Ruined Silence.

yung panganay na lalake kasi ay palasagot with matching pang-aasar, yung sumunod naman which is babae ay di naimik once na mapagalitan.

bilang ate kinausap ko thru chat since di naman kami nakatira sa iisang bahay. i'd talked to them in the easiest and comfortable way as possible parang wrong grammar ako pero yaan mo na. i first, asked their story why and what happened bakit sila gano'n towards their mom. unbelievably, they told me the reasons why and the reasons were acceptable and at some point unacceptable. may mga part ng usapan namin na nakakatawa kasi i can relate to them which i think somehow wrong naman talaga ang kanilang mother.

ending.. both of them i told na as much as possible to talk to their mom in a respectable manner kahit gaano na kawala sa hulog yung galit ng nanay nila. cause their mom have been going through a lot and if not because of them i don't know baka magpakamatay na ang nanay nila. and growing with a mom is for me beyond lucky na.

but life is unfair.. i've been depressed. i have had responsibilities that i never saw coming.. what are those?

my mom went to jail and was still there. ofcourse, as a daughter you will find a way to get her out of that place. story? during the first hearing they told us that she can be bailed out for 45k whilst me living indepently did not have enough funds to easily lend the money. i even asked friends whom i can borrow money and pay when i already can. lucky enough, i produced the amount needed.

after the process, we were able to get my mom out of the jail. another fucked story happened, just a month after they got out, a letter was sent to them that they need to report again to the police station since there has been a misunderstanding in their case and they need to be in jail again. if you'll be asking what happened to the money, yes, no refund, gone for good fuck the police fuck the judge fuck everything. and we are all just hopefully waiting for the good news since her case went unbailable.

oh btw, my mom and i were never really close, i never saw her unyil i became 19? 20? 23? idk.. i've been raised by my grandfather. that's why it sucks to have a responsibility to someone whom you never...uhh yeah still my mom okay bye