✨LunaStarkey✨

(John Deacon x Y/N)

Warning : Nothing :)))

(Sorry for typographical and grammatical errors)

Pairing : John Deacon x Reader (Y/N)

There's a lot of negative effects for a child to see their parents divorce. Children and adolescents who experience the divorce of their parents also have higher rates of depressed mood, lower self-esteem, and emotional distress. Parental divorce is also associated with negative outcomes and earlier life transitions as offspring enter young adulthood and later life.

And for me, i grew up depressed (bit better now) and i'm not even looking forward on getting into a relationship or getting married with someone cause, when i was younger i saw my daddy cried and cursed at the wind, he broke his own heart and i watched as he tried to reassemble it and when i saw my mother swore she won't let herself forget, how she did failed their relationship that hurts me to the core.

𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐰 (after a couple of years) after the divorce of my parents 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 , 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈'𝐦 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬.

I mean not very lonely at all cause i have my bestfriend(s) and band mates, Freddie, Brian, Roger and Of course John. John has been my bestfriend since we're on middle school.

*lil flashback*

I sat on my favorite spot in school the library. I buried my face on the table, crying out all the pain quietly. I don't really have a lot of friends, but sure as hell i have real one. John.

"Hey, i was looking for you around the school. I'm glad, i finally found you..." Deacy mumbled quietly. "Hey? Y/n, are you good?" He rubbed my back as i continue to sob quietly.

"mo-mom a-nd dad ju-just di-divorced" i stuttered. "Come here let me hug you." He suggests as he spread his arm for me. Which i gladly accepted.

I hug him tight. A hug that feels like i don't wanna let him go anymore.

As i continue to cry, soaking his uniform but i do know that he doesn't mind it at all. He loves me as his bestfriend of course, that's why.

"there...there... it's okay, y/n... i'm always here for you no matter what...we won't leave each other...." He whispered to my ear.

I swear to myself that i won't be inlove with anybody, but i'd be lying if i said I don't have a thing for Deacy. I mean he's always with me and i do really have a very nice bond with him, I'd say there's such thing in him i do really adore more than anybody else.

"Hey? Yoohoo anybody home, y/n? Want some coffee?" Brian asked whilst waving his hand in front of my face try'na get my attention. "Uh-Uh yeah, i would love to Bri..." I sighed. Brian lean in.

"Thinking about Deacy, aren't ya?" Brian whispered. I saw Deacy in the corner of my eye looks a little annoyed when he saw Brian being so close to me. So i decide to distance myself from Bri a bit.

"Huh?! of course not! what are you saying Bri!" I chuckled awkwardly and hit his arm playfully, try'na hide the fact that he's right. "You should tell him about that thing, you don't want someone else to get him before you, you know?" He explained.

"Hey! First of all, I would never chase no man, Bri. I ain't desperate bitch and second of all, i didn't said i have a thing for him!" I pointed out. "Really?" Brian teased. "Really!" I glared at him playfully. He playfully put his hand up in surrending manner. "Fine, i gotta go get the coffee's madame!" Bri waved as he walked out from the recording studio.

"What's up with you two? You're strange!" Roger looked at me confusedly. "Who? Bri?" I asked. "Yeah. Are you two?" Roger wiggled his eyebrows. Before i could answer, Deacy playing random riffs with his bass, you could hear there's something up with him cause he's giving too much pressure on the strings.

So i decided to walk up to him. "Hey, you good?" I asked but he just nod and continue what he's been doing not even bothering to look at me. That hurts a bit. "Hey, y/n darling the coffee is here!" Freddie said while handling my coffee, to Deacy and Roger.

After the break, we continue on what we've been doing like making some new songs for our new album, i observed that Deacy has been ignoring the entire time even i try to get his attention.

After several hours doing things we need to do to make our music, we decided to call it a day.

Brian head home earlier while Deacy said he'll go to somewhere else he didn't say. I don't know why my heartaches a bit when i feel like he doesn't want me around. So i decided to walk home to get some fresh air.

"Are you sure you're fine walking alone, y/n darling?" Freddie asked. "Yeah it's a few blocks away you know, y/n..." Roger added. "Yes, i'm sure Freddie, don't worry Rog!" I smiled and waved at them. "Alright then, take care darling!" He waved and drove away.

