gained 5 kg from a bit of a binge fast episode it only lasted a week so hopefully some of this is water weight but my motivation is how good I felt going to sleep when I weighed 47 kg... feeling my hip bones dig into my bed and just being content and happy with myself. I can’t wait to get back and I did it once I can do it again