my ecstacy.

And now, I'm back to my first love — Travel.

I gave you $10. He gave you $20. You felt that he was better  Just because he gave you more. But you didn't realize that he has $200 While all I had was $10.

I'm no good in keeping people in my life. I get to see them slowly slip away instead. Was it something that is meant for me or it's just part of the plan? Whatever it is, it's breaking me all the time and it keeps on going. Giving up is not an option tho. I'll do it or I'll die trying.

I get over the feelings. I do. But, every time, every single time I remember something about you, I can't help but to think of the things that I shouldn't be thinking by now. Then I realized, maybe I get over the feelings but the idea of  you is still there. I can get rid of the feelings but the idea of you, the idea of us –  it's here.