Find what you love and let it kill you.

Why would "God" create people who will not live according to the Bible if they wanted everyone to live that way? They wouldn't.

Why would "God" create gay people if being gay would be considered a sin and against their way of life? They wouldn't.

Why would any being that is supposed to be based on love, create something that they knew would not be loved in the world they created? They WOULDN'T.

I'm not saying there is not a God, but if there is, I assure you, they are not looking down on all the gays in disappointment bc its against what the Bible says. God is looking down on all their creations happy that they're living the life they were given with free will. Free will would not have been given had we all needed to live the same. The Bible is a man made BOOK that was created to control people and how they live. It was the easiest way to control the population as it continued to grow. This book was filled with the standards of the men at that time. Life has changed exponentially since then. Why are so many people stuck on the Bible when it obviously no longer fits into current life? Why are people such die hard believers when there are so many obvious (well, obvious to me) holes in the basis of religion? Religion based on God that is. Open your mind. See the world and humans for what they are. Sticking to an extremely outdated belief system only makes evolution of the human race that much harder. We cannot grow when so many people believe we're all supposed to live one way instead of letting humans be human and live their life without criticism. Wake up people. See the ridiculousness and controlling aspects of our world. Doesn't it make more sense for us to be truly free as humans so we can all be happy?

Growing up, school was fairly easy for me. I didn't have to study for hours on end to pass tests, I didn't even have to be awake for the full lesson to be able to pass the test sometimes. It's almost like I just naturally knew certain things or could figure it out with little information given to me. No matter what the subject was. No, I didn't graduate top of my class, I was not valedictorian or anything; but I still felt smarter than those people. Maybe I didn't know how to solve every math problem or to write every form of poetry I was taught but I knew much more valuable things. I learned young how to take care of myself and how the world/ humans work. I observed and absorbed as much as I possibly could because I knew from a very young age that I would be the only one who really had my back at the end of the day.

Sometimes I would wake up crying, scared of what death would be like. I would wake my mother up all hours of the night just to tell her I was afraid once she died, it would be black; and once I died, we'd never even know each other existed. I must have been 8 or 9 years old when I started thinking about things like this. I was very analytical and determined to find the reason for everything. I realized knowledge was power and from then on, I did nothing but ask questions. I wanted to know as much as I possibly could. Not about who our 23rd president was and how to figure out (a+x=r) or whatever dumb math I'll never use again. I wanted to know how people lived, how people worked and went to school. I wanted to know why people didn't trust others and why some people seemed so worried about their kids walking home from middle school everyday. I did it and I was always fine. Then I started to see it. The evil in this world. The part innocent people are afraid of and run away from. The thing is, I didn't run. I faced it head on and learned as much as possible.

Boy did I learn A LOT. I started to pick up on the habits of the average human. I started to see what influenced people to be the way they are. I started to see that my mother is a narcissist and the rest of my family was not quite at my intelligence level. Don't get me wrong, my family is smart, but not really in the way that I am.

I started to feel energy constantly. I could tell how anyone I was around was feeling. Even if they didn't say a word to me, it's like I could feel what they were feeling. I actually didn't know that I was an empath until more recently. I thought I was just different from everyone else. I thought I was weird sometimes but I knew that I could use this ability to get through life. Unfortunately I did not do so well with it at first and struggled to make friends. I always felt smarter then kids my age and always got along with older people better. Even to this day, I am like this. I am 25 years old and am married to a wonderful 40 year old woman.

I tend to see things for what they are far earlier than the average person. I tend to know when something or someone is bad well before my peers realize it. I struggle with getting people to believe me and see it through my eyes though. It's like I'm naturally someone people do not listen to or trust even though I have found myself to be correct more than people would think.

I have a very different view of this world and what goes on in it. Most people are too closed minded to see the truth. Honestly, it's not even their fault bc its been taught for decades to only think how the government wants us to think. This is right, this is wrong, do not question it, live by these rules, DO NOT QUESTION THEM. What better way to keep the human population busy and under control but to make them think they must work themselves to death in order to survive. The media was created to influence us and our mindset. They want us to believe what they want us to believe, they want us to do what they want us to do, and they want us to do so while also thinking that is what we actually want to do and believe we need to do. People just cooperate so easily too. In my opinion, that is mostly because of religion/ the bible. They give you this book that apparently these people who lived 600+ years wrote and tell you to have faith that it is true or else you'll go to hell. Classic scare tactic. Especially back when the bible was first introduced, people didn't know any better so of course they believed it. They didn't want to take the chance of burning for all eternity. I don't blame them for going along with it bc it was created to scare people into believing it. Had I lived in that time, I'm sure I would have gone along with it too.

