ok screw this sad shit where’s the drugs

Go figure ur self out before u come and fuck up my peace. I’m tired

i have this habit of not getting ready until i know i’m going to be late 

at some point you gotta be tired of going through the same shit

people will lie and guilt trip you into shit and it’s so fucking weird.

The man who changed my life

“But when I think of me and you it makes me take a nap at noon but if I die before I wake I won’t mind I’m yours to take and if I go to hell then I will think of you while in the fire and everything will be okay with the thought of you and burning flames”

i miss those nights when we lost sleep together

I’m sorry I’m such a difficult person to love. I know I’m too guarded for my own good, but if you only knew how hard it is to just have a normal conversation with anyone. I always tell myself every time that this time i’ll be better, i’ll let go a bit..but it’s like I’m capicated. my mind overwhelms me, and drains me of what energy I have. I physically feel too strained to do anything, and my walls go higher than ever. I’m sorry that I pushed you away and disappointed you.. You’re not wrong when you said i’ll be forever alone if I stay like this..