As they drove away i head to the way i need to go to get into my place. As i'm walking it started to rain.

Ha! I'm lucky enough, to have my umbrella with me. I opened it and to protect myself against the cold water from the sky. As i continue walking i can't get Deacy off my head.

Wondering where is, if he's already home, if he is safe... speaking of where he is, he's walking to the same direction with me. Yeah, we live near to each other but we're not neighbors tho.

His clothes are quite soaked. I don't want him to catch cold, so i decided to sprint towards him to share my umbrella. "Hey, i know you don't wanna talk to me but i'm too concerned about you so i want to share my little umbrella with you." I spoke.

He didn't answered and he keep his arm crossed. "It's okay if you don't wanna talk to me, John. I still would share this with you." I mumbled. "Don't worry at me, y/n the rain aren't that bad." Deacy reassured me but the nature, do really want to prove something.

It started to rain harder. "Not that bad huh?" I chuckled. "That's just coincidence you know." He shrugged. "Why are you avoiding me earlier?" I asked. "Because..." Before he could answer i saw the park we used to go to and i decided to pull him to the park we used to go to when we're just little kids. "What's going o-" he's confused at first but he calmed a bit once he understand.

"Remember we used to go here, a lot?!" I giggle like a little kid. "How could i forget. I proposed to you over here." He pointed out to the swing side of the park. "And i said yes." I winked at him causing him to grin.

"So why are you avoiding me again earlier?" I asked another time. "Because, i'm inlove with you, y/n. But i do know that you're not the type who likes dating and some sort and i understand that you don't want me too--" i dropped the umbrella letting our body soaked and i leaned in to kiss him, it was slow and passionate kiss as we pulled away we pressed our forehead against each other.

"Remember the day i cried because my parents got divorced?" I asked. "Yes, of course, love. I said I won't be leaving you and i do mean that" He replied and he peck the tip of my nose.

(No one asked for this but i have an idea so i write it.)

(Summary : The reader (you) and roger had a son together... And... just read the entire story :D )

Pairing : Roger Taylor x Reader

Warning : Cheating, Cursing (i guess)

7 Years Earlier

"You found someone more exciting, the next second, you were gone!" I choked. "Y/n please, let me explain... Love?" Roger pleaded try'na hold my hand but i push him away.

"You fucked other chick! That's enough explaination." I sobbed. "And maybe I'm just not as interesting, as the girls you had before!" I added.

"I'm sorry, y/n!" He kneeled. "Don't tell me you're sorry, feel sorry for yourself, 'Cause someday I'll be everything to somebody else. And you'll be the one who's crying" I exclaimed.

7 Years Later

It's been 7 years since i gave birth with my only son, Blaise And it's also 7 years ago after i broke up with the only man i loved the most, Roger.

Yes, i didn't get the chance to tell him that we had a child together. It's not that i'm scared to lose my child or share him with his father. In fact i can't be anymore happier when my son met his dad. it's just so hard for me to see him again. There's still pain.

I'm scared that i will get emotional when i see him again. I know that i'd be lying if i tell you that i don't love him anymore, because i do. I still really do.

As Blaise growing up, he start asking more about his father. I'm just making up excuses, like he's somewhere else, he'll be back soon. (Maybe) He even heard Queen's songs. He liked it. So did i. He even saw Roger from the tv.

He told me that... "Mom, look at that man! People in our school said i look like him. Do you think i look just like him?" He cheerfully asked. I smiled and nod. "Yes Blaisey, you do." Yes son. Of course. He is your father.

"Hey mom, are you crying?" Blaise pat my shoulder softly in comforting manner. "Did i say something bad mom? I'm sorry mom." He apologize with a frown visible in his face. "No Blaisey, don't worry." I smiled. In fact, i'm happy and i do really want him to meet his father, but what if didn't liked him. I don't wanna hurt my child. Our child.

Even though he doesn't have a father, i'm glad that i raised him well.

"Are you sure, mom?" He cupped my face with his tiny hands. "Yes, Blaisey. Mom is fine. You know what, since it's a sunny day, let's grab some ice cream! You want that?" I suggest. His eyes widened and jumped around excitedly.

