Hi!

GREETINGS.

I am BB/Blunder. A writer and drawer of things.

Sometimes I am hassled by what I refer to as the canaries, which are bastards that live in the Winchester house that is my brain.

The yapper is generally less annoying, and drives this wretched vessel onward if I end up in disassociation limbo.

Currently fixated on bloodymary.

My focus tends to last a long time on one thing, and I enjoy putting my dolls in Situations.

thinking about simon being able to spend his childhood around insanely massive trees and missing them 5ever in space

IDK exactly what happens with Pinhole, but Simon is either sent into or goes into a “blindspot.” General canary agreement is it’s kind of a “if you love em let em go” type deal.

Pinhole yeets Simon where they Cannot See and from there it was supposed to be an earth au/no astrophage au/just a chill bloodymary time with the boys meeting in their usual kinda ugly manner but a canary made a suggestion i’m playing with a bit now where grace doesn’t meet simon at first

idk how long simon is on his own, but he breaks into what he thinks is an empty house (it isn’t. it’s the house of grace’s grandparents but he does not want to Look At It Yet due to grief of losing them)

simon cleans the place up just kind of on autopilot and later it sinks in that he’s alive and he goes through denial and confusion and eventually is just like “well of this is all fake, i’m gonna fucking enjoy it while i can FUCK IT”

a canary suggested Pinhole tells Simon he can “only bring himself where he is going” so simon has no physical evidence of what happened to him which fucks with him mentally very much

got off track when it briefly went to “wait then does the FORESKIN RESTORED dark souls meme fit for this” followed by “if he’s trans it can be Pinhole’s final dick move. Beam of Goodbye Testosterone.”

but anyway back on track— stardew valley au joke fucking got me and now I’m thinking about Grace having a bit of a Complex bc (and I’m super not projecting) he comes from a very small and mostly farmland area and had to deal with getting Assumed Kinda Stupid for some of his life (something he’ll have in common with simon! yay?)

so grace comes back to the orchard of his grandparents expecting to have a lot to do to make it nice to sell at some point and finds Some Fucking Guy asleep in the barn and the farm fucking thriving???

simon and him have a tense breakfast but grace doesn’t kick him out immediately bc like he seems. mostly fine.

like it definitely wasn’t when simon was younger, but yknow

in the words of my cult homie: “to become a man you have to kill your father”

and lord in heaven simon be a strange man, but he do be a man now

in other words i’m making eden on earth kind of soldier, poet, kindred poet flavored

putting augustine in charge <3

ch 3 energy probably going to be

grace, interally: okay if i can just get on his good side then it is significantly less likely for him to murder me, right? right. we can be friendly. oh my god he’s sitting so close.

simon, internally: damn he is shaking a lot. i’ve got extra layers tonight, he probably needs the jacket more than me

grace, automatically: thank you, that’s— is that a harness

simon:

i gotta work now tho ✌️

new little slice of life bloody mary college thing

grace meets simon in the woods on a camping trip

not quite a meet cute but not completely a meet ugly either tee hee

it’s modern-ish flavored

just kind of jamming to hadestown as one does

and sometimes the canaries will take love songs and go “what if it was familial love”

and now i’m listening to the live from london version of “wait for me” thinking about simon telling his dead mom to wait for him (i.e. “i’m not done with life yet. wait longer. i can still crawl forward”)

i have to put some of these birds down for making me cry thinking about my wet cat put through a bunch of missions the COI wanted him to die in but he Just Wouldn’t Die to the point people thought of him as some weord fucking good luck charm in some way bc “even if the odds are impossible, someone’s getting out alive, and its probably simon”

invincible through sheer force of will

until he wasn’t

and then proceeds to immediately fuck it up by looking like an eridian but appearing at grace’s door without a xenonite suit on

and so grace is looking at this perfectly okay-looking eridian. in his atmosphere.

colt would be grace’s twin, so he’s a goldentail hybrid too

grace, trying to be slow about his introductions bc “six” isn’t adapting well: so this is simon. he wasn’t doing well when he got here either. but maybe you two-

six: is that the butcher

grace: