Hi!

GREETINGS.

I am BB/Blunder. A writer and drawer of things.

Sometimes I am hassled by what I refer to as the canaries, which are bastards that live in the Winchester house that is my brain.

The yapper is generally less annoying, and drives this wretched vessel onward if I end up in disassociation limbo.

Currently fixated on bloodymary.

My focus tends to last a long time on one thing, and I enjoy putting my dolls in Situations.

:3c having a fun time

mostly i want to make simon “born under a bad sign” since mars has 687 days so i can make him born on 616 (number of the beast babeyyy)

also pondering making where simon was from on mars like. a little theocracy flavored? like eden wasn’t that big a change for him, he just didn’t have friends there so he didn’t wanna go :/

“his hand can close around his waist”

extra note: grace feels very normal about this i swear. prommy. hand to godd.

grace, having a Very Bad Day:

rocky, trying to help: we could do something that makes you happy

grace: hmmmm sleepover

rocky: i always watch you sleep

grace: well, yeah, but i mean like the human thing. with snacks and movies and other dumb stuff

rocky: so a normal night

grace, sighing: sure. just. humor me

(during the sleepover, watching a horror movie)

grace: oh i forgot! there’s this thing humans do sometimes during sleepovers to get scared

rocky, trying to be supportive and look not worried:

grace: you go in the bathroom and say “bloodymary” three times in the mirror and you see a… a ghost I guess?

rocky: ghost?

grace: complicated. dead person that still moves around but can’t touch anything or be seen most of the time. no physical body

rocky: not complicated. also: hate that idea

grace, going into the bathroom:

grace, staring at reflection: eh, might as well

grace, jokingly: bloody mary, bloody mary, bloody—

(lights go out)

grace: ROCKY WHAT THE HECK

rocky: something happen?

grace: TURN THE LIGHTS BACK ON

rocky, flicks the switch:

grace, looking up and seeing simon in the window next to the mirror, just fucking coated in blood:

(after fainting)

rocky: GRACE. ARE YOU OKAY? YOU SCARED ME.

grace: ahaha, i guess i stayed up too late. i thought i saw a-

grace, noticing simon curled up in the corner looking very nervous:

grace: hey rock do me a solid and tell me you see him too

rock: oh, yes. the other human is here. your ritual worked. you brought a ghost to us. good job

grace:

grace, staring at rocky: say you’re joking right now

rocky: i’m joking right now

simon: >:(

grace: YOU. DO NOT. MOVE.

simon, curls in on himself more:

grace, torn between feeling guilty and scared: stay right there. do not come any closer. rocky— who is that

rocky, joking tone: bloody mary

grace: NOT THE TIME FOR JOKES ROCKY

and like.. if the pinhole god makes sense of what it sees…

rotations of simon’s mom being the one to end up a god bc of his prayer and her being the one to gently put her son in a place he can be happy

rocky, observing simon’s new form from a distance:

grace: pretty neat, right?

rocky, watching his wings very closely: do you think he’d let me ride him

grace, head snapping around to look at rocky: rephrase that right now

rocky:

rocky: do you think he’d let my ratatouille him if i grabbed his hair while he’s like that

grace: do not

rocky, rapidly approaching the water: i think i could do it

I've been consumed by Iron Lung exclusive blood-ocean-mutation thoughts and all I can think about is Simon looking absolutely horrifying underwater and also being big enough to just grab one of his shoalmates with one hand

like Simon has gone back into his tank at Camelot for safety and/or study and Grace is giving a tour and he just kinda. drifts up to the glass. it's very casual (he's not trying to scare the kids!) but he's still There and also probably has every intention of dragging Grace into the tank with him when the day ends

and kids are very curious by nature! they are hardwired to learn! so once the initial shock of That's A Big Thing wears off they're just SO CURIOUS about Simon and it's very entertaining for him and absolute torture for Grace

i tell you now that you have foreseen the future

I will be making a size comparison thing later after work and while I know it doesn’t make complete sense for him to be Super Huge he is

very big(tm) in his new mutated siren form

in case you don’t know, the second image is Claudia Wolf and Heather Mason, the respective villain and protagonist of Silent Hill 3.

and the other one is going “play toys with me” in a threatening way (i.e. just really wants me to keep working on the story I haven’t published where Simon knew his universe’s version of grace who worked for the COI

and Simon ended up working with him bc Grace didn’t lose anyone on Filament bc he has No One in all universes (at first) so the council authority thought surely Grace wouldn’t kill the kid immediately, and yeah they bond slowly, it’s very mentor-student between them which is nice but they the sm-8 goes down and the COI wants to send another scientist

and Grace doesn’t want to go and the COI are like “well what other option do we have” and Grace just. looks at this kid he half-raised. and he goes “Simon’s been a good student” i.e. send that boy to die in my place. he’s going to get murdered eventually anyway. at least this way his death can mean something for the rest of humanity

and Simon is. so fucking betrayed. and he makes the deal that if he comes back up he’s free bc this is a crazy fucking mission and he’s so going to attack grace the second he sees him

then iron lung happens. then, somehow, he meets grace again. but it isn’t his grace. but god. god does he still hate him for being a coward and sending him down.

simon, violently grisping a table: god give me patience

grace, who got distracted examining him: don’t you mean strength

simon: do you like being able to walk

grace: what

simon: do not ask for me to have strength rn

grace: okay, but what

simon, clawing lines into the metal desk: nothing. you didn’t hear anything.

grace: was that a threat?? >:( look at me

simon: i cannot emphasize enough how bad of an idea that is rn

I wanted a suggestion for the simon powerpoint and got “well, maybe he was told his mom was dead but she actually defected to the COI and she was on filament and he only learned after the fact so he thinks he killed his mom by not stopping what happened after having already believed she was gone for years”

kiss the fucking brick, canaries

god

i hate the canaries, but i love them for just Saying Shit like that and making me sad