vent blog.

today my prof said to my class “you don’t truly love someone until they’ve hurt you and you still think of them as the greatest person in the world. Love is the most violent act.” ok ok ok

men are so fucking weird and scary? don’t let any man ever convince you love is supposed to be painful or violent. don’t let any man justify his wrongful actions by saying they’re just part of what True Love is.

filling out the depression and anxiety checkboxes at the doctors is always so sad but also very very funny

I am handed a piece of paper. I check off a box that says “every day I wish I were dead.” I hand back the paper. The paper and its contents are never again discussed.

me: i deserve love and happiness also me: abuse me abuse me abuse me abuse me abuse me abuse me

honestly fuck all the ppl that have used me. fuck you for making me feel like that’s all i’m good for. fuck you for hurting me. fuck you for damaging me. fuck you for touching me. fuck you fuck you fuck you.