Bi Journey
It is not easy to be mostly straight and have a slight bi attraction. Especially in mid 50s and married. It has to be my secret.
My sadness came from being so confused and not being seen by wife as a lover. We have a good relationship, but 20 years ago something changed. We have a good life, but I felt abandoned in my sex life fantasies, desires, etc... It was all vanilla and on her time table.
And this bi attraction came along. I didnt act much. And had one encounter nearly 10 years ago that helped me learn to be careful. One amazing guy told me his story and shared some time with me. His tale helped me not get lost.
Now I am not sad. I beat it. And i dont really act on this side of my life. But I accept it and am not ashamed to be bi.
I wish I could find that "bromance" vibe with a cool guy I could trust. But i understand my own soul and what matters.
I hope if you read this you resonate.