Now people have evolved along with technology and people have discovered all kinds of holes in organized religion. So many people refuse to see it and still follow their religion blindly and faithfully no matter what is presented to them. These people are convinced that the religious people are the successful ones and non believers are poor and uneducated. That is not the case. Non believers have much more open minds then those within the church. They realize it is possible there is a god but also realize there are millions of other possibilities and there's no way for us know for sure.

Why? Why was this stereotype created? I think it's because the government/ illuminati/ whatever negative force driven to control the human race, created it to make it easier to control the population as a whole. If you're "supposed" to get up every day, work at least 8 hours, go home, clean the house, make dinner, go to sleep, wake up, do it all over again, it is much easier to track the habits of humans as a whole and in tern, control them.

They've convinced us that this life of 9-5 and all other responsibilities taken care of within the 3-5 hours you have after work is how we're supposed to live so we will not have time to do anything they do not approve of. This is why the poor are looked down upon. They have too much free time to see the holes in society. They tend to be the ones to figure out the corruption or bring things to attention that people with better resources can look further into. They make the poor seem mentally ill, stupid, or evil. They do this so they become less trustworthy to the general population. Therefore, their "theories" become less believable which is exactly what they want. They don't want the people who see the truth to spread it.

Also, I think it could have been created to make people less likely to go after their "dreams" so they could keep a tight grip on the celebrities'. People in the spot light have so much influence on the general population so of course they need to be able to choose who is in that spot light, what messages they're conveying through them, and how they want them to look. This is the premise of stereotypes and why we have certain mindsets about how people look and talk. If we didn't grow up with all these influences, we would be able to easier love and accept people as they are. They don't want that either though. It's almost like they think peace is the enemy so they keep pinning people against each other. There's always a bad guy or enemy in the media. There is always someone to blame other than themselves. This has caused SO much distrust in the human population as well. This is why it is so difficult to find and maintain any kind of relationship. We are all so consumed with our daily responsibilities that we don't have time to maintain a relationship. We can barely maintain our bills in this economy, let alone a meaningful relationship with anyone. It's easier to work hours on end to be able to pay your bills and maintain daily life than it is to find the mental capacity to maintain the relationships you have with friends and family.

All I'm saying is, if we were actually free, if we could actually do whatever we wanted with our lives, everyone would. They have made it extremely difficult to be successful if you do not already have money or know the right people. They keep the poor, poor and the rich, rich for a reason. They made us think this is how we're supposed to live our lives for a reason. We are trapped in this never ending cycle of what they said life should be and we cant get out.

Maybe that's why so many celebrities' "die" after going through so much in the public eye. Some I'm sure were actually killed/ died, but some celebrities who people have thought they've seen around the world, are probably still alive. They fake their death and live as a "no body" because it's better than living the life they had. It does seem kind of far fetched but just think about it. All the crazy things people say celebrities go through, all the crazy things people say about them in general, all the work they actually do, it makes sense why someone would want to leave that all behind and the only way to do so without people trying to find them, is to fake their death.

It's ironic how so many people make fun of conspiracy theorists yet some theories have come true or been proven to be true. Yes, some people have theories that are pretty far fetched but there are so many theories that make almost too much sense.

The government created the term "Conspiracy Theorist" with a stereotype of the way out there, probably mentally ill, type conspiracy theorist, to make us all seem crazy and less trust worthy. They did this because they realized people have been discovering the truth and the government does not want that. As technology and social media have progressed, it has become much more difficult for the government to hide their shady actions. Before, people did not have access to share information to just anyone at any time like we can now, so things tended to go unseen. Now, its completely opposite. You can share whatever you want with whoever you want, whenever you want. Now government employees must sign paperwork promising they will not share any information they know with anyone who does not have the clearance to have that information. Why do you think that it? Because there is SO much going on in this world that we cant even imagine. Some things so far fetched that it doesn't seem like it could be true at all, but it is.