"Yes mom! I love that! Mom i want chocolate and caramel!" He mentioned. "Of course, you can have that." I chuckled as i picked up the keys. "Let's get going then!" I stated and i extended my hand for him to hold.

As we head inside the car and drove to the nearest ice cream parlor. It's just a 10-12 minutes drive away. As we arrived there, i parked the car on a safe parking lot and i carried Blaise as we head inside the shop.

We ordered the same flavor of ice cream. Chocolate-Caramel Ice Cream. We sat there while eating our ice cream and there's some people entered the shop, i didn't bother to look until i heard familiar voices.

"Hey mom! That was the drummer from the band!" Blaise pointed at obviously. Roger.

So i decided to look who's behind us. My eyes landed right at the man i fall inlove with 7 years ago.

As Roger noticed us. So did the others.

And they walked towards our direction. "Oh, hi y/n darling. It's been a while." Freddie greeted me and pulled me for a hug which i gladly accepted. "We missed you, y/n." Brian hugged me too and so did Deacy. Roger and i have a past, so it's uh awkward. So we just shake hands, to be formal. "It's been a while." Roger smiled awkwardly. "Yeah it is."

"Who's this handsome young lad?" Deacy smiled dearingly whilst looking at grubby Blaise, i picked up a tissue and wiped this nose, cheeks and lips with ice cream stains.

"Be careful, Blaisey. You don't want mom to get mad if you got stains in your shirt right?" I asked and he just nod and continue eating, but more careful this time.

I looked at Roger, he can't help staring at Blaise. Whenever he look at me it seems like he wanted to know something. I guess i know what it is.

"Uh to answer your question, he is my son." I smiled. "What how?" Brian asked who seems surprised.

"Of course me plus a man, Bri." I giggled so did the others. "Yeah i mean i know that, but with who?" He looked at me and Roger.

"I won't be surprised if you tell me that, he is Roger's. He got Rog complexions you know, darling." Freddie shrugged. "Uh, yeah fred. He is." I smiled. Look at Freddie and back at Roger. "He is the father." I added.

Roger smiled happily. His smile is different. That smile is happier that i've ever saw before. "Mom? Did father came back?" Blaise asked innocently. I think he remembered what i always told him. Before i could i answer.

"Yeah, Blaise!" Roger smiled and sat next to our son. "I'm back!" Roger cheered.

"Oh! You are my father?! You know, sir i often see you on the tv and mom said you're the most handsome bloke!" Blaise admitted. Shit. Now i'm red as tomato caused by embarrassment and Roger being around.

Blaise sudden confession caused the four lads crackle. Roger smirked and winked at me.

"I mean, could you blame me?" i shrugged. "Your mom is the prettiest too, Blaisey..." Roger said to Blaise but it feels like it's for me more, cause he's staring at me.

"Let's go lads! Let's leave the family to have their little reunion here... We gotta go, y/n. See you soon, darling." Freddie winked at me and waved goodbye at Blaise. He waved back. "Good-Bye Y/n! Lil Blaise!" Deacy and Bri said in unison as they followed Freddie.

"Why didn't you tell me y/n?" Roger asked. "Cause i don't think you'll be happy, i mean look at you! You're a successful rockstar. I don't wanna ruin that, and first of all we broke up." I explained.

"Who said you and Blaise will ruin it? I'm the one who's jerk who ruined you and him because i cheated. trust me y/n i do really regret that. I do regret doing that dumb thing. I swear i do look for you, but your neighbor said you moved away. I'm not happy when i lose you. I'm miserable. Whenever someone try'na kiss me, i just get deja vu. I feel like i'm cheating on you when i tried to be with someone else. I'm nothing without you love." Confessed.

Whilst reaching for my hand for him to hold.

"Blaise changed my life. In a good way. Still thank you to you." I respond.

"Y/n, can we start again?" He asked. "Promise me one thing." I mumbled. "What is it, Y/n?" Roger asked. "Don't mess this up." I answered.

"I won't. I promise, y/n. I love you!" He promised. "Let's head home?" He added.

i can relate to these.😭