This is the first time in a long time iv posted here
Its also the first time in almost 5 years Ive wanted to take a blade to my body once again to feel anything but what i do rn its been this way for a while now every train ride to work feels like it could be the last if i just took one extra step.
Just know i love you and i hope you live a better life with out me i know youβll give my dog a better life then i ever coud


















